— ❛ xiaoting s.

@♡ : xiaoting s. Her hand and lips gracing parts of his skin made him chuckle in amusement, "Feeling that eager aren't we?" Joshua set her body down to the mattress gently before searching for a piece of cloth to conceal Xiaoting's eyes. "Don't worry, princess. My body is only for you to touch." He took the edge of his shirt, taking it off to reveal his hardwork over the years, firm arms and a toned abdomen. "But soon, I'll let you stare harder if you become a good girl for me." Joshua sat down on the bed, leaning in just to tie the cloth he found on her eyes before grinning. "I don't have any silk ropes... yet. So, you'll have to do a big favor for me." His hand moved from her thighs to her entrance, knowing how much she ached for him, for any form of his touch in general.

@♡ : joshua h. His words made her shudder with excitement. Her body was putty in his grasp, easy to mold and bend to his will, weighing like a feather in his arms when he lifted her off the floor. Eagerly did she wrap her legs around his waist, slender arms curling around his neck to hold herself steady although she knew that he would never drop her. Not when he had always been so gentle with her, even when his strength was visible in his arms and the expanse of his shoulders, which she took liberty in exploring as her hand passed over his bicep. While her lips dipped to the crook of his neck to press soft, kittenish kisses upon the warm skin.

@♡ : xiaoting s. A smirk formed on his lips, completely occupied around her own while his hands wandered down her now bare body. His hands traced the back of her spine, providing soft yet ticklish sensations on her skin before settling on her rear. Joshua used this opportunity to immediately squeeze both cheeks, finally placing his thoughts to rest of how soft they would be in his grasp. "Good girl." He managed to whisper in between kisses, lips seperating for a moment to carry Xiaoting in his arms, leading both of them to her bedroom.

@♡ : joshua h. His words effectively stunned her into silence, and at this moment Xiaoting felt smaller than him. It was strange because she had been with him several times before, had felt the difference in their size because she could easily tuck herself in his chest, and his arms would envelop her entirely. But she never quite felt so small until now, with Joshua towering over her, his words, vulgar and sinful as they were, coaxing her into submission. And god did she like it, did she not let out a soft, desperate whimper in plea while nodding frantically. Throwing all caution to the wind, she lifted her hands and cupped his cheeks to pull him into the kiss, her towel falling from her body and pooling around her feet.

@♡ : xiaoting s. Joshua hummed. His hand moves upward, gliding across the skin of her arm before settling on her shoulder to rub soothing circles while listening to her explanation. Dark brown eyes skimmed her figure, silently observing the towel wrapped around her body before moving to her lips. He chuckled, "I see... And I wouldn't enjoy it if anyone were to dare watch us while I..." Joshua's words trailed out, leaning his body weight forward to allow his breath to tickle against her ear. He grip onto Xiaoting's waist, pulling her close, assuming she would try to run away from him before whispering low, "...pound into you hard. Only I get to witness you moan and come for me... Do you understand?"

@♡ : joshua h. "I didn't say that I wanted to get dressed," she corrected him with a shy little chuckle, her cheeks flushing when she realized that she, indeed, was completely in his presence. Sure, she had a towel around her, but judging by the fact that she scrambled to keep it on, she knew that she was playing a risky game. And she would be lying if she didn't admit to herself that she considered it. It was either hastily putting on a towel or taking an extra second to put on a shirt and pants. She obviously didn't do the later. "I was just telling you to close it /because/ I'm not dressed," she continued explaining, leveling his hungry gaze with her own. "Just in case something happens..."

@♡ : xiaoting s. His eyebrow cocked upwards in confusion to her statement, staring at her before his head turned to the door. It made him shake his head back and forth, chuckling softly at how silly he was for immediately kissing her just as he see her again. Joshua leaned back to shut the door, leaving the little space they had. "Door closed and are you sure you want to be dressed after everything I've been saying over text?" A smirk formed on his lips, walking slowly back towards her.

@♡ : joshua h. She was just about to let him in before Joshua had completely taken over. His hands were warm around her cheeks, lips like warm pillows between her own. And she simply succumbed, allowing him to do as he liked, just as she promised. When her back hit the wall she let out a soft giggle, hands grasping her towel where the ends met when she felt it slipping just a tiny bit from the impact. "I miss you..." she breathlessly repeated before her lips were captured by his again. But instead of kissing him, she pulled away, turning to look at the door. "It's open, Shua. And I'm... I'm not dressed."

@♡ : xiaoting s. His eyes traveled from the wooden material of the door before moving down to meet Xiaoting's eyes and petite frame that made him smile for a brief moment. It took him all his confidence and overwhelming emotions to immediately cup her cheek, staring with eyes filled with desire before stealing a kiss. His body movements pushed in forward to welcome himself inside with his other hand guiding Xiaoting's hips to step back until he pinned her, back against the wall of her room. Lips continue to press onto hers, more hungry than the first time. "I miss you..." He managed to breathe out before kiss her again.

