@Kyuhyun [H] Hearing Kyuhyun mentions his name sweetly, Junsu takes another step closer. He wants to hold his lover right away but he feels like Kyuhyun would disappear if he does that, like usual. However he still slowly approaches the younger male and his arms slowly engulf Kyuhyun in a hug. An unsure but welcoming hug. "welcome home. I missed you."
@Junsu Kyuhyun is still looking around. There's not much changes has happened to this house. Everything still looks the same, the color, the pictures hanging on the wall. everything is exactly the same. Just the way he leave them be two years ago and he freezes seeing his picture still hanging up high on the wall. He swallows his saliva thickly but then he hears Junsu's voice, calling his name. Turning on his heels slowly, Kyuhyun face the older one, a smile on his face and he nods his head. "Sue...I'm home," he finally said, confirming that it is him that has finally returned to where he belongs.
@Kyuhyun [H] Junsu walks out of the room as he hears the door open and as he sees the figure coming into the house, he freezes. He freezes as he's stunned, not knowing if this is just another fragment of his imagination, or if it is real. He doesn't want to get disappointed but he does look real. His lover looks so real that he wants to run and hugs the hell out of the younger. But instead, he walks slowly towards Kyuhyun, his face becoming unreadable. "K-Kyu?" is the only thing he could voice out.
@Junsu *stares at the house for a great while, debating myself whether this is a good or bad choice since it has been two years and I just recently got back, trying to tying all the loose ends that I left*
*carefully getting into the house, looking around and really glad that Ahra willing to babysit the twins for me*
*end up taking a deep breath and inhales*
I'm....home...
@Hankyung [H] *smiles fondly at the mention of my angels*
Yeah, Gege, you are right
Although as they grew up, they will look like...their fathers, but still I'm the mother
Loving them keep me alive
*beaming happily at you once you agreed*
Really?
Like really?
Wow...then I should start attending my vocal class again
and find a nanny for my Byeol and Neul
and then...and then build my careers from scratch...I want to erase my past
I don't care how old I am already
I'm going to succeed no matter what!
*fist pumps by myself, then look at you*
Eih
*sighs a little*
I wish I can return your love
If it was you, I think I wouldn't hurt this much
@Kyuhyun [H] /keep eyeing you from the back mirror//sigh a little at you who look really sad/
Sure people didn't know about their life after the happily ever after, but that doesn't mean they are not happy Kyu...stop thinking so negatively
Your happy love life might not be qith them but wit your children perhaps. Loving your children is a form of love as well right?
/smiles at your request/
If you want to be back on stage, why not
I can arrange you to go to ' I am a Singer' show and you can build your career from there
/chuckle a little at your request/
I don't have anyone like that yet GuiXian...it is not easy finding a love one
@Hankyung [H] *sighs deeply as closing my eyes*
Yeah...
I surprised myself that I can hold on this long
*chuckles bitterly, slowly opening my eyes, looking out of the window*
I guess, it's time for me to throw away any hope of romantic life
*looks at you as you driving*
You know, the fairy tale is actually never ended with happily ever after
What happened after the ending, no one know
My story is just like that
*listen to the song and smile a little*
Gege, can you open a new space for me back in China
a small theater would suffice
I want to sing again, seems like singing is one of my source of happiness
Before this, too many things happened that I have to forego my source of happiness
*smiles a little at your words*
Gege, once you find the one that can love you, tell me
I'm going to propose him for you
@Kyuhyun [H] /ignites the engine and steps on the gas when I think that the car is heat enough/
What are you talking about GuiXian? Sound so weird to me when you have been with them for...well...five years give and take?
Since the kids are five now
/turns on the radio and your old song comes out/
Wow...still on request, you should go back to singing
/looks at you through the back mirror/
Hey...feelings aren't to be force
You didn't love me, but them. So I'm happy by seeing you smile
@Hankyung [H] *get into the back seat without saying anything much, leans my back on the seat, head leaning towards the window*
Thank you gege
and I really mean it....
*looks at you as you get on the driver seat*
*sighs a little at your question*
Married? To whom? as far as I concern...I am a single independent mother now
*chuckles a little*
All left from them just promises gege...no wedding, no rings, nothing
I should have just love you back then
@Kyuhyun [H] /smiles as finishes getting the things into the trunk/
If you mean by everything, then it is everything
You know I will always do the best I can for you
/open the passenger seat on the back for you/
You should rest, I will be driving you there, don't worry about a single thing
everything will be fine
/get on the driver seat/
That's remind me....have you signed the divorce paper then if you are going away?
@Hankyung [H] *sighs as you help me with the luggage, just stares at you before looking back at the apartment*
I don't know for how long
*smiles a little as I realize how cold I have look*
Anyway, you already arranged everything for me right?
When can I leave?
the facilities, the angels, noona can't track me right? and no one can find me?
You sure about that right?
@Kyuhyun [H] /is waiting outside the apartment building//put off my cigarette once you come out/
GuiXian, that looks heavy..
