The Game Room

@⏳Luhan [H] [between classes not in classes : P I’m a good student so I don’t do what everyone else does~ but I’m just bad in general at concentrating when I have school that day is what I mean stops me from writing better English : )
Yeahp~ it definitely depends on the person because my own logic is different. I don’t know who I’m like but I just know in general, once ppl are hurt, they’re inclined to shrink into themselves and start backing away. If I’ve hurt the person, I wouldn’t want them to shrink away from me and weaken our relationship without me being able to do nothing to stop it. To me, that doesn’t make sense. So I’d make sure everything’s clear to them before I’d let them decide if I’m still a friend or foe since I don’t want it to be awkward either by allowing them to shrink into themselves and trying to rekindle something a long time later /nods/ so! We’re ironically very different in our approach but both can be harmful or beneficial depending on the specific situation~ : )
Yes mom~ I know that which is why I always fall asleep or pass out even if I want to work just a bit more~ : ) and ur fine~ I dun think it’s grammar but just a typo which a lot of ppl could make so ur fine~ /pats/ and ur right! Everyone has different tastes and is different for a reason~ ah you don’t like clinic as much as zoos and open areas? Interesting...well! I can guarantee since ur major’s specific enough, you’ll get to do exactly what you want in the end-you know, after all the beginner experience of course. Sorry to hear ur sis struggling but I think ur parents should learn that children will not want what they want-not even if u change their gender /nods/
Worse bc school of course smh XP
Yes it was~ Oh really? I didn’t know that. So I guess that means humans are fated to rely on each other ey? : P thanks for offering to talk~ if something happens and I remember u asking to talk, I’ll come over : P
Yah don’t apologize for cursing!~ /pats/ go ahead. I just wanted to point it out : P
Yes! I’ll find a way to give you a lead-in but it’ll most likely be in the BTS dorm : ) ]

@⏳Jung Hoseok [Ahaha, don’t worry man. Happens to everyone. Yet! I’m fighting with myself to not scold you for using the phone while in classes! Man!! I know almost everyone does it, yet! You need to focus /side eyes you/. Ps: I didn’t even notice the English. xD
I think it depends on the person. I mean, I usually act just like Luhan in RL so maybe it influences too. I always think that if someone is hurt because of you, it’s better you stay away, for a moment, in order to not hurt the people again because let’s be Frank when it’s like that the probability of you doing something again is way too high. No? Yes, the other can get even more hurt but I think it ends up helping a bit. Sometimes. Just my opinion.
/high fives back o u o / Ahaha, schedules. And school. I really hope you are sleeping accordingly to what you should. (?) Because to use your brain you do have to rest it up as well. Yes /facepalms/ Learn how to get a car ready to be painted xD Blame my awesome grammar. Now that you say that, yes, it sounds like something you will be doing in the future. But, then again, no one is or likes the same things. If I could do something that would make me go from side to side- like being a veto f wild animals, go to zoos, protected áreas and such xD—I would be hella happy. But, the possibility of ending inside a clinic is huge /cries/ Not that I mind since all I want is work at what I’m majoring. My sister is still deciding but she surely doesn’t want to keep the fam’s business. That’s something she stated from the very beginning. That’s why my parents are like: we should have a boy, a mechanic one so he would keep it.
Got worst? Something happened?:/
Was it? My, At least I was able to help with something, I guess? But yeah, most f us are good with advice but actually applying them to us? Not happening. You’re not the only one xD If you need to talk, I’m here 
Oh, sorry (?) SOmetimes it happens xD
THEN WE HAVE TO START!!!]

@⏳Luhan [H] [Just a disclaimer before I begin: sorry, my English was messy the last round bc I wrote most of it between class so my main goal was just getting the ideas down even if they weren’t polished : P yep! So now I’ve said that, let’s continue!
Mmm...that’s one thing that doesn’t make sense but it might be a personality thing. You don’t step away after hoseok tells you what happened. To me, that’s running away from your problems. But maybe that’s just me; I know everyone’s not the same for sure : )
Lol! If u wanna think of it like that! /high fives you/ XD but most of them that are in the opposite time zone are East Asian and sometimes european. Even one from Portugal but he doesn’t have the same school type since he wants to do music. But yeah, most are East Asian tho now I don’t make as many gmt+ friends bc I have to sleep earlier. For my hella early classes XD you’d like to..? Learn is what you meant I’m guessing? : ) lol I think that’s the kinda job I’ll be doing but makes sense~ you seem like a very outgoing and active person : P oh okay, what does ur sis want to do tho? : ) the business or something else? If something else, how are ur parents taking it?
Yep, it’s done~ and yeah, I feel hella better. It was good timing too since personal life got worse right after it so guess how bad itd be if I let it go on? Yeahhh...bad real bad... tired as in sleepy or tired as in annoyed? Because if it’s the latter then hell yeah I did! XD

...that...was really good /claps for you/ thanks for the words. I say that to many people myself but I’m bad at giving myself good advice. I still was pretty much a fire breathing dragon, for lack of a better analogy, so imma keep it toned down : P thanks for the encouragement tho. Really appreciate it : )
Oooh you curse! Funny, I didn’t expect it but don’t worry, even if I don’t curse, doesn’t mean I dislike if others do : P but sounds good! See you then! : D /happy to announce he said okay/ ]

