Rooftop

Feel the breeeeezze on your face!

Soyou 1 year ago
/pours myself a glass of wine and sips it like your typical rich Asian auntie/
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *looks down at our hands, sighing since it's been too long I've gone without your touch, and follows you down the rooftop* I got a license about one and a half years ago. It was...quite a task. *rolls eyes to the side upon remembering the numerous times I had to take the test, then looks at you with a nod* Sure. What do you feel like? It'll be my treat.

(Lmao. Sorry. I got lazy with 3rd POV. Also, should we move to walls or somewhere else?)
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon How did you get here ? *looks at you since I know you never drove in the past , turning around and then taking your hand in mine so we can make our way out of the rooftop* It’s fine . Don’t worry about that Ji. Should we go out to dinner ?
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *bites her bottom lip as she nods in agreement and wipes her face with her sleeve once you pull away, taking a deep breath to steady herself. she then presses her lips together, forcing a smile as she nods a second time*
Mmh. Let's do that. Also sorry for disturbing you out of nowhere...
*lowers her head, scratching the back of her nape*
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon *pulls away from your hands and takes a step back since I realize I was literally pressed up against you * That’s fine then . That’s good ... we can see where things go from here then ? What feelings develop or rekindle or whatever
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY I'm okay with that. I'm absolutely fine with that.
*she nods eagerly, giving your hands a squeeze as she slowly calms down, feeling at least somehow reassured by your words*
I'm so sorry it came down to this. I won't do it again.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon I love them too . *nods because even though I’m upset with you I won’t let our kids see that, shaking my head at you and letting out a sigh as you grasp my shirt , taking your hands in mine instead * I don’t know Ji... I think we have to just take things slow ... see if what we had before is still there .
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she looks up, sniffling, her hands on your arms and eyes welling up once more* I'm so sorry. I know you can't say it anymore but I love you so much. I love Leesun, Jimin and especially you so much. I'm so sorry, oppa. I just...
*she inhales deeply but ends up breaking in tears, hands grasping for your shirt*
I just want to fix this, so please, tell me what I can do.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon You know I won’t ever hold that against you right? What you did before you met me … that was before us so that stuff doesn’t matter . And in result , we got our wonderful daughter right ? Things always turn out for a reason *shakes my head at you, cupping your face to make you look at me *
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she shrinks back when you mention her past, her head looking to the side, knowing how much of a permanent stain this has been in her life, her face clearly showing how ashamed she still is of what happened. she takes a step back when you come forward, but is met by the cold surface of the glass, having nowhere to go, so she just follows you whilst avoiding your gaze as much as possible* Which is why I don't expect any of it. I know what I've done. May it be before or after we met. It's not like I'd forget it this easily.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon I want to forgive you. I really do. But you don’t exactly have a great track record you know . And I don’t mean to bring up the past because frankly I never cared enough before about it, but you weren’t faithful to someone … and now this towards me. I don’t know Ji. I really want to trust you *bites my lip right now because I’m so torn on what to do, knowing I’d given up already on getting you back years ago and having had someone moved onto my life back to what it was before I ever met you * I’m so ing torn right now *tells you honestly and shakes my head, taking one more step towards you and pulling you towards me by your hand *
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *biting her bottom lip, she looks down, the guilt eating her up, as she knows all too well how the kids kept asking when you'd come over, sometimes even already crying. her breath hitches and she looks back up when you tuck her hair, her hand reaching for yours to stop you from doing anything else*
I've wronged everyone I love. And I'm so sorry.
*her last words coming out almost in a squeaky whisper*
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon Do you realize how much people you hurt for your stupidity ? I’ve lost 6 years off of my kids lives that I will never get back . All of the vital points of their growth that I’ve missed . All because of your selfishness *shakes my head and also heaves a heavy sigh, taking a step closer to you once you fold your arms over your chest , reaching forward to tuck some of your hair behind your ear *
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she exhales audibly, finally feeling like breathing again after getting everything off of her chest* I don't throw knives. ...but if our positions were reversed, I'd just cower in fear of being left again.
*she folds her arms over her chest and heaves a heavy sigh, pushing her body off of the glass door*
I know it's not fair. It was a problem I had with myself. A lot of misunderstandings from my side. I know you'd never pull anything. It was my own stupidity which led it.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon *blinks at your explanation, the time apart being too long for me to even remember that we fought a lot or whatever situation you became jealous of , because I know what kind of man I was at the end of each day and that was a loyal one* Ji… you know that’s not even fair right ? If it was me who left how would you be feeling right now ? You would probably be throwing knives at me
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY After... having this much time to think about everything, It was simply poor communication. *she leans her back against the glass door, head lowered as she explainz*
The times whenever we had some sort of dispute, I didn't know how to handle it except for bottling everything up and swallowing it. I never second guessed your love, but I did question myself often enough if I wasn't just draining your energy instead because I know I'm a very emotional and impulsive person. There were even times where I got jealous over things I can't remember anymore.
*she looks back up to meet your gaze, lips once more pressed together*
At some point I just broke down, feeling overly stupid for being sensitive about the smallest things. May it be a remark, a gesture, anything. I just...took the apparently easiest way.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon *eyes the wedding ring around your neck and blinks , this situation only becoming more confusing to me when seeing it * Then why ? Why did you go ? *asks you the one question that’s been on my mind for the last 6 years , looking at you filled with desperation in my eyes for your honest answer * I think .. if we do want to see if what we had before is still there we have to start fresh
