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@✧ soobin. C thats too mucchh evenly divide that or its all yours by default- well, thats up to you to decide, but anything besides worrying of course. the petname caused a small simper to form before i took my bottom lip between my teeth, it was becoming harder to focus from the hold along my waist to your words as i used my index finger to trace small shapes along the skin of your collarbone that gradually travelled further up to your adams apple to then softly caress. i wonder if you’re aware what you’re doing, babe- .. you definitely can though. Heh true.. im glad too, although it might fall in to intense teasing at this point. my breath hitched as i hadnt expected the sudden grasp and it caused a warm ball of excitement to cloud my chest, closing my eyes just before i felt your lips again in which my own began to move against in a mirrored pace during the kiss, and once you pulled away i opened my eyes again to such a lovely grin that i found myself inhaling a lengthy breath before slightly pouting in a rather playful manner than anything else as i exhaled. you’re so clever.. and cute.. and very much a huge tease, you know. the truth can be flattering huh. well since it did, ill agree, but thats not what i thought before pft.

@✧ yeonjun. C it's like, 99.999999% you though! i will, i'm putting in all my effort for you, heh. what better things though.. if you're sure, baby. as we stick together, i pull my arms away, replacing one of them lower down, doing a soft one-arm grasp around your waist and then using it to resume the small pats with a hum. geez... chuckles a little bit at your barely changed response. well, you practically are my everything, so that statement isn't quite off. i'm glad it makes you happy, i hope i can keep you feeling that for long.. the universe was definitely good to us there, that's something nobody could ever deny. yep,yep, a great explanation. and i'm glad i can make you feel all of those things, it makes said favourite part even better. my free hand moves to slightly grasp at your jaw and the side of your face, tilting it a bit upwards to position you for another response kiss, sticking against your lips for as long at it could get before feeling stale, then pulling away with a small grin. hmm, you can love me the most, but then i love you mostest! it's good that we feel the same, that just makes this moment even more perfect. smooth guy? well, i'm flattered. you didn't even need to hope, whatever plan you had in your mind was guaranteed to work from the beginning.

@✧ soobin. C but its mostly you though! Try hardd! You have better things to use that energy on- any size is still worth the notice babe. i wasnt sure if the easing was for your sake or my own, however i accepted any form of contact you provided, still keeping as close to you as i was while repositioning my hands to rest at the juncture of your neck and shoulders. just about everything then? I feel the samee, and extremely happy to have you to myself. heh! its like the universe was collectively nice to us in that manner! Sounds weird but a good explanation! aw .. you make me feel so many things when you say stuff like that.. im happy to be your favorite part of your day babe.. my lids fluttered at the sight of your reactions from the view of your side-profile, just about everything you did peaked my interest and suddenly the slightly longer nature of the peck wasnt enough causing me to delve closer to capture your lips again in another. mmno i love you most. Im glad you think so, so thats all that matters to me. heh okay, let’s remember it later then smooth guy. Perfect.. just what i hoped.

@✧ yeonjun. C nope, nope, it's definitely all you!! okay okay, i'll try to stay unworried. it's not as big as preparation, but thanks. grins softly, using one of my hands to place light pats against your back, easing into as much touch with you as possible, your warmth against my body perfectly serving to calm down my mind, clearing it of all other thoughts than you. hey, not /everything/-- i just happen to get insanely good luck when it comes to you. even meeting you in the first place was the best luck i've ever had.. glad we both thing the same on that. a bright colorful explosion- that sounds a bit weird, but i would have to agree that it's quite accurate.. mm, definitely. seeing you is practically my favourite part of the day, even. bites down on my lip slightly at the force, and a little harder at the chills from the location of your kisses only releasing it so i could tilt my head to place a lengthy peck against your lips. no way, i love you the most. this is as extra special as it could get, though? cliche or not, really, any moment with you is amazing... it's okay, you can go back to having forgot about it- it's not what really matters now, i only brought it up so i could compliment you, heh. but yes, i've really liked all of this..

