@kim ∷ namjoon I’m quite used to it, Hyung *yet after the smile, taehyung stood quite silent then. The last time he took to his own whims, that other was afraid. Deftly afraid as he had overstepped those boundaries. Should he tell you? Suddenly, he felt his hands were weak in the dilemma. Yet even now, his smiling persona of acting was stable. Almost like. It was difficult for him to think and act like anything but a human despite not being or experiencing like one.* just a lot more than that, Hyung *he chuckles it off slightly as he sat next to you before eventually answering you* it’s…quite not suitable for people underage usually… *his eyes linger towards a more suggestive pile of anime covers, something similar to adult cartoons. Ecchi and a few as well.*
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *raises his brows with curiousity*
Wouldn't you? I mean... You really suprised me with the kiss. I wouldn't have thought that you'd go this far with me. I call it an award. And I'm very greatful for it~
*attention turns back to the tv waiting to see what you will land on. but his head turns to you upon the question. cheeks puffed a little before the air puffed from his lips*
Yeah?
*arches a brow and turns himself a little towards you, furrows brows together*
Like what?
@kim ∷ namjoon *Taehyung chuckled amusingly* I see…a mere kiss makes you feel this way hm? *he chuckles shaking his head. Out of everything, a chaste kiss when he’s used to giving much more than that. When he’s used to doing so much more than this. He wonders…: how would you /really/ feel if he did a 180 and revealed much more of himself than meets the eye. When you suggest to show you his favorite and even admit you’re not a , he purses his lips. Should he? Should he risk it? He inhaled lightly* Hyung…what if I said… *takes remote and turns it closer to the more questionable menu screen* what I watch is usually not suitable for the genre you’re thinking of? *his smile was there though it seemed a bit…sinister? Double meaning…?*
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *it was always slightly ironic when many saw him as apologetic* I see…*he tried. Though in reality, he was too cold to be apologetic in that way; more of a face to appear so and blend in. Still, he recognized how losing a master could affect you in the long run despite that coldness towards humans in general* yet none of the four you mentioned were spit play- therefore I’m a bit confused…I definitely think a safe word may help clear that confusion in the future but for now, I shall explain: spit play is the act of spitting during . Usually a sign of dominance no matter if it is the giver or receiver doing so. Many usually spit on their partner or inside their partner’s mouth. *he nods lightly with a chuckle* of course, if it is your safe word, it may help for you to pick something you can quickly say. Especially in those less than comfortable situations or life affecting ones. So? *smiles lightly* any thoughts?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ The kiss, wasn't it?
*takes his eyes off from the tv to look towards your direction*
That was the reward?
*pushes back into the couch a bit, shifting himself to get comfortable. eyes laid down to his phone watching the delivering person on the gps tracker*
Ah yeah that one. Hmm.. Are you sure? i can watch one of your favorites. No problem with me.
*but the questioning took him back again. you're very blunt with your words. Shameless rather.*
Enjoying watching tv with you as some bonding time does excite me a bit. But.. uh.. No. No, I'm not a . Why do you ask?
@kim ∷ namjoon *Taehyung cocked his brow before chuckling at you being a bit bold. He wasn’t used to that from someone he liked but it’s attractive* oh really hyung? *he smiles endeared at whatever you were or are, playing along like a parent plays along with their offspring’s’ antics, smiling amused at you. Another red flag to play with you like that too* what’s the reward I already gave you hm? *then he grinned wider* jujutsu Kaisen *finishes your thought with you then hums* I see, mainstream anime is a great way for hyung to get interested. Unfortunately, I don’t watch many of the shounen mainstreams, preferring the psychological drama and psychological horror genres the most, sometimes comedy or dark comedy but *smiles warmly* if this is a way to get Hyung hooked, we can watch it together. It’ll be both of our first times. *chuckles softly* doesn’t that excite you? Are you a hyung? *he asks out of nowhere despite it flowing*
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *shakes head* don't be sorry. I didn't mind it. it made me discover more of what i liked and didn't like. Even master forced collared me. Don't get me wrong Master was very dark. He inflicted pain and scars but yet he also let them heal. I've done burn play. blood play. injection. *shakes head* breath play. I don't mind darker activities. Just not the nasty ones. which is the four that's mentioned. knife play. heavy . whips. Im a er for choking and restriction. But there are none ual things as well. Many names I don't know. I also apologize for that. *looks at you as you spoke and nods* it's... am i allowed to pick it?
