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@ω kim hongjoong ♡ /watches you breathlessly, biting back on the eagerness that grows with every fleeting touch of your hands; your touches driving me absolutely mad
Move. Now.
/doesn't bother holding back the need in my tone, impatient and ready to see what else you have in store for me - even if the thought of how you learned such things makes me feel a swift pang of jealousy. Acting on that alone, I grab you, holding the back of your neck to kiss you hard and deep, losing control of the need to force my scent and taste onto you

@β terazono keita *just chuckles at this point before letting out a low moan* then why don't we go and continue this in my bed? We will have so much more room and we can make each other feel good together *to show you I take hold of both of our hard ons, and slowly beginning to them together this leaving me panting*

@ω kim hongjoong When did you become such a people pleaser?
/nearly growls the words, chasing your teasing tongue with my lips, desperate for more of your kisses. finally taking advantage of your ed pants, my hand slides across your length, teasing it over the thin fabric of your underwear.
Hongjoong... .
/gripping your hip with my other hand, I pull you in closer and free your from your clothing; bucking a few times to bring our bodies closer together.
Show me. No more teasing.

@β terazono keita *feels proud that I am able to do this to you, very much loving this side of you* faster...if that is what my beta wants then that's what he gets * your lips before trailing kisses along your jaw, nipping the skin before I move to kiss down your neck, my hand starting to you fast, letting out a soft groan as I push back against your hand, trying to urge you to do more* w-why dont you undo my pants...I can really make us, both feel good together Keita

@ω kim hongjoong /leans my head back on the couch, taking long, slow breaths to calm myself down, though your hand feels a million times better than my own. Bucking my hips slightly, I let out a quiet moan.
Please, go faster... Your hand is so soft, it feels amazing.
/moves to look at you, cheeks flush and eyes hazy, hands sliding down the back of your pants and beneath your underwear to squeeze your . Pulling you a little closer using that grip, my digits trail along the parting of your cheeks, continuing my slow exploration of your body

@β terazono keita *smiling more, I pull down your zip, my finger tracing your hard on as I stare into your eyes* I am glad that I am able to excite you so much... and don't be afraid to touch me qhere you want *slipping my hand into your boxer, I take hold of your and slowly it, making sure to go nice and slow, my tumb gently pressing down on your head* do you want me to do more?

@ω kim hongjoong /nods to your words, breath coming a little quicker as my excitement grows, and I end up biting your lower lip and on it to keep from just with the grazing of your fingers over my .
It's okay. You can keep going...
/breathes out over your lips, kissing you again as my hands move to your pants as well, hands slipping beneath the fabric, tentatively rubbing your hips and abdomen; eagerly feeling out "safe" places with my hands to keep from getting too worked up, too quickly.

@β terazono keita *letting out a small groan, I press back into your hands before smiling softly at you* I want this very much, we don't have to have but it doesn't mean we cant...help each other to feel good right *leaning down I kiss your lips once more before my hands move to your pants, my hips starting to move a little on their own* can I keep going?

@ω kim hongjoong /at your words, my cheeks flush up, clearly trying to weigh my answer and think with the right head; a sentiment that leaves my body entirely at the touch of your hand. Groaning, my hands tighten on your hips, doing my best not to buck or flip our positions despite the instinct to do so; gaze focused on your features for fear of what embarrassment might come if I look down.
Are you sure... I don't want to...
Only if you're comfortable, Joongie.
/tentatively, my hands slide around your hips, sinking lower and cupping your backside; exploring your body over your clothing the way you are doing to me

@β terazono keita *gasps softly at this, letting out a small groan before seeming to breathe out* very true...I think, we can still make each other feel good without really having to...take of our clothes right? Would that, be something you night like or do you not want to cross that point? *feeling a bit brave, I slowly reach down and press on your growing hard on, very impressed with what I feel. Watching you carefully, I slowly begin to massage you through your pants, wanting to do something a bit more but wanting to give you a chance to stop me if you wish to*

@ω kim hongjoong /lets a soft grunt out at your bite, following your mouth as you tug my lip, not wanting to break from you just yet
If I had you move... I might get embarrassed.
/admits slowly, hands sliding from your waist to your hips, pulling your lower half against mine firmly
You're not making me uncomfortable. Believe me...

