@❂ KWON HYUK (sorry for replying.. ;-; please forgive me )
Jongin smiles a little which it was right from what was Deans saying but also he could not get over himself though even though now his feels relief about this. His parent will have been happy for him now and sighed softly. "You know i always blame myself everyday and now that i am here in the academy i wanted to forget the past and it keeps haunting me but now i am glad that i can tell this someone and your like the only person that know this and that is why i am telling you whenever happen to me do not look back okay? Just run" Jongin says as he holds Dean's hand knowing something bad will happen to him but in the end he have to keep his head up.
He follows behind him as he looks up at his house seeing how old it was getting but it was mostly dusty since he have never been here after the accident that happen which that is what bumped him out but thinking about it he could decorate his house even re painted which that will be better idea than selling. "Well yeah i know but i guess this house well i mean our house needs make-over a lot actually.' He chuckles as he takes out the key form his pocket and opens the door which he could feel the cold air hitting his skin which that make him shiver but slowly walks in trying not to snap and trying not to remember everything that happen here.
"Well there is not that much here though which i need to soon start buying... there's bed and tv upstairs and yeah.. like i said i barely go here so whenever you feel like coming just go for it i won't mind." He says which he knows that Dean one day will run away from this that is happening right now or hide from what happen to him in the past or any problems he having which hopefully this mess can be fix soon as it can.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Hearing about what truly happened from Jongin himself made Dean's heart go out to the older male. Biting his bottom lip, Dean listened until the end and stopped on his tracks, cupping Jongin's cheeks and wiping his tears away. "I am sure that by now, they have forgiven you. That's how all parents are. You were young back then and you were probably so out of it when you saw the whole scene. You know, I used to blame myself back then too, when my parents died. How I wished I was the one that died but nothing can turn time back, slowly, I accepted what happened by thinking about how they want me to be happy." Dean smiled softly and kept on listening to Jongin afterwards.
Eventually hearing the plans to sell the house, Dean looked up at Jongin. Try as he might, Dean knows that he's just faking that happy tone for him to feel the same as well. Reaching the gate, Dean pushed it open with his free hand and walked up to the door, looking up at the older male before asking him to open it. "You know, I will respect any decision that you will make. If you decide to buy this and move on from the incident that happened here, that's fine with me. If you plan to stay here and reminisce your times when your parents were still alive, I am with you on that decision too. All I'm saying is, I am always here for you, love. I will support you no matter what, okay? So don't lose hope and keep your head up." Dean smiled brightly.
"Open it up~" Dean said, voice obviously excited, a reflection of how he feels. It's not just about cleaning the house and re-organizing it but the mere fact that he wants to help Jongin pull himself out of the past that he had been stuck at is something that he is positive about. He will make Jongin feel happy again despite what happened years ago, whatever happens, he will never leave Jongin and stay for as long as he lives.
@❂ KWON HYUK Jongin smiles a little hearing Dean was trying to cheer him up even though it was not helping since this pain he have been having it was since it was 18 year old. He needed someone to talk to he needed someone to let out his pain which it was was building it up inside of him. He sighed softly as he looks down for second before speaking. " I-it was when i was 18 years old that was when i was vampire and umm my friends wanted revenge but i did not know my parents were going to be involve and t-they are dead because of me it was my fault... i-i could have stops my friends but i did not i was just standing there watching" He mumbles as he looks up in the sky as he never felt this relief before but he also felt himself crying for it.
"yeah it is umm i was planning to sell it and get a new one in the city since this house is really far from anyone i guess but i do not know yet." Jongin mumbles as looks at his house which it was old but still intact which in the end he will sell it since he have never been in his house for a while which he tried to cover his sudden reaction and quickly smiles a little. Jongin looks at Dean when he felt him squeezing his hand.
"W-well we do not have to you know umm i barely go here anyways which in the end i am going to sell it and yeah i do not know what i am going to do with it but i guess we can make it better" He mumbles as he tried to be happy or trying to sound amuse but in the end he knows he failed since he was never that kind of person that will like to sound happy or even have emotions which that he needs to change and also trying to change his attitude.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Hearing that Jongin actually had to say something, Dean smiled softly and snuggled close to the older male as he wraps an arm around him. "That's okay. I can understand anything as long as it is about you." The younger one said and his eyes immediately moved up to Jongin's face upon hearing that he didn't have any choice.
