I always wonder, is anyone really listening to me? I feel left out. Everyone else is all somehow better than me. This year is a huge face of my life. I got back the results today.. Flunk it real bad.. Am I doing things right? Should I stop doing everything I do as a hobby? For example, put kpop aside and go with my studies? I keep rewriting this. It keeps making me tear up more. I bet no one can understand me. I am just spitting out a bunch of crap. I feel like dying. I don't say this, but I'm scared.. What would happen next? Everybody thinks I am not scared, sad or even have feelings. But I cry all night. Thinking what I would face next. I wish life is short. I can just die now. I think I would be peaceful after I die. Someone.. please help me. TT TT
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