✖ soeun's apartment

@006 - yifan Soeun's eyebrows raised almost comically at the way he seemed to complete the room. She nodded her head slowly with a smile brimming her cheeks as his presence in the room seemed to bring the lifeless room to a close. Her brows, came down in a low furrow as she pondered over that fact. Perhaps it was an emptiness she hand't noticed, or the lack of, as her mother always said, a "strong male presence". Or possibly just a lack of other human contact. But Soeun's mind was too blank to identify the cause, so she allowed the attempted analyzation to pleasantly blow by her, and went back to mindlessly ingesting her coffee. The pat to the pat took her slightly longer to understand, aware that she probably looked more than a little crazy with her small, unkempt shape slumped against the doorway, a coffee mug gripped tight as to not lose the warmth, but when she realized what the inquiry meant, she shot up like a marionette. "Oh," She began, "oh, no. I-I'm sorry, I can't. There's much too much work left before the day is even close to over." She commented with a breathy laugh, shakily taking another, pointed big gulp of her dark coffee. "Actually, if you'd like, I wouldn't mind some help?" She asked hopefully, her mind going back to the untidy work station, filled with half-done papers, and unfinished sketches.
She didn't allow him to finish as she barreled on.
"I could really use some support right now. And a model, if you're up for it?" She asked hopefully. "Then, after, I promise we can get some sleep." She loosely vowed, crossing her heart.

@kim soeun Yifan smiled graciously at her offer. “I’ll stay in here, actually.” But not wanting to sound too pushy, he quickly added, “If you want, that is.”
Instead of waiting for her reply, he plopped down on the bed, noting how comfortable it was. His gaze drifted around the room a bit, his eyes eventually scanning Soeun’s face. Her eyes appeared to have the makings of dark circles, definitely from a lack of sleep. Then there was her hair. It was messy and looked like it hadn’t been brushed in a couple of days, but instead had been kept in that messy updo the entire time. He sighed, patting a spot on the bed next to him with his hand, an invitation for her to sit down.

@006 - yifan Souen's reflexes were slow at the moment, which, she figured was the only reason she didn't jump or flinch at the sudden quiet whisper in the kitchen, turning slowly with an empty coffee mug in her hands, smiling triumphantly to notice the clothes fit nicely, not hearing his comment through the sleep in her brain. "Do you like your clothes?" She asked timidly turning to grip to coffee pot with white knuckles as she unsteadily poured the liquid energy. Not adding sweeteners or milk, she needed the caffeine.
She hummed and sipped at the coffee, turning back to him with a slightly wider smile enjoying the way the doorway framed his posture.
"Well, let's start that tour now huh?" She offered with a brief, sweet smile, walking up with a level of comfort that surprised herself as she sluggishly gripped his hand in her somewhat weakened grip. She lead him through the hallway, finding some amusement in the fact that she was the leader even with his overall bigger self. She pointed out the bathroom, and the extra guest room, the bed neatly made and waiting patiently for an occupant without any trace of anyone being there before. Because they hadn't.
"And this is our room." She finished, pushing open the door to a somewhat organized larger room with a bed slightly bigger than a queen shoved haphazardly against the far wall, covers hastily drawn. She stepped aside and allowed him to look around, sipping her coffee again and cringing a little at the harsh taste, but appreciating the slight energy boost. "We'll be sharing the bed. Unless you want the guest room." She tacked on politely, brushing her messy strands of hair out of her face.

@kim soeun Yifan gratefully accepted the clothes, though he was taken aback at her behavior. As he put them on he wondered why she would be acting this way. He considered the possibility that she were drunk, after all, that would explain why she couldn't walk straight and also why her words sounded slurred. Then again, she didn't exactly smell like a person who'd had one too many. He thought back to the close eye contact he'd had with her and from the glazed-over look in her eye and the dark circles forming underneath concluded that she was merely tired. Maybe after Soeun had gotten the tour out of her system, she'd be willing to lay down for a few hours.

After he was dressed, he tried to find the doorway she'd previously pointed toward. Once he found it, he crossed the threshold and entered the kitchen, finding the girl in front of the coffee maker. "So you are tired after all." he stated under his breath.

@006 - yifan Soeun smiled even wider, in a way she didn't hope was crazy as he opened his eyes. They were perfect, piercing, and flooding with an emotion she figured she had in her colored pencil bin. He smiled and she only grinned wider. His words floated through her as she reached out to touch his now heated skin, pressing her fingers against the chiseled cheek, and gently tilting his head, imagining that look down on paper. "I'm Souen." She hummed in distraction, pressing her face in slightly closer to his. Her eyelids were heavy, and her mind was mostly taken over in a fatigued haze, so her words couldn't help but slur together when she offered him the clothes she had neatly folded the day before, sat on the coffee table behind her.
She bent down to pick them up, slightly teetering over, before catching herself on the table, spinning slowly and handing the clothes over with a smile. "Umm. I'll give you a tour, ok? Just slide these on, and meet me in the kitchen which is right through there." She added, pointing at a short doorway in the corner, gently patting his cheek to feel the bone structure under her fingers again before quickly exiting the room.
"I need a coffee." She muttered.