"Seriously? How? Wait. . . is. . . is this your old house? Like. . . the house where your parents left you?" Dean asks, realizing by now that Jongin probably won't have to build another and he has all the reason to actually go back. Looking at the house, now he understands why it actually looks so sad, as if the house is alive and it is telling him how it feels. Heaving out a deep breath, he squeezed gently the hand that is around his shoulder and smiled.
"Well, if that is the same house, we can just change a few things to make it more happy. Like, clean it up and stuff. I'm great at that so don't worry about it, love~" Dean beamed, feeling all giddy and excited. It's been a while since he felt this alive. He looks forward to making the house beautiful and making Jongin's life happier from now on.
Jongin did not feel bad that people though bad about him which it was normal and honestly he have been through worse which soon or later Dean will find out about it and will not like the aftermath which he was not sure how tell him. He smiles softly as he heard the word cute coming out from Dean's lips. "Your going to make me smile like crazy" He smiles as he felt his cheeks burn up a little before fading away quickly. "Look i have something to tell you which i do not know how to say it or even i do not know how your going to react it which you will not like"
He looks at his house which he closes his eyes for second as he was getting flashback when he was 10 years old he could see himself being alone in this house without any parents or anyone to help him live which it was the worse soon his flashback ended when he felt Dean moving closer to him he smiles softly as he wraps one arms around him making sure he was safe enough. "ugh not really honestly i did not have any choice for it.." He mumbles as he really was not sure what else to say since opening to Dean was enough for him.
@✙ KIM JONGIN [] SLR ;;
As Jongin affirmed that he too knows how people react to him with these kinds of first impression, Dean felt bad that the older male had to go through everything alone. For his case, he had parents until recently but Jongin was left alone by his own parents since he was ten years old. Puffing his cheeks out slightly, he was almost taken aback by the soft kiss on his forehead but he replied with a soft smile. "Cute~" He grinned softly and looked ahead.
Seeing the house nearing, Dean knew that it is Jongin's house by the looks of it. It's simple and big enough for the two of them. Curiously looking at their soon to be home, Dean looked around. "Seems like you don't have any neighbors. You chose this specifically, right? It had to be that or you just didn't have any choice and chose this house." Dean softly said, moving closer to Jongin since the place is already dark and he has this handicap when his surrounding is dark; he really can't see well.
@❂ KWON HYUK Jongin was seeing from distance his house which it was not use for a while he though to himself that his house will probably have dust or anything which soon or later he needs to make a changing in the house. He quickly looked up in the sky seeing a full moon which it was good sign for the vampire but not for the human which it means he have to take care of his lover.
"well now you will. I will protect you" He smiles as he leans over as he kisses Dean in the forehead which that made him go crazy from the inside since now his life is going to change and now he won't be the evil vampire that everyone was naming him or they say behind his back which he does not care.
"I though so that is what everyone keep saying about the vampires well actually it was mostly me. I am cold hearted vampire that have no feeling towards human. Well that is good that your though about me is changing." He chuckles as he agree what Dean was saying about him which it made him smile since that is though is changing soon. He looks ahead again seeing the house in the corner. "It's not far. It's right down the street." He says as he looks around them since he does not like having people follow them or know he have a house.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Dean knew that Jongin isn't really used to what he is used to but he hopes that eventually, things will change or if not, it's also fine by him. He loved Jongin for who he was and being himself is one of the things that he would want to remain. Smiling softly at the older male's words, Dean looked up at him and swayed their hands gently as they near the latter's place.
"Neither will I. This is the first time someone actually stood for me and loved me like this." The younger male honestly admitted and chuckled softly at how the vampire seems to be contemplating on what to do after Dean kissed the back of his hand.
"First impression? Well. . . it wasn't really good, considering that I remember how you glared at me when first got here but as the week progressed when I first got here and actually met you in class, I knew then that you were not as bad as they painted you. I honestly would watch you at times in class and observe you and for me, you're just as good as anyone and it is proven now." The latter smiled softly then looked around as he's not sure where Jongin's place might me. "Are we there yet, love?" He asked, eyes back up on the vampire as he smiles lovingly at him.