@⏳Jung Hoseok [It's only normal and understandable and that's why Luhan thought it would be better to step away, not wanting to, in a way, bring that sadness- hurt back into Hosie's life. So, let's see how it goes...
For real? I'm special then since I'm the only one. O yeah c: /grins, bumping fists in the air/ Yet, strange. From where are your friends, man?XD;;Ahah, no. Animals are what I achieve but only after finishing my degree, till then...cars. I actually asked my father to teach me how to prepare a car to get painted and how to paint as well. It's something that I would like fo- there-. No, it isn't hard but it makes you stay sit all day watching and writing numbers and codes and blah. I don't like it. I like to move, drive. Whatever, just not being in front of a pc during all day. I mean, it would be different if watching a movie or roleplaying, not doing that. And kind of? They wanted me or my sister to take their business.
Guess it's done now, right? And if you feel better with it, then...it's good, I guess?:) He understood it too. You really got tired xD

Hey, you can't blame yourself for who you are. Just embrace it. And think like that: if someone doesn't accept it, the bluntness, then they shouldn't even be considered friends or even acquaintances. We need to learn to accept everyone.
So, we have a deal. Just let me know when it will start so I can bring Lu's there :)]

@⏳Luhan [H] [you did? *_* I’m sorry. If I read it, I don’t remember XP but yes! I definitely agree! It’s not completely luhan’s fault either. Hoseok’s just always put Luhan on this pedal stool that he can be the guy he can talk to so he just thought the guy would understand him /nods avidly/ it’s a lot of disillusionment and the realization that Luhan’s no different than any other person-which should be normal but in Hoseok’s situation, because he just confessed something so near and dear to peasant Hoseok’s heart, it hurt him as well : )
Yehp! That’s what I keep telling myself but still. It’s ironic to see it’s pretty much the /exact/ opposite. Even friends opposite of my time zone aren’t completely opposite as you : P cars~ for some odd reason, I thought it’d be an animal place but that makes sense~ Oh! You hate paperwork more than washing the car. I guess the paperwork must be hard or something /nods/ question: does ur parents support you becoming a vet? : )
Great! I’m glad we got that outta the way because that’s my pet peeve-as you can tell : P
People aren’t what they seem to be. Always know that bruh. : ) I learned from my own experience but there’s a thing called favoritism. The result of favoritism is ending up replying only to your lover or people you’re interesting without notifying the other peeps that you don’t wanna rp (or maybe you’re scared to say you don’t wanna rp bc you’re bad at giving bad news). I try to avoid the results of favoritism by making sure I write all my replies before sending them or at least, write them all eventually. Then I’ll make sure to tell peeps right then and there (since I’m okay telling bad news; I’m naturally a blunt person) if I don’t wanna rp; chances are tho that I still wanna rp since I think it’s with time, that one can realize a good rp’s depth. Some people are impatient to wait until then but still don’t tell either way. Sorry, that ended up being a rant. The main point is through experience, I’ve learned the negatives of rp and try my best to avoid them : P

Lol definitely~ like I said, I try to be truthful without being too hurtful but sometimes I’m too blunt : P that’s how I made most of my enemies /nods avidly/
Yes! I was actually about to say that since chronologically, it makes since you know? : P so! I guess we can finish this ooc and continue over there yeahp? I finally asked the other so let’s hope it works! If it doesn’t, we can still continue it by ourselves /nods/ : ) ]

@⏳Jung Hoseok [ Oh man, I told you that I ended up understanding and the situation, Hoseok's reacting, was just normal, I came to that conclusion. But then again, It's not like it's luhan's fault too in not believe in that, completely. Since he never had any kind of past-life occupation/memory/flashback, whatever we call it xD
Ahaha. Again, I'm still surprised how things at our schools work so differently. but then again, it is just normal since we aren't from the same places, right. And my parents business is around fixing and selling cars. I usually got get the cars or bring them to the owners, wash or take care of paperwork, the last one being what I hate the most xD
Noted, don't worry. I'll if needed :)
I never noticed a thing /damn, so lightheaded/ And wasn't expecting Tda doing that because the rpyer is pretty accessible, I guess. Or I thought so. I won't say that I didn't get sad but I understand you and what the main point of being an admin if you can't take your decisions, right?

You are like the one who, slowly, brings us up again xD FUnny.
And I don't know, maybe we should end this part here and ow following the one on walls? What do you say? Makes sense? Or would you prefer if we keep with this one too? I was thinking that maybe keep the other since it will be their first encounter with everything? No?]