@β terazono keita But you like the teasing side of me don't you? *watches you with warm eyes before I groan as I slowly close my eyes, easily melting into the kiss. Bites your lower lip as I give it a playful tug before my arms wrap around your shoulders* if you want me to stop or get off you, just tell me, I don't want to make you uncomfortable okay?

@ω kim hongjoong /bites my lips together, catching your hand and holding it in the center of my chest
I never said that. You're stunning, Hongjoong.
Which... Just... Mmm... Makes you a tease.
/hesitates with a small grin before leaning up to kiss you again, making the act slow and deep

@β terazono keita *giggles as I my lip before shrugging as I look into your eyes* because you are just so handsome you know? Besides there's nothing saying we can't kiss and make out right, we can always stop if it gets to be too much *gives a pout as I lift my hand and slowly run it over your chest* unless you dont...like the way that I look?

@ω kim hongjoong /exhales in a slow, low huff, arms wrapping around your waist
That's just... not fair...
/groans at the sudden deep kiss, squeezing your waist as my lips move with yours; pulling back after a moment with a nip to your lower lip
Why are you teasing me?

@β terazono keita *with a teasing smile, I straddle your lap and grin as I look down into your eyes* yes...before my heat hits I wonder if I should see how much you can resist me *bites my lip as I run my fingers through your hair, angling your head back before leaning in and kissing your lips gently before I slowly began to deepen it, my body pressing against yours*

@ω kim hongjoong Yes, you certainly were. I'll have to thank your parents when I meet them.
/chuckles softly and nods a few times, moving my arms to wrap around you instead of just playing with your fingers
I like the idea of... testing us, I suppose. It seems like something we should find out sooner, rather than later.
If we can survive a heat, then I think it will be a good indicator for the other hurdles in our future.

@β terazono keita *hearingbthe praise, I can't help but smile at this point before I seem to blush a bit* it's because I was raised well *grins before biting my lip in thought before I give a small shake of my head* I trust you so just you will be fine. I dont...I just want you by my side during that time. It can be a test of sorts for us to see how we handle the biggest hurdle of a new couple

@ω kim hongjoong That's smart... Very smart.
/leans into you, pressing a kiss to your hair with a soft laugh
How did you get so smart, huh? I thought I was the college boy here.
/hums and nuzzles my nose into your hair, relishing in the closeness shared with you
I can't say 100% that I won't be affected by you, but I do have very good control. Yuto's ruts never even phased me, so I really think it would be okay.
/pauses for a minute, before continuing, sounding more confident with this idea
I could ask Yuto to come with me, too, just in case. Would having a failsafe make you feel better about attempting it?

@β terazono keita *bites my lip a bit, smiling gently before I rest my head on your shoulder and let's out a soft sigh* I think for now we can count so maybe until you graduate, any talks of mating or things of that can wait. But I still...would be happy to have your help during the heats for any items I should need...I wouldn't mind seeing you either but only if you think you will be able to refuse me without anything happening...do you think that's possible?

@ω kim hongjoong /nibbles on my lip, thinking about it
Honestly? I'd love to become a teacher. I'm studying history and I can only think of that to do with such a subject. Unless I go adventuring, but I don't really want that, not if I have someone to come home to and a family to care for, y'know?
Mm, I don't care where I live, like I said before, as long as I'm able to provide for my family...
/sighs and leans back, looking up at the ceiling for a minute; squeezing your hand as I look back at you with a small smile
I don't mind the idea of settling down, but I've also never really thought about it before today, to be honest. It's not something that I feel should be rushed.