@kim soeun Yifan blinked once, twice, three times as he attempted to register the stunning visage before him. He studied her, uttering the programmed phrase as he'd done so many times before, a large smile chiseling its way across his handsome features.
"Hi, Soeun. I'm your boyfriend~" He stated, a small rush of pride jolting through him as he uttered those few but meaningful words. Yes, that's right, he was hers.
Taking a step forward to see her reaction, he stood there, taking a second to admire their noticable height difference.

Soeun's fingers carefully sorted out the messy papers cluttering her desk, running her eyes over the title, and date, before either putting it in the neat 'keep' pile on the corner of her desk, or through the shredder. She had been organizing her 'office space' for three hours now, but it was no big deal. Better than doing the homework due tomorrow. The delivery man comes later in the day on Tuesday's, Soeun's began to notice that, so she doesn't really expect the doorbell to ring as quickly as it did, startling her. She was giddy as she hopped from her chair, sparing a glance at the fresh art pad sitting on her living room table alongside a newly sharpened pencil, and the adrenaline of having something more interesting to sketch for her art class helps her eyelids not to sag with fatigue.
She pops open the front door, smiling as the concerned looking delivery boy eyed her, handing her a sheet for her to sign. Soeun was aware of her own appearance, her sense of balance slightly off, causing her to teeter totter threateningly, and the bags under her eyes were most likely darker than her actual eye color. But it's for a good cause, she thought, as she weakly pressed the pen to the pad, scribbling in her name gently, as her eyes slightly drooped, it's for your career.
She handed the clipboard back to the wary employee, relieved that she didn't have to ask for his help when he silently began wheeling it into the room for her, out of pity she supposed. He tipped his hat her way and fled, closing the door with a final glance. Soeun's fingers played with the box cutter, carefully slicing the box at the seems, careful not to press too deep as to not harm her precious boyfriend. She tore down the sides of the box and marveled at his face and upper torso as the limp cardboard hung around his waist. She was smiling widely, her fingers gently pressing into the cool skin of his cheek and turning his head this way and that, watching the light bounce off his perfect bone structure in ways she could hardly wait to get down in shadows and harsh sketch lines.
He was perfect, and exactly what she needed.
Soeun pressed her lips against his, quickly and efficiently.

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@014 - junmyeon To say Soeun had never been kissed was a lie. She had, many times. Less times than she gossiped to her friends about, but more than you'd think. However, out of all of the kisses she had experienced, this was her favorite. Junmyeon was so... passionate, which is a word she wouldnt frequent too often. But he was, and slow, and tantalizing. He was practically teasing Soeun and she loved it. However, to say Soeun was experienced and a good kisser, were lies. She'd admit she was sloppy, and went in a little over her head, and got more caught up in the other's movements against her lips than her own. These facts made it hard for her to be a good kisser, but she tried to do her best.

Soeun's mind was positively blank when his tongue brushed hers, her eyes popping open widely as she felt the foreign, dare she say pleasurable, feeling of his mouth against hers. Out of all the kisses, this was probably the farthest she'd gone. She'd given chaste kisses, even a few to Junmyeon, where it was no more than a quick pressing of lips against lips, and then ones where her partners lips would move against hers. But, in those kisses, there was no intimate contact like this. She pressed herself more firmly against him, feeling like that would be a good reaction for this situation, and allowed her eyes to slip back shut. She didn't exactly know where to take it from here, but she prayed he did.

For the first time in a while, Chen didn't even cross her mind.

@kim soeun He didn't quite understand what was going on. As an android, people thought if him being overly intelligent, fast in thinking and reacting. In some kind of way he was. But then again there was a certain limit. And he was about to reach that limit right now. The scientists in the lab had created so many different scenarios of what could happen when meeting his new owner, but none of these caame close to what was happening right now. If only he was a real human, so that he could think on his own instead of letting the collected information run through his computer in search for a matching solution. People kept telling how perfect he was, a human not comparable to an android like him, but they didn't know anything. What was so great about not being able to make own decisions, to only react to a certain pattern that was preprogrammed?

The computer inside of his head was starting to overheat. This wasn't good at all. He hadn't been with Soeun for long and he was already showing glitches. He couldn't let this happen, but what was there for him to do? He needed to cool down, to slow down the computer without her knowing. Little by little, Junmyeon turned off functions that he wasn't using at the moment, his processor providing him with the only task to take care of the female in front of him. And that was what he was going to do. No more analyzing the situation, just letting his arms around her waist, showing her that he was by her side.

The deeper their kiss became, the closer did he pull her, eliminating any possible space between their bodies, but still careful to not hurt her in any way. As her lips parted, Junmyeon slowly slipped his tongue through, cautiously approaching the hot cavern in search for his counterpart. Little by little he moved further in, until he brushed against the thick muscle, playfully dancing around it. #014 wasn't known for being a good kisser or skinship in general. It had always been his personality and his looks that drew customers' attention on him. And just like his character, the way he handled skinship was more in a slow way, a tiny flame that could last longer than a big fire.

@014 - junmyeon SoEun could honestly say that she needed this. This feeling. These feelings. Him. She needed him. She could practically sense his discomfort and mentally chastised herself for even considering love. It was much too early in the relationship for love. She must have frightened him. 'You're scaring him away.' She thought, her fingers tightening in the fabric of his t-shirt. the soft cotton as his lips gently moved against hers, her eyes were squeezed shut. She didn't dare open them.

