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@Ω┊jeon changha Glad to hear that. I would’ve made a u-turn if you even joked otherwise.
/chuckles lightly before clearing my throat as the stoplight goes green again/
As for me, I’m spending the holidays by myself. I was supposed to join my family on an overseas trip I got for them but I got held up due to some matters.
/chooses not to share the specifics lest it cause trouble or something, brushing it off by turning on the radio and driving steadily to our destination/

[] slr, the holiday szn was chaotic :’>

@α┊ok taecyeon Please, this will be a never-ending argument, and truce, we both look good.
/I hum on a random tune as you drive down the road, my eyes looking straight ahead, albeit feeling your stolen glances on my way. Once you broke the silence and asked the question, I turn my head to face you, a little smile gracing my visage/
Not at all! Well, there's nothing much on my plate, really. Spent time with the fam on my father's side, then this January first, it will be on my mother's side. How about you tho?

@Ω┊jeon changha /feels exhilarated to know you haven’t forgotten of my deeds before though at that, guilt courses through me which I try to push for the meantime/
I’d agree to disagree— you look much better.
/closes the door after you then hops in on the driver’s side, rolling out the roads eventually/
/glances at you once in a while until we hit a red stoplight when I break the silence/
So… hope I haven’t disturbed your holiday plans with our dinner. How’s your family, anyway?

@α┊ok taecyeon You and the flowers, still adorable.
*I reach for the bouquet, bringing the flowers close to my face to take a whiff of their scent*
Thank you~ please, not as dashing as you, you look so good, and truly, a gentleman.
*I smile at your way before climbing the car, making myself comfortable on my seat.
I place the flowers down on my lap, hands moving to buckle up the seatbelt. It honestly feels surreal to be here with you, unexpected but welcomed, and a part of me is excited how this night will unfold*

() Fkfkfmfnf all good!

@Ω┊jeon changha /at the sound of your voice, I quickly stand straight from leaning on the hood of my vehicle and walk to meet you halfway/
C-Changha, for you.
/I’m not sure if I could refer to you as before but I assumed I’ve lost that privilege when we broke up so I settle with your name as I gently the flowers to your front/
You look dashing as always. Let’s go?
/tips my head to the car before going ahead and opening the door for you/

[] sdfs highkey forgot to tag you, sorry ‘bout that!

@α┊ok taecyeon *After reading your reply, I checked out my reflection on the mirror, satisfied with my overall outfit. Under my beige overcoat that reaches all the way down to my knee level is a the cream sweater you've given me, pairing it with brown trousers. Of course, I did not forget the leather gloves and the scarf, having it hugging my hands like a second skin, the scarf comfortably wrapped around my neck, wearing the gifts you've left on my door.* Heck yeah, I'm handsome and cute. *I smile to myself, fixing my fluffy hair before heading out, windows and doors locked.*

*Then then there you are, looking gorgeous and handsome just like the first day I've met you, witnessing how cute and polite you are with the people. I grin to myself, walking towards you with a skip on my steps* B!!! *I called out, waving my right hand*

() SCREAMS I MISSED THIS

/after successfully pulling some strings to reserve us a meal in a fine dining restaurant, I release a huge sigh of relief then continue finishing up the little touches on my outfit, a ping on my phone catching my attention afterward/
Unknown? Oh, must be Changha.
/I mumble before reading the message, a huge grin quickly making its way on my lips upon the familiar nickname/

‘ To: Changha(?) ’
» Got it. Be there in 15.
….
» I'm here, parked out front.

/exits the vehicle to welcome you aboard with a fresh bouquet, lightly bowing once in a while when I see someone recognizing me. Perhaps, I should've worn a better disguise/

[] https://i.imgur.com/KvqcIRa.jpg

Can't fall asleep, head full of thoughts that is you.

Sleep

It's almost 2 what else should I do?

*shuts the notebook, taking a deep breath

Nov. 1

Dear B,

Hi. I'm unsure whether I'm writing this for me or for you, perhaps, both, for me and you. Looking back to it, perhaps I rushed, but seriously, I understand where you are coming from. The rationality behind it, trust me, I rationalize lots of situations too but it's always my feelings that decide.

I love you, I still do, but I will respect your wishes and will not push for anything, but we tried right? I guess that's what matters. I'll accept that.

I don't know as well as if I should move on or cling to the small hope I have that you'll be here again. Hahahahaha, I guess I'm just existing, trying to interact with others to distract myself yet again, hah, overworking helps too.

Speaking of work, with a sincere heart, I hope you aren't overworking and is having enough rest.

Things are supposed to be easier this way but why do I think it's the hardest? Hahaha, . Anyways, I wish you well, B.

-chang

It's probably the third letter I'll never give hahahahshdnmffmfmg

Okay

Better than containing it, don't you think?

Lmao

Aimless writing, I could try?

Hahahahahaha, I'm home
*Says to no one in particular, sitting on the doorway yet again, holding his pen and notebook*

You're just creating problems that does not exist

Stop thinking

Breathes

After immersing himself to work, the ache in his heart temporarily left, but as soon as he is done, laying down on his bed and staring at the ceiling, it all comes back, causing another night where he cries himself to sleep

Takes a deep breathe

LMAO

Time to cry again yow

Home and safe

Okey

Takes my blanket, pen, and notebook, making my way to the doorway, sitting on the same spot I fell asleep on

*slips on my comfy pj's, albeit it being afternoon. I turn up the heater and still wears my gloves for extra warmth*