s just got serious..

I miss the old life where we played and had fun without caring about the next day. I wish I had you by my side, cheering me up when I'm down. Now, life . Nothing's going my way, all is repelling against my hope. If only you guys were here.. I miss you. Nothing can compare to you. Life was a lot more easier when I was younger. Now, you have to think of damn much stuff. Friendship, work and other s. Fuuuuuuuu.. I some days just wish I can kill myself on the spot. Recently, I've seen tons of accidents. Today was the worst of all. 3 accidents in one row. A car accident which caused fire, a boy in my school hit his eye and tons of blood streaming out, last is a guy dead at a bus stop. This accidents keep reminding me if I should really kill myself. But it'll be just stupid. Can you see how hard my life is now? Many things happened in like just 23 days. When will I forget you and start moving on? I can't live without you....