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And so with that, he stuffs a few clothes in a bag and leaves home.

Been so long again since he last went home. He’s not sure whether it’s plainly work that inhibits him from resting here or is it the memories that haunts him the moment he steps in… but either way, he supposes he shouldn’t stay long.

Another day, same thoughts. Perhaps, a night out would do him good.

Watches as the rain fall down, heaving a sigh. He fishes out his phone to check the time. The screen blaring "1:28 AM" perhaps he should go to his house sooner or later. Still, he doesn't regret attempting to come here in hopes to see you. Perhaps in 30 minutes he would leave, but for now he'll wait for a bit more.

Today was a heavy and rainy day, he hasn't been sleeping well, missing lunch and dinner. He's not having a good day either, on his way to his schedule and on his way home he got wet under the rain, but before he could even arive at his street, he found himself here, standing on front of your door. He debated if he should knock, thinking if you're even at home.

He takes a deep breath, opting to sit on the stairs and wait for you, not even knowing what he would say or what he would do. His desperate heart just yearns to see you.

Anyway, that's something he's at fault for, he should've been more outgoing despite the busy days. For now, he'll settle with his trusty pillow and leave tomorrow for tomorrow. Maybe then he'd go out of his shell too.

Going back to his thoughts, Changha— he wonders how he is doing now. For sure, he's devastated like he is but he's glad he met some of the boy's friends before. They were quite protective of him, he recalls; and he supposes he can rest easier in that thought, knowing that he won't be alone through this ordeal. A part of him wishes he could seek comfort too from others but the few that he deems he could rely on are friends too with boy's so… he has eventually forsaken that hope.

Just at the thought of his name, his lips releases a low sigh and he had to drag himself out the bed then down the couch to ease his mind. There's simply no way he can stop his impulsiveness if he lingered any longer in the remnants of the boy's scent.

It's a never ending cycle: work, sleep, work, sleep, and so on so forth. He used to find this schedule alright; after all, he had nothing to look forward to apart the adventures he'd partake on during his rare free days… but, that was before he met him, Changha.

@α┊ok taecyeon Let's compromise, no more overthinking and reading to it too much for me then a longer message or contextualized one for you. How about that?
*I proposed with a chuckle. I nod my head and keeps clinging to you*
I do~ and aheh, I have a strong alpha to carry me around~ *takes deep breaths to inhale your scent. I look at you with wide innocent eyes, shaking my head*
Oh no, I had no clue. Is there anything I could do to help, love?
*I asked once we're both under the sheets*

@Ω┊jeon changha Figures.
It's okay, I'm at fault too. I should've gotten a longer paper or something to add more words. /chuckles before shaking my head/ But kidding aside, I'm sorry as well. I really should've thought about it more.
/simply pulls back to pat your head, a quiet reassurance that your thoughts are merely silly things that the real me would never do, before speaking/ You like being carried a lot, don't you? /exhales with a smile before easily sweeping you off your feet and carrying you all the way to my bedroom/
/once I've set you down, I lie beside you and covers us with the blanket/ I just realized— you do know I'm halfway through my rut, right?

@α┊ok taecyeon Kdrams, no. But... I do read a lot.
That perfectly describes it. I'm sorry, I panicked.
*I apologized sheepishly* I was so scared that, well, yeah, you're leaving and breaking up with me. *Chuckles softly, smiling upon receiving the kiss* yes please, it's kinda late too.
Carry me tho? *Laughs a bit louder, shaking my head at myself because of my ry*

@Ω┊jeon changha I think you watch too many k-dramas, darl. /says a bit teasingly as I chuckle, my hand sliding down to your waist so I can embrace as you as well/
And rather than a fight, I reckon it's just misunderstanding. I said it too simply, you read it too hard— something like that.
/shoots you a smile after the kiss, leaning down to press another on your forehead/ So, can we now go in before my neighbors complain in case they heard you knocking like a madman? /mischievously grins/

@α┊ok taecyeon Babe, are you serious?! That's how people break up with their lovers in drama or fictions! Thank you for everything then boom, they gone!
*I whined as you wipe my tears away, glaring at you again before clinging to you, arms wrapped tightly around your upper body*
That's ing right. I can't believe, is this a fight? Is this our first fight?
*I asked with a quiet chuckle, pulling back just enough to look up at you and steal a quick kiss* not going to worry anymore now that it's cleared.

