Human Territory

@ParkJungMin_Vampire ((its okay <3 ))

His little sigh made her smile and she turned toward him, listening to him try and describe himself. He was so unsure and almost confused that she found it quite endearing. For a man who was so used to being in charge and in control of things it was probably strange to him. The fact that he was being so open about everything warmed her immensely.

"Sometimes words are confusing but I think that you described it perfectly." she said softly and rubbed his arm gently. "I know that these things aren't easy for you and I am so thankful for you even trying. That being said, please don't feel like you have to change for me. I love the ways you show me that you care."

@Narsha_Angel {Sorry for the late reply :(}

Jungmin smiled softly and walked along with her, looking then at her after she asked that question. What he was feeling like? He never had been talented in describing with words what he was feeling, even now that was still a rather hard thing for him, although he at least was finally able to say, that he was loving her.

"Difficult question...", he said and sighed then a little. "well difficult in a way that I'm not sure how to describe it... words are just confusing, don't you think? And well... to say I feel alive would be a little strange, cause I'm dead", he said and grinned then a little. "But I guess I can say that I almost feel like I'm alive again and not dead..." Jungmin was unsure if he was able to tell what he meant, even for himself were his words quite strange and confusing. Seriously, he doubted that he would ever be able to use them better.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire She almost couldn't hide her surprise when he offered his arm to her but she took it happily. He had changed so much since they had met, at least to her, and she liked that they basically had their own little world. It was remarkable how special she felt with him, like nothing else in the universe she had ever experienced.

Narsha smiled and walked beside him, closing her eyes a bit and taking a deep breath before she answered. "I do like the night air and I just wanted to experience it with you again." she replied and turned to him with a smile. "I never feel more alive than when I am with you. What do you feel like?"

@Narsha_Angel Jungmin nodded softly and got then out with Narsha as soon as they were ready for it. closing the door, he then held his arm to her to take it, before they started to walk a little. Still he wondered why she actually wanted to go out for a walk, but he wasn't minding it as long as the two of them were together.

"Is there anything you wanna talk in particular? Or did you just want to take a walk with me in the cool breeze of the night?", he asked her then with a soft smile. Yes, he indeed changed a lot since they met. He wasn't such an anymore, well at least not to her and he was able to show feelings till a certain limit.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire It relaxed her some that he seemed to be all for whatever she decided, particularly the walk although she wasn't really sure why she had suggested it. Part of her wanted to simply get out of the bed, maybe a reaction to being chained up, and another part of her just wanted to be outside. It was unusual for her own motives to be so hidden from her but she didn't quite know what she was doing.

She accepted her clothes from him with a smile and got dressed before following him to the door. He was always just so handsome that she couldn't help staring at him for a split second before stepping outside. "Yes, let's go." she replied and held her hand out to him.

@Narsha_Angel Jungmin smiled softly and nodded then, he wasn't minding to go out for a walk. "Sure, let's go", he said and got then up to dress himself, since they were still because of their activity earlier. Kissing her forehead once again, he then dressed himself quickly and held then her clothes towards her.

He was curious about what she actually wanted to talk, but whatever it would be, he would try to be as open as possible. Now that he made up his mind about everything, he wasn't fearing anything anymore and knew, that he had a second chance know to get a more or less normal life with someone special by his side. "Let's got then?"

@ParkJungMin_Vampire Again his soft and sweet gestures only seemed to fuel the fire within her, warming her body and soul. The mark had ceased throbbing and burning but she appreciated the attention he was still giving to it. She was still amazed by his willingness to open up to her considering how he had been when they had first met.

"I would like to maybe go for a walk with you and just talk." She replied with a smile. "Would that be alright?" It was probably a strange request to him but she just wanted to relax by his side in the clear night air.

@Narsha_Angel "Well, first of all you should stop crying my angel", he whispered with a soft smile, pecking her eyelids gently once again, before he pulled a little back to look down on her. "But afterwards... what do you want to do?", he replied then, wondering if she had anything in mind that she was asking.

While he was waiting for her answer, he kissed his way down from her eyes over her cheeks and jaw down to her neck, gently caressing the spot he marked to make sure once again she was alright.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire She closed her eyes and tried to stop the tears, his soft lips only seeming to coax more out of her. He felt so good and made her feel precious, protected, and loved with every caress. There was only him in her mind and in her heart.

Narsha smiled as she looked up at him, lovingly running her fingers through his dark hair. "What should we do now, babe?" she asked quietly, gazing up into his eyes.

