Sorry all for not being around for a while. I was sort of really sad for a long time. The whole thing with Jjong hit me hard and I’m just now coming back to the community. For a long time it was hard for me to even see this stuff without thinking about him and I still have trouble with it. He was my ultimate bias and someone I respected and loved deeply. I related to him and his struggles because I have my own. I saw my darkness and sadness reflected in him but he always made it seem like it was gonna be okay. To lose him, I felt lost and like maybe it wasn’t going to be alright. I didn’t want to bring that pain with me into anyone else so I worked through my grief and loss on my own. The last thing I wanted was to hurt anyone by carrying that sadness along into something that should give us all joy. I’m sorry for my absence, truly, but I didn’t feel right spewing my mess of feelings on you guys either.
son seungwan 3 minutes ago Reply
I have a friend who asked for a character to be added to join the RP a few hours ago but no one replied =/
Is there any admin around? orz