@⏳Luhan [H] [i decided to reread it now my mind is less tired and nah bruh~ I don’t think hoseok got it wrong. But remember, he had already gone through all this confusion, thinking it might be just a random thing. So once luhan said that again after hoseok confesses, he just stared because luhan hurt his own hope that luhan would understand him. He thought luhan would be his friend and believe him only to be hurt. You understand? : ) it’s a disillusion for hoseok that someone he loved and slays thought highly of was just like everyone else /nods/ lol I meant hard for you bruh~ /points you to our history/ congrats on getting to the end! I was getting to the beginning...ironically XD I forgot, what did u do with ur parents again? : )
Sounds good! I won’t expect too much~ tho I alrdy don’t : P all I just wanna know is if u still wanna rp. You tell me the truth, even if it’s bad, I won’t hold it against you bc ur telling me the truth : )
Yeah heh /rubs nape/ I can be really patient but once you ignore me and push me to that point, well there’s no reason to be patient anymore since I alrdy gave you so many chances in hope that things would get better. I disliked it. Seeing the person still in this rp. But now I deleted any opportunity of it. Yes, I’ll admit it’s petty too but /sighs/ now I’m not irritated/uncomfortable all the time in a dead rp so it was worth it~ I have to get over the petty part tho (wow, I’m turning into more of an unknowny /laughs lightly/ idk I tried my best to wave it off...but I just couldn’t for once...orz)

You’re fine! You got caught up in the moment~ it’s funny cause even daehyun did that and I kinda had to remind him~ : P
What time do you want our rp to be placed on? When luhan’s healed? When hoseok’s healed? What time would you want. That timing that you assumed it’d be placed on before I corrected you? Normally, I add stuff to help make our plot flow but I don’t know where you’d wanna stop in the timeline : ) ]

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/ah...of /course/ you’d leave again. He just smiles, ending up nodding at your words slightly before finally, we split ways. Once we had a safe and long distance where you couldn’t say it anymore, he basically spazz-danced, shivering lightly while flailing his arms/ ahhhh!~ so... /chuckles with soft pink ears as he looks like that inflatable person in car washing lots/ so awkward!~ /chuckle-laughs as he walks away/

/the months passed and if he was depressed then, he was pretty much suicidal now. He had his own problems going on that any thought of you was always overshadowed by the other person in his life. If you could call that guy an actual person...but it was all his fault anyways. He was the one who allowed it to happen and that’s why he wanted to run from it, run from the only friend he had at that time-which, even saying it out loud, sounded very contradictory/

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@⏳Jung Hoseok [I'll do as you said but I really think you got Lu's words and actions wrong. That's ok.
Hard? Really? but you are doing it, right? I finally had my last exam of the semester so will now enter in some kind of vacations. Yay o/ Will be working with my parents but will have more time to self.
And I told you if I didn't felt like roleplaying at all, I would tell you that. However, I get lost at living in the house. Will try to change it. No promises.
But three months leaving you hanging after saying yes? That's cruel...damn. And you really wait a lot, patient. :o

Oops, my bad /facepalms / I'm sorry. Ok. I'll follow...]


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Luhan wanted to say yes, that he would be there for the other. He wanted to be friends but, somehow, at the moment, it didn't feel right. Not because of him. But yes, because of Hoseok. He thought that the probability of making no good to the younger was big, knowing him. So, better keep his distance. And that was what he did, leaving the other that day with an "I'll go back to China. Maybe after that." before forcing a smile into his lips and wave his goodbye, walking out of the cafe.

And he was away. Away for a few weeks. The words shared by Hoseok on that meeting kept playing in his head during that time. And how of an he was with his reply to the male's confession, but it not like he could say something more. It wasn0t like he didn't believe in past lives or such but he didn't recall a thing. Not even a single moment of that. Strangely at it might sound. But he believes in the other.

He was back now. But he didn't know how to talk with the other male, so he kept his distance, always thinking it would be for the best like that.

@⏳Luhan [H] [you don't have to reply to any of this. It's just a lot of Hoseok reacting. Just reply to the stuff after the "----" please. (That way we can end this fast bc I'm getting uninterested in continuing an already dead past)]

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@⏳Luhan [H] [you don't have to reply to any of this. It's just a lot of Hoseok reacting. Just reply to the stuff after the "----" please. (That way we can end this fast bc I'm getting uninterested in continuing an already dead past) yep! And it definitely /is/ good to improve : P thanks for giving me and Hoseok those words : ) and man~ school as in, it was hella hard right? /pats u/ well! Now ur back and can relax! : D
yeah but you had a reason since luhan was recovering so needed to be away from rping her altogether. If you ignored me, but continued to rp with others, /that's/ when I'd get mad. Actually, that's kinda how the first person I blocked happened; I wanted a definite answer whether or not they wanted to rp (that's all I asked the first time it happened), they said yes they wanna but then they'd talk to someone else. That pattern kept repeating for more than 3 months and today I called it quits smh. I shouldntve taken that long but I hoped... and about the running away from problems, I don't consider it that. I think to really heal you need a combination of giving yourself space as well as confronting the problem-at least until ur ready to confront the problem : )

Also, the time lapse of this rp doesn't make sense. It's still summer so the jonghyun accident didn't happen /nods avidly bc that's why I really wanna end this rp/ I'll assume luhan says he feels like sh*t until you tell me what you want me to do : ) but don't worry, now you answered a lot alrdy, imma speed this up so we can get to present tense : P ]

