— playground。

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *smile and scooted closer, patting seungho head gently*
You will get better soon. And you have to rest and not worrying about anything. That way, you'll get better faster.
*smile*
And don't worry, it's okay. You are not a bother, sweetie. So, stop frowning like that. You and minnie are never a bother for me. You two are my precious.

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *smile and scooted closer, patting seungho head gently*
You will get better soon. And you have to rest and not worrying about anything. That way, you'll get better faster.
*smile*
And don't worry, it's okay. You are not a bother, sweetie. So, stop frowning like that. You and minnie are never a bother for me. You two are my precious.

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *cant help but tear up at this point as I nod my head*
I will get better hyung, I will
*waves at hyung before laying on the cot bed and looks to appa, smiling softly*
how long will I be sick appa?
I cant come to school while I am sick can I?
*cant help but frown at the thought of being a bother to you*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *Just sit in the corner and watch you two interact with a small smile etched on my face. Opting not to interrupt and just observing quietly*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 Hey.. you don't have to thank me for being nice to you or being your best friend
*lightly pokes at his cheek and gives him a sweet smile*
Thank /you/ for being /my/ best friend Seungho.
You just focus on getting better so we can continue to play and have fun together, okay?
That's the only thing that is important

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *breathes out a bit as I get the mask back on, whining softly at this*
I will be good hyung I promise
I will rest so dont worry
*reaches out and gives your hand a small squeeze*
thank you hyung...
thank you for always being nice and being my bestfriend
*cant help but smile happily at you*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 I'll try to be quick so you don't have to wait long, okay, Seungho?
*gently his hair*
You stay here and be a good boy for your appa, okay?
*hears Seungho cough and wheeze and carries him over to the little bed.
puts the oxygen mask back on him*
Lay down and relax while I'm gone, okay? I won't be long.
Just try to rest, okay?

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *cant help but smile happily at this point before I nod*
I can promise hyung, thank you
*smiles softly though I feel really tired at this point*
*looks over to appa and smiles softly before looking to hyung*
you can get your things, I will stay here with appa okay?
*smiles a bit before I begin to cough and wheeze a little at this point*
*turns my head away as I begin to cough again, the tight feeling my chest returning once more*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *shaking my head at how stubborn jooheon is but decided to not saying anything*
*patting seungho head*
Appa gonna call your pediatrician.
*turn around and walking out of the clinic to call seungho pediatrician*
Ah, hey. I'm sorry but could you make home visit for me? It's seungho. Ah, really? We will be home in one hour. Okay. See you there. And thanks.
*close the phone and went back inside*
We will going home in 30 minutes. You can prepare what you need jooheon.

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *lets out a soft sigh, decidedly giving in to the request, only because it came from Seungho.
speaks quietly, gently smoothing down Seungho's hair*
Hyung will come stay with you for the night and tuck you for bed, okay? Hyung will stay with you until you feel better and will help take care of you, okay, Seungie?
I don't want you to be sad anymore. But if I stay, you can't run around or jump or do anything like that when you play-- you have to rest so your body can heal and you can feel better.
Can you promise me that you'll do that?

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *smile and ruffles your hair*
Of course, sweetie. That's what I've been trying to tell your hyung.
*looking pointedly at jooheon though still talking to seungho*
Your hyung will come with us and he will tuck you to bed and sleepover. I will call your pediatrician to check you at home. And making you something to eat.

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *snuggles into hyung and rests my head down as I look at my appa*
okay appa...only wanted to make sure
*smiles gently as I seem to feel a tad better though I still feel very hot at this point*
*even feels a bit hungry though I dont know what to eat*
*yawns a little and just closes my eyes some, breathing through my mask as my lungs dont feel on fire no more*
hyung...appa...I feel so tired but I dont want to stay here
*opens my eyes and looks to hyung then turning to appa*
appa...can hyung come and tuck me in at home?

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *still a bit irritated*
For the love of god, jooheon, you're not bothering anyone. That's why I told you to talk about it, about what's been bothering you. And I'm doing it for seungho well being.
*sigh and pinch the bridge of my nose and let out a deep breath*
Appa isn't mad, seunggie, sweetie.
*looking at jooheon*
I want you to stay and help me with seunggie.