@β terazono keita Yay! I get to cuddle a cute teddy bear as I sleep *laughs softly but smiles gently as I look at you* what do you see for yourself in the future? What do you want? Where do you want to live? That sort of thing honestly, though I am older by a few years I still am not sure if I am ready to properly settle down just yet. I dont want.to rush to being mates or having kids unless it's something we would both want

@ω kim hongjoong Gotcha...
/says sheepishly, flushing up between embarrassment and the idea of actually staying with you tonight. Pulling out my phone with my free hand, I open up a text to Yuto and let him know where I'll be staying and with who; smiling as he gets back to me immediately.
He says be safe and don't do anything bad.
/chuckles, showing you the message before putting my phone away and going back to playing with your fingers
So... Now that we have a lot more time together, what did you want to talk about?

@β terazono keita *watching you with an amused look, I can't help but laugh as I hugnyou and just pecks your lips several times before I pull back* I know you wouldn't do anything that I don't want, I trust you Keita so you don't worry *rests against you and she's as I lace our hands again* so text your brother to let him know so he won't worry and stay up waiting for you

@ω kim hongjoong Yeah, I got real lucky with him.
/nods softly, peeking at you curiously when your tone changes and your face goes red. It takes a minute to understand fully what you mean, but when I do, my cheeks flush up a bit as well.
I... I wouldn't mind staying with you tonight.
I'd actually really like that. And nothing has to happen aside from cuddling either, really, I'll be happy just to spend more time with you.
/adds quickly afterwards, holding up a hand to make sure you don't think I'm doing this just to be intimate

@β terazono keita *nods lightly as I listen, finding it sad that you were alone and for Yuto to raise you but I smile softly in the end* I dont think he would trade it for anything in the end, he really loves you and I feel like he would do it again if it happened. Like you, he has a big heart and cant turn away from someone in need *bites my lip a bit before I smile a bit shyly, my ears somewhat red* I told your brother you would be visiting and he mentioned about you staying over...maybe. well more like he was teasing me about it and I hadn't even thought that far but...would you want to stay the night or would you want to go home to Yuto?

@ω kim hongjoong Oh, so you're gonna let me hunt for you?
/beams brightly
I'll take down the traps for you and bring back any rabbits that are out there. Don't need you hurting your ankle any more.
/hums after you, nose wiggling side to side as I think about it.
There's really not much to me. I didn't really know my parents either. Yuto said he found me when I was around five... I was wandering in the woods, always staying shifted, living like a real animal, unfortunately.
/cracks a wry smile
Uh, he knew right away that I wasn't a normal wolf, so he got me to trust him eventually, but, uh... I don't know. That whole time period is a bit fuzzy, I think staying shifted skewed my time recall. I just know that Yuto wasn't much older than me so I always felt guilty that he had to be the adult when were really both just kids.
We moved out here the second I turned eighteen and could leave Japan. He'd heard good things from travelers who stayed here before moving on.

@β terazono keita *scrunches up my nose but smiles as I just rest against you and play with your fingers, nodding my head a bit* that's fine...I think its mostly I will want rabbit meat since I have pretty much everything else which means I have to go take down all the traps tomorrow since I dont want to leave them out and have something else get caught in them *hums a bit as I look up to you and smiles even more though a bit shyly as well* tell me about you Keita...I want to know everything and anything that you are willing to share with me

@ω kim hongjoong I understand, completely. You don't have to explain anything.
/smiles a bit and nudges my nose against yours
Don't bother with suppressants. I don't want you to torture yourself on my behalf. We can talk on the phone, and text, and maybe even video chat if you're up for it, but I'll give you the space you need.
/presses another little kiss to the side of your forehead, moving my arm down and letting my fingers entwine with yours.
Well, you're basically family now, since we're talking real courtship. Yuto won't mind. I'll make sure of it.
You can tell me what you want and need and I'll have him bring it.