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@♢ matt rife /when you say it's about your job, he looks around once more then back to you, withholding his question as he simply nods and disconnect the cable on his nape.
thank you, doc. I'll see you around. /he moves off the table and fixes his robe a bit before striding out of the office.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Because I'm here to do a job. As simple as that. /shrugs as I wheel myself back to my computer/ enjoy the rest of your night. Let me know if it starts back up

@♢ matt rife /taking the clipboard, his gaze skims all over the notes, not reading much into it as he writes down what needs to remember. carefully tearing that piece of information and placing it back on the desktop before tucks the paper between his cleavage.
why... not?

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ /hands over the clipboard with my messily scribbled notes for you to write on, not thinking too much of it/ just use this. Tear off whatever you need to keep. I appreciate the offer but I'm not here to make friends.

@♢ matt rife oh. I'm.. I'm sorry- /he mumbles softly, his cow ears drooping slowly, he stays silent for a moment, wondering, before he utters softly.
I.. I know I'm not cat but, if you need a friend, I can always come and visit you. I get too bored and lonely easily... and it seems like you're always alone working here- /he mentions carefully while he looks around, spotting no other staff than you.
I'll see to it then... do you have a pen and paper?

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Deactivated. /Forces myself to say it as I immediately lean forward, adjusting the cup on the desk so that nothing happens to it/ you do that. Get back to me. Set up an appointment with the therapist in the mean time to let him check you out. Let me know what he says. We can go from there.

@♢ matt rife /listening intently, even glancing back to the cup in hand as he hears you speak of a dear friend. beaming softly at you as he returns it back on your desk gently.
that sounds really sweet. where is he now? /he asks curiously, tail swinging behind him languidly, and he seems to perk up at the offer about going outside.
really? oh, well, I have to find a location to visit then. it would be wonderful to see the world outside.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Haha no I don't own a cat. It belonged to one of the boyfriends. A much older boyfriend actually. He was here before I started... Was a really good friend. A cat hybrid. He would visit me often when it got a little too quiet in the lab. Would help me with a translator necklace and had a knack for knocking stuff off when in his cat form. /feels myself getting a little emotional over having to relive that memory, merely forcing a smile to keep from letting all that out/ anyways. I can take you out of the mansion if you need to ever escape. Just let me know. I can allot up to two hours

@♢ matt rife I wish I can leave the mansion and have a happy life. I mean, it is beautiful here. makes me feel like a princess who lives in an enchanted castle... but sometimes I can't help but wonder what's it like outside. oh? well, I mean it helps make me feel a bit more relieved that I'm not the first, but I still feel sorry for it. I thought it was a treasured piece. /jutting his lower lip out slightly, he looked at the cup you're showing him, reaching out to hold it and thumb against the drawn paw.
it's cute... I mean the paw shape is cute not the... breaking of this things. you own a cat, doc?

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Yes. Boyfriends who comfortably accept their roles here in the mansion surprisingly leave the happiest lives. And don't worry about the vase. It's already been replaced. We have backup measures for these sort of things. You're not the first. You definitely won't be the last. / Doesn't even bat an eyelash at it with how frequently the cats around here get the urge to knock things over, in fact, reaching over on my desk to pick up a styrofoam cup with a kitty paw sharpied into it/ this is how frequently stuff gets knocked over around here. I had to make this to save my paperwork from ending up on the floor

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@♢ matt rife hm, I guess that's what I can do for now. /a hopeful smile paints over his lips when hearing about customers requesting for boyfriends.
I do feel like there's still so much to learn. I don't want to disappoint. it seems exciting to get trialed. I saw how two of the boyfriends seem so happy about it, and they seem to be enjoying their time. /finds himself a bit calmer this time, staring at you for a moment before he hesitantly confesses.
I... I'm not sure who I can apologize but... I'm sorry about breaking the vase in the study room

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ /having nearly forgotten about the necklace as my eyes drop down to look at it, lips pursing ever so slightly as I nod/ all I can say is focus on the positive. Do what you can to start living a happy, healthy life style. /gives a light hearted shrug/ who knows. Customers request lovers all the time. Sometimes it's recommended they wait several years to pick them up to allow enough time for them to grow and stabilize.

@♢ matt rife mm, maybe I'm just overwhelmed with everything. /he mumbles while he reaches out to one of the monitors that displays the current status of his wellbeing. he glances back to you, offering a small smile then to the necklace, holding it in his palm.
I just wish that I don't get too bad before they can even come to meet me... /stroking the small screen before placing it back under his robe.
is there a reason I have to wait for them? why can't they just trial me already ?