@Narsha_Angel "Hey.. don't cry", he whispered softly and kissed gently and carefully each hot tear away from her face. He knew she was crying because she was happy, but still he somehow felt strange when he saw her crying like that. Holding her tight, he pushed her softly back down on the bed, while he continued to caress her face with his lips, wanting to calm her a little.

It really had needed a lot till he finally was able to speak those words, but this time he really felt like they would be right and he was really meaning what he said. He wasn't regretting anything or doubting, that his feelings are love, he was somehow just sure right now.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire Hearing him say that he loved her too was like a trigger to release the tears. She had never really thought that she would ever hear those words from him and had made her peace with that, accepting the way he showed his affection through his deeds. It was overwhelming to her to have heard him finally say it aloud. She couldn't stop the laughing and the hot tears of joy that cascaded down her cheeks with his confession.

@Narsha_Angel He couldn't have wished for any better reaction from her. At first he was a little confused cause he saw tears in her eyes, but soon enough he realized, that they weren't tears of sadness. Hugging her back as well, a bright smile on his lips, he was just happy that she agreed to be completely his. "I love you too", he whispered softly, before he captured her lips into a passionate and heated kiss.

He couldn't really believe that he finally asked her and she even said that she wanted to be his, the whole feelings he got were completely overwhelming the vampire, since he usually wasn't feeling that much. But right now he really had no clue where he should let everything out he was feeling, cause right now he just wanted to scream in happiness.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire Her eyes shot open at his words and looked into his dark ones in wonder and awe. "I would love nothing more than to be yours, as long as I live." she replied just as quietly, trying to keep the happiness from exploding inside of her. Her heart was beating erratically and she felt like she should be jumping up and down in celebration.

She pulled him close again and wrapped her arms tightly around him, tears of joy welling up in her eyes. "I love you." the angel mumbled and kissed every bit of his skin that she could reach.

@Narsha_Angel He smiled softly down at her and chuckled a little in loving way, before he leaned his forehead against hers and enjoyed to be this close to the one he loved. "There is nothing you need to thank me for baby. It rather should be me to thank you for staying by my side, despite what creature I am", he spoke softly and kissed her gently once again. Maybe something like luck and happiness wasn't impossible to reach for vampires, but if Jungmin really would be able to experience this sort of luck, everything would only be thanks to Narsha.

"Although it might comes a little late and I actually already marked you...", he started then and looked at her directly. "Be mine..?" Those last two words were nothing more than a whisper, meant to be only heard by the angel in front of him, cause she was the only one who needed to hear it. It was the first time ever that Jungmin even asked something like that, but he meant it from deep of his non-beating heart.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire When he moved her hands to his chest she blinked up at him curiously. It was if he had read her mind and she wondered if she really was that obvious with her thoughts. She pushed it all aside and smiled softly to herself as she carefully brushed her fingertips on his chest. It was all she would do because she didn't want to push his boundaries any more than he was comfortable with.

"Thank you." she said quietly and looked loving up at him. "Thank you for bringing me back from the edge of despair, for giving me the most amazing nights of my life, and for making me feel like I belong somewhere."

@Narsha_Angel "Planned more? Well I'm not really the type for planning a lot of things sadly... usually I just see where they day or the night brings me", he chuckled softly and kissed gently her forehead. He nodded then a little after she said that god wouldn't have any problems with it, but well, he still knew that a few of his angels surely would be against the relationship the two of them had. But like he would care...

Jungmin even noticed before, that she first looked like she wanted to touch him, remembering then that he told her that he wasn't liking it that much. Well, of course it was true, but around her that slowly changed a little. He wasn't feeling that uncomfortable anymore if she was touching him, with a little more training he surely would get used to it. Without saying anything, he took her hands and brought them slowly to his chest, placing her petite palms on his skin. "You are allowed to..."

@ParkJungMin_Vampire "I was almost wondering if you had more planned for the evening." she said with a slight laugh, studying her lover's expression. Narsha wanted to touch him, caress him, and love him but she was still afraid to. Her desire was always curtailed by the knowledge that he didn't like to be touched and she stayed her hands.

His question about heaven gave her pause and she had to think carefully. "God won't be bothered, I think. He created us all so I think he would be happy for two of his creatures to find happiness." she replied. Her problem would never be the creator, it would be his angels.

@Narsha_Angel Jungmin nodded softly and of course glad about that she was not in pain right now. Cuddling her a little, he grinned then when she started to talk about what they had done before. "Well, I'm glad you liked it and didn't get shocked by it. We can repeat it anytime you want", he whispered softly by her ear. He really felt relieved that she liked it, after all did he know a lot of girls which were strictly refusing such things.

