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I'm trying really hard not to want and need you all the time but I can't do it. And I can't even say how I feel at the risk of losing everything.

I genuinely feel like I'm going insane right now. Like what am I even doing with myself at this point and why do I even care so much. Feels like some things mean absolutely nothing and it just doesn't sit right.

The silence feels like a no...I don't think I want to be here anymore.

I just am progressively feeling worse and I nearly cried in a public restroom. I hate this.

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I thought maybe fixing what had been bothering me for weeks would make me feel better but I guess that it really was more than that.

My cough and stuffy nose is just getting worse and worse .-.

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@nakamoto yuta .

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 5 days ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta When it's nearing? What if I never touched you there?
I could feel you throb beneath me in response to the tug. That matched with your soft sound of pleasure made my stomach flip, and I do it once more, this time allowing myself to give curiously tug each one, careful to not hurt myself with the backings.
We're already partially there for that second one, aren't we?
The question was whispered into your ear, but as soon as I said it I found myself sitting up all the way, your very obvious pressed snuggly between our hips.
I am a simple girl. I really do want to try pleasuring you with my mouth again.
my fingers down your chest and body, slipping them shamelessly underneath your shirt, pushing it up just enough to reveal your piercing. Curiously, my index finger ghosts along your stomach until I am able to gently nudge your piercing.
I want to and kiss your body until you can't take it anymore and take me. I want you to press my against a wall and whisper into my ear while we touch eachother.
My heart races as I continue to speak, my fantasies tumbling passed my lips without my own control.
You know. I started um, birth control recently...

nakamoto yuta 5 days ago Reply
@⋮ fukutomi tsuki when my is nearing, i guess?
i don't try to hold back the tiny, pleased noise that leaves me when you tug on my earring, having had them long enough for them not to hurt when you pull them. it actually even does the opposite; the growing tent in my pants making it kind of obvious. but your nails, well, i would never get used to them. they scratched but in a good way, like getting the spot right where it itched.
mmhm, i'd like to leave a mark on you. maybe hold your pretty hands while i watch you ride me. or maybe bend you over and tease you until you lose your mind.
what about you? what would you want to do with me?

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Well of course that would be when, silly. But what would get you there?
I was curious to see how much I could do before you finally would give into your arousal completely. How much could I do before I found it to be too much? With your reassurance, I let myself take one of your piercings into my mouth, tugging onto it gently as my tongue d long the exposed shell of your ear.
Even through my shirt, your touch made me hot, but I was also feeling oddly soothed by the warmth of palms pressing against my ribs.
What kinds of things would you want to do with me?
I give your chest a soft pat before I start to draw circles into your pecks with my nails, my hips starting to gently roll against yours.

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki when pleasure takes over my brain.
head turns a little to the side when i feel you nibbling on my ear, tongue running over my lips to wet them before i sigh lightly in contentment. there was a lot i wanted to do to you, that wasn't a secret, but i was curious what you wanted to do to me too.
don't be afraid, it doesn't hurt.
reassures you, letting you know you didn't have to be too careful with the earrings. and even if it did hurt, i wouldn't even mind. my fingers travel up your side, gently, brushing almost, until they gently squeeze your ribs.
you can do whatever you want with me, you know i don't mind. and i'll do whatever i want with you, too.

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta And what point is that?
Your arousal causes my body to tremble, but I try my best to hide the excitement that I felt, instead focusing on your chest beneath my palms. My hips shift on top of yours, a soft sound of content vibrating in my throat from the feeling you beneath me. Despite what I've already done with you, I can't help but feel flustered at your pushing me to verbalize it some more. Bites at your chin nervously before leaning further forward, my chest brushing against yours as I nibble on your ear, careful not to tug on your piercings.
I want you to do whatever your want, t-touch me, l-let me touch you
My words are barely over a whisper, and the more I voiced my desires the more nervous I became.

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki snickers lightly when you say you learned your lesson from last time.
I'm pretty good at holding back, but once past a certain point, it gets hard to hold back.
a small grunt leaves my lips when you press on my groin, the bulge underneath you already growing, albeit slowly, but definitely noticeable with the way you're seated right on it. i know exactly what you're getting at, but i love hearing you say it, hence my next words:
so, what does that mean? what do you want?