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *Taehyung’s eyes almost flickered alive in sudden devilish interest.* forced collaring hm…? *he chuckles almost forcefully as if he didn’t do the exact same thing or try to towards the person he hurt. But instead of revealing his darker side of himself to you, he only nods concernedly* I see… I’m sorry you experienced something as cruel and unusual as that *how ironic as he did such cruel and unusual things like kidnapping before. Yet again, his mind travels to the bat in his closet. Eventually, he had asked what did you think about spit play before being surprised when you said no* I see…so you don’t like spit play either. That’s actually a quite popular play these days. *he purses his lips and looks into your eyes.* are you absolutely sure that’s all? Maybe it would be better to make a safe word. It seems like there are even popular kinks that you would not welcome.
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *eyes followed your figure plop down next to him. although his mind is still replying the kiss, full lips pressed together, lingering on how it felt. your words snapped him back into focus*
Yeah, no problem. You'll reward me? I feel as though, I've already got the reward.
*leans back into the couch, relaxing as he stares at the tv screen*
Hmm.. Well, I don't know much anime. I guess only the ones that seemed hyped right now that I see everywhere. What is that one called.. uh..
*closes his eyes to try and remember the name*
Ju- Jujujitsu Kaisen?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Hmmm although i haven't been in the style for long but the very first person that took me was a forced collaring. I was kept in a room and those is what i had to happen to me. Guess you can say it was more of a kidnapping than anything. But then supposedly he was a dealer within the mafia. It got pretty disturbing. After i was found I was taken as master's and well here iam..
*i looked over towards you* no. *when i saw you put it down. I tilt my head thinking* i don't think there is anything else.
@kim ∷ namjoon *Adorable. Taehyung had thought with a slight smirk as he watched this stunned human man stiffen to a mere kiss. Innocent despite your manly looks. His type. And another hyung as well. He’s starting to understand himself as you barely kissed back while he didn’t pull away. He’s starting to understand what he likes through you. Eventually, he pulls away casually with a smile* alright hyung *he travels to the couch and plops down* thank you again for all this. Maybe I should reward you? *he chuckles slightly gauging your response to his words. Only to slightly widen his eyes when you suggest anime*…yes *he gradually smiled amazed as he slid an arm on the couch right behind you* since I want to not exhaust you, I want you to pick something you like or might like Hyung *he smiles turning his head to you, also indirectly curious about your tastes*
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *with concern, he waited with controlled breath. Maybe because of his psychology major mindset, he wished to know. Understand his future slave. Protect as well as his masterful duty.* I see..the mafia. I don’t look down on you *shakes head lightly* in the underground hidden outside community I’m a part of, many are rich heirs of very powerful people so it’s quite normal in that circle of luxury to be interested in those kinks. But mafia or not, I’m sure your previous master treated you well *he smiles lightly* I myself will not promise to hold up to his caliber as all masters have their own style. But I will also try to make this space a safe one to explore those kinks of yours, hyunjin. *He chuckled lightly and nods at the vomit addition* don’t worry, that’s also quite a common one. But that begs the question: what do you think about spit play? *after your answer, he types it down as an addition or not. Then moves onto the rest* any other triggers and limits I need to know?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *was a bit caught off guard by the sudden kiss to his lips but wasn't pulling away from it either. a spark lit up inside him. eyes caught yours once you parted from him. words were caught in his throat, not really having anything to say trying to process it all*
It-
*reaches for his phone to watch the tracker*
About twenty minutes. The driver is on the way. Also, you don't need to pay me anything. Just enjoy your day Tae
*cracks a warm smile in return*
Did you want to watch your anime?
@kim ∷ namjoon *Taehyung didn’t look away when Namjoon stated that so worriedly. Without letting the other finish his sentence, at the words after “I didn’t mean,” he closed the gap and pressed his lips onto yours gently and chastely. Then he grinned rectangularly* i hope that answers your question, Hyung? *and when you push hair behind his ear, he chuckles lightly as you see his hazel green eyes in full view.* good. Keep flirting with me then. I enjoy knowing you want to, Hyung *What a cold man he was behind all those innocent seeming smiles. He then stands up* when did you say all the food you ordered will be coming? I’ll make sure to pay you back when it does Hyung.
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *the moment I looked into your eyes, or shall i say when your eyes met mines and then your words I sighed. This was all about trust and so well here it was* He was killed because of me. He was a renowned mafia boss who into the practice as well. So here everything was perfect. Except for I was the target, and he put himself before me in an ambush shooting. *looks down and nods again* i don't like speaking of it much. But that's what happened. *i took a deep breath and let it out before looking towards you* it's been some months. But time will heal. That's something I do believe in. Nor do i want to look down upon for that. *when you asked anything else i have I thought for a longer time and shook my head* there is nothing else. I'm alright with everything else. ahh. nothing with vomit. as weird as it gets those things I won't do. But hm. I'm alright from then on.
