▩ JAEJOONG'S HOME

@KIM JAEJOONG She sat at the table in the kitchen, watching the candle flame flick a little to the side slowly, as she looked at the food she had cooked for the both of them... But he didn't show up and she was there just waiting while drinking the glass of wine that she left behind a print of her lipstick and saw the time and sighed when she almost decided to just give up on trying to get him to like her, but she couldn't do that cause wanted the both of them to get along if they was gonna be married and all, so she had to get him to at least be like he wasn't disgusted at it anymore.

The women was thinking back to the time they had to move in with one another, at they parents request she had saw the look of disappointment in his face and pure unlikeliness at the situation that they parents had placed them in, she had made that decision to try and get him to somewhat get along with her since they was going to be married, she had to try right? So that's why she been cooking him home cook meals she had learned from family recipes her mom had taught her and was respecting any wish he had for her to do... She heard the clock ticked at the past hour he was suppose to show up and she decided to just blow the candle out sighing, and she placed the cover back on the foods so he can eat it.. hopefully. That's the word she knew and used since this whole situation happened between the both of them, and she decided to just leave everything on the table and went upstairs to they room she had been sleeping in with him, and the very same room he would do any small and medium touches upon her body, and she couldn't deny it but she liked them cause at least he was acknowledging her very being. She had jumped into the shower to wash the scent of the wine off of her and the food, as she was in there for a moment or two, she had let a few tears out but no sound came from , hoping and praying at least things would be alright, as she washed her face from her makeup also and got out after showering and she got out drying her body and throwing the towel and her dirty clothes in the laundry basket before going to put her sleeping clothes on which consits of a long shirt and boy shorts and she laid on the side of the bed that been her resting place at night, and let sleep takeover her body instantly.


[Sorry if it look and sound weird cause it does to me right now. Dx]

@BAE JOOHYUN Damnit, he was running late. It was the first thing he promised her he would change this month, but look at him – already slamming the car door shut and rushing up the stairs in order to make it on time. But what was the point? He was beyond thirty minutes late, and she was probably asleep by now. He knew that if his mother or father were to find out about this, it would be his and another scolding to make him feel lower than he already did. ‘She wouldn’t bring it up, would she?’

As he entered their home, well, it was mainly his – but ever since she was forced to move in by both of their parents, it became something they had to establish and reorganize together in order for her to put her things in. That alone had pissed him off, but he it up and dealt with it. Running his fingers through his hair and putting down his suitcase, he looked around the quiet and all the dark-lit rooms downstairs; taking it as she had already went to sleep, waiting on him. Loosening his tie and making his way towards the kitchen, he saw the set table and sighed a bit. He was actually trying to make it here today, since he had a talk with a little angel on his shoulder about how he needed to treat this woman right – since she didn’t ask to be put in this situation either. Reaching for the full glass of wine on his side, he gazed at the plates of food covered up, and the empty wine glass across from where he would have been sitting; stained with her red, lipstick, and a pair of lush lips that he had yet to happily claim at his own. They had their nights where he would want a few touches here and there, but it didn’t feel right. Weren’t you supposed to be happy when you heard of the word “married” or “engagement”? At times, he felt like he was forcing himself on her and she was just laying there and take it.
Leaning against the wall, he took a bite out of one of the strawberries and looked at the candles that were lit; already feeling the guilt hit him deep in his chest once more.