Jongin sighed softly since he have never open up to someone for a while since he was not that type of persons that like to tell his story about his parents which honestly from the inside he know he does not care about them anymore. He felt Dean's hand squeezing with his as he looks a him.
"Dean you already make me happy since day one.. And I won't forget this" He smiles softly as he bites his lower lip looking awa a few second like he said before he was not use to being kiss in the hand or been doing lovely stuff with someone but he know he will have to change soon. Meaning he will look over Dean and he already know he Made a promise to himself.
Jongin honesty feels better now since he finally told someone about his story which he needed relief since he enrolled in this academy. He finally have human friend or better say his lover which that made his heart beat go crazy since he never though to himself that he will fall in love with someone. "Dean.. I have question.. What did you think about me when you first met me?"
@✙ KIM JONGIN [] SLR ;; Had to deal with things at univ. *gives a basket full of chocolates*
No one would really imagine that Jongin had this side to him but seeing it now firsthand, Dean can't help but promise himself to bring out more of this, because not only does it make Jongin feel at ease, he really does look adorable and cute in Dean's eyes, making him fall deeper for him. Smiling softly upon the older male's approval of the endearment, Dean squeezed the latter's hand as he opened up about his own parents.
"So that's why. I guess if ever they are here and see you now, they will be happy but if not, I'll make sure to make you happy. I will always stay by your side from now on. . ." Dean trailed off, lifted Jongin's hand that's also holding his and kissed the back of it and continued. "And I will cherish you more than anyone else. I'll try my best to protect you too with all that I can despite me being small." He chuckled softly.
Needless to say, Dean knows that he found his perfect match through Jongin. They are now both alone in this cruel world and they know by far how it is to be left alone and surely, they will never abandon one another. As for him, he will ensure that everything is going to be good for Jongin. He's been healed long ago when he lost his parents, it is now his turn to heal someone and make Jongin happy at all cost.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Brian smiled a Jongin started to join in on his singing. "That was nice, we should sing together more often." Brian chuckled a bit before moving towards the other. He was holding Jongins hands and pulled him up to stand with him. "Come one, let's have some fun." Brian lead Jongin backstage and smiled as he walked past all of the music and theatre supplies the academy had. After a moment he turned to the other and grinned. "I'm hungry, want to go in a hunting trip?" Jongin was given a curious stare as Brian waited for a reply.
@✙ BRIAN KANG (it's all good! it happen to me it got buried too)
Jongin nods as Brian was right Demi was one of the greatest singer out there as he loves to sing her song none stop which he barely tells people that he loves american singer since people barely know her or they will make fun of them. "She is which that is why i loved her. I guess i am going to follow her footstep" He listen to Brian sing as he loves that song so much that he end up singing along which he hopes that Brian does not mind about it which he ignored it that Brian stop sing and he kept singing after a while.
Jongin smiles as he was relief now from telling Dean why he saved him and everything. Now he feels a lot better even though he feels uneasy sometimes since this is the first he loved someone he might not know how to react but for sure it's going to be in good way. He looks Dean. "Aye your going to make me blush none stop" He chuckles a little.
"Yeah that's fine. I just have to get use to it that's all" he nods as he knows in his past his parents never love him he grow up alone knowing to himself not to love anyone. Which now it slowly it's fading away because of Dean. He looks a head as he knows he will change a lot because of Dean. He will start loving human again which hopefully they won't end in bad term.
He sighed as he heard the word parent before closing his eyes for second trying to think how to tell him the truth but he knows he have to tell him sooner than later. "I never had parents or better say at age of 10 my parents left alone in the house that we are going. So since then I grew up alone which that's why at first when you met me I am cold hearted and honestly later on I made first with they turn up to be vampire and I promise to myself I won't hurt my parents when I'm vampire so that's why I enrolled to this academy. That's also why I am use to compliments or even you calling me love. " Jongin say as he felt a bit hurt about telling Dean about his parents and leaving him alone when he was little.