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she sighs once the warmth of your hand leaves her, her hand twitching to still reach out for you, but manages to keep it by holding it back with her other hand* No, we can't. I'm also not asking you for it. I don't even think we can go back to where and what we used to be.
*she sniffles, wiping the rest of her of her tears with her sleeve, and glances at your left hand, noticing it only now but isn't too surprised about it* Two years... I feel a bit stupid for holding onto it 'til this day, even though I'm the one who left without notice. *she reaches beneath her shirt's collar and pulls out the wedding ring hanging on a necklace*
I didn't know what to with it. As much as I wanted to let go, I couldn't.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon Honestly I’m torn . If you want to know the truth . *tells you honestly and finds my hand pulling away from your kisses to wipe the tear stains off of your cheeks * Because part of me wants to welcome you back with open arms . But the other half of me is too upset to do so . You left with no warning Ji. I waited two years and then I gave up . *continues to tell you honestly since it’s obvious I don’t have a wedding ring on my finger anymore * I don’t want to turn you down completely . But we can’t just pretend everything is normal you know ?
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she presses her lips together, wanting to reach out so badly but holds herself back from doing anything sudden, her eyes filling with tears, but she immediately wipes it off, not wanting to seem like she's using some sort of tactic. she then clenches her teeth, her body moving on its own as she reaches for your hand, placing it on her cheek, kissing the inner side desperately with her eyes closed, barely stopping her tears*
I know. I know... I shouldn't have done that. I shouldn't have done any of this. I was selfish and didn't think of the consequences. I don't expect you to accept me back this easily, or better said at all. I don't expect you to give me another chance or anything of the likes.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon Ji… *looks down at my shoes , not wanting to meet your gaze, letting out a sigh in a bit of disbelief that you would walk in after all this time and expect me to accept you with open arms * You ing broke me . A warning would have been nice . Or ing something ! Like what’s the point of being married if there is no communication . Leaving me alone like a Damn animal . You don’t do that to people you love Ji
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she swallows hard while listening, her composure slowly, but surely breaking down at the sight of your expression, knowing very well the root to the cause* sunghwa...
*she stops herself, thinking twice, even thrice if she should say it, her heart clenching at your words. she then sighs, deciding to just come out with it since they're already here* The kids still love you. They ask for you almost every day. As for my part, I still do, too.
*she looks up to meet your gaze, a hand clenched into a fist as if to hold on any left courage*
So much. But I get it if you only see me as a stranger now.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon No you’re absolutely right . Sorry isn’t enough. But it’s a start . And no one is forcing me to have a conversation with you right now . *shakes my head at you and reaches up to fix my own hair after feeling just how much I had messed it earlier , trying to keep myself calm but the obvious hurt I’m facing right now is evident in my features * I doubt the kids remember much of me anyways . I’m talking to you because we were once married and in love . And even though right now you feel like a stranger to me , it doesn’t mean what happened never existed
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *taken aback by the question, she holds her breath, her mind suddenly stopping to work, a long minute of silence taking over before she manages to stumble over her own words* They're fine...
*she pauses, but snaps back after a second, shaking her head* They're well. Obviously, missing their dad. Jimin is doing well at school. Always among the top 5 in his class. Leesun, well, for a 10 years old, she's got quite a temper. But that's most probably my fault anyway.
*she presses her lips together, then reaches out a hand, wanting to caress your cheek at first but decides to pat your arm instead*
Don't force yourself to have a conversation with me. I said what I had to. And again, I'm sorry... for all sorts of feelings I've cause you during my absence. Although, I know sayimgg "sorry" isn't nowhere near enough.
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon *runs a hand through my hair, definitely messing it up as I try to put my thoughts into words , knowing that I’m not generally happy with you , but we do have kids together , and they’ve suffered enough with out having their father by them* *lets out a heavy sigh as I take a few steps towards you * How’s the kids ?
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *with the door already opened, she's about to step in but stops at the call of her name, her head turning almost immediately, pulling her cardigan over her chest, arms now folded to keep herself warm from the chilly spring breeze*
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon *blinks at you and folds my arms over my chest as I listen to your words , letting out a heavy sigh because I’m torn right now on if I should be mad or just take you into my arms and kiss you, finds my feet following you as you turn around * Ji wait
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY *she stays silent while you talk, head kept straight to take in every word you say, nodding in the end. she then takes a deep breath, exhaling audibly to respond in a calm manner* I didn't /suddenly/ remember I have a husband. I always knew and I still do. I'm more than willing to back up, or whatever he asks for. I just want to tell him how much of a ed over shat I was for suddenly disappearing, and that I'm sorry. I don't have any excuses. And as an individual with his own consciousness and will, he's free to make his own judgement. *she bites her inner cheek, bowing slightly along, and turns her heels, hands in her pockets while walking back towards the door to get back inside*
GRAY 1 year ago
@Jiyoon Say something ? You haven’t been married for 6 years and suddenly you remembered you had a husband ? *responds to you, the first part of my sentence calm but the last part , snapping a bit towards the end *
Jiyoon 1 year ago
@GRAY Really? Because you look awfully similar to him.
*she raises a brow and takes a few steps to narrow the gap, her hand reaching for your arm, half whispering her next words*
Please, say something.