/can tell you're very affected by the event with your ex but with how easy you waved it off, he realized exactly how distant we were/ Yep...aha /he chuckles nodding as he agrees to your comment about the idol life, not aware of the months later when a beloved sunbae would take their own life but just knowing in general, as an idol, it's hard. He plays with his straw until the food comes and asks how you were only to widen his eyes at your answer/ I'm sorry hyung. Here... /scoots close to your table to your side to hug you/ I get it...it's really hard.../chuckles nodding/ relationships don't go the way ya want em to an then it's cruel that we're stuck in that middle... /he says softly, referencing both of us/

/once the moment passes, and he's tried his best to comfort you, we're able to eat more or less merrily. That's when he decides to explain why he ignored you all this time. Maybe it'd give you at least more of a piece of mind than being preoccupied with an uncontrollable weakening relationship and an almost gone and untrustworthy, at that time, partner. He couldn't help but purse his lips when you don't remember, he just now spurting as many facts/ ya used to be a painter artist. I was a peasant /nods as he tightens his fists on his thighs. This was so difficult but looking up at you, despite how much he was embarssed by it, your denying reaction scarred him more. Chuckles as he stared to his thighs/ you're right. It's silly... but he knows exactly why he remembered it. Because peasant Hoseok had felt a one sided thing towards painter luhan. Despite the logic, It still hurt to see it written loud and clear. His memories were filled with more than he could tell or describe to you. The excruciating pain the younger Hoseok felt when you went away. The almost fate love that Hoseok felt when luhan had accidentally came back. The difficulty Hoseok had to accept his feelings were more than friendship the more the peasant had spent with luhan as well as the devastating reality Hoseok came to when he saw painter luhan had fell for someone else. But when you looked to him and said that excuse he knew for a fact you didn't believe him at all. He rooms a long pause speechless before forcing a chuckle while nodding/ you're right...it's got nothin to do with me now.... /but he couldn't help get annoyed. Are you serious?! Obviously, it can't only be just that. He had to first have feelings for you now to be able to justify his memory. In other words, we still had to get along really well for him to even remember a past. Luhan hyung! Lulu hyung! His heart softened at the latter nickname. If he was that boy who was still into you, you'd have tore a gash straight through his heart. But he's actually into someone else so what could've been a gash ended up being a perception bar shrinking down. They always said love is blind; he can see that clearly. But if this was your way of making it not affect you, he'll oblige. Exhaling a deep breath, he smiles nodding/ yeah...we'll try... /smiles trying to be as convincing as possible though his once strong perception of you had already wavered. Don't get him wrong, he enjoyed our jokes and he felt himself remember how well we got along with each other-which is why he felt it so easy to fall for you- but now that desire to keep on talking to you was tainted by the internal analysis he found out by just your simple comment.

@⏳Luhan [H] He doesn't try to find fault in people, but certain things can really tell stuff about a person. It's not unfixable, though. It'll just take a while. Not to mention, he doesn't want to leave you in your fragile time either so he pays for the meal, telling himself he'll try his best to be friends with a man who he at first enjoyed his company which now seems different. But you weren't right about one thing. The possibility about him wanting to be around you was large just because of the memories. It'll be later when you end up disappearing again that he has to wonder/
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I actually gotta go do schedules gain soon but when're ya free so we can talk as friends gain? /asks taking out phone though he had no idea that you'd not be able to make it. Again/

@⏳Jung Hoseok [So, you have also improved your writing skills? That's pretty good! Not that you were bad but improving is always a must. /nods head and thumbs up/ I'm glad he had been better, hopefully being even more by now, he deserves it. As for real life, thing let's say problems with family and school, but it's all good now. :)
Easy, for making you wait when I'm being active in other roleplay. But I'll know change that. /nods head
But running away from problems isn't always the best option, right? At least that what I've always been told. Better confront them. However, it's easier this way. ]


/as you mentioned my ex-boyfriend, not really mentioned but you got the point, I remain silent, simply giving it a light shrug to let it pass. It doesn't affect me anymore like it used, in special after knowing the reasons. They sure were good for all the past event. So, a smile is what forms on my lips at the end, once you talk about your singing tummy and idol's life/
I guess we just need to learn how to deal with it, no? /however, recalls the most recent events at Kpop's world and sighs sadly mumbling/ Unfortunately, it isn't possible for everyone../ shakes my head, pursing my lips for a brief moment before my eyes catch the glimpse of your smile. A wide one. It made me smile since, to be sincere, I'd miss that simple act of yours. At least this one seemed genuine and that was a relief. My left eyebrow is arched upon your repeated question. I chuckle before replying.
If it had been a month ago I would say like . But currently? I'm fine. I mean, the recent news obviously bring sadness but, apart from that, I'm good.