Soeun DIDNT want to admit she had problems. She refused. She was a broken girl in her own, a queen of her off little kingdom. She devoted her life to things that kept her from herself, and then spared hours pleasing the things around her.. Positivity wasn't an ongoing theme in her life and her first priority could never truly be anything shed dreamed of. 'Dreamers often lie.' Her mind reeled with things she was doing wrong, and if she wasn't doing them wrong yet, she would at some point. Soeun doesn't just do things, she would never jump in head first. She wouldn't even consider. Because the repercussions of what could happen if things went terribly wrong haunted her. She was a worrisome girl, always was. That's why relationships never truly worked out for her. Until Junmyeon. And it had only been a few hours. Barely.

'But how do I convey that?'

Her eyebrows furrowed as she gently tilted her head to the side, running her fingers up the length of his torso, softly, only a ghost of her fingertips trailing up his neck to cup his jaw. She wasn't startled per say as his tongue brushed the seams of her lips, just a tad surprised. 'Does he actually want to be with me? After all Id put him through?' She pushed the thought from her mind, shyly parting her lips, granting the permission he had insinuated and rolling her thumb against the soft surface of his cheek.

@kim soeun How could he not try his best when Soeun was involved? Biting on his lower lip, the male did anything to prevent himself from protesting, knowing very well that right now it was probably not the best thing to do. His eyes fixed on her face, Junmyeon just kept silent, carefully observing the female in front of him. Their faces were so close but why did she still seem far away? As much as he wanted to be by her side, wanted to protect her, the male didn't know if he would be able to climb the wall that she had built up around her heart.

His eyes slowly closed, lips tightly pressed onto each other as he slowly breathed in through his nose. He wanted to believe in her words, but the fact that she couldn't even say out loud that she loved him made him waver. That insecurity, the doubts, it was all new to him. The prince charming who never had to fear a rival, the perfect gentleman that could capture a girl's heart with his gentle smile. Even up until now it seemed like he had only taken a tiny space in her heart while the rest still belonged to Chen. Right now he wanted to be the one to scream, to let out his frustration, but doll #014 wasn't designed to do that. The reason for him being the most perfect gentleman lied in the feature that he didn't get angry no matter what. So instead of saying nasty words, Junmyeon just slowly let his breath out before his lips relaxed and turned into a slight smile.

"I already told you. You can kiss me anytime you want." Whispering, the male android stared right into his lover's eyes. Even if he wanted to be angry, looking into those dark brown orbs made it impossible for him. No matter what, the only thing he would ever feel for her would be love. Just that simple yet most complicated emotion. His arms tightened their grip around her waist when their lips finally met. It was just a simple kiss. No fire and passion, just pure tenderness and love. Just slowly, his lips started moving, slightly parting before his tongue darted out, just barely grazing her lips as if he was asking for permission.

@014 - junmyeon Soeun's eyebrows creased in slight confusion as the android spoke, explaining to her that she could do as she pleased. 'I will try my best.' Soeun couldn't help but frown, her forehead resting lightly against his as her fingers cupped his jaw, gently rubbing her thumb into the pale surface of his cheek as she shook her head. "No, no Junmyeon." She whispered, pressing her face closer to his, so their noses bumped and her eyes squeezed shut.

"You are doing your best, and your support is more than enough." She said quietly, letting her fingers trail down his jawline and glide over his neck to link together on his shoulders, holding him closer. His eyes were so alluring, she had never noticed, even with the obvious and slight glazed look from being an android, they held emotion. Raw emotions, of worry and acceptance. Things she had never quiet seen in others. "You're better than Chen ever was. And I lov-like you more than I ever will him." She blushed as she stuttered over the word, a feeble smile laying over her lips as she let out a breathy chuckle. Her face heated up quickly, this was the most intimate she'd been with a guy in a long while. Since her last android, she hadn't felt this close to another person, this intimacy of just... holding each other. This was like a brand new experience to her, and she had to admit, she enjoyed it.

"I-I'm going to kiss you now." She warned, gliding her fingertips up to gently wind through the hair at the base of his neck, not quite understanding why she felt the need to warn her boyfriend, but doing so anyway. She didn't want to scare him away by just throwing herself at him. She didn't want him to think lowly of her. She was slow as she pressed her lips to his, eliminating any space that would have been left between them as she immediately melted into him, allowing him to make the second move, to decide what to do next. Because right now, Junmyeon was most important, and she couldn't quite remember anyone before him.

@kim soeun At least she didn't push him away. Having her holding onto him gave Junmyeon the courage to continue rubbing her back. If she had shown any signs of discomfort he would have pulled his hand away faster than lightning. Luckily she didn't, but still the humanoid wasn't too sure on how he would have to react from then on. His arms raised, he wanted to pull her into a hug when Soeun already moved away from him. He might have been equipped with one of the fastest processors of the time, but still it was hard for him to understand those humans.

For a moment he closed his eyes, slowly letting out his breath. It was an unneccessary action but still it had something calming. It helped him to put the facts together. Since Soeun wasn't trembling as much as before, could he assume that she had calmed down a bit? Probably. But then there was also the question why she was apologizing to him. From the information he had garthered just moments ago, Junmyeon knew that panic attacks had various reasons, but whichever reason it was, how was he supposed to blame the person suffering? Especially when she was his lover.