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *stares at you. You quickly said you’re fine. That was cause for concern so this time he gently looks into your eyes* hyunjin. It is completely alright to not be fine. Now I’ll ask you again, are you really okay? Do you prefer to vent a little? This is also important for a master to know. Protecting a sub slave, making them feel safe and secure to push their limits. I cannot and will not do anything outside of your contract in regards to this relationship. *then he smiles nodding slowly* okay, usually those are the most popular limits so I already have them in the contract. Anything else you can think of, hyunjin?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *purses lips a bit as he was turned to view you behind him. boba brown rounded eyes stared back into yours. his phone was lowered down into his lap never breaking contact with you. He thought about his answer for a second. debating how to really answer the question. so he answers the question with his own*
Do you feel uncomfortable with me flirting with you Tae? If you do, I'll stop. I didn't mean to make you feel unfortable in anyway.
*fingers reached up to carefullu pushed a few of your stands behind your ear to fully see your face*
Yes, I was and am flirting with you Tae.
@kim ∷ namjoon *being as playfully endearing as could be yet with his hidden red flags, he grins rectangularly with you too* or we can share the coke too? *yet at the clearly flirtatious wink of dessert, with a tilted head, he turned his head slowly to you, slowly turning you on the couch* hyung… *his voice was deeper as he made you look back almost all the way until you saw his hazel green eyes staring back at you. Suddenly icy and quiet* are you flirting with me…? *he didn’t let you look away or joke around, only holding your chin to look at him. As in, he was looking for an honest answer. Shamelessly out there of him.*
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *looks up towards you after hearing the sympathy. A nod of my head to answer* I appreciate that. I'am fine. thank you. *listens to you and nods at your words about the thing of what you wanted in the s/s relation. I looked at you and heard about the trial and I also nod to what was explained* hmmm that would seem interesting to start off with; a trail. But I'm willing to go the distance and what i choose to do. I want to adhere to the contract. There's just two things I would not like to happen. No and no water sports. Those are my limits. I cannot and will not do that. *says watching you and nodding*
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *At the sudden dark reveal mentioning your master’s death, Taehyung stopped typing his contract and gently closed his laptop* first of all. Hyunjin… my condolences. Are you alright? *he lets you take a while to answer him before answering your question* complete subservience. Ideally, a sub slave is also used for ual pleasure even if not everything you’ll do is just related to having . There are pleasures that are ual in nature a sub can give without any kind of ual contact too. But it would be nearly impossible to list down every expectation without generalizing. So what about this deal: we can take this contract as a non binding contract? Sort of like a trial run if you’re not sure yet? But again, because it’s more like a trial contract, we both don’t need to expect to stay after or obey after you get a taste for how it’ll be with me as your master and decide differently. Especially given I wouldn’t interfere with any romantic relationships you would develop outside of my time with you. Now how is this for a deal?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *shifts his eyes to their corners to see you close next to him without actually being on the couch but the back of it. but his eyes moved back to the phone screen, figuring what else you may want. he didn't see anything that would be calls for concern. Or anything that felt off to him. rather, stayed still not really bothered by how close you truely were to him. Or the hand that touched the back of his with holding the phone. No red flags. Just a few sparks but he would keep that to himself*
I'm buying coke for you, silly. I'll take a cup or two and share with you though.
*the teasing joke made him look back towards you with a small grin to his lips*
Only if you feel like having a little dessert.
*he throws a playful wink and soon submits the order*
It'll be here in a bit.
@kim ∷ namjoon *as he watched the back of your head with a smile on his face, albeit creepy and unsettling, out of nowhere you hear his voice by your ear. For some sensitive individuals, it would cause them to jump.* what are you doing, Hyung? *another red flag, monitoring what you were doing. He was tall enough to be on his knees behind the couch and still be that close to your ear as he held at the couch’s back and questioned you* oh? Are you buying coke too? You like coke too, Hyung? *he chuckles softly and holds a hand around yours holding the phone. His hand was bigger and dominant than his face and his mannerisms it seemed. Red flag again, controlling.* wahh *he deeply giggled when you showed the phone to him* I didn’t know you liked food this much, Hyung *teases as he saw the list of all the junk food; another red flag. Then he hummed resting his cheek on the couch back thinking* on the menu….does it include you too hyung? *he giggles deeply* kidding kidding *but was he…he smiles* thanks again for being here on my birthday, *his black long hair falls over his smiling face as he chinned at the back rest*
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ mm. It wasn't where i couldn't handle it. My master was killed. And I wanted to know if I would become a slave would I be able to become a sub so if needed I would test my limits if you were looking for a slave. I would like to continue normally if you're looking for a sub. But I would like to know what are you looking for in a slave/sub?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ *takes a look around before stepping into the apartment. slipping off his shoes of course before entering. he makes himself at home by resting onto the couch and setting down the bag gently onto the small table in front of him. hands rested into his lap as he lounged back to get comfortable. pulling out his food, he scans for the delivery app, selecting a couple bottles of coke from the market and a few snacks as well trying to figure out what would you like. the most common snacks would be small rice crackers and chips. he adds to the cart and a small carton of mixed fruits*
Anime? I don't mind at all. What one are you watching right now?
