— senbin 〉

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k。ᴴ *feels a bit shy but smiles as I look at you, sniffs around and slowly explores a bit, wanting to know more about my new home. my tail is wagging at this point before I spot a grasshopper. my eyes are wide as I watch it jump around before I crouch down and begin to follow it, not really knowing I shouldn't wonder off on my own*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *walking out after closing the door behind us. My hand squeezes yours, a gentle smile on my lips basically able to feel your excitement bouncing off your body. Letting you shift first, I do so secondly shaking out my fur as well to let all of it fluff up. Chuckling when your little face rubs against my leg, I turn my head a stripe against your side affectionately*

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *feels excited that we are going to shift so I nod my head to you. holding onto your hand I walk with you outside and cant help but smile this point, feeling happy about it all. once we get outside, I quickly remove my clothes and put them off to the side before I shift. shaking out my fur, I watch you as you do the same before going to you and nuzzling against your leg, your scent feeling very calming to me*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *laughing as I hear your little arm flapping only to lean forward and take the peach into my mouth with a bite* Thank you my pumpkin. How sweet you are to share with momma. *sitting back, I wait until you are finished only to burst into laughter at your burp and leaning forward to pick you up out of the highchair* Momma's gonna wipe your hands off pumpkin. *takes a baby wipe out of the package from the table and begins to wipe at your face and hands wanting to get rid of the red stains from the strawberries* Okay, now how about we walk for a little while? I'm sure you are itching to run around. *placing you onto the ground, I take your little tiny hand into my own and lead you to the door* Momma will shift with you, okay munchkin? We can play catch that way.

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *eats the food happily, seeing you sitting there I hold up a piece of the peach, wanting to share. makes small noises, waving my hand around until you take it. feeling happy at this, I just go back to lightly kicking my feet and eating my food, only leaving a little when I am full. cant help but give a small burp, giggling a bit before reaching out and making grabby hands at you*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 Awe baby, don't worry momma will be right there with your food. *setting it down on the little table top I sit in the chair beside you with a goofy little smile on my face despite night being able to see you, I could still hear the little kissing noise* Thank you my little pumpkin. I hope you like it, momma loves to cook. So I'll make you all your favorite foods.

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *turns my head as I look to you, cant help but smile and nod before I put my juice down, wanting to have some for when I eat as well. watches as you prepare the food and feels my tummy rumble which makes me whine just a bit before I smile brightly as the food is brought to me. blows you a kiss as my thanks before I pick up my peaches and beginning to eat, really enjoying the soft sweet fruit*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 That feels better doesn't it baby? *chuckles at your obvious happiness at being changed and begins to cut up the peaches so that it is easier for you to eat before placing them in their respective containers after feeling through the cupboards. Then I begin to start on your sandwhich singing softly as I move about the room.* Hopefully papa and Ming come home soon, I miss them too baby. *I say quietly insinctively knowing what you are thinking about as you don't even make a sound*

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *seems to calm down when I am finally changed and feels better now that I am not so hot anymore. claps my hands a bit as I am picked up before making a small humming noise as I pick up the juice and slowly begin to sip it. listens to you before I now and watches you, tilting my head some as I smile a bit. looks around the big kitchen and wonders where my brother and papa are, wondering if they are out doing something together*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *grinning proudly when you listen to what I said with an acute intelligence that most kids your age would not have. Despite the shortcomings that we both may experience with our different disabilities we still manage to function like any normal parent and child even if it requires a bit more effort and planning.* Some day, momma will hopefully have his sight back, and then you won't have to worry about needing to communicate with momma like this. Momma will be able to see your beautiful chubby cheeks and that gorgeous little smile. *I say softly carrying you in my arms over to the changing table* I know pumpkin, most little ones sweat when they sleep I heard. It must be uncomfortable. Let us get you into a cute outfit. *Begins taking off your clothes to change you into a cute baby blue t-shirt and dark denim shorts overalls* There you go my baby. *carries you down the stairs to the kitchen* Here you are! *places you in your highchair and gives you a cup of strawberry banana juice to start off* I'll get your food prepared now lovie.

