@CHAE EUN When was she going to come? It had felt as if with every passing second that went by, he was pounding on the door harder – screaming louder and cursing the night sky for all of the people who had wrong him. That was when she did it, open the door while looking beautiful like always. Did things ever really change in this world? Was it even possible for her to look as lovely as she did? She was always on another level than he was; he would constantly remind himself this whenever they were together. What could he have done wrong to have lost her the way he did? “W-What do you mean?” He muttered lowly, his words slurring as he took it upon himself to invite himself inside of her home; kicking the door close behind him. “Let me guess, your new boyfriend is in here, huh? You must have been ing him real good before I came and ruined it for you, right?” He let out a bitter laugh as he slammed his drink down on the stand beside him, his rough hands quickly discarding his jacket that was starting to become bothersome to him. “I’m here because I ing deserve to be here, don’t you know that? I deserve to be happy…”
@KIM JAEJOONG (I didn't even see this in my notifications)
This particular day was going well for the young lady. Her boyfriend had dropped by to bring flowers and fool around a little before he had to head off, back to work. She was in one of his big shirts he left over one night and yoga shorts, the most comfortable kind of shorts out there. She had placed the flowers in a vase and sat them in her, right next her bed so she could stare at them as she waited for her man to text her back, knowing he was busy with work. Then the sudden noise on her front door yanked her out of her rose colored world. "What the f-Ugh!" She crawled off of her bed and rushed to the door hearing a voice shout. Quickly she swung it open without even checking who it was, "Hey! Cut it out! I have neighbors!" She blinked, suddenly realizing who was at the door and got a good inhale of the smell of alcohol on him. She frowned and put her hand on her hip as she looked at him, a little disgusted. "What are you doing here Jae?" She asked, trying to refrain from slamming the door shut in his face. This man had put her through a lot and not once tried to take responsibility for it so she found someone else to make her feel special and wanted. Now he's back and it was irritating that he showed up drunk.
“You’re drunk, go home, and stop roaming around before you end up hurting yourself.”
It was bad that even his boss had to kick him out of their workplace due to how late it was, and how irrational Jaejoong was becoming. He was dealing with his memories again, the same memories that made it impossible for him to move forward in his life. At times, he found himself wanting to give up and just clear his head. But where would he go? What would he do when he got there? Countless of thoughts had run through his head; inestimable of memories and moments that had angered him, pained him, and made him cry for plenty of nights. There was one in particular that had made him livid, however. It made him heated enough to drive over to her place, and stand outside of her home, knocking on her door feverishly as he took another swig at his drink. Many would have thought that he lived the “ideal” type of lifestyle. Truth be told, Jaejoong was a mess. He was a mess inside and out, and held shame because of that. He was pathetic, couldn’t even keep the women he did love in his life, because of his fear and his pride. “O-Open up!” He shouted a little louder, not caring about her neighbors or any other person passing by. Why? Why did she do it? He knew that in his sober state, he wouldn’t have cared about her cheating on him or being with any other guy – but why now? He never understood why she would do that to him in the first place.
i think its about time i take my leave here
nonetheless, i had such an amazing time here
but im not active here any more and i dont wanna be that guy that just collects dust