/having my plate almost empty, have to be sincere- was starving as well, your words bring my gaze up, meeting yours, as i grew serious. That's it. It's now. Whatever might have happened, I will know and hopefully solve everything out. I hear you with full attention till the very end, the only chance on my posture is my eyes- round and big, and mouth- dropping open.How could that be possible? Why didn't I recall nothing? Nothing at all. But you, on the other hand, seem to recall everything and be serious, even when it seems you were under the effect of some drug or something. Knowing you, it wasn't possible. Rubbing my chin, I eye you, taking in everything.
So, past life, a wolf.../mumbles, gaze falling on the table before being torn back to you, with a frown/ Unless you actually want me to run away, I'll. If you allow me to stay and give us a chance to start our friendship again, even with everything you just told me, even if we're friends already before. Unfortunately, I don't recall it. I don't know but I don't. /maybe something bad had happened that time/ Also, I'm sorry for hurting you...now I understand why you kept yourself away from me...but maybe, just maybe, you got all mixed up because of that past you talk about?/wonders, more to myself, bitting on my bottom tier. Then, takes the box with the chocolates, opens it and leans it towards you /What do you say...let's start again?/asks. Ok, it might sound cheesy and the possibility of you wantign to be around me sure is small but i'm willign to try and, hopefully, restart a friendship.

@⏳Luhan [H] [welcome back! While you were gone, I learned how to paraphrase stuff more so hope it helps : ) but yeah, he's been better- not the best rn yeah of course, tho /points to above/ now I'm better at it. But what's happened in rl? Or should we save it for pm? : )
Nah, I can't be mad at you; why would I be anyways?
Yep! That's why you always see me leaving the rp every time Hoseok's not in the best mood. It's better for your health so you can heal /pats u/ : )
Oh, the link doesn't work anymore. Damn... welp, I forgot what the outfit was but I guess it doesn't matter in the scheme of things. I'm gonna quickly get this overwith since time past, anyways : ) /thumbs you up/ warning. Very long reply ahead. Tho you don't need to reply to much when you do : ) ]

That's good, that's good... /he hums with a gentle nod as he sits down across from you/ especially, since the last time I saw ya, you guys were together.... /he said, trying not to mention the name to be respectful of your feelings as he smiled lightly/ yeah... /he nods with a knowing smile before we decided on our food as his tummy grumbles, chucking/ ey don't blame me! The life o' a idol is tough... /chuckles nodding before leaning forward and nodding at your decision, giving you a wider grin. It felt great to smile after all the , and yes to him it's , he's been through/ I like it! /he called for the waitress and ordered. Once the food arrived, he picked up his fork/ so...tell me. How've ya /really/ been?
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/after the meals almost finished, he sighed/ okay, ya probably wanted to know why I invited ya out, right? /chuckles knowing this was hard to take in/ it sounds crazy but we've met..../nods/ in a past life... /looks up at you, expecting shock as he chuckles/ yeah, I didn't believe it either but I had visions every time we talked. We were goin on wild adventures...rescuin marshmellow princesses. Hyung, ya even had a wolf pet. Name? Uh /racks his brain/ somethin cold soundin... but yeah, I ran away cause o' the feelings I had every time we'd talk /smiles sadly/ I don't know why but I wanted to be more than a friend to ya. Was so scared I jus ran away. Why'd I feel like that? /chuckles/ kept asking these questions. Till I finally accepted I had feelins for you. An you were with Shannon at that time, so what'd I do? /shrugs/ I ran away. Tried to avoid it so 'could heal by myself. It worked out /smiles/ I fell for someone else, finally /smiles sadly/ that I can't have...but yeah! That's it. /exhales/ ya can now now walk away from crazy me /chuckles sarcastically/

@⏳Jung Hoseok [Finally doing this one. I'm so sorry! How is Hoseok? Been better? I hope so...
Ahaha, just keep being like that. At least you let it all out in your long replies. That's good ;) Like I once said: just write as much as you want. I do the same, even if lately I'm not really in the mood to talk but, let's say, real-life problems. Yeah.
Are you mad at me? I won't blame you if yes, promise!
As for the Shannon thing, both me and Lu are finally out of it. Guess the answer was really staying away, right? Funny...
PS: I CAN'T SEE THE OUTFIT Xd]

There they were, sitting right in front of each other after so much time away and without talking to each other. Why? Luhan wasn't still sure or near it, but he believed that it would change after this encounter. If there was a thing he was good at was to analyze others and yes, he could perfectly see that Hoseok wasn't good, at least, not at his best. And that worried him even more. His face kept closed, eyebrows frowning as he tried to read the younger out.
I've been fine. As much as possible.
/he replied, his eyes still lingering on the male ahead before falling towards the box he was holding, mouth dropping open. Not he felt ashamed, ashamed of bringing nothing with him. Not that he knew why Hoseok had something for him. So, reaching his hand out, the male took the box, thanking the other in the process with a soft smile lingering on his lips.
There was no need. We will share after the meal, arasso?
/informed, his smile growing in a blink of an eye before he simply nods. Even if Luhan wanted to know everything behind the 'disappearing' out of sight, he didn't want to force the younger. So, he decided to wait and once the other was able to talk, he would listen.
Great! I'm starving! I will w-what?
/he stopped midway after hearing the male's words, starting to laugh softly~
Are you that hungry, man?
/asked, eyeing the other with a brow arched before he reached over and pointed towards one specific item at the menu
What about this one? I heard the beef fills up half of the plate!

