@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *smiles gently at the new nickname, squeezing you to me in affection*
Really? you should remember as you gave them to me!
*chuckles but when you look at me with your pretty eyes I give you a soft kiss on your cheek*
You are so sweet, but yes- for you I would cook whenever you want me to
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /smiles softly at your sincere words, humming my acknowledgement as I glance away/
/laughs lightly at your question, nodding my head/ Well, it is now. Guess that means this is your 9th title now! /hums thoughtfully/ Though I can’t remember all of them. Oh well! /giggles/
/peers at you curiously/ *Can* you cook? I don’t want you to tire yourself out. You had a busy day after all.
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ Yeah, cause empty words are such a waste of my time... I always mean what I say... if I don't have anything to say I might remind quiet. *whispers sincerly*
Sunshine protector is my newest nickname now? *chuckles softly, hoping I would be manage to light your days always*
*hugs you close to me in protective way*
Oh wow yeah it's pretty late, should we order something? go out? or should I make you something?
*my fingers your hair gently, glad you look better now*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /locks eyes with you, a small smile on my lips as I hum/ I know you do. You always do /softly/
/laughs lightly at your enthusiastic proclamation, nodding my head in acknowledgement/
Alright then, Mr Sunshine Protector /giggles/ I’ll be counting on you on the days I can’t smile /slight tease/
/searches your eyes after hearing your statement, seeing the worry and determination in your gaze, exhaling slowly/
Okay /smiles gently/ I’ll be relying on you then
/a slight pause passes, then I stir again/
I think it’s late now. We should have dinner /looks around for a clock, checking the time before widening my eyes in surprise/ Woah- we were knocked out! /gapes at the 21:30 flashing on the screen/
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *looks at you softly but likes when you chuckle at my words* You know I don't just say it... I mean it.
I like your sweet smile so I should make you smile always!
*smiles gently as you draw circles against my chest, likes your closeness*
I would love to be there for you... I will protect you also as much as I can.
*worries at your breath hitching, your back slowly in a very soothing way*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /leans into you as you hug me, a shaky sigh leaving my lips as I close my eyes, nodding as I listen to you/
/one of your statements pull a chuckle from me, musing/ You sound like what people would call a “sunshine protector” /slight teasing/ Bringing back my smile… /a very soft, almost fond tone of voice/ That’s… very sweet of you /genuine/
/keeps silent for a bit, lost in my thought as I draw idle circles over your chest/
I’ll… /finally speaks up, a bit hesitant and slow/ … try to lean on you. Let you know when something bothers me
/meets your gaze, a smile of assurance on my face/ I’ll try not to deal with this alone
Thank you, Minhyuk /softly, breath hitching at the sudden tightness in my chest (perhaps sadness?)/ For being there for me, so much
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *smiles softly as I hear you out, still holding you close to me*
It does feel very natural, I like that feeling. You are indeed very fun and sweet
*stares into your big eyes with a really soft and worried look*
*can't hide my wide smile as you blush at my little kiss, one of my arm is wrapped around your thin body*
Don't say that...if something is hurting you or bothering you, don't be afraid to lose your coolness... you can tell me, I will do my best to bring your smile back to you. But you don't need to deal with that all alone.
*kisses now each of your red cheeks and smiles softly at you*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /smiles softly at your honest words, feeling a warmness in my chest/
The feeling is mutual /admits with a voice just above a whisper, feeling embarrassed by my own confession as I chuckle/ Talking to you, being around you… everything just feels so natural. It doesn’t feel like I’m with a stranger at all when you’re around
/looks at you with wide eyes as my chin is held, staring deeply into your gaze/
/my breath hitches after hearing your words, heart thumping a bit faster and stomach twisting with anxiety—but it doesn’t feel bad/
/gasps softly when you peck my nose, face flushing from the action (heart soaring but I didn’t notice)/
I’m sorry for making you worry /says softly with a smile/ But… it makes me happy that you were worried for me /lowers my eyes/ I’ll… try not to worry you in the future /softly/
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *my arms keeps you as close as possible, not liking to see you so broken but just feels the need to protect you even more*
*feels warmness when you finally laughed a bit, smiles to myself as my words actually made you laugh*
Yes, we did... really? Well I'm so comfortable it feels like I know you for a longer time. *says with honesty*
*feels calmer when you stop crying eventually, looks at you a bit confused when you say sorry suddenly*
*holds your chin to look deeply into your eyes*
Please don't say sorry, you did nothing wrong, I don't care about the pillow or my bed. I'm just happy you stopped crying... it broke my heart to see you like that... *gives your nose a little peck as I look at you softly*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /listens to your words carefully, occasional sniffles and sobs leaving me, some hiccups forming at my attempt to quiet myself/
/nods slightly to your advice in acknowledgement and understanding, taking every word to heart earnestly/
/at your plea, i start to wipe my eyes and nose again, though a surprised laugh bubbles from my throat at your later statement/
yeah, we *did* technically just met, didn’t we? /tries to remember when i’ve joined and counting the time to this day/ it’s already been a day over a week… how the time has flown /muses softly/
/stays silent as i try to calm down further, the tears eventually stopping and the cries slowly vanishing/
i’m sorry /says again, this time with more clarity than the blabber from before/ i lost my cool /chuckles as i try to sit up/ ah- i messed up your bed and pillow too /bites my lower lip, feeling guilty/ sorry…
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *feels my heart breaks to see you crying this hard I can only pull you closer to me in protective way*
You see... I learned that in life, not everyone would always love you, and that's okay...
you also don't LOVE everyone.
So yeah, maybe someone is hating us... but as long as you do your best... to be the best version of yourself... people would love you just the way you are, not like... fake love.
and this is all you need... people that cherish you dearly.