*shows the phone screen to you to confirm if you wanted anything else*
I'm ordering for delivery. I feel like being lazy since I sat down. You can add whatever since it is your special day.
@kim ∷ namjoon *Taehyung suddenly hummed under his breath amused at the way you grew more endearing at your very loud thoughts and even assumed just because he said he didn’t usually drink alcohol that he doesn’t drink. Adorable. Taehyung’s Red flag. The way he manipulated humans like they were a game and how he broke someone’s heart already because of this.* Namjoons who feel guilty clearly are cuter *he mutters under his breath before smiling a smile laced with poison.*
*You were slowly becoming his new type. Someone docile, takes care of him from time to time, feels guilty for such a mistake you had no control over. What a natural you were. Fitting perfectly into his future slave role without him even gauging to see if you could- like the other one he contracted where he had struggled to figure out if the other was just bored or actually docile. If you realized how he was really like under all the smiles, your mind should be screaming run and to never look back. This dynamic was going to be toxic.* no, it’s alright hyung. I meant that I can drink but I don’t usually *he smiles and holds the door for you. Yet again, the apartment looks empty and untouched.* lets first warm you up before we go back outside hm? *he hums before turning on the tv. It was dark until he turned the lights* do you mind anime?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ Oh.
*drops the bag to the side of side of him feeling a little foolish for not knowing that you don't drink. he raise his hand to gently rub at his nape a bit. however he speaks between his squished cheeks*
I'm sorry. I had assumed that we could have a shot or two together. But we can go out and by some coke too. We don't have to drink either if you don't want to. I'm okay with cake and coke.
@kim ∷ namjoon [] that works! Thanks so much for this; this’ll help keep up with posts that aren’t just one off as an admin! : ) ]
*still smiling, Taehyung was confused when Namjoon told him the reason you remembered was because it was the human Taehyung’s birthday- especially after it had been almost a day after. He had thought it was because of that embarrassing show his professor made him. For some reason you must’ve thought you had to act like you knew his special day before his professor knew? But that didn’t make sense because it was built into his professor to treat him like his favorite student; it wasn’t built into you to treat him like his favorite dongsaeng yet…so there’s no need to feel ashamed if you didn’t know.*
*Still, Taehyung was the type to smile even when the situation was changing as a way of acting extremely like a background character. He suddenly remembered his baseball bat in his closet. Would he need to kill again if the world changed? For now, he’ll keep normal.* wow really? Hyung, you shouldn’t have! *though he was hoping more for coke* Well I don’t usually drink alcohol but I’ll make an exception because of your efforts *he grins wider and gently squeezes your dimpled cheeks* come come in, it’s cold outside. Or…We can also go buy some coke too first?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [i'll reply here for you. hope this is alright and get off wall]
Well, the other Taehyung said it was his birthday. As crazy as it is, I would assume yours is the same... right? Would you want to eat this together? I also got some soju to celebrate.
*holds up a small bag, bottles clinging together*
@hwang ∶ hyunjin *Taehyung looked at his contract draft and hummed* I mean…we can add it into the contract so it can? So the way you distinguish it is sub is a previous step before slave which is all the way yes? If this is the case, the. I don’t see a reason not to. You’ve tried to go extreme but couldn’t swallow it so you want a way to go a tier down from the mass of responsibility, alleviate those expectations *nods slowly* I think that’s very inherent when trying new things and pushing those limits, yes. Any other possible concerns you have, Hyunjin?
@kim ∶ taehyung ˢʰᵃᵈᵒʷ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ I see. *nods* Interestingly enough. That's fine. I've been in the sub/master relationship. I took a peek at the slave relationship. I think we can continue as a slave and master. im willing to test my limits on what i can do. If ever things progress and i ask about the sub/master would that be an option later on? just asking?