@✙ KIM JONGIN [] My apologies for the very late reply ; ^ ;
Getting a clearer picture of how they are now together and why Jongin saved him just had Dean smiling softly. Seeing the older male also blush because of his own words had him chuckling softly, reaching up since Jongin's taller, Dean placed a peck on his cheek. "Cute. . ." He grinned softly and looked ahead now.
"You're always welcome. . . love? Is that okay for an endearment or is it too much for you?" He asked first, watching by now how Jongin will react to it because by far with what he noticed, Jongin's a shy one despite him being the stronger one between them. He blushes easily and really has a soft spot for him, that Dean enjoys seeing since he feels loved more than ever.
"So. . . how did you end up in this academy? Did you parents enroll you or something?" The younger male asked yet again, quite curious to know more about the latter male. Even if things between them are now sure, they are still pretty much unaware of each others stories and life and that's where Dean wanted to start; to get to know Jongin more and understand him as well.
Brian nods his head as the other spoke. He was happy that Jongin was comfortable enough to sing in front of him and seemed fine about doing so. "That's good, she has some really good songs. She's great at inspiring people." A nod and short chuckle was given after he spoke. After a moment of silence he gasped in realization and cleared his throat. He gave a smile to Jongin. "People fall in love in mysterious ways, maybe just a touch of a hand. Well me I fall in love with you every single day, and I just want to tell you I am." He stopped singing after a while. He had remembered he promised to sing too so he wanted to keep it.
@❂ KWON HYUK "This actually caught out guard for everyone since they were not excepting me the vampire going out with you a human. Which my hate against human are slowly going away " Jongin chuckles as he looks at Dean which it was true since he was going to hang out with the human side he promises himself to stop hating on them.
Jongin looks ahead of him thinking about what the other male told him about that night. He honestly didn't know why he saved Dean's life but thinking about it.. it quickly came to his mind that he had a thing for him when he first came to school. "I know that you know I hated your kind but honestly here I had a thing for you since when you came to school. It might be the worse answer but it's true"
Jongin blushes a little as the other male told him that he had pretty eyes which he never like compliments but when it comes down to Dean it all changed. He smiles as he nods. "Well thank you i guess sorry I'm not use to someone giving me compliment. "
@✙ KIM JONGIN Dean knows for a fact that it will take him a while to get used to the attention that is on them right now and he plans to just ignore others unless otherwise someone comes up to him and tell him off about it but so far, seeing how Jongin comforts him is enough for Dean already. Smiling softly as the latter takes his hand, Dean felt instantly better about it and just walks out of the cafeteria without being wary of the others.
"I can't imagine what would have happened to me if you were not there that night, I mean, I probably could have died then and there but I am curious of one thing. Why save me?" Dean asked. It has been bothering him ever since and knowing Jongin's hate for his kind, Dean find it a bit odd that Jongin went out all of his way to save him.
Then moving his hand and having their fingers entwined, Dean looked up at Jongin, eyes on him and as if he's trying to memorize his face, taking in all of what he could. "You know, I'm not sure if you are aware of this but, you have a pair of pretty eyes. I really like them." Dean smiled brightly up at the older male, swinging their hands gently as they head towards Jongin's house.
@❂ KWON HYUK Jongin smiles in the kiss as he knew he caught Dean off guard since that's what he did to me also. He closes his eyes enjoying these moment with him since he never thought he could find someone to be with. He heard people talking about them or gasping surprisingly since they know who he was. They knew he hated human but not Dean.
He looks back at Dean which he smiles softly as he looks around seeing everyone minding their own business. "Honestly that's true. Well you were really lucky I was there to enjoy the party. But anyways there you go confession from me" He chuckles as he watched Dean changing his attitude quickly knowing that people were looking at him.
"Yes let's go. I can see it " Jongin laughs as he stood up looking everyone around seeing people looking at them which he ignores them as he looks down Dean seeing how shy he was. He jokingly ruffles his hair as he holds Dean's hand putting him in front of him.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Scrunching his nose as he smile then let out a small chuckle at Jongin's dumbfounded look the second he pecked his lips, Dean knew that he's with the right person and he's going to be cherished like no other had done for him. Smiling softly, Dean's about to snap Jongin back to reality when he then heard the latter speak. "Something for me? What is i---" The younger male's words were stopped halfway through when Jongin leaned in and kissed him fully on his lips.
