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@α┊xue bayi “You wont, if im there ill make sure you wont, i have tools and anything else you can need Bayi. you dont have to do anything alone my friend.” chanhee tilted his head watching,bayi to try and read him, trying tos ee what he was feeling or thinking right now.

Reaching his hand away chanhee bowed his head in a silent apology forgetting there were people who didnt like touching or forms of affection. “Of course little fishy, anything i can do to help, so may i ask what are your plans for the day, if your not busy youre more than welcome to stay, i was going to do some shopping after.. If you want- you dont have to no pressure or anything at all promise~”

/wanders down the lightly snow dusted sidewalk with a faint hum. Hands shoved into my pockets and face covered by the neck part of my jacket/

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ //TW: Talks of death ahead. Read at own risk

"If I die in the process....ah"
He was slipping up badly, as he silenced himself with thinly pursed lips, there was no going back, it was clear as day that Bayi had a target on someone. Following his deep sigh, he kept his mask away and allowed his true self to see the sun's light. "If I die in the process, at least I tried, which would mean I was always the weakest one. I don't want to just...kill someone, I want to fight them and see who will come out alive."

He flinched at the touch on his knee. In his true self, which strayed so far from feeling a connection from anyone, from feeling any touch and feeling, he felt raw and bare in front of the omega that a touch to his knee would be enough to get his body to jolt. He was at a loss for the help he had before him; he was beyond speechless, and all he could do was drop his torso to express his thanks. "Thank you, Chanhee...I'll keep that in mind....for when...if I do it."

@α┊xue bayi //TW: Talks of death ahead. Read at own risk

Chanhee could see things aligning. And he couldn’t help his smile spreading across his face as he munched on another strawberry listening. “I’m not sure you should do it along Bayi.. I did and look at me. I can be there with you just in case- I won’t join I can stand to the side for emergency help if needed..”

He didn’t know why or who was up for Bayi’s revenge but if the sweet alpha had someone in mind it must be bad. Chanhee moved closer gently laying a hand on your knee. “Whatever you need help with I’ll be there Bayi.. you don’t have to do anything alone anymore. Friends help each other out in touch spots, let me help you even if it’s just helping getting rid of the mess. I’ll ask my mate. He’s strong and hell never need to know who it was or why. You’ll be protected? You’ll get your peace back..”

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ //TW: Talks of death ahead. Read at own risk

Bayi had to stop snapping into this new haze, the mask was slipping and failing, the idea of murder was his weakness. He took a napkin and cleaned up his hands from the sandwich's dressings and tidied up the crumbs of what once seemed to be something.

His eyes wavered, his heart was thumping hard and fast against his ribcages, aching to break free and chase it's passion. "Revenge..." He muttered under his breath, recalling all the times his dad tried to kill him when he was a teenager, just for existing.

Would he ask someone to help him? No...he wanted this to be his and no one else's. He tenses up, no mask to cover up the guilty expression, a deer caught in the headlights.
"I-....don't we all have someone we wished was dead? And I don't know...I wouldn't want someone joining me....if...."
He puts weight in the last word, he couldn't just shamelessly say he was thinking of doing this, he still felt guilty about these horrible thoughts and desires. He knew he shouldn't just kill his dead....he had to be strong....not yet ... He can't snap.
"if I did commit this crime, I think I only need help with the covering it up."

@α┊xue bayi //TW: Talks of death ahead. Read at own risk

Chanhee slowly nodded still watching bayi, even though the two just became friends there was this thing about the alpha that told him he was a good man and wasn’t one to lie. Chanhee trusted his gut more than he should but it never let him down before. “That is true, evil shouldn’t be walking around the earth.
Taking another bite or two Chanhee shifts on the blanket watching Bayi closely. He can see something behind those eyes. Like maybe wheels turning on a clock. Has the alpha been hurt before? Did he have someone he needed to get rid of? Chanhee’s jaw clenched at the thought. Someone as sweet at bayi should never have to go through what he did or his mate did. They said revenge was a dish best served cold but Chanhee disagreed. Revenge was a dish served bloody in his eyes.
Unable to stop the giggle from leaving him Chanhee picked up some strawberry to toss in his mouth nodding “It felt amazing YiYi. To get revenge for my mate. To stop the man from hurting anyone else.. he wasn’t a good man and I don’t feel bad for a second. Mmm sure it can be unless you’re good. And my mate was good at it. We did it together, he let me take the first swing of the bat. But yeah, if you have someone who knows what they’re doing and your not squeamish than it’s not to difficult. Just cover your steps really.. why? Do you.. have someone you need taken care of? Do you need help?”