(Sorry for being so slow Tae. I am gonna respond to him. I just have a really bad fever)

☑ gяєєη zσηє.

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *thinks over what you said, thinking it sounds all good before I tap my hand once and I smile at you. is glad that I have a way to talk with you when others have usually just tried to guess with me. snuggles against you happily though I feel a tad hot so I pull at my clothes, whining softly when it doesnt want to come off*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *tilting my head down when I feel you rustling against my chest. Despite not being able to see your adorable reaction I feel your hand against my chest a grin coming to my lips* Hmm, do you want some strawberries, peaches, and a little sandwich baby? If yes tap your hand against me once, if no, tap against me twice okay bay?

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *after about an hour I slowly start to wake, moving about a bit before my eyes focused on you and I couldn't help but give a soft smile at this point. nuzzling you a bit, I yawn before sitting up just as my little tummy rubbled making me pout. I hold out my hand to you, hoping you remember this means I usually want a snack to eat*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 Momma is so happy that you get to sleep when you are with me. It makes me so happy to see my little boy in peace. *I whisper softly rocking us gently in the chair as I hold you, your skin getting warmer as you sleep humming to you softly*

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *snuggles more at this point, yawning a little while going back to on my thumb. my free hand holding tightly to your shirt as I feel my body relax. its not much longer until I begin to drift off to sleep, my body sagging in your arms as I make small noises, ever so often kicking my legs but otherwise sleeps without having a nightmare*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *although you don't respond I take your silence as confirmation to my question. Feeling your hands up in the air I can't help my chuckle as I pick you up, holding you close to my chest* So baby, momma is going to try and come up with a system for us to communicate with one another, okay? For now you can rest. *Heading over to the chair I sit down, wrapping a blanket around you as I hold you tightly in my arms*

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *doesnt fuss as you lay me down and lifts my arms up so you can change me before I seem to yawn again. when I am changed I slowly sit up and rub my eyes a bit as I feel like I could pass out at any second before pointing to the chair. holds up my arms to you, making small grabby hands to be lifted up. when I am, I lean my head against your shoulder and quickly began to my thumb, my eyes already closing*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *kissing your head gently at your lack of response, I carry you inwards before closing the door and toeing off my shoes. Hearing your yawn I carry you to your room wishing I could show you the rest of our home but also wanting you to get your nap in* After nap time momma will give you a tour. I think though, for nap time my baby should be in something more comfortable. *I coo quietly before putting you on the change table and grabbing a pair of pj's shorts and a little tanktop* I love you my snuggle bug, now let's gets you changed. *pulls your outfit off, maneuvering easier with more practice. Lifting the tanktop up, I ask for you to hold your arms up before putting it on you and then your shorts* want to sit in the rocking chair with me baby?

@ᵇ hyunbin☪k *looks around with curious eyes before seeming to nod slightly at you. is qu.iet as I rest against you, wondering where you were these past few days and why papa has disappeared to. rubs my eyes a bit, letting out a small yawn before looking up at you with sleepy eyes, still having not had my nap for the day*

@♡ ᵒ bogum⌘p。 *carrying you in my arms, I make my way through the front door a wide smile over my lips.* Welcome home baby boy, I hope that you love it here with momma and papa. Momma picked out a very special room for you and one for your brother. I'll take good care of you and be the best momma I can possibly be. *I whisper to you, my hand smoothing over your back as I hold you close*

.....

Stumbles in and lands on the bed with a groan, standing up afterwards to head towards the cabinet, pulling out the bottle of whiskey before downing it gulp by gulp.