@✧ soobin. C no you!! hmm of course not dont worry binnie. heh you didd, see! prepared you are too! i hardly had time to completely take in your expression as being nestled against you, inhaling your comforting scent caused me to linger pressed so close to you even longer, the cloud of strong delight yet to settle down any time soon. heh seems like everything works out well for you, huh? i agree, its always going to be my favorite time now- sounds like you're a bright colorful explosion inside- perfect! heh. same, seeing my binbin is an important part of my day. the sudden tightness led me to clenching the back of your shirt, sitting still for the nuzzle before i lifted my head enough to land plenty kisses along the space of your neck up to your jawline before muttering against your skin. i love youu that much more- eee me too, truly great. i know, but i wanted it to be extraa special.. even if its a tad cliche pft. thats the sweetest thing.. hh- i forgot the cake for a moment, you enraptured my brain too much .. pft .. but im glad you feel this way.

@✧ yeonjun. C nooo, you're the adorable one here! nods slightly. okay then, okay- as long as it's not too severe, heh. and i hope you're comfortable now, i chose the best option for a reason- my eyes grow both big and soft at your reactions, the tinted face and teary eyes showing your sincerity, touching me even further. my face slightly mirrors yours, similar emotions flooding my mind as looking at you allows me to truly process this moment. i'm glad it only happened now, this is such a special moment to have made you go speechless in. i'm the same, there's just this constant pleasant feeling resonating within me right now. being with you always makes me so happy inside and out, but even more so now.. i slightly tighten up my grip, leaving not even a millimeter of space between us, then lightly nuzzling the side of my head against your relatively close face a little bit. i love you even more, yeonjun. this seems like the perfect moment for me. i mean, any moment with you saying such kind words towards me would have been perfect, anyway. the location never really mattered. but i think the best birthday present i could ever get is /you/, so i'm more than satisfied with this scenario. it feels even sweeter than that cake you got must taste.

@✧ soobin. C psshh.. aww heh youre so adorable! possibly the butterflies were already there, however i felt another wave of them as you caressed my shoulders and i kept still just to correctly bask in it. i didnt saay that! im just sayingg.. it wouldnt be bad- dont worry im quite comfortable thank you very much! pft. even as i felt gradual warmth crawling up my face, i couldnt break the intense eye contact you held, giving slight nods until i fully processed your words one after the other, my eyes were wide by the time you finished and slightly stinging from the excess moisture that collected in them. soobin.. nnm.. you did it now im speechless.. i dont know where to start.. i feel the same and so full and happy and.. for a moment i paused, inhaling a breath only to come to realize the embrace i was now in, instantly i shoved the pillow aside and moved closer until i was pressed up against you, tightly surrounding my arms around you as i buried my face against your shoulder. and i love you too soobin, more than i can compare anything to- and honestly same.. i didnt want to get my hopes too high for the 'perfect moment' but i guess it wouldnt had made a difference since it's literally happening. heh..

@✧ yeonjun. C yeah, definitely somewhat. that good question bit is kind of suspicious though! okay, just kidding too. uses one of my hands to softly touch your shoulders, giving off a slight rub as to let out all this fondness built up within me. not everything should be fine just because it's me, geez... you need to prioritize your own comfort too, heh. i shift slightly closer once you join, staring deep into your eyes as you look so precious while speaking, as i carefully listen into all of your words before responding. i feel butterflies in my stomach at all of this too, it isn't only you- don't worry. i like you lots too, yeonjun. actually, it's more than that. i love you, so much that i doubt the whole universe could even contain all of these feelings and fondness towards you. this is a really cute way to ask, a really yeonnie-esque one? it's nice. i approach you a little closer, embracing you despite the pillow you hold. so what i'm trying to say is that of course i would, darling. i've been waiting for this moment for a while actually, the moment where i can finally call you my boyfriend..

