it's been a while - not really

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I've come to the realization that I'm not on here nearly as much as I used to be. Admittedly, I try to check whenever I can, but I definitely don't dish out replies like I used to, inspiration comes in random spurts, and sometimes I find it difficult to write 1,000 - 1,500 word replies like I used to. As I came to the realization, I also started to notice that I think my time on this website is starting to website. I don't intend of leaving yet by far, but it may be coming soon [ in the form of a hiatus or perhaps just leaving period ]. I've seen many people come and go, especially since I've been on here since it opened, roleplaying here for nearly 3 years and before that 1 year on AFF and other websites. So I've been doing this for around 4 years. I've lost touch with so many people whom I wished I would have stayed in contact with, and I suppose that at the end of the day, that's why I'm writing this out. Just in case I make the decision to leave, and so at least I'll be able to continue talking with those of you are interested in my existence.

It's my junior year of high school, and undoubtly my most stressful one thus far. I've been having mental breakdowns nearly once a week, between dance and school I barely have time to breathe, and it's just a lot. It's not a good excuse for the extremely late replies I owe some of you, but please do understand - I can't do it all. As much as I wish I could reply as rapidly as I used to, I also know that if I did that my grades would suffer even more. I'm in the top 10% in my school, and I'm trying to move up at least ten spaces this year to #24, so there is a lot on my plate.
 

Also, as some of you may or may not know, I am on the varsity drill team in my school, which takes up a ton of my time [ to the point of me not getting home until 7pm sometimes ] and since it's something I try to take as seriously as possible, although I won't pursue dance as a career, I never do anything halfway. Thankfully, football season is over, but competition season is coming up, so practice never really ends.

 

In case you were interested, here are some pictures lol.

pls let me live. idk why my eyes are closed.

 

for some reason i always get cut out of pictures -- probs because i'm too bright for the camera

BUT back to the point of this post lmao.

if you really want to keep up with me and make sure i'm alive then just follow me on these places and like comment or pm your name so i know who you are

tumblr: lleetaemin.tumblr.com

instagram: alexusmrph_00

snapchat: alexusmrph

kakaotalk: meikosflower

 

because you can totally see pictures of me like this

 

i srsly think i'm hot sometimes.

but yes yes please

i love you guys, and i don't want to lose contact with anyone else

so follow/add me mmkay. that way i can hella stalk you too.

 

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coarse 8 years ago
ITS
ER
SNAPCHAT
STREET TRASH
bc i am trash
but good on u m8 (---':
i feel u on a spiritual level
bc track is horrible tbqh but our rping was a good rUN HAHA
I PROMISE
AT SOME POINT THIS MONTH
THERE WILL BE SOMETHING OK
xicewolf 8 years ago
Hi fellow drill team person!!!!!!!! XD
I've been roleplaying for going on 4 years now I think? I started at aff for about 8 months and then started doing rpr as well and I've been at it since. But with people changing, losing touch, and then along with grades, senior year (which is a mess), drill team (football season ended last friday), choir, and theater, I've been really busy lately and I have a few overdue multipara replies left to do :/ *sighs* but I know you've got this hun. So take a break every now and then, focus on school, and I know most of us will be here when you have time to come back if you go on hiatus. Btw you're really pretty <3333
JCH21753 8 years ago
-waddles around and squishes you-
^^
I don't really have any of those social media apps (and if I did, I don't really go on them), but yes...
Focus on your school, lovely~
zhongrens 8 years ago
AWWW YOU ARE SO CUTE!~
I hope things get better and easier for you but it's 100% understandable. c: Especially if you feel so stressed you should always consider time for just yourself.
sweet_lolita 8 years ago
aww bby im gonna miss our kaisoo but I'll miss u more ♡
yanhen 8 years ago
loves u bro and will add u on kakao
wufapp 8 years ago
ilu highkey even tho we just met c:
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