I've come to the realization that I'm not on here nearly as much as I used to be. Admittedly, I try to check whenever I can, but I definitely don't dish out replies like I used to, inspiration comes in random spurts, and sometimes I find it difficult to write 1,000 - 1,500 word replies like I used to. As I came to the realization, I also started to notice that I think my time on this website is starting to website. I don't intend of leaving yet by far, but it may be coming soon [ in the form of a hiatus or perhaps just leaving period ]. I've seen many people come and go, especially since I've been on here since it opened, roleplaying here for nearly 3 years and before that 1 year on AFF and other websites. So I've been doing this for around 4 years. I've lost touch with so many people whom I wished I would have stayed in contact with, and I suppose that at the end of the day, that's why I'm writing this out. Just in case I make the decision to leave, and so at least I'll be able to continue talking with those of you are interested in my existence.
It's my junior year of high school, and undoubtly my most stressful one thus far. I've been having mental breakdowns nearly once a week, between dance and school I barely have time to breathe, and it's just a lot. It's not a good excuse for the extremely late replies I owe some of you, but please do understand - I can't do it all. As much as I wish I could reply as rapidly as I used to, I also know that if I did that my grades would suffer even more. I'm in the top 10% in my school, and I'm trying to move up at least ten spaces this year to #24, so there is a lot on my plate.
Also, as some of you may or may not know, I am on the varsity drill team in my school, which takes up a ton of my time [ to the point of me not getting home until 7pm sometimes ] and since it's something I try to take as seriously as possible, although I won't pursue dance as a career, I never do anything halfway. Thankfully, football season is over, but competition season is coming up, so practice never really ends.
In case you were interested, here are some pictures lol.
pls let me live. idk why my eyes are closed.
for some reason i always get cut out of pictures -- probs because i'm too bright for the camera
BUT back to the point of this post lmao.
if you really want to keep up with me and make sure i'm alive then just follow me on these places and like comment or pm your name so i know who you are
tumblr: lleetaemin.tumblr.com
instagram: alexusmrph_00
snapchat: alexusmrph
kakaotalk: meikosflower
because you can totally see pictures of me like this
i srsly think i'm hot sometimes.
but yes yes please
i love you guys, and i don't want to lose contact with anyone else
so follow/add me mmkay. that way i can hella stalk you too.
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