Sure, if you want to say sorry to someone you can always do it, whatever if they like you or not, saying sorry is something not everyone can do.
So now, please don't cry... You are sweet and adorable, and also very loved by a lot of people. I mean- I like you a and we just met- so... I bet there are many people that knows you well and loves you.
*looks at you a bit shy, even when I'm pretty sure you already know that I care about you*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /sobs as you try to calm me down, hiccups seizing my throat every now and then as i try to stop the tears too/
/at your words, i whimper, gaze downcast/ but, what if there *is* someone who hates me? /remembers an incident that happened some time ago, biting my lower lip/ what if someone is mad at me and hates me now?
/lets out a mirthless laugh/ what if this is just my brain telling me it was my fault for making them mad, and that this is my retribution…
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *frowns when I see you keep crying, listens gently to your bad dream*
Oh my little cutie... *pulls you closer to me as I wipe away your tears*
It was just a bad dream... This is crazy, no one hates you
You are sweet, kind... beautiful.
It wasn't real...
*brushes my lips against your face, kissing you all over gently, trying to calm you down*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /covers my eyes to stop the tears from falling, taking stuttering breaths to calm myself down/
I saw the people I like- /inhales shakily/ The people I care about
They told me they hated me- /chokes and curls in on myself/ Told me they’re sick of me, that they wouldn’t miss me even if-
/my lips wobble, unable to finish the sentence/
And then I di- /cuts myself over, struggling to get the word out/ I *died*, but I can still see what’s happening
And- they don’t even- /a sob tears from my throat, then a whimper/ They don’t even care, said they’re *relieved*
/tries but fails to hold back my cries/ It feels so real- it feels *too* real…
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *holds your thin body closer to mine, confused at your little choked noise, my finger wipe away your tears*
Hi... Yangie, what is wrong?
*holds you tightly as I kisses your forehead*
What was the dream about?
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /huddles close to you, tucking my head under your chin/
/nods minutely, slightly jerky, at your question/
/a slight choked noise leaves me at your reassuring words, eyes suddenly stinging with tears/
I’m sorry /covers my eyes, breath hitching and my voice getting caught in my throat/ I don’t know why I’m like this- it’s just a dream- I don’t know why-
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *looks even more worried at your reaction, just pulls you closer to me in protective way*
*my fingers your back slowly in a soothing way*
Did you had a bad dream?
You are safe now... you are with me, I won't let anyone hurt you
*whispers softly and pecks you cheek as my arms holds you closely*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /stares with wide eyes, unseeing for a good few moments as i try to process the dream i had/
/my gaze eventually finds yours, my tense body slowly relaxing as reality comes back to me/
hey- /a bit choked up/ sorry- did i wake you?
/my breathing slowly evens out, still a bit shaky/
i'm okay /whispers softly, moreso to myself than to you/ i'm okay...
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *when I feel you shaking I wake up, my arms holds you close to me in protective way*
Yangie? what's wrong?
*whispers in worry, my voice is very husky as I just woke up*
*holds you even a little closer to my body in a try to warm you up*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /some time after you fell back asleep, I start to fidget in my slumber/
/a frown creases my brows, eyes still closed as I’m locked in a dream/
/barely audible sounds left me, sometimes a sharp inhale and others a soft whimper/
/eventually wakes up with a start, visibly jolting in your arms as I gasp/
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *wakes up after a few hours, sees you between my arms*
*my fingers your pretty face gently as you still sleep*
*looks at you with a big smile as you look quite comfortable and cute when you sleep*
*closes my eyes again as I'm just so tired, my arms keeping you close to me*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /widens my eyes at your suggestion, feeling a bit flustered but still nodding my agreement, not hating the idea/ Yeah, let’s
/holds onto you until we reached the bedroom, letting you take my shoes off (wants to protest but decides not to after seeing your peaceful expression) before cuddling on your bed/
/draws idle patterns on your arms around me, eventually hearing your soft snores; slowly turns around to face you, studying your slumbering face quietly/
/gently pushes some strands away from your face, then resting my hand on your cheek; smiles fondly to myself before closing my eyes too and letting sleep take me/
I can see that you care, this is cute.
Ok let's snuggle and nap on my bed then?
*looks at you softly as I pick you up between my arms and leads the way to my bed, putting you down I take both of our shoes off*
*lays down and hugs your body to me from behind, closing my eyes and falls asleep right away*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ () okay, last reply fr and then i eep
/hums while casting my gaze to the side/ Only because I care.
Oh no no /shakes my head frantically/ You should rest first! If we’re gonna eat anything, I think takeout would be better
You don’t have to fuss over cooking and tire yourself further /gentle/
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *smiles gently at you* you can be so sweet sometimes
*chuckles softly as I hold you closely*
mm not sure, are you hungry? should i make you something?
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /quickly shakes my head/ Don’t apologise. You didn’t do anything wrong
I’m just glad it’s over now so you can rest /smiles earnestly/ Are you hungry? It was a long day
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ *leans more to your soft touch as my other arm your back slowly*
Oh- I'm sorry, I didn't mean to make you worry... it was a tough day
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ Mm, fair enough!
/smiles warmly, rubbing my thumb against your cheekbone/
I’m glad /whispers too/ You were really tense before… I’ve never seen you like that, had me worried /admits softly/
@✧ ┆ l. yangyang. ˢʰᵉᵉᵖ I have so many nicknames, you can have as much.
*leans to your soft touch and smiles genlty when your hands is on my cheek*
A little better...*whispers*
@✦ ┆ l. minhyuk. ˡᶦᵒⁿ /looks at you curiously at the nickname, laughing lightly/
No more sheep plushie?
/runs my hand through your hair, before resting it on your cheek/
Feeling okay? /soft/