Again he let out a deep breath before Junmyeon moved closer to the short female, his arms naturally finding their way around her tiny body. Pulling her closer, the android slightly bent down, resting his forehead against hers. Like that she would sooner or later have to look at him. "Don't say you're sorry. I don't blame you for anything Soeun. Also..." Trying to find the right words, he had to pause for a moment before he went on talking, his voice just above a whisper. "It's okay. You don't have to smile and act strong around me. If you want to cry, just cry. If you're angry, throw a tantrum, scream at me, hit me or do whatever. Just don't keep all your feelings bottled up. I may be just a robot and there are things about humans that I still don't understand...but I will try my best."

@014 - junmyeon Soeun's breathing was shallow, and her knees felt like they were collapsing in on themselves and she was lost. Lost in her own private hell, where her mind was over flowing with too many thoughts and also a hollow emptiness. 'When did I become weak?' Soeun was trained in this area of calming herself, usually. These panic attacks came and went as they pleased, however, she was used to being pushed to the side, and holing up somewhere until they faded and left. She wasn't used to being held, and soothed. No, that part was new.

'Junmyeon.' Her fingers were digging into the fabric of his shirt, holding him closer and trying to maybe even get him closer. She craved the comfort, anything to calm her. "J-Junmyeon." She whispered, mentally assuring herself that she is okay. She's with Junmyeon. He's got her. 'He's got me.'

"Junmyeon." She was whispering, more so whimpering, into the fabric of his shirt. Her breathing was evening out now, but she kept her face buried into Junmyeon's chest, absorbing the comfort surrounding her to the best of her ability. She stayed like that as she fully became aware of herself. She was in no danger. Chen was gone. She had Junmyeon.

She coughed as she stood from his embrace, realizing that she had been practically leaning all of her weight onto her poor boyfriend as she quickly combed through her hair with her fingers, attempting to flatten the mess and gain some dignity. "I'm really," as she looked around now, the kitchen wasn't closing in on her, it never was she supposed. "terribly sorry about that." She let out a sheepish laugh, as she looked anywhere but her boyfriend.

@kim soeun Again. There he was again, Chen, the shadow that still seemed to haunt her wherever she went. Junmyeon didn't know how much time had passed since Soeun had broken up with him, but no matter how long ago, it seemed liked it wasn't enough yet. Or maybe it would never be enough. It rarely happened, but those kind of scenarios were saved on his memory card as well. Scenarios where his lover would still be in love with someone else, hurting by herself. It rarely happened, but he was prepared to do anything possible to make her forget him. And if that failed he at least would do anything neccessary to ease her pain and make her feel loved.

He wouldn't get angry at her, no matter how much it actually bothered him to just hear that person's name. His lips parted, forming soundless words as his mind was desperately trying to find anything comforting to him to say. He didn't find any, just the name "Chen" being repeated over and over again. Although he didn't know why they had broken up, Junmyeon just felt something like anger riling up inside of him, anger at the unknown male who still had so much power over his girlfriend that she was clearly suffering. Despite her smile, the android could easily tell that she wasn't feeling alright at all. He didn't know when it happened, when her eyes suddenly lost their spark, replaced by the glistening of tears.

Just watching her change within a glimpse of a second made his fists clench, the corner of his lip slightly twitching as he could only stand there, feeling helpless. Only when she breathed out the words panic attack he seemed to awake from his daze, the computer inside of his head searching for anything related to a panic attack. Millions of articles, essays and posts were running through his processor, too much useless information, too many contracdicting opinions. He wanted to help her, just anything but there were just no information saved on his memory card. He just didn't know what to do. For him, a robot with reactions based on collected information, it was just too much.

He wanted to believe her, wanted to believe that she would be fine, but seeing her like that was just unbearable. Still, his processor was working on the problem, but slowly Junmyeon moved closer to his lover, his hand cautiously reaching out for hers. "Don't suffer on your own Soeun. No matter what, I will be right beside you." Placing his other hand on her back, the android slowly started to rub it in circles. It was what he would do to comfort his lover, but would it also help during a panic attack?

@014 - junmyeon Soeun, hummed, smiling widely at Junmyeon as she rifled through her vegetable cabinet. She grabbed the leaks and carrots around the back, calling out behind her. "Depends on what veggies you'd prefer, Chen al-." Soeun froze, immediately frowning as she paused from gathering the things. Her eyes widened as she stood abruptly, staring straight ahead.

'Why am I doing this?' Soeun has Junmyeon. 'Junmyeon.' She was almost scared to look at her current boyfriend, not scared of him, but his reaction. What was wrong with her. She didn't want Chen back, he treated her badly and on every off day got violent. Why was he all she knew. Was she really that brain washed? 'When's the last time you visited a girl friend? Or your family?' She gasped a d slyly turned that gasp into a raspy mangled half-hearted laugh. "L-Let's not cook, actually." She offered meekly, smiling feebly down at the floor as she turned with her head ducked, willing away the tears brimming her eyes as she quickly began putting the kitchen back in place. Tidy, like she was used to.

"Actually, let's do what you want to do." She said quietly, her hands shaking as she clutched the bowl and tried to stand on her tip toes to put the bowl back. Her mind was racing with thoughts about that foul ex. What he put her through. When did she become so weak? Her breathing increased and now she was going into panic mode.

'Not now.' She thought as her breathing got heavier and the room was closing in. She leant her body against the counter, slumping as her hands pressed into the cool wood. "P-Panic attack. I," she gasped and pressed her forehead onto the cool surface. "I should be fine." She said through short gasps as the room seemed to close in, trapping her. 'I'm weak.'