@hyunbin k。 [ DONE ]

@sen m。 I thought it was kind of cute, so you don't need to apologize Sennie.
*Hair tickling some of the skin visible of the other's stomach as Hyunbin nuzzled. Amusement and happiness were painted on his features the sound of your laughter music to his ears knowing that he managed to make you happy.*
Well, as you suggested, we're definitely going to learn how to make it together. *lifting his head, eyes wide in amazement Hyunbin sat up accidentally knocking his head against your shoulder. With a groan of shock Hyunbin rubbed at his forehead before holding the other's shoulder* I love meat. I know that sounds ridiculous but I feel like each meal unless it is dessert deserves to have meat. I like steak, pork chops, sausages but especially ribs. Do you eat them with honey garlic sauce sometimes? It is so good with a stirfry.
No hypothetical cavities are allowed.
*biting his lip nervously when you press down he puffs his cheeks out* You do that and I might pee myself from the pressure against my bladder. *He warns but goes still on the bed when you growl, stomach clenching in arousal wondering if tickles were supposed to be this fun. Shivering beneath the other when his nose nudges his ear Hyunbin tried hard to gather his strength* I don't think height has anything to do with holding one down. You're ripped compared to me.

@hyunbin k。 You didn't specify so I misunderstood, sorry for misunderstanding either way.
*bursts out into laughter upon the weight descending on his torso, yet finding comfort in the way it provided him warmth, and he never felt more at home than with you right next to him, a feat only you managed to do, there was a boyish grin surfacing upon his features the moment he heard your statement, proud of masking that side of him from you until they were truly woven in terms of their interaction*
Aglio Olio is --- a recipe for spaghetti --- we should try making that someday! I haven't tried making it before, but I certainly do love eating it. And meat, lots of, lots of meat. Ribs --- everything.
I get cavities from you being sweet to me alone, so don't worry about ruining my teeth any further.
*raises an eyebrow at the way you retorted, pressing down harder on your stomach while he shifts his weight slightly so half of his body would be leaning against yours, giving you a growl of warning as he leans in to gently peck the area right below the lobe of your ear, nudging the tip of his nose against it right after*
Tickle me back? Suuuuuure, if you can hold me down, that is. You're tall, but --- not tall enough.

@sen m。 I didn't mean it like that *snorts a bit* I meant like keep me grounded, the same as anchored. *laughing hard I turn to my side to hug your waist* although I love the thought of hearing you laugh with me. I love when you get playful. I feel like I got my first real glimpse of that side of you today. It made me excited.
Well, I would love to teach you. I promise to be patient. What is it that you want to learn to make the most love? And what is Aglio Olio? I can always look up a recipe and learn to make it for you. *smiling happily I wiggle a bit in happiness* I love me some spaghetti.
I worry that I might feed you too many sweets and you'll get cavities.
*stomach muscles shifting and tensing when I realize that you're getting closer. Using my elbows to lift my upper body up I raise a brow at you* Are you gonna tickle me mister? Just know, I can tickle you right back. I am sure that I'll win this battle.

@hyunbin k。 I'm not your parent, I wouldn't ground you --- probably just laugh with you and then become as childish as you, I'm a er for playtime.
I can't bake --- maybe you can teach me sometime. Another dish I like a lot is Aglio Olio, do you know how to make that too? I love eating spaghetti.
I'm pretty sure I will love the things you make and they sound delicious indeed!
*he turns his body to orientate it to face you instead, gently laying the palm of his hand against your stomach while the other wiggles itself mid-air, letting out a chuckle while he raises an eyebrow*
Tickles. I'm sure you love it, all the little pups do.

@sen m。 I'm sure that you'll ground me from being too childish.
*grinning widely, he nods with absolute excitement* I'm great at baking. We can cook together, and I can bake a lot because I have a huge sweet tooth. Our house will always smell good, that's for sure.
Darling, I'm sure that it will be delicious! For the rest of my life, that sounds appealing even if I didn't like it which I'm saying I doubt will happen!
*whining quietly when his leg is trapped beneath yours, he attempts to wiggle his way out from under it*
Why? I know that you like it. *turns his head to blink at you in shock* Tickles?