❛⠀basics.

• Nickname(s): sohee.
• Age: 26 yo.
• Zodiac Sign(s): scorpio.
• Place of Birth: ulsan, SK.
• Major: criminology / grad student (2nd year).
• Clique & Clubs: outcast and none.
• ual Orientation: biual.
• Romantic Orientation: heteroual.
• Relationship Status: single.

❛⠀appearance.

• Height: 1.65M.
• Weight: 48KG.
• Hair Color: brown (shades vary).
• Eye Color: dark brown.
• Piercing(s): tongue piercing, belly button piercing, a helix pierc ing  and 2 lobes piercing on her left ear and two lobe piercings on her right ear.
• Tattoo(s): butterfly on her lower stomach, just above her [beep], a rose behind the nape of her neck, a dreamcatcher on her thigh and a trampstamp of a half angel and devil.
• Clothing Style: punk, goth, dark and y, sometimes chic.

•.*★ chapter one。 introducing sohee. [tw: ual abuse, drug use, depression, self harm]

But I had never realized that the beautiful ones were mine too. I had a right to them. And the right to embrace them, regardless of what happened before and after.

Han Sohee grew up in a single father household, her real father? Nope, her step father, oh yes. It was never a smooth ride with that man, her mother died from a heartattack at quite an early age, leading  sohee to be very suspicious. after all, the young girl in her mere teens was always curious about true crime documentaries, always wishing to be someone to take down the bad people, so she found it weird when her mother showed no signs and a massive heartattack hit. it can happen yes, but what made it even more suspicious was when all her shares went to her newly wed husband of just under a year. they haven't even been dating that long and she rushed to marry the idiot and now here they are. 

Genuinely  sohee never liked him whatsoever and her blood never take him, it proved over the years of being under his roof, being her sole guardian at the age of 15 when her mother passed. she would be asleep and in he would walk into her room, feet light as a feather and you know how the story goes. she lost her ity to the hands of a monster, vile and ruthless. he plotted and toyed, used her body in ways no young woman should ever have to go through and experience. leading her to hangout with the bad company in school or around the block at home. she got into  petty crimes like stealing alcohol from convenience stores or even packets of condoms to around with. she reveled in and pleasure ever since she got a taste for it from her wicked step-father. he never stopped using her filthy body (her way of seeing herself). 

When she turned age 18, she left home, never looked back and moved to seoul, it was hard, since she didn't know anyone, but a childhood friend who offered their assistance in taking her with them back home. they knew everything she went through and stood by her side through thick and thin. they even hooked up a lot of the times, but she never dated him. deciding that it's best to remain buddies. when she got to seoul, she took some odd jobs to get by, to start saving up so she can find a place for herself, and move on to studying in college properly as she always wanted to.

Even with being a stoner, drunk, addict, getting into fights back in highschool and beating up anyone who bullies other kids - sohee took her education very seriously and she still had that long-lasting dream of hers to get into criminology and put bad men and women behind bars. she wanted to help people, since she never got help herself. sohee always seemed out trouble, she's a bit of a red flag that way, she would venture into trouble and never run away from it. this was her way of escaping all the pain she went through, she was close to offing herself one night when her friend met her the same instance and stopped her. he introduced her to a pill to take the edge off, she started using, always being hooked because it helps her to numb away the pain when the big bad man comes into her room at night...

•.*★ chapter two。 ambitions, strength, courage & ruthlessness.

Sohee was a great fighter, she got her beaten in many fights, against both genders but that never stopped her from standing up to the ones who are wrong and giving them a taste of their medicine. so when she moved to seoul with her friend, ventured out into her own life, doing her own things, growing into the person she is today - she decided to take up kickboxing, martial arts and kungfu. all three making her into the tough cookie she is today. life is a pain but when she gives pain and receives it, it makes it a little more bearable. she even got a black belt in martial arts and become a part-time trainer at the studio where she does kick boxing, helping out the new women who come by, teaching them defense training and kickboxing combined. toughening them up for the scary world that's out there. 

Due to her tragic past, sohee still relies on weed to take the edge off, she used numerous types of drugs in the past - not something she's too proud off, but it made her into who she is today. she tends to stick to weed majority of the times, it calms her and helps her with the darkness trying to cloud over her eyes, it's a scary thought when she looks back and wonders if she really took that jump - what would be her life now? heaven or hell? she enjoys going to parties and getting drunk, getting laid is a huge thing for her, since she's so dependent on . however, since attending the university, sohee has been linked with the group of kids known as the OUTCASTS, which she humbly accepts. since she tends to get rowdy, she's a no nonsense person and she hates people on the whole, hence she picks fights, always getting into trouble and slapping around jocks if need be. she's not someone who sticks around with a friend for too long - her clique even, she's a bit distant with them since her level of trust is a bit low coming to people in general and it has been 5-6 years now she's studying with these kids. 

With a dark past and a lot of baggage on her back, sohee tends to stick to herself, smoking a blunt and observing everything around her. one may even call her a - since she tends to act like a punk around the groupies that call themselves 'the high and might chaebol' clique, she despises them no doubt, along with the jocks, popular kids and party animals, even if she enjoys a rave herself. maybe the only cliques she may see eye to eye with if she even bothers with them, would be the loners or emos.  sohee is a pile of complicated mess and if you wish to venture into her cold, demeaning persona, then you can try, but it won't be an easy ride. it's either you're disgusting to her, or beneficial to her. good luck. 