His eyes widened at the action but seconds passed, his tensed body relaxed and Dean closed his eyes to cherish the moment of his first kiss. Feeling his cheeks heat up and blush profusely yet again, he gently pulled an inch away to breathe and look at Jongin in the eyes. "I never would have thought I'd find you in this school. Glad thing I became nosy that night." He chuckled and pecked Jongin's lips before fully pulling away, feeling shy that everyone seems to watch them.
"Uhmm. . . can we go now? I can only stand up until to some extent when people watch me. I kind of feel uncomfortable and really shy now. . ." Dean honestly stated as he already wanted to hide behind Jongin and just bury his face on his back or much better, his chest, since he's small and he would fit perfectly in the latter's arms since he's way taller.
Jongin looks at Dean seeing how he was getting when he mention they want his blood. He sighed softly as he needs to stop saying stuff that will make the other male worried about his life which he know nothing will happen to him since they are mostly going after him since he was the one that cost all of this which he knew they are going to kill him for Dean.
He smiles softly as he know suggesting his house to Dean was the only choice he have when it comes down to save his life or anything that was bugging him which he does not use the house that much since he enjoy being here with his friends but now his going to have to use it and also he needs to go buy some food since there is nothing in the house which his making mental note for later since he knows that Dean will be hungry.
Jongin looks at Dean after he finally confess to him which ti was building up inside him since they day where he dropped Dean off to his apartment which since then he could not get him off his head. He wishes all this problem would have been over since they both can be calm when they both will be walking together but that does not going to happen so now they have to get use it with people looking at them awkwardly or disgusted since they never seen Vampire going out with human.
Jongin smiles softly as he nods answering Dean question as he was nervous or confused a little. " I do i know i confess in the wrong time which it but i needed to let it out before anyone take you.." He chew on his lips hoping the other male was fine with it but thinking about it he wasn't sure but suddenly he felt Dean's lips on his as he could not react about it fast he was blankly staring at Dean which that made him snap for his thoughts quickly. "y-yea but i have something for you" He smirks as he places his hands on Dean's cheek leaning closer as he slowly kisses Dean on his lips ignoring everything around him.
Hearing that Jongin's friends may really want his blood, it made him shiver at the thought. He heard that others are driven by blood lust and they empty a human body until they die and other humans are so entranced by the feeding that they offer themselves. He's not sure whether which one is much more scary but either of the two, Dean doesn't want any of those.
Upon hearing Jongin spoke again and this time even secure him a place to go to if ever he feels scared for a reason or if he feels threatened, Dean felt at peace. He never had anyone to support him. It had always been him and him alone, even when his parents were alive, he had this tendency to keep things to himself but seeing Jongin actually offer him this help, it is something that Dean cherishes.
The second Jongin finished his words, the younger male's body froze, his eyes fixed on Jongin's face to see if it will shed even a tad of mischievousness to tell that it is only a joke but seconds had passed and he didn't budge. Blinking and letting it sink unto him, Dean bit his bottom lip and felt his cheeks heat up. Never in his life did he expect that someone would actually like him at this level. It took him so off guard that he didn't know what to say.
Biting his bottom lip, Dean cleared his mind and felt that rapid beating of his heart. "Uhmm, no, nothing is really weird about that but. . . you. . . like me? Really? I mean. . . you do?" He trailed off, broken words spill from his lips and Dean finally got down to assess all the reactions he has the second he met Jongin. Smiling softly, Dean then leans close and pecks Jongin's lips. "I guess that's much of an answer?" He grinned softly, cheeks still crimson red from Jongin's confession, not caring of the gasps he just heard from the students nor the looks they are giving them.
@❂ KWON HYUK Jongin smirks softly as his called so friends walked away from him which he knows now that the leader will be coming to him personally which now he will get ready. He sighed softly as he sat back down laying his head against the table feeling annoyed to get followed around just because he was hanging out with Dean which for him he did not care since there was actually someone that really cared about him and he will keep it that way no matter what other people think about it.
