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✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 42 minutes ago
wouldn’t hurt to try
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 42 minutes ago
if I just head bang hard enough
would my eyes stop dusting up
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 44 minutes ago
but im just too stubborn.
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 44 minutes ago
i wish i was clearer on how to express my love
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 45 minutes ago
hhh
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
to show I was worth existing
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
day by day
second by second
I was here waiting to become a better person
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
because I put my all into building everything I ever wanted
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
i needed you so much.
you don’t realize it
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
I needed you most
at the darkest times
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
so until then
I can only pretend that life is going okay.
that things would probably get better
even if it just seems like it won’t
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
I’d only be hurting myself
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
the things I want to say.
I wish I could say them confidently
but
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
probably not.
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
if I was kept along any longer
would it really be okay.
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
would I have that reassurance
to be told it’s okay to not be okay-
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
I was too greedy to think I’d have something
to keep me from sinking
even if I had seemed so happy
so content
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
and was there in my time of need.
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
I miss it so much I’ll admit
the only bit of happiness that kept me going
kept me looking forward to the incoming days
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
the world told me so many things
and I couldn’t see it .
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
the way I put myself in 100%
and pushed away the doubts that I could possibly have
and yet it just all comes barreling in
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
between too little and too much.
and I
couldn’t even follow my own words to the tea
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
i was too blinded by these feelings
maybe I didn’t see the bigger picture
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
maybe i could dial it down a bit and just be around once in a while
and only exist when im needed.
when im useful
even if its just for a few mere seconds
before time continues on without me
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
otherwise I’ll get too obsessed, to overwhelming
and end up to just be a brush off the shoulder
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
maybe it’s happening
maybe im doing what i was trying to prevent myself from doing all this time
and im separating myself from these things
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
if life had different outcomes..
how much different would it be without me
what would be better
what would be worse-
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
am i just putting in more than what i could handle atp
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
the things I’ve said and done are they even enough -
are they worth to keep going on from there
or is it just another set of repetitive words
✦ ┆ y. keeho. ᵈⁱⁿᵍᵒ 1 hour ago
what do i look forward to now

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