@kim soeun Little by little Soeun seemed to open up more to him. Her playful way of handling his teasing brought a grin to his face. The moment she reached out for the towel, unneccessarily close to him, he already knew what she was up to. Although he could have taken advantage of the lack of space between them to turn her almost kiss into a real one, Junmyeon decided to just let the female have her turn on teasing him. He already had different plans in his mind on how to continue the playful teasing but he just pushed them back, somehow knowing that if he went on with playing around like that, it would take them a long time to finish cooking. After she had eaten there would be plenty of time.

Waiting for Soeun to widen the gap between them, Junmyeon took his chance to take a closer look at the female's facial features. From the soft curve of her forehead over the light bow of her eyebrows to the feathery lashes that framed her beautiful eyes. Those dark orbs showed so many emotions, almost as if she was an open book to him, yet at the same time they were so hard to read. He could have spent the whole day with just staring into her eyes, trying to read her mind, but at the end of the day she would still be a mystery to him.

The gap between them widened, the scent of her shampoo still lingering in the air and for a second Junmyeon just closed his eyes, saving the picture of her standing so close to him. It was one of the advantages of being a humanoid, to be able to remember everything with each and every little detail. Like how her hair was shimmering in the soft light of the late afternoon sun, how there seemed to be sparks flying in her eyes or how the corners of her lips had been slightly curled up although she had been trying her best to keep a straight face. He would make sure to save even more of such beautiful moments from now on.

"A bowl..." Seemingly ignoring her teasing, Junmyeon quietly mumbled to himself, his eyes scanning his surrounding in search of the neede object. Since it was his first time entering the kitchen, the android created some kind of map of the room with more and more details added with each second passing by. Since he could already guess that the bowls must be in one of the cupboards, Junmyeon just reached out to open them. It was only a matter of seconds for him to find the bowls before he carefully took one of them to hand it over to Soeun.

"Here you are, princess." Leaning against the kitchen counter he waited for her to take the bowl, all the while his eyes focused on her. "Anything else you want me do?" Although she had told him what they were going to cook, Junmyeon still didn't really know about what he was supposed to do. There were tons of different soups and he still didn't know much about her to even guess what kind of things she liked.

@014 - junmyeon Soeun couldn't help the frown that took over her features as he pulled away, more so a pout than a frown. She side glanced him and slightly huffed, chopping the vegetables with a playful amount of annoyance. She was oblivious, but not stupid. "Just soup." She commented mildly, cursing her breath for hitching as his hand brushed hers. 'Two can play at this game.' She looked around where Junmyeon was stood by the faucet, looking for the most obnoxious thing she could need at this moment that would help her carefully planned revenge.

Dish towel. Bingo.

She smiled to herself, taking a step closer to Junmyeon and making a sound of realization, an exaggerated one, but it got the point across. She mentally steeled herself as she leaned across the sink, over the length of Suho's body and gently brushing her hand across the broad expanse of his strong chest. She paused as her lips only barely grazed the corner of his mouth, her fingers gripping the thin cloth of the dish rag, adding on a "Here's that towel." under her breath for good measure as she retreated back to her location in front of the cutting board, wiping the surface nonchalantly as she nodded her head towards the cupboard in front of him. "Grab me a bowl, dear." She teased, her voice calm and measured as her eyes never left the wooden surface of the cutting board. She nibbled her lower lip to contain the laughter that was begging her to escape as she willed herself to silence.

She loved this.

This teasing relationship, this is what she wanted. This happiness and light joking that could provoke giggles and laughs, and smiles. This is what she wanted. Forever.

However, nothing lasts forever. Soeun understands that, but she can at least taste tea before it's cold. She can live in the moment. She still has another long while before she has to give him up and she plans on using that while. Filling it with memories she'll both cherish and regret when he's gone and she's alone again. She can't live off of dolls. She knows that.

'But for now,' She thought as she side glanced Junmyeon. 'I'll just enjoy the slice of paradise I've got.'

@kim soeun Letting go of her earlobe, a soft chuckle escape his lips, his warm breath casually brushing her cheek as he refused to let her go yet. He hadn't seen it coming, hadn't expected her to answer like that, but at least she hadn't pushed him away. Soeun was his, and only his. Until the day she told him otherwise he would try anything for her to forget that Chen, anything to take over his place in her heart and mind. It was his duty as her boyfriend and he wouldn't rest until he archieved that goal.

If he had been a human, Junmyeon would have probably not thought like that. If he had been a human, he would have known that in the end she would be the one hurt, be the one left with memories of their time together while he would have every little trace of her being erased from his hard disk. What was the use of making her fall in love with him when in the end they would have to part ways? What was the use of treating her like a princess, when there was no happy ever after? If he had been a real human, Junmyeon would have surely thought about these things. But he wasn't. He only knew how to operate according to the many tasks the tiny computer inside of him provided him with, so in the end he did, what he always did: smiling softly while treating the girl well.

"You're cute." Whispering the words into her ear, Junmyeon pressed a light and tender kiss onto her cheek before he finally moved back a bit, his arms lingering on her hips for a second before he released her from his grasp. "So? What are we going to cook?" Acting like nothing had happened, Junmyeon moved next to the tiny female, a mischievious smile on his face. Reaching out for the faucet, his hand casually brushed against hers and for the break of a second an image of a couple holding hands popped up in his mind. He really wanted to, but it would have to wait for later. For now he decided to focus on making her something to eat before he could would satisfy his need for skinship.

