⇢ angrybird room

sits with jiseok

stares off into the distance

Time to sleep…

Why…

Because… what’s the point

And… existing too…

I just want to… stop thinking

-sits in here, exhausted-

*cries quietly*

[]its okay jsjs i was taking a shower ;;

-takes a deep breath hugging you tight and nodding-
-lowers my head, the tears coming out silently-

( sorry, I got distracted XD )

-raises my arms so I can place my hands on your shoulders. Gently pulling you toward me. Once you’re close enough I wrap my arms around your shoulders and hug you snugly-
It’s okay to let it out now, Hanse…

-closes my eyes and nods-

-nods slowly- it’s okay, if you hold it in for too long it could make you regret future actions. So… I think I should hug you. Are you okay with that?
-waits for your response, prepared to help in any way I can-

I don’t think anyone knows what to say or do, it’s okay… I’m not angry, just… I didn’t know where to go… I guess I just feel lost…
-rubs my nose- I would like a hug but -takes a deep breath again- I’m scared, I know that’s gonna make me crash…

I… don't even know what to say.
-my heart hurts for you in this moment, unsure of how I could possibly make you feel any ounce better than what you feel right now-
Would you… like a hug?

I don’t know what I’m gonna do with myself

-pulls the blanket tighter and wipes my cheeks with it-
I don’t know what I’m gonna do, Baek…

I know it’s difficult, so I won’t say anything more..

-grabs a small blanket and places it around your shoulders-

…no please

Hanse…

-rubs my faces with both hands and stays still-

I don’t want…

I’m not ready

I’m-
breathes again.

I’m gonna crumble

if I stop… and think for a second

I feel…

sits and takes a deep breath.

i am almost tempted to call it quits