↳ Barton Springs

@§ Nam Joohyuk *the expectation of the rough behavior is a lingering feeling i look forward to, yet the copacetic feeling of lasciviousness is the unexpected beat to the pit of my gut, igniting a single flame i did not know exists in the center of this cloudy conscience. and that's why they burn, the texture of the soft thin layers of lips blaze with heat. a fever upon them only i can feel. i stare at you, heaviness of my gaze set upon your face, not quite minding the slight rudeness your last movement held- perhaps the arousal it brought is enough to set a red curtain over it.* thats quite an interesting question Joohyuk, because i honestly think i am. *perhaps the same reason why i dare to reach once more, i dare to let the rough pads of on the tips of my fingers to release your wrists and find home against your waist and with a single swift movement- omit the remaining air that dared to come in between us just to swallow the words that were on the tip of your tongue, ready to burst out- or at least that's what i imagined. my knuckles hold the lovely shade of white from pressure yet they open up and loosen like a gentle flower when i reach forward to take a soft, firm hold of your cheek. a loud bang against my rib cage as i let my body collide harshly into yours and let my lips once more swallow in the chunky flesh of yours i barely could taste. what am i doing- the question is kept in the darkest pit of the abyss of desire planted into my soul, cause at the moment i simply want the taste of your lips that holds darkness between them upon my own.*

@℣ Lee Soohyuk /drinking in the sense of success, it hadn't dawned upon me that within the next few seconds- the bricks of triumph would soon tumble down with a single grasp of a wrist, finding myself flummoxed as chestnut hued spheres search yours in haste, trying to decipher the most eminent emotions, for the words that slipped past your brims made little to no sense- perhaps it was the scattered senses- the tingling sensation circling the skin of my wrist, right under the grip of your touch, or the seemingly cold obsidian orbs that melted itself into my mind and delicately carved out its own space of being- the inability to process, to decipher; to react--- that is, until the abrupt act of pillowed brims pressed sinfully against my own caused a blast of sensations, all thoughts left to wilt and wither away whilst the essence of pure foulness salaciously weaved itself into the strings of fate; mind a-haze as seashell coated lips mindlessly part under the pressure of yours- pearly whites harshly sinking into your upper brim as lissome fingers weave into your onyx, wet locks, a few droplets running into the crevices of my knuckles before overflowing into thin streams down the length of my arm, claiming a cruel grip to tug your head back, forcing a few inches back between our faces/ Soohyuk....Are you out of your ing mind?

@§ Nam Joohyuk /the distraction of the soft petals might have been enough to not predict your next move fast enough, at least not till the splashes of water had soaked through the thin fabrics of my clothes. a few seconds of delay and the tall body emerges from beneath the water, shirt soaked, sticking to the painted muscles, dark lines drawn perfectly, each curve sculpted to perfection as the rough pads of my digits make ways in between the now wet locks, pushing their dark shadows out from my forehead. my skin glisten under the hot touch of the sun, a lazy smirk laid on the corner of my lips with a expression filled with amusement. perhaps its the silliness of your action calling such an expression upon my face; but i dont find any irritation towards your behavior, instead i find the act rather pleasant- something rather cute which highly conflicts with what i could possibly expect of you. my eyes follows your figure, hands pressed on the wet edges of the pool to pull the tall body up, allowing the heavy drops of water to leave a trail behind me as i disappear from the sight, steps fast enough to reach out, hand curling tightly around your wrist to tug you back, to force your pretty face towards mine* true, i also feel like if you have the chance to release your anger, i should too. *one more step, an abuse of the personal space once more but this time, i lack the hesitation i had before, cause soon enough i let the sharp edges of my lips to cover your own- the lips lacking the need to tease, its the urge to take, over powering every sense*

@℣ Lee Soohyuk /the curve painting itself onto the corners of your lips has me both intrigued and baffled, a hint of confusion seeping into my thoughts as i ponder over pulling away, only the feel your slim digits curl around the edge of my chin, a soft sneer leaving my lips at the idle contact- eyebrows knitting together in clear distaste, though not budging in the slightest/ even if i told you i was disgusted by things of that nature, it probably wouldn't matter. as for releasing my anger... /the lingering of your breath against the surface on my brims distract me, unconsciously slipping the reddened tip of my wet muscle out to glide along the velvety flesh of my lower brim, unknowingly tasting the faintest fraction of your essence; humming at the mere thought, deft digits find themselves curling into the fabric of your shirt, resting my hands just along the sides of your waist as i move in; the silvery sheen on my lips reflecting the sun's wrath in the most beautiful of glints, now pressing against the plumpness of your upper lip, dwelling in the mocked chasteness of it all...right before my hands press into the sides of your torso, abruptly pushing you into the pool beside us/ thanks for your advice. i guess i should release my anger more often. /the taunting tone of my voice slathers over as i raise myself onto my feet, stretching my legs out a bit before turning away without sparing you another glance/ and since you're so worried about the pool, i'll go take your spot in the gym.