"Yeah it was well let me say something i guess they really want your blood that bad which i do not want anything to happen to you. Your like one of the best human i met" He smiles as he breathes heavily wanting to confess something to him which he will do it now. "Yeah we can stop there first. Well if you need to place to hide or want to calm yourself down my house will be open alright. You do not have to ask me just go there and do whatever; Anyways Dean i have something to tell you... It might be weird since i am vampire but I-i like you"
Jongin stops singing after the other male figure it ou who the singer was when he was singing the song which that made him happy since there is not a lot people that know Demi which he did not care honestly but it was nice that someone knows. He nods as he smiles even more when someone say he voice was amazing which again he really does not like singing infront of people or even their friends. That is why he loves singing alone when no one is around. "Yeah that is right! well now you know! She really inspired me a lot being singing which that is why i am here i guess but i cannot wait to go back to it again!" He nods.
@✙ KIM JONGIN Brian felt happy knowing he'd be able to get sing with Jongin. He was the first of his clan he had met at the school and didn't want to have tension between them. He pushed away the thoughts as Jongin prepared himself to sing. The embarrassed look on his face made Brian chuckle. "Alright, I'll try my best!" He listened carefully as the other started to sing. He wasn't expecting his voice to that good but he was proved wrong. His voice fit the song and it had Brian pausing for a moment to take it in. "Was that...Demi Lovato? I did not take you for one that would like American music! That was nice though, you have an amazing voice." He gave the other a genuine smile to let hum know he wasn't lying. Hr had enjoyed the mini performance and made a mental note to get another.
@✙ BRIAN KANG "No problem!" He smiles softly as he chuckles afterwards thinking about the other Brian's was saying because he was true going against each other it will be the worse since they are from the same clan and honestly they should going to get along with each other really since they have been in bad situation before which he does not blame him . ""Well that will go for me also since i never hated anyone" He coughs a little before feeling embarrased a little since he was fan of American singer which i do not think anyone heard about her but why not. "Okay! Guess who this singer is and the song?" He mentally played the beat in his head as he start singing. "t's time for me to take it I'm the boss right now Not gonna fake it Not when you go down Cause this is my game And you better come to play"
@✙ KIM JONGIN "Thank you, I feel the same about you too." A light laugh left Brians lips as he started at the other. He raised his eyebrow slightly hearing his words and smiled before replying. "Hey, you're also lucky I don't hate you. It wouldn't be good if I did." The tone he used let Jongin know he was playing around. He genuinely liked the other now, his anger from before completely gone. Jongin clearing his throat and asking for a song made Brian smile wide. He hadn't met a lot of people who liked music at the school so this moment made him really happy. "Hmm, I'm not sure... what's your favorite song? How about singing that."
"It's okay at least your not that annoying like the humans" He laughs and shakes his head. "I am joking. Your actually nice and all which my hate against you is gone which your lucking about that" He smiles as he looks down for few seconds before breathing heavily and clears his throats. "Alright give me a song"
@KIM JONGIN "Yea, I'm sorry. I get a little nosey sometimes." Brian chuckled and scratched his head while giving an apologetic look. He didn't want to pry into the others feelings. He was just naturally curious. Brian grinned and leaned in expectantly, looking at Jongin with happy eyes. "It's okay! I don't judge, especially when it comes to music." He nodded to let the other know he meant what he said. "I'll sing for you too.." he whispered the next part hoping it'll give Jongin some confidence.
@✙ BRIAN KANG "Can we not talk about it? I really do not go this deep about the humans" He sighed softly before sitting up looking at Brian. He smiles a little shy since no one told him to sing for them which Jongin fund it weird but why not do it. "I am going to be nervous a little. Never sang infront of someone before"
@KIM JONGIN "Is it for a specialist reason or do you just bot lije them at all?" Brian tilted his head curiously at Jongin. He found it interesting that he wasn't fond of humans in any way. Hearing that they had a few things in common made a bright smile come to Brians face. "You like to sing too? Will you sing for me, please.." Brian had moved so he was sitting up and able to look at Jongins face clearly. He was glad that they had a lot of things in common, he felt they could get along nicely.
minseok will be taking his leave, It's not fair for me to remain here only to not respond when I say I will, thank you to everyone who attempted to rp with me.... perhaps see you in a future rp