IF YOU ARE A MINOR, PLEASE, CLICK OUT OF THIS IMMEDIATELY.
To preface everything, the roleplay will be set in the past (2020 most likely), and it will include heavily triggering topics, such as religion, past trauma, depression, drug/substance use, harmful escapism techniques, etc. Kinks and conditions associated with it will be listed at the end of the post. Additionally, I would like to note that this character is someone I've been developing for over a year, and the slot that your character will be filling is key to his character development. I have little to no knowledge on , so someone with knowledge on the subject/that has written it before, would be preferred. I will not be disclosing the fc, but I can describe how the character looks like. On that note, they are an original character, which I am heavily invested in, so if there are discrepancies, I will be pointing them out along the way, in favour of keeping the already set storyline as is. That having been said, this part of his life is still a work in progress, so there will be relative freedom provided to you, in terms of building your own character.
The idea is that after a traumatic event that took place in my character's life, he spirals out of control. With deep-rooted feelings of inadequacy and self-hatred present, coupled with his brief use, he mixes in with the wrong crowd and fully indulges in his yearning for physical/emotional pain. He is deeply religious, and a chronic (mainly voyeurism), so he'll be viewing this as punishment for his sins in a sense, while he also satisfies his ual needs.
So, where does your character fit into all of this? Basically, I am looking for his mistress, and the one who introduced him to the world of heavy . The fc is of no significance to me. I don't care if they are Asian or international, but I would prefer it if your character was on the slightly older side. My character was 27 at the time, so someone older than him would be much more preferable. All that having been said, if you don't even want to use an fc since I won't be disclosing my own, that is also perfectly fine with me. I write for the characters, and not the faces, and I am very meticulous about the development of this particular one. All that having been said, if you will use an fc, you will need to come up with an original name for them (it can be just a trade nickname), and optionally, a backstory for them.
In terms of personality, there are some ground rules. First of all, your character truly needs to be sadistic, to enjoy breaking down people, both physically and emotionally. Taunting, insulting, pushing others beyond their limits is a must. Your character would need to have a lot of experience in , and my character would simply be one of their "patrons", but I did have it in mind that he would be one of her favourites because of how obedient he is, and how high of a pain tolerance he has. His safe word would barely ever be used, with him usually aiming to reach the point of near unconsciousness. She would need to like prying and getting him to fess up about his trauma, and she would need to taunt and belittle him for it. I had it in mind that he would be a regular for some months during 2020, and then on and off visit her in the following years when would hit the fan, and he'd need to release the frustration/bad feelings. Bear in mind that in some unhealthy manner, this would be cathartic to my character, and yours would also be aware of that. So it would be a win-win, where they both get what they want.
I would like to start from the beginning and build up as we go along. There will be multiple plots, long or short, and they will need to be very graphic and detailed. I am very descriptive in my writing, and there is a lot of internal monologue involved in it, which is raw and uncensored, so do keep that in mind. There will be a lot of self-hatred involved, and you/your character would need to enjoy it being slowly revealed. Romance is a big no-no, your character catching feelings for mine, or vice versa. Consider it a sort of professional relationship, centered around lust and pain; Your character would pull the strings, and the puppet (mine) would do her bidding. She will need to be seductive, but also harsh/strict, and she will need to treat him as if he is actual trash, but that does not necessarily mean that it is how she will view him as an individual. Hot-and-cold treatment would also be a bonus. It's all part of the power play.
Technical side of things, I can do multi-para, but do tend to favour single-para replies lately, since they allow for a more organic progression of plots, especially if there is dialogue involved, but length from my end heavily depends on the point in the plot. If I send you 300 words with one reply, and the 700 with the next one, don't be surprised. It depends. I only write in 3rd pov, I prefer present tense, but if you are absolutely adamant about going with past tense instead, I am open to discussion. I understand I am coming across very strict/limiting, but please understand that your character will be stepping in the story of a character I am heavily invested in/actively building, so I have to make sure everything is on par with his story as I have it structured in my mind. I am an adult working a full-time job, so patience is necessary, and I can promise I will never stress you over owing replies. If you need/want to drop the plot for any reason, kindly let me know, and there will be no hard feelings whatsoever.
I cannot stress this enough: Your character (and to some extent, you) will have to enjoy breaking people down. It is key for the plot/relationship to work. I will leave the kinklist below. No's are harsh no's, not up for debate in any capacity.
Kinklist:
Yes: Toys, pegging, rimming, degradation (name-calling, humiliation), gagging, collars, leashes, , voyeurism, breath play, begging, forced , control/denial, power exchange, play, /, face-sitting, edging, teasing, choking, impact play, spanking, whip play, biting, scratching,
Maybe (upon discussion): , slavery, pet play, , cutting, wax-play, scarring, torture, aftercare, exhibitionism, watersports,
Hard Limits: , , necrophilia, , , cheating, furry, vore, futa, supernatural, cross-dressing, anything related to children
So, if you are interested in getting your character a very obedient/tolerant plaything, do not hesitate to leave a comment below, or send me a PM. Despite the strictness of the post, I am open to ideas and discussion, and if by the end of it we decide our characters would not be a good fit for each other, so be it. There is no pressure, and you can shoot your shot.
If you read everything, you are a trooper. Hope to see you in my PMs/comments soon!
It goes without saying that if you are a minor, please, PLEASE, do not reach out to me.
P.S.: Those of you who know me, please, don't judge, lmao. It's for the character arc, I swear.
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