@014 - junmyeon Soeun could almost feel his discomfort, almost. It was like a switch had been thrown in his head. She somewhat knew what triggered it. Somewhat. She knew that her talking about Chen was, uncomfortable, and throwing, and awkward, but she truly couldn't stop herself. He was all she knew, aside from her job. He was a fence to her, a barricade of sorts that she could never escape for a breath of fresh air or a walk. He kept her caged up, he was a warden, and she couldn't get away until something was done about it. The house didn't feel empty with his leave, it felt fuller, happier. She repainted the walls and took away any curtains, allowing light that WASNT artificial to stream through the window.

Junmyeon was that breath of fresh air she needed. The fresh air she longed for. She just couldn't fit that into a sentence, into words that she could say to let him know that he was more than just an android. All of her past androids were. They were her boyfriends and she would only see them as such. She just, couldn't word it in a way she hoped he would understand.

'But what are words for?' She can express it, but she wouldn't know how. She couldn't know how. Even at her age, she blushed like a school girl at these prospects. Boys still kind of scared her which, she supposed, is where the boyfriend factory came in. She liked predictability, to an extent. It soothed her. Kept her head on straight, which is the only reason why she didn't dump Chen after the first week. He was predictable and his schedule was easy to follow and reoccurring. But these boyfriends, they were special. Truly. They were surprising and outgoing. They were what she needed. What she lived for.

Junmyeon was what she needed.

'But how do I say that.'

She tensed as he gained a place behind her, only half listening to the words he was saying and more so intrigued by the body heat and comfort she felt. She gasped as his teeth gently nibbled on her ear lobe as a breathy laugh escaped her lips, subconsciously leaning further into his touch as she could practically see herself turning red, the blood rushing to her cheeks as a girlish giggle she was unfamiliar with left her lips.

"G-Good point." She spoke back lamely as her eyes lulled shut slightly, immediatly scolding herself for the weak comeback. 'He sounded y, you sound like a person closing a business deal.' ' She chastised mentally as her blush intensified.

@kim soeun One thing that Junmyeon had noticed over the past few minutes was how often Soeun actually mentioned her ex boyfriend. Did he feel jealous? Maybe. Would he say it out loud? Never. Rather than being bothered by that unpleasant feeling he was provided with the taks to find out about her real feelings. If she still wasn't over that Chen person yet there was nothing he could do. As much as Junmyeon seemed to be self-confident, in the end the humanoid knew that he would always just be some kind of substitute for lonely girls until they found someone real. Just like how his memories were erased after returning to the Boyfriend Factory, in the end he would also vanish from theirs. Did he feel sad about it? Not really. It was his purpose anyway and as long as he could make his owner feel loved, even just for a short amount of time, he didn't mind.

Not that he was even able to feel sad. There was something like sadness programmed into him, but those were only reactions to certain situations, shaky breaths that were preprogrammed, drops of tears that would just roll over his cheeks without him even knowing why. He couldn't feel any pain from heartbreak, his face forming a grimace when hitting his elbow on a chair just because he was programmed to. Despite the advanced technology, in the end he was just a mere robot, a computer that looked and reacted almost like a real human. Just almost, never completely.

As he saw the bright smile on her face, Junmyeon couldn't help but smile back at her. She seemed to like cooking so much and he wouldn't make her feel uncomfortable by mentioning something about her ex. Even if he wanted to, he didn't know how so in the end he just stood there in the door frame, not sure about what he should do. He wanted to be close to her, yet at the same time he just wanted to give her enough space for her to become clear about her feelings.

He saw her moving closer towards him, but still he stood there like a statue, unmoving with only his eyes fixed on her face, fixed on that smile that was gracing her lips. When he felt her arms around his neck, his own automatically lifted, almost pulling her closer towards him but in the end he just stopped midway, his hands almost touching her back. Staying in the air like that for a break of a second, his hands eventually sank back down to his sides. A few more seconds before she let go of him and walked back to the kitchen counter. As much as he was irritated, he couldn't just let her see it so he just followed the orders his 'brain' give him, to smile and make her feel like the most loved girl on earth.

Moving closer towards Soeun, who had again turned her back towards him, Junmyeon took his chance to sneak his arms around her waist again, his lips dangerously close to her ear. He had seen her playful side before, so maybe she felt more comfortable around him now. "You know...biting can be fun too when you do it like this." Carefully he took her earlobe between his front teeth, gently nibbling on it, knowing very well that this could also end the wrong way with him being shipped back to the factory in the worst case.

@014 - junmyeon Soeun's eyebrows perked up as she turned and grinned widely at Junmyeon. 'He's a chef to?!' She was pretty sure there was no way out of this feeling anymore, she tilted her head slightly. "You like to cook too? When I was with Chen, I picked up all kinds of dishes, although he never helped me cook!" She rambled, gripping his thin wrist and using it to lead the way to intertwine their fingers as she turned. "We should cook together! I hope you like soup as much as he did." She added lightly as she practically bounced down the hallway.

Soeun worked as a chef, well, sort of. She was a waitress at a local restaurant that would occasionally shove her into the kitchen when the chef got too drunk from her sneaky sips of the cooking wine. This was practically her passion, and by the way her eyes lit up as she flicked on the light to the kitchen, she made it quite obvious, she turned and grinned. "What type of vegetable would you like? I always add a special vegetable, Chen's was carrots, my sister's is celery." She babbled as she bent down to tug out her cooking pot, carrying it and settling it on top of the counter.