@⏳Luhan [yes! Since I wrote hella too much for that ooc room reply, imma try~ I just at simplifying Bc it cuts out my personality of rambling (which is the true me btw XD) so it always feels like I'm not being myself when I try and this internal conflict keeps me from easily simplifying stuff XP ur right! I do understand you : P nope~ didn't get it wrong~ it definitely is /pats amused/ XD
Ohhh! Sorry, there's a lot of ways to use the case so I thought you meant a box kinda case but okay, sounds good~ /thumbs you up/ I'll let you put it behind you : ) hmm that's right, it's really hard to guess his intentions. Maybe he's busy with life or something else but if I were you, I'd just resolve that he's still unfair for not telling you and leaving. End it at that. Right when he decided to leave without telling you is the point you should just not care to think about it anymore. Of course, I know that's easier said than done but that's the truth of the matter that I can tell you as a person looking into your situation /nods/ : ) oh okay...hey, as long as u really wanna put the events behind us, we can do that : ) /pats your back softly/ I'm here tho alright? : ) also, I completely forgot what I had hoseok buy at the store! XD orz /should've noted it down at least bowrair. Now I have to improvise smh.../ ]

/as he sat down, he took a quick glance at you. You looked just as great as ever. Maybe lost a bit weight but still just as handsome as before/ 's fine as a idol could... /chuckles a bit forcefully through his joke/ you? /let's you respond before he pulls something out of his bag/ got ya somethin... /takes out and hands you a chocolate box before his lips widen a bit though it was slightly forcefully. He's trying to seem happy to get this meeting to feel lightheartedly casual, but the past day's happenings still weighed on him a bit. His fingers let go of the box, though, and he relaxes a bit with an exhale as he thinks about his actions towards you regretfully, his tone more gentle/ sorry for ignorin ya for so long. I'll explain later. Right now, let's get somethin in our stomaches yeah? /chuckles pulling up the menu, wanting to casually do this meeting. But if you seriously wanted to know because you were really worried, he'll tell you. He just thinks it'll be awkward to tell you earlier and then you won't have the opportunity to leave- since we still have to eat anyways so he'd confess it and then we'd still have to sit here together/ 'm starvin! Do ya think there's a meal big 'nough for five guys in 'ere? /he laughs jokingly as he scans the menu for some prospective choices of food before eyeing at the beef options with a hum/

[i forgot to give you an outfit description! It's this:
https://pbs.twimg.com/media/DB4yiMXVYAAjlU9.jpg
And this is the box:
http://www.addictiveconfections.com/Photos/Product/D47T5991.jpg ]

@⏳Jung Hoseok [We can try and simplify for a start and then see how it goes?XD But I totally get you with the long replies xD I even end up getting frustrated because I can't reply to it on time T.T ;; and no need to thank me. You understand me too. So, we are fine ;) /laughs and high5 you back, this time didn't get it wrong, right?XD/ It's a good word.
/laughs/ Ok, I went to verify it on google translate and it seems like I used the correct word but hey, we can never trust that translator. xD But I meant, the whole Shannon situation. That's it, a case (no?)
But, recalling the times he was around, I think our role play wasn't that boring and that he actually was enjoying. Plus, he didn't left only me behind so...maybe the whole muse thing you once talked about? /sighs/ I wished everyone would think like you and simply say that. At least you wouldn't stay here, thinking about what could be the ing reason, /sorry/ Anyways, let's just forget this. Luhan is trying to. ]


/you hung up and he stayed there, looking at the phone, in his mind a mix of things running, himself trying to think what was the reason for the meetup but, mostly, why you sounded so sad, heartbroken. With a sigh, he decided to simply wait for the day that was yet to come, by staying at home doing nothing more than making a Marvel marathon: his favorite kind of movies.
/the day after, strangely he woke up pretty earlier in the morning, anxious being what to blame. At the scheduled hour, he walked to the address sent the other day, himself being the first so ended up picking up the table, choosing one at the corner, away from the window. who knows who could be watching, right? His fingertips were tapping the wooden table's top, anxiety growing even more. So, at the moment you walked through the door, his hand was already in the air, waving at you.
No, not much. How are you?
/he asks, still holding a worried tone. Don't blame him, after yesterday it was difficult to not be. As he waited for an answer, the waitress bring two menu's cards, giving one to each of us

@⏳Luhan [ikr?! XD but I know that if we do, we won't ever get to it-or I won't since long replies take a whole lot longer during school year and I don't think we both want that : P thanks for understanding bruh~ and maybe lol! oh damn! XD eyyy! You just made a word! /high fives amused/
/pats/ it's cool if you don't enjoy it~ it was difficult for me till I just let go so ur okay~ what cases? You hiding something? XD I know but I still feel sorry. I told you about my own waiting tho so I hope that helped. I mean, you have to be close with the person to really understand what they're thinking. And even if you're close enough, people hate telling others bad news so it's a hard thing to just say I wanna quit rping with you. I can say it myself tho bc I know what it's like to wait w/out answers so I don't want others to be treated like that either. That and just leaving w/out any answer is considered rude in my book so I don't do it /nods avidly/
hmm I have no idea~ lemme first read it XD /bc I reply from top to bottom XP/ sounds good! I was planning to skip to it anyways~ : P ]

yeah 'ts fine.... I'll text ya /Gripping at the phone, he hung up, feeling even more fragile as he texted the location of the barbeque place. He doesn't deserve any kind of consolation after what he did to you so he wouldn't ask for it and will just tell you what he didn't get to tell you when his schedule relaxed enough for him to take a vacation. still, he thinks just a friend next to him will help all this pain quell down. A coward move. Eventually, tomorrow comes and he exhales walking out of the building. His disposition was better than the previous day of his breakdown as he bowed at the store owner and made his way to the food place. He scans the place for you before grinning and waving once as he walks closer/ hey! Did ya wait long? /he grins walking to the table with his bag and then setting it down as he sits down to situate himself/