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ likes。
weed, vice, alcohol, , always looking for a way to find someone and get that relief from getting laid.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ dislikes。
people in general, her step father, she's praying for his death day and night, if she wasn't too hell-bent on being focused on school, she would've done so herself.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ hobbies。
smoking, chilling with the other outcasts, watching true crime and any other crime documentaries, listening to podcasts, listening to music, especially heavy metal and rock, kickboxing, fighting, anything that gets her hands dirty and builds up a sweat.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ secrets。
deep down, even though sohee keeps pushing people away, all she wants is to be loved one day,  by someone special. with that being said, it's not going to be an easy task because she's not losing her pride and ego to let someone get that close to her easily.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ fears。
she's scared of losing hindsight of her studies with the overwhelming rage that's pestering her constantly to go back to her hometown and kill the man who ruined her life. she's scared that she would be locked up for life and never get where she wants to be.

⸢ ⋆ ⸥ vices/bad habits。
weed, ecstasy (occasionally) alcohol, , she has a tendency of looking for trouble, she picks fights a lot and wants to cause a ruckus, it's in her DNA. she also has a habit of sweet-talking people and pretending she genuinely likes them, when she simply wishes to use them for her pleasure. she doesn't know how to take anyone seriously and has a huge issue with commitment. so just to have someone giving her what she needs, she acts a bit too nice which leads them to falling and that's when she pulls away and act like they never existed.

•.*★ important。 hi my name is roza or you can call me sohee, either way I'm gmt-4 and before approaching me or before rping with me, i want you to know I'm a very slow rper and i take my time to reply, so you might get reply every few days or so bc this isn't my only rp and i don't just have here i reply people and owe stuff to. make sure to read my profile, i know it's a lot, but take your time and skim through at least, i most likely would be posting plots too in the plotting room! so you can check there too and see if you like anything.

•.*★ writing style。 I do 3rd pov multi para, and well in the ic chat room i tend to do a mix of third and first, depending. i try to stay away from novella due to burnout but sometimes i get carried away fairly easy but i don't expect you to mirror me just do not give me a short response which i can't work with. Lengthwise, I try to mirror,

•.*★ plotting style。 I prefer plotting over winging, unless our muses are in the ic room and they're hitting it off or something, then we can branch off from that and wing easily, but either way, i do like plotting and i tend to go in depth at times with the start up, build up/connection and wing it from there with discussing limits and do's and dont's with my partner.

To be honest, I also like writing starters and will most times if I know what I'm doing and if it makes sense for me to do it, but don't shove them on me. I get burned out doing so at times.

•.*★ overall。 I'm flexible with writing and willing to do whatever length and preference you do, i am fine with you doing first pov if that's your preference, once you don't mind me doing third. i am very slow like i said above, i prefer slow partners too lol it helps me from being burnt out or pressured, but once you don't pressure me for replies, we'd be good. 

•.*★ important。 I will never poke you. Never poke me or I will ragequit/ignore you. You also don't need to remind me about me owing you a reply. I usually remember who I'm roleplaying with. Also refrain from using my activity or lack of it as an excuse to pester me about a reply. Doing like that will just annoy me and make me prolong sending something if I send something at all.

I'm usually very slow with my replies, sometimes because of the length, but sometimes because I'm just slow to do them. We can always drop/pick up our thread(s), but make sure you communicate with me. Also know that I might be active in the chat infrequently or a lot. 

Honestly, I prefer rping in rooms! i love making rps active and it's just a bit less cluster on my wall, i rather no wallposts until my muse has a s/o then that 's reserved for them. pms are fine if you don't wish to do anything spicy in a rated room. but i don't do major rps in pms period. we do that in rooms.

•.*★ ride or die。 1/1. junhoe

friendship, fwb, hurt/comfort, unrwequited love maybe?,  male, age 24-26,.

you're that friend that's mentioned in her background. you know everything she went through, stood by her through thick and thin, you both hooked up a lot, you helped her cope by introducing her to ecstasy since she was already into weed. you're her ride or die and you have a very special place in her heart. you're the ONLY person who gets to see the real sohee. you both tumble in the sheets when you need to relieve stress, but maybe for you it's a bit more? we'd discuss further...

•.*★ blind who?!。 1/1. Hyungwon

comedy, possible fwb or friendship, male, ages 22+

you and sohee got set up on a blind date, how did this even happen? maybe you're an outcast we can see, if it's another clique, perhaps your friend set it up, having an acquaintance with someone in her major, she's not the type to join clubs and she's very cold and mysterious which draws you in further, so how can you say no? you decided to give it a try, sohee on the other hand was beyond annoyed and miserable. she wanted to get out quickly, however, you knew of her tendency to around and smoke weed and drink, so you offered to get a hooker at a pub for you two, go there, have fun and see how it goes... now this is a 'date' she can enjoy... do you guys go onto more 'dates' or do you guys just remain friends? maybe you'd become a booty call who knows...

•.*★ mixed feels。 0/1

rivalry, frenemy, angst, hurt, female, ages 23+

you know sohee since you've started school here, you both never got along, not that sohee even gave you half a chance to try and get along with her, that would've been too kind of her of course, and she's not merciful. not like you can give her anything, unless you were willing to play along with her antics and give her a good one-night stand, maybe party it up with her a bit, then she can say you're useful. you never liked how sohee tends to look for fights and get in trouble a lot, always seeing her as some lost soul, always trying to reach out and HELP. and that's the one thing sohee HATES more than anything else, is gaining pity from someone and them wanting to barge in and help her, it disgusts her, you disgust her and she glowers at you any chance she gets. she even tries to start a fight with you at one point because you're simply annoying as heck...