the car drift down the road, out from the house, full of memories - both good and bad. she knows there is no turning back after this. she has to left everything behind tho it hurts her every single day. but the only thing to do right now is to leave and never come back. she has to leave those sweet memories - the way he hugged her, the way he kissed her, the way he took care of her, she has to leave all of that. no more remembering the pain she hold in her chest. let it all go because now, he is with someone new and he became somebody that she used to know.
"what are you hiding under that mask," he asked as he looks into her eyes - and he sees nothing. it's as if she doesn't have any heart nor soul. as if her heart just stop beating and her soul flew away leaving her body just like that. and without saying anythinh, she walks away, leaving him standing there dumbfounded. what he doesn't know is that her heart had flew away from her body the moment he flew away from her.
my days filled with regrets and tears after the day i figured out your stuffs that i kept. i don't have any appetite to eat and it's getting harder to sleep dau by day. i guess i missed you too much that it hurts me inside. i do wish you to come back to me.
today, i feel like cooking pasta. i dont know why but i feel like it. i'm not even hungry but i feel like cooking for two person. am i getting too sad until i feel like making myself fat? well, let's put that behind and just continue to cook.
the pasta is all done but as i was about to put it on plate, i heard someone knocking. turning off the stove, i got to the front door to see who is it. i turn the doorknob, revealing a man i've been missing and waiting for to come. he looks so good as always. i can't help myself to think if it's a dream or reality. but i know in that moment i'm not dreaming because you pull me into a tight hug and whispers.
'i love you too much that i can't live without you anymore'
it was windy that day and i feel so bored so i decided to clean the house and throw things that shouldn't be in the house no more. i mopped, i swept, i arrange pictures and my last activity is what i'm currently doing right now - taking a box from the store to throw what i don't need. it's strange to see there is a box that i've never seen before in the store room. either i don't remember or there are just lots and lots of boxes filled with trashes and my things. but it gets weirder when i saw the box i'm holding right now is sealed with duct tape. taking a scissor, i slid through the duct tape to unleash what's in the box. my eyes become wide and my jaw drop slightly. the boxes are full of our memories together. from the first time we met to the last time we saw each other. i pick up all the things inside it - pictures of us, your precious stuffs that you gave. can't believe i forgot i have all these memories of you. can't believe it had been a while since i last met you. i miss you. it all ends bcs of my own mistakes. i really miss you, really. i took a picture of us where you peck my cheeks while i smile at the camera. i love this moment a lot and i miss it so much. but i know, you won't look at me the way i look at you. yet i can't help myself but to be true to you. that is why we never met each other anymore. i wonder what you're doing. i wonder if you're sick or healthy. i wonder if you got yourself a new girl or not.
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plot where two celebrities THINK they're dating in secret but everybody already knows, including the fans, so they break up when they find out (it's just not as fun when it isn't a secret)
hirai momo. 1 month ago Reply
plot where three celebrities are in a polyamorous relationship, and it works out until two of them get caught in public
the third feels left out and starts making a mess of their own reputation
the other two feel awkward together bc of the third, but stay together bc true love of something
hirai momo. 1 month ago Reply
plot where two celebrities meet in rehab and become great friends or lovers, but then one of them relapses and things turn sour from there (really up to what you want to do)
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plot where celebrity becomes a talk show host who dishes on dirty secrets with the permission of the celebrities they talk about to boost their popularity or help them tarnish their careers (maybe a celeb wants out of the lifestyle, maybe they and other celebrities don't like a certain someone idk)
hirai momo. 1 month ago Reply
plot where idol groups get an unscripted reality show together to showcase idol interactions and lose soooo many fans because they're too nice, or not what the public was expecting
these groups can also gain a lot of fans from it, but that's not as fun
hirai momo. 1 month ago Reply
RANDOM IDEAS
::: your character has a bunch of secret sns accounts, and is even one of their own well-known antis (like, they have a blog where they pretty much talk about themself to earn their antis trust and learn from criticism or w/e). one of their friends or associates finds out about that and it can be something they bond or cry over.
::: two or more idols wish they could be in a group together and like to pretend they are during their free time, playing/creating music and all that jazz when they're together
::: an idol that gets a lot of criticism keeps having breakdown after breakdown over everything and they let themselves fall apart. someone else could try and make things better, or they can try and make things worse. idk just make it angsty.
::: two idols get involved in a dating scandal for the publicity, but end up hating each other's guts and getting exposed for the frauds they are.
::: an idol gets involved in some kind of scandal and has to deal with the aftermath. things can get bad then better, or they can get bad and then worse.
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plot where a celebrity ends up like jane the (artificially inseminated by doctor on accident)
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plot where two characters are in' around and doing drugs or something but something goes wrong and one of them stops breathing and they get rushed to the hospital and it's all over the news
they just barely make it and their career is damn near over but maybe their able to build it back up idk
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plot where an idol gets publicly outed by another idol for being an alcoholic, for being gay, for having a criminal past, or whatever BUT they only do it bc they're jealous or bc they wanted to teach the outted idol a lesson
they could also out the idol to help them confront their issues or something idk (like if they're an alcoholic, this might force them into rehab)