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 With all due respect, Sunggyu, I don't have a problem. No, that is a lie. I do have one, but it is a problem on my end and not on yours. I am the one that interpreted your actions took them as belittling. It isn't on you, that is on me. Your focus needn't be on my and my hurt ego. Nor should my focus be on it. It should only be on Seungho and his well-being and right now, he needs to be taken to his pediatrician.
*looks down as I hear Seungho's voice and immediately softens*
Seungho--
*lifts him up and holds him close*
Nothing anyone says or does is going to make me not like you or want to spend time with you. I love you, little one. Hyung just got his feelings hurt and also was scared. That's all. I just want you to be happy and healthy, little monkey.
Please don't cry or be upset. I don't want to be a bother to your appa either

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *looks heartbroken when hyung says he wont stay the night with me*
hyung...
*cant help but tear up at this point, wondering if I did something wrong*
*whines softly as I feel the kiss and watch you go before I look to my appa*
*is a bit surprised and I whine as I go over and reach for you, pulling on your hand lightly*
appa dont get mad at hyung, he wont like me anymore and wont to be around me
its okay if he doesn't want to, I can see him at the day care appa!
*a few tears fall down my cheek at this point but I quickly wipe them away*
*tries to act as brave as I can despite how sad I feel*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *sighing and pinching my nose bridge slightly knowing that I make jooheon upset; feeling slightly irritated*
*turn toward jooheon and speak in kind of annoyed voice*
You know what. I don't know what's your problem is, but I'm willing to make a compromise with you. But if you are like this, I won't know what to do to appease both side. Can't you cooperate a bit with me? for seungho? I know you love him just as much as he loves you. He want you to be with him and I'm willing to let you have it. But it won't happen if you keep reject my offering. And I don't know what to do anymore. And you are making him upset.
*point at seungho*
Tell me, what is making you this upset that you denied his request?

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *knows that I'm being stupid for being upset, but I can't shake the feeling of being slightly belittled, as if I wasn't already trying to get Seungho the help that he needed. I clear my throat and turn to Sunggyu*
The ibuprofen will just reduce the fever and the other medicine and breathing treatment will only help Seungho to breathe easier. Once his breathing treatment is done, you need to take him to the doctor so they can properly diagnose him and give him whatever medicine that he needs to get rid of what is making him sick in the first place.
*looks to Seungho and gives him a small smile*
I can't sleep over, Seungho. But you listen to your appa and the doctor, alright? Whatever they tell you to take to make you better, you have to take it even if it doesn't taste good, okay? Then when you're all better, you can come back to see me and we'll read and play games, okay?
*presses a soft kiss to the top of the boy's head then steps back, my eyes lowered to the ground*
Keep us updated on what the doctor says and we'll adjust things on our end however necessary
*dips my head and goes to the other side of the room to talk with the nurse about things*

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *whines softly as I listen, not wanting the medicine but I nod slowly*
*pouts and cant help but tear up more as I am set down*
okay appa and hyung...
I will take it I promise
*wheezes softly and whines when I see the nurse and sees them get the medicine*
*slowly sits up and takes the liquid medicine and quickly downs some water to wash out the taste*
*coughing a bit, I let them put the mask on me to give me a breathing treatment, seeming to calm down just a bit*
*smiles weakly at you both, feeling happy that I have people that love and care for me*
hyung, you will come over for the sleep over right? we can stay up and read and play games together!

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *noticed jooheon slight change demeanor, knowing the other feeling jealous but he can't help it. As much as he want to give jooheon and seungho more time to be together, his eldest kid are sick and need him.*
I see.
*followed while carrying seungho toward the clinic before putting him gently on the bed after arriving; rubbing his back gently*
You will take the medicine for hyung and appa, right, sweetie? if you take the medicine, you will be better and can spent more time with your hyung. Appa promise to let you and hyung having sleepover at home.

