Mean Girl..

have you met a girl that is so annoying and think that she is so high up?

I have... 

I have been tolerating with her for a long time. Today, my temper has erupted.. Me, being a girl that does not speak up for herself have to say it over here, just to be able to feel relieved. 

More about this girl...?

Although I feel like using vulgarities, I won't. She is so stuck up. She becomes your friend just for a motive - breaking a relationship with a good friend up. She did that exact thing to me in the beginning of last year. She told that good friend of mine all the bad things about me and told her to ignore me saying it was just a tiny little prank to make me feel miserable.

Soon, I was all alone. No friends to hang out with. I dreaded going to school every single day. I soon had depression, it was super obvious when I was at home. However, in school, I was a different person. Nice and sweet, nothing to fear of. I pretend that nothing happened.. I smiled whenever I see someone, acting that it was all okay. It was likely to be seen that I even had depression. 

They continued their actions for at least a couple of months. I started to hate myself. My grades dropped. Everything just slipped out of my hands. It was a mess! 

However, in the middle of the year, that used to be good friend of mine felt apologetic. She pitied on me for always being alone. Which then, my life started to change. All those friends started coming up to me and making friends with me again. I felt great.. Therefore, I got out of depression and my mind is now sober. In contrast, that friend who pitied me is now my great friend! We would hang out together, and practically we are stick together! 

I can't even believe myself, I even forgave that mean girl and carry on being her friend! I just can't be mean! Whyyy? If only I could be mean, then people wouldn't mess with me and stuff. Other people even said I'm way to kind.. 

These few days, that mean girl somehow changed back to her old ways. She is telling my friends I play with everyday to stay away from me. Or that's how I felt. Everybody was like so angry with me. I had a hard decision. I just couldn't stand up for myself. 

I just wish that that particular girl wouldn't go back to her old ways. Anyways, it's my last year in that school.. I could just forget what she did and move on with my life, right? 

In every school there would at least be one one person that would  make your life miserable, won't there? Do you meet such 'friends' or am I just alone? By the way, this doesn't even sound like a rant but I feel much better... I don't think I'm going to school tomorrow. My life would be miserable if I stay another day in that horrible class or even school!