@♡ : joshua h. His messages had her fidgeting where she was seated on the couch, suddenly feeling frantic and hot and in need of /something/ to quell her beating hard. She had gone from distracting herself with the movie she was already watching, to tidying up her already clean apartment, to taking a shower, just in case she needed to re-shave some spots she missed. Needless to say, Xiaoting was nervous, extremely nervous, which was odd because she never really got nervous. Then again, it was Joshua Hong. One look from him in the past had her heart skipping a beat in her chest, and it was no different when she heard that knock on the door. "Coming," she faintly called, fixing the towel around her petite frame before opening the front door just enough to peek out the door. "Hi."

@♡ : xiaoting s. He left his place, almost in a hurry because of all their shared messages they've been exchanging over the past few hours that made him restless. Joshua wants to feel her. Not only through his possessive grip around her waist but every inch of her body that can make her whine and beg for him to stop. Once he arrived to her door, Joshua knocked three times before leaning against the door frame with his head hung low. His dark brown eyes are hooded with a shadow casting over by his cap while he waited for her to open the door.

@♡ : xiaoting s. Kisses graced the bare skin of her neck, trailing down before settling on the middle just to pause and groan at the way her hand found it's way on the locks of his hair. It made him nibble on her skin before on the spot softly, avoiding to make a mark too obvious that he knew everyone could see. "Xiaoting..." He breathlessly whispered her name, warm air tingling the shell of her ear before observing her with eyes hazy and chest heaving once their lips parted. "Just..." Joshua's voice trailed out, still too caught up with the moment he tangled himself in. His eyes stared at her quietly before bursting out in a joyful chuckle, pecking on her lips while his hand pushed back stray locks of hair behind her ear. "Sorry... Was I too much? Just wanted to admire your lips more with mine. You could admit it did fit perfectly."

@♡ : joshua h. She was helplessly smiling against his lips, interrupting the smooth, fluid motion of their lips moving in tandem with one another. Just because she felt herself being pulled in closer, while his other hand traveled upwards. And when he pulled, she elicited a soft moan, her own hand lifting to tangle within the thick, silky strands of his hair, her other arm still wrapped securely around his neck, pulling him towards her just a bit because she felt the need to have him closer. She just didn't know how. "Joshua," she whispered, her voice soft and breathless, and cut off by the little giggle she let out when his teeth nipped at her lip. "What are we doing?"

@♡ : xiaoting s. His lips turned into a triumphant grin, happy to have her in more ways than one instead of hiding between walls, shying away what is obvious in his intentions. His arm wrapped around her waist tightly, pulling her closer, unable to shake off the sudden possessive behavior after meeting her lips in a kiss. It was as if he was trying to mark every corner of what he began not too long ago. The hand that rest on her nape trailed upwards to pull on the strands of her hair, nudging her to bare the skin of her neck while he kept his lips busy, teasing her own by moving downwards slowly to kiss her chin before going back to nibble on her bottom lip.

@♡ : joshua h. Dark brows knitted together above darker eyes as she waited for him to speak, or even to do /something/. She had been the one to throw caution to the wind, this time, pushing past the boundaries of the little shelter she normally put herself in, to test strange, unfamiliar waters. She had only met Joshua days ago and yet she felt this itching need to explore more—not only to get to know him but to know how his skin felt on hers; to know how his lips would feel on her own, how his hands would feel in her hair when he kissed her, or if he was the type to grip her waist or cradle her face. To have those questions answered within a matter of moments had her heart fluttering widely in her chest, and her lips curling at the corners out of relief. And as she kissed him, she discovered what she liked to do, because as if it were second nature, she turned her body to face his, so she could wrap her arms around his neck and pull him in close, having no desire to pull away until her body ached for air.

@♡ : xiaoting s. "Oh, darling-." Joshua shook his head, unable to process more of what was unfolding before him. "I have been openly flirting." He mumbled, chuckling softly before leaving his hand to rest on the middle of her waist while the other found its way to hold the back of her nape. Dark brown eyes lingered from her own vision before settling into pure black, not out of loneliness, but sparks of passion coursing through him while his lips pressed onto her own. Finally, feeling the softness and tasting the strawberry ice cream they had, only sweeter with each breath he stole away from her.

@♡ : joshua h. Xiaoting chuckled, averting her gaze to the tub of ice cream for a brief moment, before meeting his eyes, again. She drew in a deep breath, then opened as if to say something but she paused, hesitating. Then, when she realized that she really had nothing to lose, she muttered, "If you really wanted to kiss me, Joshua, you could have just kissed me."

