@⤳Lucas *the idle pats from your hands were in a way a comforting gesture I noticed, feeling as though the built nerves that had beads of sweat forming significantly cooled the longer the action continued on, keeping my countenance of a open and calm amicable expression as I knew regardless of the outcome of all this, there weren’t many things that could steer me adrift of how I felt towards you, puzzled from the start of your sentence until the last words helped me make out what you meant, a look of surprise initially contorting my features but that didn’t take long to melt back into a subtle smile. I know you wouldn’t and I know it wouldn’t be on purpose either things happen and I’m aware of that. Itsnotmyyfaultitsthepuuretruuthhandivebeenthereealreaddyyoushouldjoinmee. oh that’s a wow I wasn’t expecting thaat teheeh. It’s.. uhmm well it’s not a must for me to really and it’s not exactly a deal breaker either, but I won’t lie would it be nice somewhere along the lines of the future definitely.. if that’s a possibility but if it’s not something both of us wants it’s not a must for me so I don’t mind if that’s how you feel.. about that. I can settle with juust you and ii that’s fine with me
@⤳Jungwoo *the sweet smile occupying your lips did wonders in easing the edgy point to my questions, absently flattening my palms against the sides of your torso, most likely blotting the nervousness against the cotton feel of your shirt and otherwise caressing the covered flesh into my hands whilst pondering how ever id get the next lead of topic out only to find out either way it sounded more and more similar to a jumbled mess that caused my brows to lower as a small huff escaped, nonetheless directing my attention back to you to stare into your doe-like eyes as i gave up on how to express and instead blurt it out* that sounds hard, ju .. i hope it doesnt get there, i wouldnt want to hurt you at all. pleaseeeeareyoutryingtomakemeblushhhiwannabeserioushereyoucutie. so.. i dont know how to start this off.. but how do you .. well i mean, would you be okay with .. it staying just us, like as in.. nothavingany-youknow?? its probably pushing it or too much and i completely understand that and you dont have to force yourself to be okay with it either..
@⤳Jungkook -hums nodding playing with your fingers before nodding pecking your cheek-
I understand that kook
What should I do? Should I just let you be for now? Or should I continue.. acting like me? Demanding cuddles and kisses and attention?
And don’t feel like this ever needs to lead to anywhere kook.. I just.. wanted to say what I was feeling. None of this was to pressure you kook.. I hope you know that
@⤳V Well first off, I'm not as around as I should. And second, I'm afraid that I might hurt you. And I don't want to.
Speaks softly, sighing a bit and taking your hands with mine, rubbing the skin with my thumbs gently.
I'm not so sure of what I feel too so I'm trying to figure that out still. I'm not sure how but yeah.. maybe eventually? Oof sorry-
@⤳Jungkook of course be honest
-bites my lips as i listen to you before sighing-
i dont want to make you feel like you need to do anything.. or feel so hesitant..
i just didnt like not telling you because i was starting to overthink everything...
and.. i dont know why you would think you aren't the best for me.. you have been the one thats been making me happy.. you have been the one keeping me company.. you have been the one there for me when im down..
but at the same time.. i dont want to force you into anything or make you feel like you need to do anything
-rubs my forehead-
i just.. i needed to spill my beans
@⤳V Tae.
Can I be honest with you then?
Smiles a bit.
So.. uhm.. I didn't quite expect this too but I... I kind of like you too.
Though at the same time, I'm not too sure. Like I do wanna have you as mine but at the same time I'm quite... hesitant? Because.. I don't know if I'm even the best for you. I believe that you worth more for a guy that's better than me. So.. yeah..
@⤳Jungkook So... I decided to confess my feeling.
I’d rather.. get it out and over with if you don’t feel the same instead of sitting here constantly having a battle with my inner self over this so.. here we go
I like Joon Jungkook... i don’t know when it happened. I don’t know how it happened.. but I just know I like you.. quite a bit..
I don’t expect you to like me back because well.. it’s either our timing or it may really be what it is, but I just wanted to tell you and get it done and over with
I like you... a lot.. so I’m.. there you have it
@⤳Jungkook -smiles softly at the nuzzling and how easily you let him do and get what he wants as he wraps his arms around your neck tangling his legs with yours-
hmm yeah thats good daddy
-pulls back to look at you before slowly grinning-
i missed you too koo.. if you keep being this sweet to me i may end up confessing Jeon Jungkook
-mumbles before hidding back in your neck-
@⤳V tilting his head to the side slightly to let you nuzzle against it. his nose poking through your hair and inhales your scent before rubbing your back soothingly.
really? that's good to hear, babe.
i'm doing okay and i missed you.
@⤳Jungkook -smiles at all of the kisses curling up closer against you-
im doing much better now koo
-smiles before sighing my arms tightening around your neck closing my eyes nuzzling against your neck-
how are you daddy?
Hmm I had food at my last meal
It’s almost time for food but not jsut yet
-smiles at the kiss to my forehead before pecking your jaw softly sighing curling up next to you-
Jeon jungkook..
Okay baby, good luck with that. Have you eaten at least?
Brushes your hair back a bit, exposing your forehead and planting a little kiss there. Smiling at the kisses you give me as well.
-smiles against you nodding-
Don’t worry.. I will take it slow
I’m going to relax here with you for a while longer before I go and be productive
-smiles at all of the kisses before sighing looking up at you biting my lips leaning up and pecking your cheek softly-
awn baby.
do take it slowly, yeah? don't overwhelm yourself too much.
holds you tightly and showering your head with more kisses.
relax then work later, yeah? uwu
-pouts nuzzling close my arms wrapping around your waist-
It’s my fault.. I procrastinated so much and now it’s caught up to me
It’s okay.. I can do this but for now
-nuzzles happily-
Let me just relax against you