/goes to you and help you carrying your things and put it in the car trunk/
/looks at your cold face as I notice almost all important things are with you/
How long?
/looks at you waiting for your answer/
*walks in, look around*
*packs things, my easel, my canvas, my paintings, some of my clothes and the twins necessities*
*lefts the key card on the table and left*
@Kyuhyun [H] Junsu smiles softly before shaking his head and taking the cup, tossing it to the trash can nearby as he adores the cute sight of Kyuhyun smiling shyly at him, a cute sight he haven't seen along this one year and he honestly miss it. "Don't have to be sorry Kyuhyun. Take it as a small reward for doing really really great today." Junsu says as he squats to Kyuhyun's level and massaging his shoulder a bit as he knows how much will it hurt to support yourself that long. When Kyuhyun is ready, he nods and begins to wheel Kyuhyun to his doctor's room, as he didn't even expect for any surprise coming from Kyuhyun
@Junsu Taking the cup, Kyuhyun drink the water and finished it almost instantly. Oh, how he forgot how thirsty he actually is. He then looks at Junsu as he hand the empty cup, smiles shyly at his ill-mannered of forgetting to thank Junsu for his help. "Sorry..was too thirsty...thank you for the water though..". After a while, Kyuhyun stretches his body, then he looks at Junsu. "I'm finished...let's go and meet Anissina...then we can go home," he said, still smiling with unreadable plan inside his head.
@Kyuhyun [H] Seeing his lover getting full of will in him, Junsu can't help but to smile and nods at the younger male, allowing him to try by himself walking towards his wheelchair. However, Junsu never stays far from him as he wants to make sure Kyuhyun won't fall on the floor if his legs give up on him and walks behind him slowly, matching his pace. When Kyuhyun finally sits down Junsu hugs the male tightly for awhile and the breaks the hug only to wipe Kyuhyun's sweat with the hem of his sleeves with a large smile. "You did great. Of course you will never give up on this.. you're strong, Kyu.." Junsu said with a hint of proud in his voice before he kisses Kyuhyun gently. "I'll get you some water hm? Take a breather. I'll be back" Junsu gets up from his squatting position and goes to get the water nearby. He then comes back To Kyuhyun and gives the foam cup filled with water for the male. "Here.."
@Junsu Nodding his head tiredly, Kyuhyun only smiles at Junsu when his lover ask him whether he want to rest or not. This is already the last therapy, so Kyuhyun can rest for a while, meet Anissina again and tell her his progress and wait for next appointment. "Uhm...I want to try...to walk to the wheelchair...by myself first..." Kyuhyun said with his strong will shown on his face. He turn around slowly, and just like a baby trying to learn how to walk, he begin walking slolwy again until he reach his wheelchair. Taking a deep breath because of his short of breath, Kyuhyun slowly sit down, then he smiles widely. "I..will never give up on this one..."
@Kyuhyun [H] Looking back and smiling encouragingly towards his lover, Junsu takes a step back whenever he notices that his lover is stepping forward as his smile now is more to a proud one. He didn't even realize that they are at the end of the metal bar until Kyuhyun almost collapsed again but Junsu's hands are always at his side and he is thankful that Kyuhyun had such a nice and quick reflex too. He looks around after noticing Kyuhyun's smile saying he did it and then looks back at his lover with his eyes widen. "you...did..it" Junsu smiles widely before chuckling a bit and peck Kyuhyun's lips gently, as if rewarding him. "Do you want to rest first? I'll take your wheelchair."
@Junsu Nodding to Junsu's suggestion, Kyuhyun takes yet another deep breath calming his nerves down. He grips on the metal bar until his knuckles turn white to support his body, then he looks at Junsu who is, by now standing in front of him. Kyuhyun lifts his head up, looking and gazing back into Junsu's eyes with determination drawn all over his face. He slowly step forward while keep looking at Junsu. Somehow, his mind keep chanting some words of encouragement seeing Junsu there. First step is a success. Come the second step, then third, fourth...until Kyuhyun already loosen his hold on the metal bar, but he keep stepping forward with his little steps until he reach at one point, his legs become wobbly again so, he quickly grips on the metal bar, unknowingly, reaching the end of the metal bar already. Then, he slowly smile as he looks at Junsu. "I...did...it"
@Kyuhyun [H] With Kyuhyun's words, Junsu nods and takes a step away from the wheelchair to get ready by the metal bar. He keeps his eyes on Kyuhyun as the male stands up by himself and flashes a proud smile with a nod as the younger looks at him, mouthing the word 'fighting'. Junsu is as usual, worried but he didn't show it as he keeps replaying Anissina's advice in his mind. So when Kyuhyun is able to take a step forward, he gasps and claps happily, for the young man. He then stares at the male with hopeful eyes when Kyuhyun is taking the second step which fails on him and automatically, Junsu's arms wrapped around the male to prevent him from falling to the floor again. "I got you. I got you.. support yourself on your hands first then try again hmm?" He holds Kyuhyun and waits for the man to support himself before jumping over the metal bar to be in front of Kyuhyun, hands on each side of Kyuhyun's side and eyes on the male's beautiful ones. "It's okay baby. Take your time. Let's try one more step and relax before taking another. Hmm?"