@♡ : xiaoting s. "I-". He wasn't sure on how to explain himself. Joshua has already fumbled too much after that moment. He did admit that he wondered how her lips would feel like against his own after feeding her ice cream and the turns they took while they ate. "Well, was I smooth about it? I was about to remark on how you should've used your lips instead of your finger to wipe off the ice cream you noticed on my mouth but kept it hidden." Joshua cleared his throat, the red tinge still present on his cheeks.

@♡ : joshua h. "So you kissed me, instead?" she chuckled bashfully, biting down on her bottom lip. She wiped her finger across the corner of her lips, and found that there was no trace of the ice cream on her skin.

@♡ : xiaoting s. Joshua cleared his throat but it was evident that his cheeks proceed to flare up with what he just did. "The uhm-- Lips- I mean! Tissues!" His free hand reached his face, slapping his forehead at how he was fumbling on his words just to have his message come across to her. He hid part of his face with his hand, growing embarrassed and shy.

@♡ : joshua h. "What are you looking for?" she asked, a confused little smile spread across her cheeks as she looked around herself, too. That smile, however, immediately disappeared as soon as she felt his lips upon her skin, half on her cheek and the other half, at the risk of her poor heart, on her lips. She froze in her spot, eyes wide and unblinking as she tried her best to fully register what he was doing, while her heart raced inside her chest.

@♡ : xiaoting s. "Hanging out with each other." He replied back simply, popping another spoonful of the ice cream he bought into his mouth before inspecting on how much they have left. "The members are great companions. It's also nice to have other people to spend time with besides them— wait, you have some ice cream on the corner of your lips." Joshua's head turned from left to right, searching for any tissues nearby before finally, hesitantly, used his lips to get rid of the frosty treat.

@♡ : joshua h. Xiaoting hummed in thought, brows knitting above her eyes. "Before I became a trainee, I guess? I'm pretty sure I don't need to explain why." She chuckled softly, only for that sound to turn into a shy, little, girlish giggle when she saw him wink. She fell silent afterwards, simply eating the spoons of ice cream he fed to her, happily feasting on the dessert despite it being just a tad too sweet. "Like what?" she asked when she swallowed the treat, tilting her head out of curiosity.

@♡ : xiaoting s. "Oh? How long was the last time? At least I bought another pint over. Now you wouldn't forget the taste too quickly and myself." Joshua sent a knowing wink, aware that they did share the spoon he took from her for them to eat together. He took another spoonful of the ice cream, feeding Xiaoting some more and reserved the next few scoops to her. "Hmm... I wish it could be like this everyday... I mean! Not eating ice cream everyday... That's a no go for our health-."

@♡ : joshua h. She smiled as the sweet flavor of strawberry cheesecake and cream melted on her tongue, and watched as he ate some, himself. She hummed in agreement with his words, reaching up to wipe a bit of ice cream that got on the corner of his lips with her thumb. "It's delicious, right? I don't think I've had this flavor in ages." She leaned away to place the extra spoon in her hand on the coffee table, deciding that they had no use for it anymore.

@♡ : xiaoting s. "Hm? But I want to." He replied with the same amount of sweetness just as he did back in their conversations over text. Joshua took the spoon off slowly from before, scooping yet another spoonful of ice cream before popping it into his mouth this time. Joshua hummed, "This is so refreshing. I haven't had ice cream in a long while. I didn't think it would taste even better with you."

@♡ : joshua h. She made a little confused sound when he took the spoon from her, brows furrowed together. She tilted her head, then, glancing at the arm wrapped around her waist when it tightened around her, then back up at him when she saw him position the spoon in front of . "Shua, you don't have to," she mumbled, but opened and closed it around the spoon, anyway.

@♡ : xiaoting s. His eyes moved from the tv then to the ice cream on the spoon before him. "Thanks, but..." He took the silverware off her hands, positioning the spoon to her own lips instead while his other limb held her secured around her waist. Joshua always loves to feed the members the food he either buys or cooks and this time, he wants to apply that to the person he dearly favors. "I believe you deserve the first bite. It's been a long day. Shouldn't I be pampering you? Relax."

@♡ : joshua h. She noticed those kisses, too. She noticed that he had done it twice already, and both times had the butterflies in her stomach going wild. The pretty smile he had on his features made it so much worse. She swore she would soon break if he continued acting the way he did. "But I want to know," she wanted to protest, but deciding against it. Instead, she mumbled, "Okay," and planted a small kiss upon his cheek. She then turned her focus to the ice cream, scooping out a small portion before holding out the spoon to his lips. "First bite."

@♡ : xiaoting s. He chuckled, arms now wrapped loosely around her waist while burying his head on her shoulder. Not out of embarrassment, but in relief. "It's alright if you don't understand now. I promise to tell you all about it soon." His face turned upwards to view her eyes, smiling once he caught her shining in his own field of vision before adding a kiss to her forehead. "I'm glad I told you that right now than never. Let's watch the movie and eat some ice cream. Just don't ask anyone for the translation until you hear it from me, alright darling?"