Kissing her neck gently, as well the spot he marked, he enjoyed to have her by his side. "but what will you do now about heaven..? I guess god won't be that happy about the new situations you are in", he spoke then, just wanting to make sure she would be alright.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire She brought her fingers up to the mark on her neck and carefully touched it. There was no more pain, dull or otherwise but it did still almost tingle as if it were trying to feel something that wasn't there. Narsha had heard of the sensation before from humans who had lost limbs who had termed it as a 'phantom limb'.

"I think everything is fine. It doesn't hurt now." she answered truthfully and smiled up at him. "So...that whole thing with the handcuffs and blindfold. That was amazing."

@Narsha_Angel "I wouldn't tell anyone about you. I would just ask them in a more general way. Vampires usually don't trust each other that much to really explain their problems", he spoke softly and smiled a little. He was glad she was trusting him that much and just letting him do what he thought could be the best thing. Of course in addition she still was deciding on her own, no matter how much they trusted each other, both of them were keeping their own opinions and that fact was important for Jungmin.

By his side it wasn't that safe like he wanted it to be, so it was only an advantage if Narsha still kept thinking on her own and deciding on her own. "How does it feel now? Everything alright?", he asked then to make sure she was okay.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire "How does one such as you go about getting into contact with other vampires? Especially one you would trust with the knowledge of my existence." Narsha asked as she looked up into his eyes, searching them curiously. Even still she had so many questions for dark creature, she only hoped he would never be upset by her probing nature.

She smiled warmly back at him, trying to encourage her lover as best as she could. "I already told you that I would let you know if it happened again, babe." The angle said reassuringly and pecked his lips. "I will try to remember every little thing about what I was doing too."

@Narsha_Angel Jungmin smiled softly and nodded, he surely wouldn't force her and well, maybe she was even right with her worries. Vampires often didn't really care about friendship and all that as soon as they found some interesting prey and Narsha was indeed not a bad catch at all. "I know. Well maybe I will talk with one of them if I meet anyone, but since i haven't seen other vampires in a while now, I don't know if I ever will see the right ones again", he said and shrugged then a little. Of course he shouldn't just ask any vampire about it, some sort of friendship was still important to make sure he wouldn't bring Narsha in any danger.

"But well, let's hope for now that it was only a one time happening and it won't hurt anymore... ", he added then softly with a weak smile. He didn't want his mark to hurt her in any way, after all did he want to show her how much he cared for her and that he maybe even loved her with it. Of course he loved her, but still was it a mystery for the vampire, if his feeling could really be called love.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire His tenderness brought another full smile to her lips and not for the first time. Narsha couldn't tell what change came over him or when but he truly was different and she liked the man he was becomming. He managed to have many sides to him while always being himself which was the important part.

"I wouldn't want to be in on those talks, really." she admitted, looking away. "Too much could go wrong and I wouldn't want to risk such a thing." The angel was not cowardly by any means but no matter how she ran the cost versus benefit scenarios it came up lacking. It would be far safer for the both of them to be separate for conversing with their own, each already had enemies enough without adding more.

@Narsha_Angel He found it more than cute that she wanted to keep it, but still he was worried about the fact, that he never heard about such a intense reaction. He still couldn't really explain to himself why she got hurt that much because of the mark, but he was determined to find the reason for it, if it didn't stop soon. He smiled softly at her and nodded, of course he knew she was strong. Otherwise she surely wouldn't be staying here by his side.

"I never said you wouldn't be strong my angel. But still I don't want you to be pained because of me", he said then softly and kissed her forehead once again, a gesture he did actually a lot lately. "If I meet a few other vampires, maybe I can find out what that stinging meant... It had been way too long since I talked with others of my race", he said then and looked at her.

Vampires often exchanged experiences and knowledge if they met each other, but Jungmin didn't really went to one of those meetings for ages, cause he wasn't really interested in it. But now he had a reason and maybe it would even give him the answer for their little problem about the pain. "If we manage to cover your smell, you could even accompany me."

@ParkJungMin_Vampire It still amazed her how different he was now than when they had first met. She remembered him telling her he could offer her nothing other than a quick yet she remained in his arms and by his side. Narsha never would have believed she could end up in love with such a complicated creature but the fact that she was made her smile. There was no one else like him in all of the world and she counted herself lucky to be able to be so close to him.