@Junsu Kyuhyun smiles as he looks atnJunsu when Junsu ask him what to do. "You do nothing...just watch over me..."he said, whispering softly as he grabs on the metalmbar, hand gripping tightly as he pulls himself up. Kyuhyun takes a deep breath, then exhales the anxiety out as he tilt his head a little, looking at Junsu before concentrate back on the session. Once he can stand straight, Kyuhyun loosen up his hold on the metal bar to make sure that its not his hands that are supporting his body to stand. With a careful step, Kyuhyun moves his right foot forward. He smiles happily as his first attempt is working so he goes for a second time. The luck, luck him out. Kyuhyun stumble on his step and he's almost fall forward.
@Kyuhyun [H] Junsu waits on his knees until Kyuhyun calms down before he stands up, not before pecking the male's lips once again, and pushes the wheelchair near the metal bar where Kyuhyun can practice walking. Locking the wheelchair, he walks to Kyuhyun's side and looks at the male. "Now as you know, I know nothing about this. So guide me, Kyu. What should I do now?"
@Junsu Following Junsu's instructions, Kyuhyun slowly inhales then exhales,steadying his breath. Now that he slowly can walk, his secret plan can be executed sooner. He looks into Junsu's eyes, then he smiles at the male as he let Junsu wipes all his tears away and the tears finally stopping as he getting calmer. "I'm fine now...thank you..." Kyuhyun said as he inhales one more deep breath. "I'm ready to do this...help me out...Sue..."
@Kyuhyun [H] Seeing the bright smile from Kyuhyun, Junsu brings his hand to cup the male's face gently and helps him wipe the tears away only to chuckle at the reasoning Kyuhyun is giving him. "Then take a deep breath baby.. In and out.. In and out.." Junsu says as he shows his lover on how to breath and calm down. He knows that for Kyuhyun, if any slight thing disturb him from focusing on moving his legs forward, he will fall like when Junsu met him yesterday and that is the last thing he wants to happen to Kyuhyun again. Junsu even leans in to give Kyuhyun a kiss on his lips before breaking away and looks at the male straight into his eyes. "You're going to do this okay? I know you will"
@Junsu Kyuhyun looks up at Junsu once Junsu said no and he's about to protest but again, when the smile comes up, Kyuhyun also smiles brightly but he doesn't seems like he can't stop the tears from flowing down. "I'm trying...but I'm sorry...my tears are really stubborn...a lot stubborn than me...they don't want to stop flowing down.." he said as his hands hurriedly keep wiping his tears away again and again endlessly.
@Kyuhyun [H] "I told you.. I know you could do it.." He squishes the man a bit before breaking the hug and looks at his lover with the widest smile after a year passed as he once again wipes the fresh tears flowing out of the beautiful orbs. "Yes Kyu.. You can walk again.. You can" Junsu says almost too cheerfully but he takes a deep breath to calm himself down. He then looks to the metal bar before he looks at Kyuhyun again, bringing his hand to caress his hair gently. "No.." He says lowly with a serious face before he smiles again and wipes the continuous tear flows. "Not until you wipes these tears so you can focus on the step you're taking. Come on let's get you tears all wiped and then we'll try the metal bar. Okay?"
@Junsu "After...after a year...they..are moving again..." Kyuhyun said with tears still fall on his cheeks. He takes a deep breath as Junsu leans for a kiss. Kyuhyun responds to the kiss and hug his lover tightly at that. "I...can walk..Sue..." Kyuhyun stops then he looks at Junsu. "I..want to try to walk using the metal bar...just a step...just a step will be enough.. Help me to go there?"
@Kyuhyun [H] Junsu looks down to his lover's feet as Kyuhyun had open his eyes, praying that the muscle will move again for all the hard work that the man had done for God knows how long since he had been in therapy. Seeing the feet move again, he looks up at Kyuhyun once more and nods as if making a confirmation for the younger male that his did move. "It did.. it did.." Junsu says while nodding as he cup the man's face and wipes the tears before leaning in for a kiss and then hugs the male. "I'm so proud of you.. so proud.."
@Junsu Kyuhyun can feels that Junsu lips are on his but he is nit convinved enough to open his eyes just yet. He rest for a while, still having everything happened in a doubtful thought but as Junsu's words encourages him, Kyuhyun open his eyes and try to move his foot again. His jaw drop down once he witness it himself. He is able to lift his foot now although it's not that much. "Move...it..move.."he exclaims as he covers his mouth. He looks at the other foot and try to do the same and bith of his feet are now dangle on the air but he is still weak so his feet eventually went down. Kyuhyun looks at Junsu then slowly tears of happiness rolls down his cheeks. " I...I..."he stop, loosing words on what to sat almost instantly.