@✧ soobin. C so then its somewhat at least? ah okay. pft im glad too, goood question- i kid i kid! yes you're definitely that impressive! i can see that super clearly. closing my eyes and sort of pressing my cheek more into the kiss as if i were returning it, before pulling back to display a slight nod of agreement, losing the words to express the sheer elation i felt. i am tooo- heh! but okay okay either one was perfectly fine by me since id be next to you anyways. trailing behind you all the way, i join you on the soft surface by crawling onto it, reaching for one of your pillows and hugging it to my chest while burying the lower half of my face into it, my words a bit muffled as i spoke. so.. hm- geez i didnt expect to get shy about it so soon gahh- s so, dear soobin, hi- heh uhm.. obviously i like you .. so very much.. im still trying to figure out how or what to compare how much i adore you to- and i like it- the thought makes me feel all giggly and fuzzy inside.. so i wanted to.. continue building something with you.. like this- in a more official kind of way- ee.. what im saying it- uh i mean asking- will you ... keep being amazing! ... heh! and also my boyfriend?

@✧ yeonjun. C not fully unbelievable? i just wanted to make sure, i suppose. heh, glad that i managed to capture whatever you're feeling! but am i actually that impressive or is me blinding you making you think that? shrugs slightly. definitely, at least i am.. continues to watch you with soft eyes, basking in your warmth when you come near me before moving my face away from yours for a moment, so that i can place a large smooch against your close cheek. i loved it even more. oh, okay - i'm getting all excited, geez. but okay- let's go to the bed? there's more space there, and it's definitely more comfortable than the floor- that just feels like asking to break our backs or whatever. tugs on your hand and starts walking over to my room, pulling open the door and then walking in, placing myself on the bed and only waiting for you to follow.

@✧ soobin. C yeah, is it really that unbelievable? woaah! perfect description thats exactly how it goes too! you have to admit how impressive you are at some point- heh, somethings you just cant help i guess, but at least your accustomed to it by now! i couldnt help to be in awe of your reaction before it bubbled into soft titters, i was more than happy to get to spend the occasion like this and the smile that hardly ever left my lips tonight proved it, after watching you blow them out i round the counter to your side before throwing my arms over your shoulders and all but mushing my cheek against yours. yay, i loved that- so theress.. one more thing before i show you the thing, but lets get settled down and comfy first- yes? should wee head to the couch or your bed .. cuddling on the floors a option too-

@✧ yeonjun. C hmm, do i really to that level though- bold 'cause we want to say whatever to each other and then shy because we can't take compliments as well as we give them? that's what i'm guessing it is, heh. you're always thinking that, i'm not shocked- oh, okay! i'll just wait until the right time comes then, yes. cuuuute. lets out a fond laugh and nodding a little bit. ah, okay then. i doubt it'll be bad even after it comes, don't worry. sways back and forth as i listen to your singing, my smile only growing wider. i must be blessed to hear this. moves closer to the cake and makes a wish in my mind, then quickly blowing out the candles. there we go!

@✧ soobin. C i think its a start since you make it look that way- heh thats something we both can relate too, im not sure how bold and shy works at the same time but it happens- pft.. thank you but just know im thinking you're the extra cutie here- ah i mean in general, not necessarily now at least. aw you know me so well! i really couldnt wait! ah.. well thats because i havent been.. yet- you might see it some day. your fancy comment urging a soft laughter out of me as i moved to get the candles and lighter, preparing the cake to be lit as i stuck at two number shaped candles in it, and lastly lightly them before clasping my hands with a beaming smile as i directed my attention back to you. my binniee! happy birthdayy to youu, happy birthday to youu happy birthday my amazing binbinn, happy birthday to youu! now make a wish because it mightt just come true tonight. claps rather excitedly, smooching the air in your direction after.