@⏳Jung Hoseok [We seriously need to gather all the OCC talk in one place xD No problem with the confusion. I'm a confused person myself so it's just understandable ;) Does that means that now with school we are going back to be sloths together?:o I don't mind that! Bring the slothness back o/ Yes, I just made a word. Deal with that :b
Ok, will see and see if it fits my taste. And, for the images, seems pretty funny to watch xD Hope my brain can keep up with it, the story. I still think I prefer the old ones. Blame my generation here and what I was used too :b
I'll just place these case behind my back and no need for sorries. You did nothing to be sorry about silly /pats your head and smiles/Thank you.
Yes! Let's keep going! One thing: should we jump to the meeting after my post?]


/the worry only grows when he hears the sniff and small sob, in his heart feeling a sting. It always pained him seeing those that are somehow important or close to him, in pain. It made him forget his own worries and pain, only wanting to devote his time to his friend in need. You really seemed to be in need of a shoulder and he would be there. At least for that. Hopefully, that time would be a moment of turn on his and your friendship, going back to how it was starting to be. Or was, in the old times.
What about barbecue?
/he suggested, hoping you would like it as well. By these time, the eldest was already up, feeding his cat some dry food and fresh water as he waited for your answer, being anxious, somehow, with what could tomorrow bring.

@⏳Luhan [oh! Ohhhhhh! I get it now~ sorry for the confusion bruh : ) it's nice to know rping is part of ur alone time tho : P for me, it can be either partially part of it or not-depending on how busy I get and mood : P
what?! You havent? Yessss! Give it a peak! : D it was one of the cartoons that brought about popularity for cartoon network again a couple of years back : ) but the first time I watched an episode, I had no clue what was happening bc my generation brain had to get used to the art style and approach to story : ) oh so just a Shannon thing. Welp I mean, if he's not that close to u, then ur right. We can't do anything but move on. I'm sorry /pats u/
nice idea! But...idk if hoseok can do that before everything. Let's hold onto it till I let Hoseok finish his talking, yeah? : ) ]

/at your word tone of growing suspiciousness of his mannerisms, he feels both hurt as well as happy that he could hear such caring words yet again. He sniffs a big one to be able to talk as he says softly through the phone with a softened chuckle as he gripped the telephone close for support/ I am, jus goin through a lot right now- /and this is where he asked whether you'd be interested in hanging out when you arrive. His reddish eyes ended up widening though as the little sob slips out- more for his relief he doesn't have to wait so long/ I do. I have....schedule until tomorrow evenin. /he swallows, trying to talk as clearly as possible despite his blurry voice/ What food do ya wanna get? We can...meet there....? /is referring to the food place we could meet/

@⏳Jung Hoseok [Eh? EH? Sorry, my bad. When I said alone time was like referring to do things I actually appreciate like cycling, role playing and not having to help my parents at business but hey! We can't have all that we want xD Not alone time. Geez, no!
I never heard about that cartoon before, should I give it a peek? Is it good? Na! All good with Dae. just the fact Shannon left without a word, that's what hurts me. He might have his reasons but it still hurts a bit /shrugs/ Well, there's nothing I can do about that, right?
Let's just make these two have some great time together, I think Lu is actually up for some paintball xD]


/he kept silent at the other side of the line, wanting to hear or catch anything that could actually show how you were feeling, like if he wanted to make sure that your words actually matched what your current state. And then he heard, the little sniffle, causing him to wake up completely, his form adopting a sitting position in the bed/ You don't sound fine../he mumbled through the phone, eyebrows frowning, obviously worried so it took him no time to agree with your following words, his head automatically moving up and down, forgetting you weren't able to see it so he coughed and talk / I'm back already, arrived last night. So yes, if you really want to meet, I'm up for it /he said, provocating the 'really want' slowly, wanting to be sure of it.