She turned and glanced as Junmyeon stood standing, somewhat stoically in the doorway. Obliviously she wandered towards him, a slight smile still tilting up her features as she gently wrapped her arms around his neck, tugging him down into a tight hug, burying her face in his neck. She half expected him to shove her off, as she was accustomed to, but it never came. She pulled back and grinned wider, somewhat confused as she wandered back towards the counter top. She lifted her hand towards him and curling her two fingers inward, beckoning him with a teasing smile on her face. "Come help, I don't bite." She joked, bustling around and washing her hands.

@kim soeun Although he couldn't see her face, Junmyeon could imagine how her cheeks would flush in a bright pink by his reply, how she would feel a bit embarrassed by it, but why did she let out a sigh? He was about to ask if maybe he had went too for by that comment and made her feel uncomfortable but she beat him to it.

A soft laugh left his lips when she told him about the reasons of her apology. His memory card had provided him with many different reasons, but none of them came close to what she told him. How was he supposed to feel uncomfortable when he was allowed to be around such a beautiful and adorable young lady? Although the android knew that his love was just programmed and that it couldn't replace real love, he still couldn't imagine being with anyone else but Soeun. If if he was surrounded by hundreds of beautiful girls, he would always only have eyes for her. But he wouldn't say these cheesy things out loud (unless she wanted him to) since he was more the type to act. He would make sure to show her how much he wanted to be by her side.

Despite them having only spent a short amount of time together, Junmyeon discovered many new sides of her with each second passing by. If he had been a real human, he was sure that he would have fallen head over heels for this adorable young woman. He had been somewhat jealous before when she had mentioned her boyfriend, but hearing her stuttering and seeing her pink cheeks earlier made him assume that she still wasn't used to the complicated emotion 'love'.

"Well...I don't really mind doing any of these but if you feel hungry we should make you some food?" For him as an android there was no need to eat food, but still he would never say no when his owner asked him to eat together, knowing that most people found it more enjoyable when not having to eat alone. "So are you hungry? Want me to make you something to eat?" Although he was no chef, Junmyeon still knew the basics about cooking, having a couple of recipes saved on his memory card. Nothing too fancy, but still satiable anyway.

@014 - junmyeon Soeun ran a hand through her hair, the curls she had spent so much time on earlier had fallen limp, but she couldn't care. She was a little frazzled, her lower lips being nibbled between her teeth softly as her mind ran with thoughts. 'He isn't Chen' The words practically flashed bold in her mind, almost a vibrant neon as she smiled like a moron at the wall. 'You can kiss me any time you want.' She ducked her head further, scoffing a little and feeling the embaressment coarse through her, an unpleasant thrum settling in the pit of her stomach. She let out a breathy little laugh, sounding more like a sigh. "I feel like it was a little improper of me to just, force you into a kiss." She said sheepishly, twirling a lock of her hair between her fingers, as she contemplated the next words leaving her lips. "I don't want to make you uncomfortable." She added on as an after thought, almost leaping into another little speech.

Two warm arms wrapped around her mid section.

She paused, freezing with her eyes wide at the sheer comfort of the gesture. There were no wandering hands, not that with Junmyeon she would particularly mind, but it was just an embrace. That's all, just him holding her to hold her. A pair of lips pressed into the back of her head and all the guilt and discomfort that had rented out her stomach seemed to vanish, leaving a warm bubbly feeling.

Falling in love, hard and fast.

His breath brushed her ear as he spoke, the words bouncing around her head at all the possible meanings. "I-I, umm..." She stuttered and blinked, trying to come up with a coherent and appropriate sentence, coming up with nothing considering the close proximity. Not that she disliked it, because this was certainly something she could quickly get used to. She inhaled deeply, smelling Junmyeon, which smelled suspiciously like comfort. "Well, we could eat? O-Or umm, well.. Watch a f-film?" She offered quietly, not bothering to move from his grasp due to the comfort she found in it.

'I'll wait until he moves.' She thought contently, slightly leaning back into a broad chest and intoxicating smell.

@kim soeun As she had motioned him to sit down, Junmyeon settled down on the bed, his fingers gliding over the soft material of the blanket. His memory card provided him with the information that he had sat down on something made of fabric, combining it with the fact that he was on a bed, the android came to the conclusion that it was a blanket and that he was in her bedroom. It was just one of the many 'thoughts' that were running through his mind, things he saw, felt, smelled and heard combined to facts that were written into his memory card, facts that he would remember from now on, like her scent lingering in the air or how she had arranged the pillows on the bed.

"Okay, thank you Soeun." Smiling softly, Junmyeon reached out for the clothes, his eyes quickly scanning the different pieces of fabric in his hand. Seemed like she preferred a rather simple style. Since his eyes were still on the clothes he didn't see it coming. Before he could do anything, her lips were already pressed on his, his 'brain' providing him with the information that she had kissed him while he could feel her tiny and delicate hand running through his hair. Despite her shy appearance at the beginning it seemed that Soeun had an other side as well. He liked it.