@✧ yeonjun. C that's just what you think, i wish it was that easy. the only thing that allows for me to be at this level is my thoughts just functioning that way when i'm around you. and especially when it's all blushy like that, it makes you look extra cute. saying what things, you might as well start now? it's a suggestion i definitely won't take back, though. chuckles softly. i kinda had a feeling you'd pick that, you're too sweet to miss such an opportunity. i don't think i've ever seen you be extremely nosey, don't worry. nods slightly and follows you over to near the counter, standing opposite to you as to get a good look at your face.
ooh, this feels fancy. getting a birthday serenade from my junnie. a soft and fond expression over takes me as i gaze between the cake and you, waiting silently.

@✧ soobin. C reallyy- you seem like you can do just about anything im sure you could pull it off if you wanted to pft. even as its all red from getting a little shy? heh.. that sounds really free.. you sure you want to give that suggestion to me just yet i might just start saying things- even though same to you too really but i think you already knew that. a grin was glued to my lips the whole time as i felt the stare, but luckily it wasnt too distracting on the way. thats a good question- im gonna go with the first option because of you! kind of same, im a little lot too nosey at times, but as for youu ill definitely keep that in mind. nodding before exclaiming before heading towards the kitchen, remember one of the first important parts i tugged open the fridge door to retrieve the cake previously mentioned, setting it above the counter as i call to you over my shoulder. soobibiiii! we should sing happy birthday first! then i'll show you what the somethingg-

@✧ yeonjun. C mm, it's kinda hard to do that on command. guess it's your stunning face which is making me speechless instead.. yes yes, it's completely the only reason why this is happening! yeah, keep your eyes wide and open and just say whatever you want to say, you have me then. keeps my gaze on you despite us moving, leaving my trust in you to get us there perfectly fine as i choose to admire your profile instead. a difference in the air.. is that really because of me, or did the ac start blowing or something- well, i'm glad you like the thought then? i really meant it when i said that, my curiosity sticks with me for a while! that's something you can know from here on out. enters the dorms behind you, humming as i attempt to think. whatever you think would be the best first? not really sure what our options are. lets out a small chuckle.

@✧ soobin. C oh then keep going, you're like another 'not trying to compliment but ends up a compliment' away, pfft okay deal then thats the new reason, oo- i never notice that i should pay attention tomorrow for that! helplessly cooing from the sight before directing my sight back to where we were heading, giving your hand squeezes every now and then . thats because.. i dont know but there was a difference in the air yes yes. ah.. thats interesting to know, i kind of like that thought, how some part of you stayed curious- you didd but i thought itd just stay like that for the moment then be forgotten shrugs as i push open the door to the dorms, eventually releasing your hand as i stood in place with a squinting expression of thought. so.. which do you want first?

@✧ soobin. C bringing one of my hands to disappear into your silky hair, i loosely fist them, moderately shifting my hips forward into yours and softly whimpering from the rewarding friction in return. i release the fleshy part of your ear to instead press a moist kiss to the shell of it, the mixture of your traveling hand over my skin and your assuring words sending a shudder of anticipation through my frame. possibly.. more so.. excited though- i tilted my head lower to part my lips against the curve of your jawline, running my tongue over the surface before the skin into my mouth with such intensity sure to leave a blossoming mark later on.

@✧ yeonjun. C following you with a grin, i let you push me down, my hands resting naturally at your hips, allowing you to do as you please. exhales heavily when i feel your teeth on my earlobe, one of my hands going under your shirt to rub at the skin of your hips, fingers trailing upwards on your side as i whisper back. don't worry, i've got you. slides the hand to rest above your chest, humming thoughtfully as i feel your heartbeat under my palm. are you that nervous around me, darling?

@✧ soobin. C rather impatiently i tugged onto one of your wrist, guiding you with me through one of the vacant rooms of ours, then releasing my hold along your wrist to instead fist at your shirt as i pushed you to fall atop the bed situated in it, pressing my knees into the spaces beside your hips in straddling your lap, i delve forward and began littering pecks against your lips at first before gradually migrating onto your cheek, and further towards your ear to then pinch the lobe of it between my teeth, i wouldnt be surprised if you could feel how fast my heart was racing as i breathed softly. bin.. please take care of me-