@§ Nam Joohyuk *there is the sudden anticipation of what kind of words will flow out of your lips, but the sudden movement of your head filling in the space in between us only leaves my mind a bit...startled, though there is no reaction to be shown. the twisted dark gaze filled up with the hidden desires that conceal themselves perfectly stare right into the deep ocean of your irises, and i will myself not to look down at the source of fresh breath tickling the lines of the parted lips of mine. there is a soothing smile that tugs on each corner of my lips, curling them up- the facial expression highly conflicting with the rough appearance i offer, but of course there is the mischief that flickers in the dark abyss of my gaze for just a mere second before my hand daringly reaches up, fingers taking comfort underneath your chin to take the soft edges in a tight grip- a hold to keep you in place, almost daring you to move away* so mean Joohyuk, i preferred a CPR, unless you are really that disgusted by that kind of thing *one knee hits the ground, face leveling with you with my head leaning to the side, my own breath wrapping around yours only bits away from mine and i let my thumb release your chin just to let the rough pad of the single digit to lightly leave a soft caress open the bottom pink softness of your lip, head only closing in with the lack of shame of being infront of the raw, judging eyes of people. there is no care to be found within me, there had never been when selfishness had already over powered* so hateful...you should release some of that anger...you might hurt yourself.

@℣ Lee Soohyuk /blunt nails sink into the soft flesh of my palms, jaw tightening in the slightest at your words as i take a moment to ground myself before thinking back to your words- inwardly thanking the heavens that you were of a higher position, for my fist would have loved to embed itself into the apple of your throat by now/ Well now you do, so why don't you go back? As you can see, no one's drowning. /the mumble is low, yet firm as my eyes flicker about, only to halt when the warmth of your breath ballets along the edges of my ear, a faint shiver reluctantly crawling down the base of my spine, wishing i wasn't cornered along the edge of the pool so i could step away/ If you were drowning.../the words trail off, lingering among the the sounds of water fleeting onto the dry pavement as i idly tilt my head to face the source of all discontent, you. the plump lining of my lips stay a mere inch away from yours, parting in the slightest to let a trickle of minty air kiss your lower brim, umber spheres drinking in the obsidian orbs before them/ I'd pretend to faint.

@§ Nam Joohyuk I dont know, has anyone drowned yet? you tell me. /a soft chuckle rumbles from deep within my chest, the natural glare in the dark gaze falling onto your back before i dare to lean down effortlessly, the lean body sitting right behind the expanses of muscles of your -a frame i had the thought of crushing beneath me before- but that thought needs to stay tightly closed in the chains and locks of my brain, refusing to ever be uttered due to the amount of pride oozing off of my personality- sometimes too much, but caring never invited itself in my written dictionary.* i did not know you owned this spot, cause i am very...very...comfortable in my current position *daringly, my breath leaves a light caress against your ear, leaving my words to echo in you with a small whisper, the urge to tease you more and step on each nerve to see your angry expression is yet to die down inside of me* tell me Joohyuk, what if i was the one drowning? hmm? *the impossibility in that kind of situation is given, but it had never been known since i had never swam before your eyes, though the curiousness to know your reply stays within me*

@Lee Soohyuk /the gossamer hues of the cerulean water frolics to bend under the movements of others, small flickers of light flickering to reflect the sun's wrath. a small bead of sweat delicately trickles down the curved juncture of my neck and seeps into the shear fabric of my shirt, umber spheres fixated on the many people dipping into the coolness of the ever faltering waves. they lap over the ankles of my feet as i stay sitting at the edge, leaning my lithe frame back on the flat palms of my hands; whole being pleasantly relaxed- that is, until the treacherous tone of your voice breaks into the once amiable atmosphere and nestles into the caves of my ear; seashell pink brims pursing into a thin line as i keep my eyes on the water, not giving you even a glance of acknowledgement/ Hm, ask yourself these questions; Do you see anyone drowning? Has anyone drowned? If not, please go back to your previous position.

@Nam Joohyuk *perhaps another normal day for me, yet my eyes were casted down towards the waves of dark blue; just a small reflection of the dark ground and the the constant splash of water along with the failed attempts of swimming in the midst of the large pool. a shake of my head follows, fingers tapping against the railingas i lean on the tiles of the cold wall. tight, sleeveless black fabric hugs the pieces of muscle decorated beneath. exhale of soft pants and sweat rolls off my forehead from the intense work out session. my fingers reach up, spreading in between the darkness of the sweaty locks falling over the glistening forehead before a crooked smirk tugs on the right corner of my lips upon the arrival my dark irises on your figure, one who is too familiar and one that tickles the senses of curiosity- whether its a good or bad; i have left for later to think about. but its bad enough to allow me to push my body off the white tiles and step a bit closer to the figure grabbing a bit of my attention, perhaps a bit too much for such a day* just standing there as always? gonna let people drown Joohyuk? i sometimes doubt the fact that you are a life guard. *and even if the people are only splashing around in a very unnecessary and messy manner; i only make the matter big to press on the corners of your button, just to watch the change of expression on your face. maybe its something i had picked up after standing and watching the life ooze out of the people i kill. bad habit, but i can not find it in me to care*