@Ω┊jeon changha /though I'm highly confused on how my note got us like this in the middle of the night, the worry I feel as you sob in my arms is incomparable/
O-ow— /rubs my chest after your hit before tending the remnants of your tears, my hand cupping your cheek whilst my thumb lightly brushes your skin/
Honestly? I'd think you're just saying thank you… /trails off, trying to read the room then adding/ but I guess I shouldn't?.. I don't know. Anyway, please don't worry about trivial things like that. I can't even imagine a life without you. /speaks in a more lighthearted manner as if joking despite being honest/

@α┊ok taecyeon *I sob wrecked through my lips upon hearing your words, relief filling my chest. I wrap my arms around you and clings, as if afraid you're going to disappear any moment*
*I stayed like that for a while before pulling back, stupidly yet weakly hitting your chest*
God- don't leave a note like that next time! *I wipe my tears then glares at you, lips protruding into a pout* you're going to give me a heart attack, you doggo! What if I say thank you for everything without context! What would you think? *Huffs my cheeks, although the situation seems serious and I'm getting slightly mad, the expression on my face makes it rather adorable* you better, you're stuck with me-

@Ω┊jeon changha What do you mean? /perhaps, it's my sleepiness but it took me a good moment to realize what you're talking about, a soft sigh quickly escaping my lips/ It must be the note. That's simply a 'thank you,' my love. For everything, literally— for being with me and staying even though I've given you reasons to leave.
/pauses for a second, another sigh slipping out, before I step forwards to gently cage you in my arms/ Why did you even think that? You should know, I won't leave you. Not now, not ever.

@α┊ok taecyeon W-what was that note? Are you leaving? Are you breaking up with me?
*Comes a series of questions, not meaning to cry but my eyes got teary*

@Ω┊jeon changha /the sudden noise has me running to the front door, surprise evident on my face when I found you/ Darl? Is there something wrong?

@α┊ok taecyeon *rushes on your house, banging on the door*
OK TAECYEON!

@α┊ok taecyeon *I shake my head, albeit the situation I can't help but chuckle.* I kind of figure, but hey, it's something workable. *My hands squeezes yours again before releasing them, opting to occupy your lap, planting a kiss on your lips*
Why would I be when we can settle this peacefully and maturely. I'll be clingy tho, that's that.

@Ω┊jeon changha /continues to look down on my hands even after you ‘forgive’ me, sighing lightly once in a while/ I’m really sorry about that… and I know it’s no excuse but this— relationship thing isn’t really my field. Anyway, I’ll try better next time around. /finally looks up after my nth sigh, my lips forming a small pout in guilt/ You know I’d be more glad if you were mad.

@α┊ok taecyeon *noticing your fingers, I take both of your hands in mine, giving it a little squeeze to assure you that I'm not mad*
I'll appreciate that greatly next time, Taecyeon. I can't say it's okay because, well, I'm sad about not seeing or hearing from you for a long while. *I mutter softly, head lowered while letting myself be honest with you* I really understand your busy schedule, but it'll mean a lot to hear from you or letting me know if you'll be gone for a while. *Then I look up at you, now smiling* I'll forgive you once you've given me a cuddle session and kisses.

@Ω┊jeon changha /instinctively pulls my hand back, placing them both on my lap, as I wait for you to sit up/ I miss you too. /my tone's apologetic as I reply, my lips trying to form a smile too but it's in vain considering the guilt I'm feeling/ I'm sorry… for everything. I should've let you know I'll be gone or texted you during the trip. /wets my bottom lip afterward, my fingers uncommonly fiddling in anxiety/

@α┊ok taecyeon *I've woken up after few hours of sleep, and it's easy to sense your presence due to your scent*
*I have my back on you, heavily debating if I should give you the cold shoulder or be the mature lover. With a sigh, I chose the latter.*
*I turn around to face you, eventually sitting down*
I missed you. *Says with a quiet voice and little smile*

@Ω┊jeon changha /entering my place, I roll my luggage beside the couch and heads to my bedroom, surprised to find you there/ Baby… /I sigh out regretfully as I sit down on the bed, careful not to wake you whilst my hand gently pats your head/ I'm sorry for disappearing quite a while out of the blue.

Sits up, grabbing a pillow and putting the stolen shirt on it, then I lay my head on its "chest" arm wrapped around the lower middle

*turns on the other side*

*steals one of your shirt again, hugging it on my chest as I doze off*

@α┊ok taecyeon It does, baby-- all of me aches for you--
*A pleasant shiver runs throughout my skin, my length twitching just from hearing your moan alone.*
Just want my Alpha to love and me.
*I move on to another spot, attacking the patch of skin with wet kisses before nibbling and on the skin, leaving my mark and scent.*
*On the other side, I part my legs slightly, adjusting to the wedged leg of yours to be more comfortable. With your lead and my need, I roll my hips, grinding against you to satisfy myself* hnnnn, B-
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