Ice Cream Parlour

@Choi Seunghyun /I look at you unimpressed as you imitate me/
is that what I sound like to you?
/I smack my lips and shrugs/
good question...
cute is one who blushes... /and I poke your pink cheek/
cool one is one who is more impassive or something?
I don't know cause I like the cute ones~
/laughs nervously/ y-you're everyone's type, hyung...
what? No, I just- never saw you do it, I guess?
/I swallow hard/
uhm-
/please don't, I think nervously/

@Choi Seunghyun You know I want to! I don't think I've ever said no to you in my life!
/I reach out and clean your chin with my thumb, just to put it in my mouth to taste the cream, but I almost choke on it when you say you are in the group of cool guys/
Like you, mm? I'm sure you'd be a cute boyfriend, but cool? Not sure. /I tease you with a little wink, trying to hide the fact my heart is beating faster. If only you knew how many times I've imagined that in the past/
/I laugh nervously, how ridiculous, eh? Except they can all see light as day that I like you, they don't know the feeling was never returned though/
silly, eh?
/I take a big spoonfull of chocolate ice-cream and sigh/
you do? Good for you... /I wonder what it would feel like to be flirted with by you, I'd probably faint/

@Choi Seunghyun /chuckles/ take turns uh?
/I blink at the way you eat, amused and maybe a little , which is worrying/
cool guys? Like who?
/I turn towards you, surprised/
really? Maybe it's because they think you're competition...
/I shut my mouth quickly because that's exactly what happened in this case, and it just slipped out. . Hopefully you don't notice/
I've missed it too~ /and I flop on your shoulder, snuggling closer/ although it's a shock to know you're gay...

@Choi Seunghyun And you expect me to pay? Tsk. /I try to act offended, but it really doesn't stick/ silly boy~
/I didn't realise what I ordered was going to be this big, but I hope the amount of sugar will make me feel better. I need it/
easier for me to find someone else, I guess?
/I chuckle/
I don't think anyone would be scared of you beating them up~ You're a puppy.
/I smile/
I know I got you. I'm so glad you're here... I'm so glad we get to see each other every day again... I love it.
/I admit, just to then also turn to the sundae and attempt to stop talking like a teenager with a crush/

@Choi Seunghyun /I snort and swat at your arm, you're always able to make me laugh, even when I'm down. That's why I missed you so much, really/
I think I can afford it, yes
but weren't you going to pay anyway?
/I shake my head from one side to the other/
not really... he just didn't want to talk to me any more... and said it was better that way... he said he was making it easier for me... /my voice trails off because I don't want to mention it was because you turned up. You don't need to feel guilty about something that you can't control/
/I look down at my hands/
I'm not really... looking any more...
I'm so tired of trying to make a connection and falling on my ...
I'm starting to think I'm meant to be alone...

@Choi Seunghyun choi seunghyun 3 days ago Reply
@kwon jiyongᴴ *I frown at that, thinking about all the ice cream I've eaten since. Most of it has been convenient store just because it's easier to get a hold of. Huh. Maybe you're right. I don't remember the last time I was at an ice cream parlour. Then I end up frowning even more because that can't be right, I *love* ice cream*
Yeah, that would be nice. You have enough money for ice cream still, right?
*I giggle again, though this time it's more from nerves because the look on your face says more than I can comprehend, it scares me*
Huh, so he ghosted you?
*I don't like hearing that, who in their right mind would reject you? It's insulting and downright ridiculous. You're a catch and anyone who can't see that might be out of their minds*
I'm sorry, I wish there was something I could say to help you feel less hurt. But I know, hm, these things can be difficult to move on. Just don't try to push yourself into finding someone else, take it slowly, fall in love with yourself and try to think about things. I'm not sure I believe in the concept of soulmates, but I am sure that there's someone out there for you.

kwon jiyongᴴ 3 days ago Reply
@choi seunghyun /I keep staring at you for a while, wondering whether I am remembering it wrong. Of course it's a good memory, a great one at that, but definitely not because of the ice-cream/
well, hyung... you either remember wrong... or you haven't had good ice cream since...
I'll take it upon myself to take you to good icecream places...
/I stiffen up again at the question, of course you'd want to know/
I just...
/bites on my lower lip, how to explain without sounding as pathetic as I feel/
just talk to this guy again...
I thought he liked me, you know?
But it turns out I was being delusional...
even if I was taking things slowly... it still feels like a rejection...

choi seunghyun 4 days ago Reply
@kwon jiyongᴴ *I laugh, you're so candid about things whilst I'm more sentimental. My dimples press into my cheeks and I lightly rub your shoulder*
It wasn't even that good... Maybe I was just that hungry, but it was one of the best damn ice creams in my life.
*I tap my other hand against the table, impatiently drumming my fingertips along to a beat I'm making up on the spot. I start to hum a little as we wait, not really sure what to do*
So, uh, do you wanna talk about what's up?

kwon jiyongᴴ 1 week ago Reply
@choi seunghyun /I grow sheepish as you guide me into a booth, I'm slowly becoming more aware of how much of a fool I might look like to you. I don't usually show this vulnerable part of myself except in lyrics, but when I felt like crumbling, all I could think about was to see you, and just your arm around my shoulders is enough to make me stop crying./
/I jump a little when you talk, not really expecting to reminisce, but my head turns to look at you and eyes widen a little/
every time you see ice-cream you think of me?
/I ask surprised, that's quite the sweet association, it makes me blush a little/
that ice-cream wasn't even that good...

choi seunghyun 1 week ago Reply
@kwon jiyongᴴ *with a nod and a small laugh I place our order then guide you into a booth, still keeping my arm around you the entire time. I stuff you into the seat first then I sit beside you so both of us can have our back to the rest of the restaurant. My arm lingers on the backrest behind you as I turn to talk to you
Do you remember that time our flight from America was delayed and we sat in the airport for hours just talking over ice cream? Whenever I see ice cream I still think about you.

kwon jiyongᴴ 1 week ago Reply
@choi seunghyun /my cheeks burn red as you wrap an arm around me, and I suddenly feel a little self-conscious of what we look like to passerby’s. No doubt a couple. How ironic. But there’s nothing that would move me from your side right now/
B-both

choi seunghyun 1 week ago Reply
@kwon jiyongᴴ *smiles
I knew that, stay close
*I put my arm around you so that no one can bump against you in this busy place. As we wait in line I stare at the display case and my lips
Are you a sprinkles or a marshmallow type of guy?

kwon jiyongᴴ 1 week ago Reply
@choi seunghyun /follows you sheepishly, fingers curled around the hem of your shirt/
/I hide my face as well as I can between your back and my hand/
vanilla?