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uhhhmm 3 months ago
oh my god, i can't believe it's been so long and i still remember hanging out with all of you and just laughing carelessly. admittedly, i got curious because the sudden 2ne1 reunion made me want to walk down the memory lane and this was the earliest memory i had of being a blackjack, oddly enough. i've grown up during the long period that i was away from roleplaying but i still write, for my pleasure mainly. it was nice to make online friends from here, i don't regret meeting all of the og members and i don't regret this being my first rp on this site. i hope all of you are living life and having fun!!

cl here sending virtual hugs and kisses! miss you all !!
--itsmeh 1 year ago
My, oh, my. This place has been around for 10,5 years and I'm still not over it. Good things are meant to remembered, I guess? Too bad it's closed now, but all good and bad things take an end. But since the admins are being generous, I shall take the opportunity and humbly ask of thee to reactive RaNia's Joy.
babychoding 1 year ago
IF it’s possible ... please reactivate Song Jieun for me .

Soa is asking me to come back
babychoding 1 year ago
I has to pause for a moment seeing this place under active rps today . It truly shocked me, and although I’m not overly around anymore I do pop in often enough and have never seen this place with any engagement . My first introduction to role playing, to friends and an amazing k-pop community, to diversity and love … Thank you CAKR

None of you probably remember me Song Jieun-
--seoulqueen 2 years ago
Wow I’m sitting here right now reminiscing about this place . I don’t roleplay as frequent as I did in my days XD but I do pop on for certain characters on the occasion.

This was my first roleplay on here and frankly no other roleplay every will compare . No fancy coded was needed for this place because the people just made it that good . I miss all the friends I made here . CAKR is the best !

Much love from Gray, Mino and Jongup
salteddarkchocolate 5 years ago
wow hi... it's been years since i've been here and it feels bittersweet remembering everything, all the good memories that i can't get back because i was always inactive after a while. but i'm grateful that this was the first rp i joined, that i learned so much from it even though i was still a dumb kid at that point.

and i've grown so much since that time i started as jeongmin, and got to meet mina, it was a great time. i had a lot of fun with everybody way back when and if it weren't for the warm family here i probably wouldn't have decided to carry on rping and improving my writing skills. it's sad to see it closed, and i probably will never be able to look at all the wall and pm memories again since i can't get into my character profile, but this place will always have a good place in my heart. thank you to the admins, and everyone whom i met here. i hope you're all doing well and having fun whatever you're doing!
Mr_Invisible 6 years ago
Hey I'm back guys the OG Xiumin is here wassup
Jayism 6 years ago
hi. just passing by to check up on the very first place I've ever rped in my life. it's sad to see it's closed, but then again, im glad it lasted for like five years. i feel so nostalgic out of sudden.
i found out about role-playing back in early 2013, i don't remember how but i somehow ended up in roleplayrepublic. i had no idea what role-playing was, but my curiosity told me to try it out. so i did. in this place. my first ever character was Sungjong. the one that dated Xia (i miss you Xia). then i joined as got7 Jinyoung too because i loved this place so much.

this place taught me so much about role-playing. and helped me to improve my english too. especially with all that literate para plotting. i stopped rping on rpr in around the end of 2014 due to some issues. but since then i started to rp on twitter and facebook too. it was all thank to rpr, that i learnt to roleplay and managed to meet alot of people through roleplaying. CAKR will always hold a special place in my heart. thank you so much for all the memories.
comewithme 6 years ago
throwback tuesday just causeee
Sooyoung 6 years ago
oh man the memories though
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