With a smile he watched how her cheeks once again were coloured with an adorable shade of pink before she quickly turned around. She was cute when being embarrassed. "It's okay though. You can kiss me anytime you want." Getting up from the bed, Junmyeon started to get dressed, slipping into the clothes in a matter of seconds. Because each second he could spend with her were more precious than anything else in the world.

Once he was fully clothed he moved closer the female who was still standing there with her back facing him. Reaching out, the android let his arms circle around her tiny waist before he pulled her closer into a back hug. Although Junmyeon wasn't the tallest model, he was still able to easily look over her head. Softly, he placed a kiss on the back of her head, his nose catching more of her intoxicating scent. "What would you like to do now, Soeun?" Slightly bending his head to the side, he whispered the words into her ear, his arms still crossed on her stomach.

* rolls dice * gets a 4

@014 - junmyeon Soeun smiled warmly at the android, quickly becoming very fond of his smile and mannerisms. He truly did treat her like a princess and they'd only known eachother for less than fifteen minutes. Her mind was reeling with what she hoped the rest of his stay would be like, as he seemed very intellectual, and her past boyfriend hadn't been much of the talker. She frowned at the thought of her frumpy ex, her hand tightening in Junmyeon's breifly before she gently dropped it. She motioned him to sit on the bed, as she turned and shifted through the top drawer, finding the brand new packet of underwear she had stored in the back. One of many she saved for when she purchased an android. She gently laid the cloth on the bed side table, glancing back to be sure that Junmyeon was still here.
His presence was practically a dream to her, like a light at the end of tunnel. She half expected to see her ex laying half drunk sprawled over her comforter, drooling every time she glanced. But she was graced with the image of her lovely boyfriend, perched on her bed spread patiently. She turned back to the drawers, bending at the waist to reach the lowest drawer as she looked for the jeans, gathering up the clothes in her hands as she layed the freshly washed outfit along side the boxers.
She smiled at Junmyeon, still in a slight daze that he was here. "You, can just change into these." She said quietly, shyly tucking her hair behind her ear as she watched a smile flicker over his face.
'It's like a dream.'
She truly couldn't stop herself as she swooped down to press a quick but firm kiss to his lips, running a hand through his soft locks of hair. The moment only lasted for a second. It only lasted for a moment. Long enough for her confirmation. You're here, not Chen. Junmyeon. She pulled back, her cheeks flaring as she ducked her head, stepping back a few feet and turning opposite of him. "I-I'm sorry if that was sudden, I just... I was just making sure." She said cautiously, hardly noticing that her sentence made little to no sense to the android.
But as her heart beat fondly in her chest and she grew more comfortable with his presence; slowly but quickly falling in love; she couldn't bring herself to care.

@kim soeun Silently he watched her movements, carefully observed her facial expression, saw how her cheeks slowly coloured with a bright pink. It was adorable to see her nervousness, making him smile softly at her. Their hands were still connected so he just let the female pull him out of his box before he was able to see her smile for the first time. In all honesty, Junmyeon thought that she was the prettiest girl on the whole wide world and there was no doubt that he would only have eyes for her.

Nodding softly, the male android silently repeated her name, letting the two syllables softly roll off his lips before he spoke it out loud. He liked it, liked how it sounded, just like the bright ringing sound of chimes. He would make sure to call her by her name more often. "Thank you for purchasing me Soeun. I'm really glad that you chose me."

His head slightly tilted to the side, a mischievious smile gracing his lips as he watched her cheeks turning a bright red, a choked cough leaving her lips. It was cute how she reacted to his bare body, making him wonder if she was really that shy. Actually he didn't mind being . It was how the created had built him and this was all that mattered. Out of all people in the world, Junmyeon liked the creator the most, although he had never seen him before. But he was just thankful to the man who had designed him, who had put all his pieces together, who had given him life and the ability to love and to be loved.

"Yeah sure. Do you mind picking out something for me to wear?" Like mentioned, he didn't mind being , but after seeing how Soeun had reacted, maybe it was better for him to stay clothed, at least for the beginning. Also making her choose something for him gave him a few hints about what kind of style she liked. But there was one thing that bothered him thought. The fact that she mentioned her ex boyfriend somehow irked him. Why would someone prefer dating a robot over a real human? But then again, it wasn't his purpose to think about stuff like that so he just pushed the thought back and gently smiled at the female next to him.

@014 - junmyeon SoEun's cheeks flamed up as his lips pressed to the back of her skin, her eyes widening as she watched as he looked back up at her through confident eyes. She laughed nervously, stepping back and carefully tugging him out of the box wih the hand he was still gently holding onto. He smiled at her and she couldn't help but smile back.
My prince.
"H-Hi. Uh, Junmyeon. My name is Soeun." Her voice was shaky and she stuttered, her mind still carefully wrapped around the hand gripping her own and those eyes that were positively enchanting. Subtly, her eyes wandered his frame, from the soft hair she yearned to run her fingers through to the soft lips she wished to kiss. He wasn't too built, and she liked that. He was perfect in her eyes. But as her eyes travelled lower, and reached a flat stomach she gasped and looked away. Her cheeks flared red once again she she choked out a cough. 'How could I forget they arrive ?'
"Um. Junmyeon. Would you like some clothes?" She asked tentatively, already pulling him towards their bedroom, she refrained from looking at him, in fear of her wandering eyes. "My ex boyfriend left some sweat shirts and jeans." She added quietly, glancing back at her Prince Charming.
"Unless you want to stay shirtless." She muttered to herself.