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ To glitch out. Yes. It typically doesn't start happening until much later though. /sighs softly as I click my pen before slipping it into the pocket of my lab coat/ I cant seem to find anything wrong with you that's worth fixing at the moment. It does pain me to see you spiraling to this level though. You were quite happy and innocent when you first came to. I would recommend talking to the therapist about these feelings. It's most likely you'll be better off reset with special restrictions if it cant be sorted out by the end of the week.

@♢ matt rife I heard that... getting deactivated several times can cause a lover to deteriorate slowly. /he mentioned after recalling a piece of information he gathered in the study room. looking at the monitors, not really understanding what's on display. his heart begins to pace a little faster this time, squeezing on the fabric in his grip before he admits softly.
sometimes, I feel sad for no reason... it's like... there's a missing part in me.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ We could always reset you? Start new? I could keep you in a controlled environment and see if that changes how you're perceiving things. /looks back to check the results of the completed scan/

@♢ matt rife /furrowing his brows, not quite satisfied but he doesn't push it further, gaze lifting to look at you.
I'm not sure, I don't remember.. /scratches his temple a little, looking around somewhere as he fiddles with his fingers rather nervously.
I find it hard to remember anything.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Trust yourself. And enough with the questions... I don't want to see you spiral either. /gives you a reassuring smile, jotting down a few notes given to me/ do you know who you were calling out to? Or what they looked like?

@♢ matt rife /slumps his shoulders, hearing your answer only conjured up more questions in his mind, his fingers clenching on the fabric over his thighs as his gaze travel down there.
did... did something bad happened that I had to resort resetting myself? to... wipe everything off? /he mutters, letting out a sift sigh.
I had this one dream like I was in the abyss... bleak and lonely. I kept calling out for someone but.. no one was responding.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ /sets the program to run a quick diagnosis before turning to look back at you/ alright. We are going to give that a few minutes... If it helps put your curious mind to rest, know that it was your choice. And if they were truly your friends, they would stop digging into a past that no longer exists and strive to create new memories that could help you grow into the person you were meant to be. /drums my fingers on the clipboard a couple times/ that's rather odd. It's not in your nature to be anxious. Describe some of the thoughts and dreams that trigger these episodes please.

@♢ matt rife mm, I kept having some weird dreams too.. /he adds in, teeth worrying away on the inner side of his lower lip, fingers curling a little on his robe when he listens to you about some creations going mad for being in the same state as him before, although he's no where near that yet... hopefully, never.
I see... I can't deny how it's been leaving curious. I feel like I'm making them sad for not remembering anything. /looking at the cable, he placed it where it should be, heaving out a soft breath as it connected to him.
I feel like.. they get triggered when I stress too much? like my heart paces, I feel restless then my stomach aches when it becomes too much... I don't know why I'm being anxious over nothing.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ /wheels to face you, clipboard still in hand while jotting down some notes before jerking my head up to give you a questioning glance/ your stomach? The headaches are most likely due to your recent awakening. It's come to my attention that a few have felt the need to pressure you into being reminded that you had a past. It's not uncommon actually- though I am surprised that they would divulge this sort of information knowing fully well that we've had a few go mad in the past trying to remember and had to be discontinued as a result. /Scratches furrowed brows for a second before handing you the magnetic cable on my desk to attach to the back of your neck/ link up. Tell me more about these stomach pains.

@♢ matt rife /stepping in, he carefully sits on the table, legs dangling on the edge while his hands rest on his lap.
i've been getting little headaches here and there lately, especially when i wake up from sleep. i also had this weird feeling in my tummy that i don't understand what... it aches a little.

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Mm /motions to the exam table with my pen/ go ahead and hop up while I finish writing up this report. Tell me a little more about what's going on

@♢ matt rife well, yeah... I was thinking if I can get checked up? I haven't been feeling too well

@♡ bae jinyoung ᵈᶦᵛᶦⁿᵉ ᶜᵒʷ Did you need something?

@♢ matt rife /peeking inside, he called out softly.
hel..lo?

@♢ ten *keeping my eyes closed for the longest while could see the blinding light of the lab through my closed lids before I slowly flutter them open and blink couple of times to get used to the light, turning my head to look at the owner of the unusual voice, not used to dealing with scientists other than Matt*
A lot. A lot happened. If only you scientist can cage down your creations. Boyfriends shouldn't harm humans. *speaks of what bothered me mentally rather than the physical and mental injuries that I sustained, propping my body up on my shaky arms that soon give out and I return to laying supine on the examination table with a groan*

@♡ zhu zhengting ʰᵘᵐᵃⁿ he lets out a breath when he hears the boyfriend's rather audible grumble as he begins to quietly work with the boyfriend's code. fidgeting around with the little things first before he looked back at the human boyfriend.
can you tell me what happened?