As Jungmin spoke about removing her gift she couldn't keep the pout from forming on her lips. Although his mark hurt her she still didn't want to get rid of it. She treasured what it meant and the feelings behind it even if the physical feeling of having it wasn't very pleasant.

"I'll tell you but I am strong and I can take it so don't worry." she said with a smile, gazing into his eyes. The care he had for her was plainly evident on his face and it warmed her heart. "I don't ever want you to remove it. I like it a lot."

@Narsha_Angel To feel how she calmed down in his arms was calming him as well and he really was glad that it seemed like she would be alright now. No matter why she had been in pain right now, Jungmin hoped he could prevent her from now on from suffering because of anything, since he couldn't stand it to watch her being hurt.

Looking at her then as well as soon as she sat up straight again, he smiled softly and nodded a little. "Well, showing is often the only possibility for me to tell what I really feel", he said and kissed her softly again, before he took a closer look again on her mark. It appeared normal, it wasn't red or somehow strange or anything, everything seemed to be just like it should.

"Just... when it hurts again, tell me okay? although I don't know if anything I did before really helped, I don't want you to go through this alone okay? If it doesn't get better in a few days, I will need to remove it again..", he spoke then seriously, but gently as well. The only thing he wanted to make sure was, that Narsha was completely alright.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire She closed her eyes as he pulled her to his chest and she began to relax again into his embrace. The feel of being protected and cared for in his arms was more than enough to get her mind off of anything else. Narsha loved the way he always tried to do the right thing, even when he didn't know what it was. There was always more to him that she was discovering with every passing second.

The paid faded completely, whether because she became calm or the power from his she couldn't tell. Not that it mattered much to her as she kissed his chest and nuzzled closer. A feeling of contentment had begun to overtake her senses as he muttered his apology.

She blinked at the words and sat up, looking at Jungmin curiously. It was strange of him to be so open, even if it wasn't a very good attempt, and she couldn't help but to smile. "You are kinda bad with words but you never fail to show me how you feel." Narsha said with a slight laugh and kissed the tip of his nose. "I understand what you meant and I don't mind if you don't speak about these things as long as you keep showing me."

@Narsha_Angel The first time he actually felt helpless, since he had not a single clue why the mark all of a sudden hurt her that bad. But nevertheless, he still wanted to help her, to comfort her, just anything to ease the pain, no matter how ridiculous it might could be. After he heard her voice, he sighed softly and pulled her once again against his strong chest, burying his face into her neck and steadily and gently over the mark.

He didn't know what he could do else than holding her in his embrace and to over the mark to make her feel better. He guessed that she still wasn't that completely away from that certain angel, a part of her was still liking him... and maybe even love, which would somehow explain why the mark suddenly hurt. At least it would be the reason Jungmin could think of.

"I'm sorry... I didn't want you to suffer like this. I only wanted you to show how I feel since... I'm a totally ed up with words...", he tried to explain and apologize to her. If he would have known what could happen, he wouldn't have bitten her like that. Then he would have just waited with it to a point she was 100 % sure that she made the right choice with him.

@ParkJungMin_Vampire Her whole body was shaking and although his dulled the pain it did not stop it. She felt as if daggers of lightning were moving through her body starting from the mark and it was all she could do to keep from crying out again. It was hard for her to focus on anything, even what the vampire was saying, as she looked at him curiously.

From his expression she could tell that it was new for him and he was worried about her which probably should have made her panic, she didn't though. The lack of comfort from Jungmin forced her to look deep within her to strengthen her own resolve. Slowly she began to breathe normally again, although the pain was still prominent, and tried to steady her quivering body.

"I have no idea what's wrong, baby. It just really hurts." she said quietly once she could form words again. The physical pain was bad enough but she could see the worry in his eyes and it killed her a little bit. "I want this, I'm yours." Narsha mumbled as the discomfort began to ebb away. He had given her a gift and she wanted to keep it.

@Narsha_Angel Jungmin almost jumped when she suddenly started to cry out loud, not having a single clue what was going on right now. Looking at her, he could see that it was the mark which seemed to make trouble, holding her then tightly and leaning down to it, over the sensitive skin to calm her a little down. He never had seen such a reaction all of a sudden, but maybe it had been because he mentioned that angel she had feelings for.

"Baby, are you alright? Calm down", he spoke and wiped her tears gently away with his thumbs, scared that something went wrong and he was the reason why she was suffering now. Maybe she was scared to show everyone the mark? Maybe she didn't want that guy to know that she belonged to someone else now? Jungmin couldn't tell what the reason was and it nearly made him break to see her like this. "What's wrong Narsha..?", he asked once again, looking at her worried.