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta My heart pounds violently in my chest when you almost grab my chest, a bit disappointed when your hands settled back down to my thighs. I had half a mind to move your hands back to my chest and let you do whatever you wanted.
I know that it'll be hard for you. I learned my lesson from last time
Leans down to kiss your lips, pressing my firmly against your groin.
But you forget I want you to want me in every way

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki maybe— hahahah
hands immediately fly up to catch you when i notice you jerking forward, but it’s not needed, and my hands linger half in between our bodies; almost automatically lined up with your chest. but they settle to your waist instead, sliding back down toward your thighs.
mmh… not a bad consequence no, but it is one. so you get to decide if you want it or not, but just so you know, it’ll be hard to hold back if you do.

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Mhm you must've been really hungry if that's all you heard hehe
My body jerked forward, despite your bucking being quite gentle, it still caught me by surprise, making my palms go flat on your chest. My cheeks gained their usual tinge from my being flustered. I had nearly forgotten those consequences and this was indeed a refresher.
Y-yes. But it's not a consequence if I like it too i-is it?

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki i only heard chicken, yeah HAHAH
eyes lower down to follow your hands on my chest, one of my arms snaking under my head to have a better angle. your question has me wondering if you're serious or just teasing me, so i gently buck my hips up into your seated figure, with no intention of moving you - just giving you a hint of what i meant with consequences.
does this refresh you?

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Mm i think you got focused on the chicken part of what I said...or did I only mention chicken?
Squeezes your hips with my thighs from the ticklish sensation, a soft hum sounding from me as I subconsciously continue to my fingers around your pecks.
Oh- what kind of consequences, I need a refesher

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki did you? oh, i don't remember you saying so-
my thumb gently the top of your thigh, head leaning back, eyes glued on your face still.
mm, no, it's okay. i like it, but there'll always be some sort of consequence if you do it, so that's why i warn you.

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Mhm I said I was gunna didn't I?
Tilts my head, playing my hands onto your chest to gently rub it.
Yes...no...well...it's soft there. I'm sorry

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki like beer? have you been drinking?
hands slide down to each one of your thighs, resting there as i look up at you.
you seem to keep forgetting my neck is sensitive, huh?

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta No I just really wanted hugs ans kisses from you right now. Do you smell like beer at all to you?
Let's out a soft groan at the relieving feeling of your fingers against my head. Kisses your jaw before sitting up a bit to straddle your hips.
I am not trying to, why? Are you bothered?

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki oh? i thought you were going to sleep?
head tilts your way, almost squishing your face, but my fingers spread over your scalp, burying themselves into your hair.
are you teasing me now-

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Mmmhmm? I'm not sleepy yet
Presses my nose into your jaw and gently bites it.
Do you want me to be sleepy and go to sleep? I'll sleep if you tell me to

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki chuckles and shudders lightly when you bury yourself in my neck, but leaves it as is, even resting a hand on the back of your head.
cutie. goodnight tsuki, nope you have sweet dreams

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Ehehe
Puckers my lips to ready myself for all your kisses, my eyes closing for the longer one. Gently bites into your lips before I push my face into your neck, nibbling on the soft skin.
Thank yew very muchly

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki pulls you into a hug and rolls onto my back so you're on top of me, one of my hands cupping jaw to lift your face and I'm able to pepper your lips with a few kisses, ending with a longer one pressed right in the middle.

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Give me bedtime cuddles and kisses pleases;-;

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 1 week ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta Oh
Presses my face into your hair to hide the blush that spread to my cheeks as though you could see despite your positioning.
Y-you're welcome to use my chest as your pillow any time then
Let's out a hum of satisfaction at the feeling of your lips on my skin.
Sleep well

nakamoto yuta 1 week ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki what do you mean not best? i think they’re just perfect.
bathes in the comfort of your arms, pressing a soft kiss to the crook of your neck.
good night, tsuki

⋮ fukutomi tsuki 2 weeks ago Reply
@nakamoto yuta O-on my chest? I mean....uhhh they won't make the best pillows
Wraps my arm around your back, nails justly scratching circles against it through your shirt as I close my eyes to enjoy your touch.
I hope you sleep well tonight then?
Nuzzles my nose into your hair, pressing a kiss to your head.
Good night, Yuta

nakamoto yuta 2 weeks ago Reply
@fukutomi tsuki heh cutie. good timing, i was about to fall asleep. can i sleep on your chest jk
circles mh arms around your waist, pulling you closer so i can muzzle your neck.