may have to disappear for awhile.

I'm having a hell of a time at the moment.

I'm sorry if I don't reply to your pms or wall posts...

I'm sorry if I become inactive and get deleted...

If anyone wants to add me on facebook so you don't totally lose me (If you haven't already) please do.

https://www.facebook.com/michaela.d.langston

My dad is off the deep end, my internet is going to be cut at the end of the month, we don't have money for food, and as of right now my Mom is just being a total from stress and locked up in her room. She won't even say a word to me thats not snapping my head off, even when I try and be nice to her and be helpful.

I'm just really super scared at the moment. Everything is falling apart.

Mom says she wants to "talk without company" (I have friends here atm) but won't talk to me until tomorrow, which means I have to go to work and be worried about it all damned day. Stress is lack of sleep. Lack of sleep is lack of focus. Lack of focus in my work environment is dangerous and deadly.

So yeah...you see why I'm panicking...silently.

I love you guys. Thank you for listening and putting up with me all this time.

I really really hope that this isn't going to stop me from getting on rpr, the little "me" time I have left anymore. The one stress free place.

wish me luck...