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✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 4 days ago

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✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ Oh no, there will be tears. Sooo many more tears.
I'm gonna overthinking everything
*Kisses your lips deeply*
Just don't forget about me...please...I'd be heartbroken

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ I promise
*pecks your lips repeatedly, chuckling softly at your words*
bouncing of the walls is better than tears......but I don't want you going crazy either haha

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *leans against you, hugging your waist*
Do you promise?
I can't handle being lonely hoseok...I'm not made to be alone. It'll drive me crazy.
Then you're gonna come back to a crazy sugar glider that you have to tame.
*nods firmly*
Imma be bouncing off the walls.

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ I'm glad...and i truly hope that never changes
I never want you to hide from me. how you're feeling, whether it's happy, sad, needy, , missing me, angry...literally anything
*puts the rag down and pulls you close, nodding*
I'll do better baby...i don't want you feeling lonely or sad, especially because of me

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *pecks back then sniffles*
I feel very safe and comfortable around you.
And I don't ever want to hide how I feel, whether it's good or bad. Especially bad cuz then that will only lead to resentment and I really don't want that.
You're my mate, I plan to spend the rest of my life with you.
*Gently grabs hold of your arms*
Even if you just come by to give me a hug and a kiss...a quick text...something to let me know you're still here, you're still interested in being around me, seeing me...I'll take anything...

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ hey...it's okay...it feels kind of weird to say this but...I'm glad. because that means despite everything, you still feel safe and comfortable with me
*sighs softly as I refold the rag and place it on your eyes again, leaning in to peck your lips*
it means you let your guard down...and you still told me how you felt, which is important...i wish it had been without the tears of course but....it's better than continuing to hold it in......

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *follows you to the bathroom, sniffling as you place the cool rag over my eyes, feeling embarrassed*
I didn't mean to start crying...I thought about it all and how I was gonna say it and I had a plan and then I seen you and I just got overwhelmed...
*Sighs quietly*

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ *gently takes your hands and pulls them away from your face, frowning at the state of them and gently pulling you to the bathroom, where I grab a rag and run it under the cold water before ringing it out and gently placing them over your eyes to soothe them*
I love you too baby...more than there are stars in the sky...and I'm so so sorry that I've made you miss me like this...I'm so sorry...

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *pulls back to rub at my eyes, only making it worse and making them more irritated and red*
I love you. So much.
I know you would never intend to hurt me. And I still don't doubt your love.
*Sniffles*
I just...I miss you...

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ *my heart breaks as you break down, my own tears welling up in my eyes at the fact I've hurt you so*
I wish you had told me sooner...but I understand why you didn't...i just...hate that I'm the cause of this...i hate seeing you sad and crying
*closes my eyes and shakes my head*
but please don't apologize. you've done nothing wrong...I'm the one who's sorry...sorry for hurting you...for causing you pain and tears.....you deserve so much better than this.....

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ J-just a couple days...since it's been worse.
I've been wanting to tell you but I knew you had schedules and then I was just kinda hoping you'd come...and I didn't wanna have to come get you b-because it makes me feel sad when I have to get someone instead of them wanting to come see me and...
*breaks down into a sob after ramling a bit, holding onto you tightly*
I-Im s-sorry-
*Hiccups a little, wiping my tears on your shirt a little*
It hurts when you're away

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ woah woah...
*frowns as i smell your tears, holding you even tighter for a moment before pulling back just enough to look at you, shaking my head as I gently wipe your tears*
baby...you've done nothing wrong! of course I still like being around you, I /love/ being around you...I'm so sorry I've been making you feel this way...h-how long has this been going on? why didn't you say anything to me?
*sighs softly and holds you close again*
oh baby I'm so sorry......

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *can't help it when my eyes well up, hiding my face on your shoulder*
I feel so lonely...even when I can tell you're around.
I can smell you nearby, I can feel you...but you're not with me.
*Finally looks up at you*
Do you still like being around me? Am I doing something wrong? Please tell me if I am so I can fix it.

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ I'm sorry...
*sighs and releases your hands only to wrap my arms around you and hold you tight*
I haven't been a very good mate...i miss you too...

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ *pecks your lips several times before nuzzling my nose up under your chin with a slight frown*
I miss you. A lot.

✦ ┆ l. hoseok. ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ 1 week ago

@✿┆ h. jisung。ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ Hey my love~
*places my hands over yours and pecks your nose*

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

@❀┆ l. hoseok。ᵐᵃᶜᵏᵉⁿᶻⁱᵉ ᵛᵃˡˡᵉʸ ʷᵒˡᶠ Baby?
*Tugs on your shirt gently*

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

Hmm

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

*flops down onto the bed*

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

And hoseok isn't around

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

I'm so

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 1 week ago

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 2 weeks ago

Ahhhhhh

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

Instead of me having to go to them

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

that they'd care enough to come see me, check on me

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

For once, I wish someone would come for me

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

All that matters is how they feel

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

It's like what I say doesn't matter

✧ ┆ h. jisung. ˢᵘᵍᵃʳ ᵍˡᶦᵈᵉʳ 3 weeks ago

Why can't they just listen and understand

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