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@jeon ∙ jeongguk ⁱⁿᶜᵘᵇᵘˢ-ᵈᵉᵐᵒⁿ [] We settled down the plot so I will finish this one with Kookie's reaction.
TW: mention of trauma

*Jungkook wasn't handling this in the right way. He knew that. He made a mistake forced by his curiosity as well as research. The inner conflict was just something else. Firstly he was overwhelmed by guilt and disgust, especially when flashes of his trauma came back, biting back. When that passed he was left with this obvious attraction that just made him want. Yet, he refused to accept it. Waking up after that meeting once again made him question everything. He didn't understand anything and even his research couldn't give him any answers. Once again he wrote down everything that happened. Every detail, the way he felt and what you looked like. *

*It was push and pull. Firstly he angrily assumed it was just a dream, a very real dream made up by his brain to battle his loneliness or whatever it needed. He later concluded that it could be the late trauma response. Yet, that did not feel right. It felt like just an excuse because he couldn't understand anything. After some time, thinking it over and over, torturing himself.*

*It was real, was his last conclusion. Too many specific details, and too many thoughts and feelings involved. What made him get to this point? Well, dreams obviously. Normal dreams about you, made from fragments of memory, lacking so many details or the correct tone of your voice. That was a difference, and Jungkook pretty much gave up fighting to prove it wrong. It was real however he liked it or not. *

*So now he was left to face the guilt of him almost using his student again. The guilt of letting the control slip back that day in a chapel. Disgust, because how could he do that? How could he be such a vile human? Then, In the end, ashamed, but not because he regretted it. Weirdly enough, he did not, and he knew he should. Jungkook was ashamed because he kept thinking about you. Kept wanting more. He kept on dreaming about you. Kept searching crowds to get even a glimpse of you. How and why did he let you get into his mind like that? He couldn't understand. Just that... it felt right in a way. Familiar.*

*snorts* what, you got something against s *smirks circling around* I can make you feel good good you know?~

*whistles*

I never say anything like that, have I? Who said I have a waiting line? Makes me sound like a . What do you got to show?

[] I’m not sure but if love to continue if we can? : ) though how? No idea. But I’m guessing it’ll be more plotting needed? : )

*Jeongguk smirked at the flushed cheeks before he cocked a brow at jungkook’s shaking hands. Dramatic much? Yet even he could feel that guilt and self-disgust you had in yourself now overwhelming him. Goddamn it was strong. He felt it clench onto his chest as ge couldn’t do anything but watch his meal walk out. He knew he could easily trap you inside another dream without you knowing as soon as you walked out but- , those feelings were intense. That guilt was intense even he started to feel bad for the professor. That’s right. Your whole career was on the line. But he wanted this to end up with you begging to be ed by him in your office. Something y, something that would be such a turn on. But no, damn. You’re right. He’d be no better if he forced you again like last time. Two conflicting sides thanks to your feelings. Until… He smirked tilting his head. Better to give up* thanks for the meal, teach… *and as soon as you walked out of the room, you woke up again. But this time for what Jeongguk would try the last time he’d try to ruin your life. Looks like your life was ruined before him. This…was for the best. He thought at the overwhelming feeling of guilt and fear coursing through him*

*he smirked widening his eyes lightly* so what, now I gotta get in line for dat fine piece of now? *frowns* ehhh I ain’t into waiting lines. Any chance I get a season pass if I show something? Make you feel something good? *wiggles brows*

[] replying but if we need to move it to not disturb this place let me know

*Jungkook flinches, his eyes wild as he look at you.* Um... *He started, cheeks flushing from embarrassment. He was no better than men from his past. Jungkook bite his lips looking at his hands, slightly shaking, before he curled them together. * My apologies, that was improper of me. *Right, he was a teacher. You were right, his dreams weren't your problem. It was his and he should realised that earlier. He meet your eyes again, making sure you see he was honest before he stands up and bows.* I am very sorry.

*looks down to his arm then back to you, studying you closely* I can have sometime time freed up.

*when wooyoung suddenly turned egoistic jeongguk’s eyes widened before smirking. He whistles inching closer* hey hot and beautiful, any room for some man candy on your arm? *winks intrigued by the personality*

*the egoist self within him sparked at the comment, he flicked the few strands of his fringe away from his face just for them fall back into his face*
I know, I'm hot and beautiful

*snickers at the speechless of the human but decides to to go slow and dumb it down. He swayed with a wink that made him look more like a simple-minded man* you’re hot~

I- I have no follow up to whatever just came from those lips

yeah I’m looking at you, babe *snickers playfully* but not as hot as me- unless you turn into a girl, we put some babies in you and they turn out as ing hot as me *snickers lightly*

hot stuff?
*looks around to see who you were talking to*

What’s up hot stuff *winks towards you*

*glances over to the other male*
hello

*perks up at the new human* heyyy youuu

hello?