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@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *watches as Sunggyu takes Seungho from my arms, biting into my cheek slightly. clears my throat and focuses back on the issue at hand-- now is not the time to feel jealous or anything of that sort*
That's where I was heading-- I was taking him to the daycare's clinic so he could get his medicine for his lungs as well as medicine for his fever.
*tenses my jaw slightly and leads the way to the daycare's clinic located within the office. I let the nurse on duty know what happened and he immediately gets the Seungho's medicine, as well as some liquid ibuprofen to help reduce his fever*
Seungho, I know you don't like medicine, but you have to take this so you can start to feel better, okay? You're a big boy so I know you can do it, alright?

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *pick seungho up and settling him on my waist, rubbing his back gently and kissing his temple*
I'm here, sweetie, don't cry. It will make you difficult to breath. You will be fine, sweetie, relax and take a deep breath.
*rubbing his back and looking at Jooheon*
Jooheon sshi, do you have something to cool his fever and some medicine to relief his lungs? And calling the doctor to come, please?

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 @ᵃ sunggyu⌘k。 *hears appa and I turn my head some before I let out a small cry as I see you close* appa...I dont feel good...and I cant breath good *wheezes at this point, feeling like my lungs are burning as I try to take in a proper breath. cant help but cough a bit before I start to cry from just feeling so terrible all over*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 @ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *knock on the door, face smiling*
Hello, I come to pick up seungho and minho home.
*saw seungho on jooheon lap, crying*
seunggie? what's wrong, sweetie?
*hurriedly walking closer and crouched in front of you two*
*wiping seungho cheeks from tears gently and can feel him burning*
You have fever.

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *cries out when you wrap me in the blanket, trying to break free of it but knowing I am to weak to do so. just ends up crying as I look up at you, wondering what is wrong with me hyung* I dont want the blanket hyung...cant you take it off please *whimpers softly and closes my eyes, sniffling a little at this point before wiggling my nose a bit* I want appa...hyung where is my appa? *wonders if you are taking me to him so I stay quiet just a little but cant help but whimper as I begin to cough, having a bit of a hard time breathing now*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 *hears you cry out and wonders what you could be dreaming about. when you call my name, I gently rub your back* I'm right here, Seungho. I'm right here. *when you open your eyes, I notice the glazed, distant look that's common with a fever and I immediately lift you off of the cot and into my lap, feeling your forehead. notices you're burning up, but doesn't want to frighten you by freaking out* It's alright, Seungho. We're gonna go get you cooled down, okay? *stands up with you in my arms, wrapping you up in the blanket even though you feel hot because it'll help break the fever. I talk quietly to the other teachers to let them know before taking you to the daycare's nurse*

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *whines softly when I am covered again, not wanting it so I move it in my sleep before laying on my side. starts to breathe a little heavy as I feel my body starts to heat up. cant help but whine at this point, crying out in my sleep as I turn my head some. calls out for you and appa, wanting the feeling to go away. when it doesnt I only end up opening my eyes slowly and sniffle as I see you* hyung...I dont feel good, I feel so hot *doesnt realize that I am in the early stages of having the fever*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 *smiles softly and whispers* I try, but I'm not sure if I'm anywhere near your appa. *rubs your back as you drift off to sleep. when I'm sure you're out, I get up to start cleaning around the room. I hear you whine and go over to make sure you're okay. I lift the sheet up off of you to free your legs, but keep it on just to cover your stomach in case your shirt rides up. I your hair gently and say soft words to ease your frown and soothe you while you sleep* it's alright, Seungho. it's alright.

@ᵒ jooheon✙l。 *relaxes at your soothing words and actions, letting out a small yawn before I smile happily at you* thank you hyung, you are the best just like appa *yawns once more as I snuggle my head down into the pillow before closing my eyes. soon I drift off to sleep, a smile on my face the whole time but I cant help but frown a bit later. I start to feel a bit hot and I cant help but let out a small whine at this point, turning over before trying to kick off the sheets in my sleep*

@♡ ᵇ seungho☪y。 Hyung just has to clean while you guys sleep, but don't worry. I'll be keeping an eye on you, okay? *walks over to your cot and sits down on the floor next to it. when you lay on your tummy, I cover you up with the blanket and gently pats your back to soothe you to sleep* Hyung will be here when you wake up and will be here to say goodbye when you go home, okay? Don't worry *leans over and kisses the top of your head*