@Jinyoung -rubs your thigh soothingly as i try calming you down-
its ganna be okay. i promise.
-soon pulls up to the hospital and gets out-
-opens your door and helps you out-
@Won Jongjin I'm.. Not crying
/mumbles, looks out the window for a bit as I take a breath then let it out and huffs a little trying to calm myself down/
@Won Jongjin /bows to her then watch her leave/
/sighs softly and holding your hand normally now, once I get in the car I look at you/
I'm-...
/nibbles on my lips/
@Won Jongjin /bows my head/
Thank you, I'll trust you...
/holds your hand under the table really wanting to go now as I'm feeling something terrible is probably happening to me as I don't feel alright but also still feels too scared to go/
@Jinyoung s: -she smiles and nods- alright. well i eill get right to work on all of this. and with any further details i will contact you both happily.
@Won Jongjin D- do what you see the best... Surprise us
/fakes a smile as I feel that I can't take it anymore as I'm feeling dizzy and tired and all I need is sleep or that's what I think/
s: -smiles and nods- alright that sounds good. -she hums softly- alright we're almost done for today. all we need to so now is discuss how the invitations will look.
@Won Jongjin /nods a little agreeing to your suggestion, doesn't feel alright and feels really dizzy/
/shakes my head just a little thinking that'll make me any better/
@Jinyoung -smiles slightly and holds your hand when you whisper to me with a chuckle-
i love oreos too.
-smiles at her- we can have an oreo cake. and the outside you could make match the tie dye theme?
@Won Jongjin Oh uh... I actually love ice cream cakes but- it'll melt down quickly....
/mumbles the last words then sighs/
But I really love Oreo so maybe Oreo cake? That's if.. Jongjinie doesn't mind
/looks at you and smiles a little then whispers/
You better be honest and don't lie to me, just say your opinion
@Won Jongjin Oh right...
/looks over at you expecting that you'll tell her what we decided on then blinks at her question as I look at her/
Ah yea, I'm fine.. Thanks for asking but there's nothing to worry about really
/glances over at you then looks down as I think about later when we go to the hospital feeling a bit scared and worried as I hate that place/
@Won Jongjin what...?
/mumbles as your look suddenly scares me/
f- fine.. Whatever, jeez
/mumbles again and walks out and goes back to the table and puts a smile on my face as my eyes meet Shinhye's/
Sorry for taking so long.. Anyway, where were we again?
/rubs my eyes a little/
@Jinyoung -sighs deeply as i look at you-
jinyoung..
-sighs in defeat-
fine...we can finish up here, but as soon as we're done im taking you straight to the doctor.
@Won Jongjin hey wait, it's not that serious... It could wait!
We should finish up with her.. So she could take her time to think of the best she could do for us...
/looks at you as I still stop on my place/
@Jinyoung im sure she will understand jinyoung. she is a very nice lady and it would be rude of her not to let you go to the doctor.
now come on. we're ganna say good bye and reschedule.
@Won Jongjin /sighs and looks over at you/
Alright fine, we'll go but after we're done here? And maybe tomorrow or after...?
We shouldn't leave that lady alone there... We told her to come and now we're leaving here like that? That isn't polite y'know...
/runs my fingers through my hair/
@Jinyoung -watches you wash your face and rubs your shoulders softly-
i did have to come jinyoung.
i'm starting to think something is wrong and i think you should go to the doctor.
@Won Jongjin /hears your voice behind the stall/
I'm fine..
/takes a breath as I pant a little and my tears falls a little as I'm feeling scared and a bit tired, takes some tissues and wipe my mouth/
/steps out and heads to the sink to rinse my mouth and wash my face immediately before you see me/
You really didn't had to come Jongjin
/let out a small chuckle as I don't want you to get worried/
@Jinyoung -chuckles softly and smiles at your comment-
-blinks slightly and stands up bowing at shinhye politely before following you-
baby are you okay?
@Won Jongjin /listens to you/
Nice but for dinner my favorite meal? Why only my favorite.. What about your favorite? Mix of our both favorites?
/chuckles softly but then clears my throat/
Oh wait- excuse me
/gets up and heads to the toliet and go through up there again/