*Jeongguk was smug. His work was cut out for him and it really did look like the beloved professor was going to fall to his charms. That would be the result of a century….if it happened. Instead, you started to back away and wig out. He was confused but he guesses this professor had some tough skin. It would be harder to bend. If he even could? Should he move on? He guesses if there’s no sliver of progresss he probably should* woah…hey…? *blinks and waves a hand in front of you* earth to teachhh

*Right now Jungkook didn't had any right or wrong answer for you. Last time, it was a dream, a dream that didn't involved university grounds and didn't set boundaries. You were someone he wanted to help. Now, the boundaries were set in motion, and you constantly reminded him that. The vague sense of deja vu was there, but Jungkook couldnt tell what was a cause. Was it a dream? He haven't been with anyone for years, and to allow a student to do this to him? It hit him finally and he made horrific face, pale from realisation. He was no better than people in his past and he should be ashamed. His curious, knowledge hungry brain pushed him too far. He tensed looking at you with big, wild eyes, removing his hand from you jaw and slowly moving away, speechless. Memories flooded his brain. He parted his lips, as if he wanted to say something but couldn't.*

*his words keep confusing you just like how the lines between reality and dreams could be blurred and confusing to some people. Especially him who lives in dreams more than what humans called “real life.” Real life was anything that could truly affect the soul. So for him, real life occurred /in/ dreams. So to say that it wasn’t real because it was in a dream hurt him because it was real, for him. But he won’t tell you that and first try to figure out what kind of human you actually were as you sit on the couch next to him. He heard the breath hitching and his mind spun too. Lofty, hazy as his breathing deepened against your skin. You smelled hot. He almost pulled away at your response. Unsure? Yet you stayed. Like you were compelled. This was different than the time he used his powers on you. Or that other time during halloween* if you say it’s real but not a dream, that means you’re doing some scandalous with some student you know? *he snickers leaning closer yet still not doing anything himself* what I want doesn’t really ing matter right now…does it…teach…? *his voice still low and teasing*

*Your words keep only confusing him, and now he doesn't know the answer. He just looks at you, lips parted, as he tries to understand what was your deal and fails. * I wouldn't say it's not real. *His hand rested on your knee to steady himself.* Just that I wish to understand this phenomenon more. *His breath hitches when you nibble on his ear. The tension was thick, and Jungkook mind spun.* No... *He said in a low, unsure voice, turning his head, feeling the skin of your cheek pressed against his lips as he continued to talk.* This feels real... too real. *His warm breath was caressing your cheek.* Why, do you want me to /just/ dream about you? *He leans even closer, his hand traveling up your thigh.* Or ruin me here now?

And what if it ended up not being real but just a dream? *he smirks lifting a brow* hm? So it ain’t real? And what if this was a dream too? They always say in a dream, when you’re in pain or pleasure it feels so real like your mind is making you feel what it really feels like… *his lips slide lower to nibble at your ear* so if this is a dream, guess what you’re feeling is also… *bites your ear* not real… *his voice grew huskier* are you dreaming of me right now, teach…?

It felt real so yeah it was real, that's why it's so confusing. *He closed his eyes, thinking back about everything. Real or not, it messed him up pretty badly.* There is nothing wrong in being romantic or showing your love. *Nudges you.* is great, but it's even better with feelings involved. *Jungkook smiles, not that he could say he knows the feeling. * It's not desire, but I am happy when I see a lecture's hall full of people, even if they came just to fantasize about me.

*he snickers lightly* what, no fiction junkie much? Well…they always say all that fiction about sharing a dream with someone so I mean, we talkin hypothetics babe then it’s not “real life” to you right? *he blinks when you suddenly seem super invested in that idea* pft hopeless romantic much? *he tried to hide a smirk when you look at his lips. He knew that look. But would you break your whole rep for him? He snickers widened eyes when you admit shamelessly* pft never thought a professor liked being desired too but *smirks growing closer* it’s natural huh? Liking the attention? Liking how good it makes you feeeel…?

*Jungkook despite his annoyance, did listen to you and then lightly shakes his head.* How could he remember if it was my dreams? *His gaze moved over your face.* But that would be so cool, to be with someone in a dream. Spending all this time with them. We are so busy during a day. People miss each other. I think life would get easier. Happier. *He gazes into your eyes then focused on your lips.* I can see why. But me? No, not really. Unless you mean my simping students, then sure.

*he snickers amused at the other groaning and hiding in your hands. Until his smirk lessened* real life…? *suddenly his eyes weaken before he recovered with a smirk, snickering as he returned to bother you* so what? If you ed your crush in a dream but your crush remembered it, what? *snorts* you’d still consider that some fake dream ? *he blinks when jungkook returns with a comeback. Always a comeback for every ing thing. God he wanted to shut you up again…he smirks his signature smirk* yeah? I’m popular like that, don’t you?

*Jungkook groans, unsatisfied, hiding his face in his hands. What was going on? Was he going crazy or something? * That's the weirdest part about it all, I remember everything like it happened in real life. I felt everything and yet for it to be a dream. Something is not right. *He slips his hand into his hair, combing it out slowly. When you moved closer, blowing air into his ear, he shivered before he turned his head towards you to look at you.* You like that, don't you? You like being desired, hmm?

that was close

Eh but there’s a ton of other ty peeps who’d sneak out and blow that forced community off, teach. It could’ve been /anyone/. And didn’t you say you woke up in your bed? What if you were just dreaming that whole thing? Was I that y you wanted to get it on with me that badly? *he snickered wiggling his brows. The thing was you’d be putting one or both of us in a compromising position if he admitted anything like that in a dream occurred here in the real world where actions and reputation mattered. Dreams didn’t have limits; reality does. Unfortunately. Still, you seemed so sure of yourself it was kind of cute when you gave up with a groan. He tilted his head playfully resting on the side before blowing air into your ear* so teach, you had wet dreams about me…? *teases*