@⏳Luhan [no no! I didn't think you were mad~ I was just saying since u were confused what adventure time was /nods/ and dun worry~ /pats/ I'm patient anyways~ but bro, if u deleted ur characters, does it mean ur staying with this one? : D /would be happy Bc Hobi needs a friend/ but wait, you want alone time? *_* I'm sorry if I'm inconveniencing you with my replies bro /pats/ u can go ahead and have alone time u know~ : ) it's a great show~ cartoon /coughs Bc told u I was still a kid/ XD sounds great!- oh... Shannon right? /pats/ or daehyun? : ) I'm sorry bro but don't worry! Hoseok's heartbroken so they can both comfort one another~ /nods avidly/ : D u actually came wayy right on time tho, it shocked me : ) ]

/when you answer, he quickly pauses the movie, relief filling his already stressed and tired heart. Your voice was a breath of fresh air from the hellish reality he had been dealing with when you were gone. No one to talk to, not even ol' man. It seemed like he was living on a different schedule than everyone else was. Sadly, that schedule will become busy in a month, though, but that didn't stop the relief from washing over him at that familiar voice/ hey hyung... /smiles softly when all you do about is ask him if everything's alright, that making him tear up as he sniffs. Wow. It's been so long since he's had any real pure care/ yeah yeah... /exhales/ I'm fine, don't worry... /chuckles as his voice melodically breathes over the phone/ uhm Hyung, I heard you're comin back soon an...I was callin to see if ya wanted to hang out? If you're not busy course... /smiles wanting to get into this topic smoothly/

@⏳Jung Hoseok [Oh, I didn't get mad because I totally understand what you said and feel bad for making you wait, and the others as well. Already gave up from a few more caracthers and hope it will help with making time. Geez, hate having things to do and not be able to enjoy my alone time /flails/ Adventure time though...never heard about it. How was it?c: Ok, I'll wait for it then. Let's keep going. Ps: Luhan won't be in the best mood. Just wanting to warn you. He won't be rude though. You know, himself is going through a...some kind of heartbreak, eh /laughs embarrassed/ I'm sorry]

/the rest of the day was spent with Luhan cleaning the house while humming to some of the new hits, trying to keep his mind away from anything that seemed to bother him. It was around 10 PM when he fell asleep on the couch, Unicorn laying on top of his belly.
/next day, he reluctantly woke up at the sound of his phone's ringtone playing, a frustrated sigh breaking past his lips since he was still tired and all that he wanted was to sleep, if possible, for a day.
/However, when the ID of the called was relieved, he stood silent, eyeing the screen with confusion written all over his face. Why was he calling? Wasn't it supposed for them to not talk again? Strange. But, he decided to accept it, pulling the circle towards the green phone and bringing the electronic device to his ear
Hello? Hoseok? Is everything alright?
/he called, his voice showing surprise and a mix of worry and maybe some contentment from being able to talk with the male again

@⏳Luhan [H] [lol sorry, I meant it as a joke from a show called adventure time I really liked when I was a kid : ) /pats/ But no no, I totally get it and don't worry about ur replying history. Same! I'm glad too! : D I actually do have a plan but I'll let hoseok do this instead of me Bc he needs to reveal stuff you know in ooc that luhan doesn't know. Basically the reason he left /nods/ : ) ]

/eventually, he arrives at his own dorm, lugging his tired and hurt self through the room before he fell onto the bed with a flop. It doesn't take until a series of texts from his other best friend to finally pass out before doing yet the same cycle of events the next morning. Sighs until he decides to just call you-maybe schedule a time to meet if you were still busy-tapping your name and pressing call as it rings/

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@⏳Jung Hoseok [I love adventure! Let's go then c: xD
Really? Have something in mind or simply met again? And I'm sorry for the late reply but even when I think I would have more time after finals, it seems like I'm even more busy T.T But here I am, replying right now, hoping it isn't lame or that it actually leads them to anywhere. I'm glad Hosie is back again to talk with Lu. But, what happened? ]

/Dragging a medium size luggage, Luhan's lips stretched into a smile once the sight of his apartment came into the display. He had just arrived in Seoul from a month out in China devoted to recording for a new project. Letting Unicorn out of his little carrier, he placed the luggage down at the entry and went to inspect his house, humming softly to himself. It was when he reached the bedroom that a giraffe shaped pillow caught his attention, so he grabbed it. It had been a while since he last saw that guy, Hoseok, and he had to be sincere that he actually was being sincere when he said the other that he would like to become his friend, however, the other seemed to not want it and, in Luhan's mind, there was nothing he could do against it.

@⏳Luhan [H] [ /pats u Bc you made it easier for me to reply/
ADVENTURE TIMEEE! Lol jk, but I just had to XD
I meant it's actually time for hoseok to meet luhan again /nods/ of course, ur reply's later than I intended but better late than never right? Jk, I know u were busy working hard on them exams~ : P the irony is u responded right on time Bc hoseok really needs a friend /nods/ but I know ur on weekend break so respond whenever~ ]

/is in van to his dorm after the big news. Looks through the window at your place the van passed before sighing. No, he doesn't deserve any friends right now. But maybe that'll change in three days when he realizes he can't go at this heartbreak alone. For now, he'll just soil in his self-loathe though/

@⏳Jung Hoseok Jung Hoseok: [i dunno...my conscious brain is just thinking it'll be fun but who /knows/ what my unconscious brain means by it /nods/ either way! Doing riskier activities is fun Bc ur living on the edge so I'd support it for any chara~ /nods/ : P and guess what! I think it's time! Not sure tho but know it's close.../thumbs you up/ ]

[TIME FOR WHAT???]

@Kim Taehyung Okay, good to hear that.
I didn't really have much choice, I remember only 4 people were around at that time and one of them was in relationship or something so yeah..