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ Bayi didn't even realize the position that Chanhee was in, heck he didn't think of turning Chanhee in till he mention his worry. "Ah...Chanhee I wouldn't turn you in, people....sometimes deserve to die if no one else will take care of them."

Why hadn't he thought about this? If Chanhee can get away with murder, what's there stopping him from doing it?
He swallowed thickly, his stomach filled with restless butterflies while he focused on the chanting in his head, 'kill him, kill him...' over and over again while picturing the face of his 'father'.

Bayi lowered his gaze to his hand, holding the stomach; gradually, his grip tightened around the bread, breaking the food into pieces as he visualized his father's throat. A shaky, exhilarated exhale escaped the alpha, "Did...it must have felt good? But hiding...it nowadays, isn't it hard to hide such a crime?"

The alpha was pleading in his head, a glimmer of his dream to be real, if there was a safe and for sure way to commit this crime, he might just go plan a surprise visit.

@α┊xue bayi Chanhee’s eyes stayed glued onto Bayi as it seemed the man was processing his words. Would he turn him in? There would be no proof or evidence of Chanhee’s crimes. He was good at covering up after the first time. But he still feared someone would try to take him away from his mates. They were his lifeline and without them he would become a shell of himself and his existence.
He rasied a brow taking another bite of his sandwich still staring at Bayi unable to figure out what the man was thinking behind the closed off walls. “Don’t apologize.. it’s a lot to take in I’m sure- just.. don’t tell anyone okay? If they told and I get taken from my mates.. all hell would break loose around us.”
Chanhee had to giggle at this, a hand covered his mouth, he sat his food down and took a juice box sipping through the straw nodding. “That’s a silly question~ of course I would. I’d do anything to protect my mates and the ones I love. Especially if they’re bad icky people.. why do they get to love on hurting people around them not paying for what they did..?I’d be happy to make them pay and remind them they’re not gods. They’re not above the rest of us. I don’t care what subgender they are- you hurt someone I care about. You’ll regret it. Simple as that”

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ Like a switch, his anger quickly faded away, he was sitting there dumbfounded and blinking a few times. Bayi didn't believe the other at first, but the way he rambled off to defend himself made him start believing him. His expression softened, and his scent returned to its normal state. Kill...murder...
He was now looking at Chanhee in a new light, the sweet omega who liked making people happy, liked baking for others....he took a life....
He....was strong....and brave, braver than anyone he has met.
Bayi's lips unintentionally drew into a smile, god it was enormous and unnerving with their topic, heck this might be the happiest he had actually felt.

He blinked a few times and cleared his throat a few times, putting himself back into that mask he was so good at wearing. "ah, sorry, that was a lot to take in." He takes half a sandwich just to hold for now, his mind racing and thinking too hard for him to multitask.

"You killed someone....You...You would do it again?"

@α┊xue bayi The longer they just sat there the more the omega started to shrink into himself trying to make himself smaller. He could smell the alphas scent souring and he didn’t like it. He didn’t like people upset or angry at him.
He lifts his head up frowning. “No one’s hurting me- and the guy who did this-“ he pointed at the slide to his hip and bruise on his leg “he’s dead I killed him, so yeah I was hurt but not by anyone I care about. I went at it alone when I should have gone with my mates..” Chanhee’s voice was eerily calm as well but for other reasons. “He hurt one of my mates so I showed him that he isn’t allowed to live anymore for touching what is mine Bayi.. i miscalculated when I attacked and he got a few marks on me but that was it- no one’s hurting me Bayi and if they did- me and my mates would happily show them that that was a mistake on their end~ it’s no big deal.. not the first guy who is crossed off the list and won’t be the last~ now eat silly bean before the food gets cold~” Chanhee smiled warmly taking a large bite form his sandwich wiggling happily

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ Bayi felt an emotion, something he was sure he locked away with everything else to remain this peaceful, alpha; anger, rage....He wasn't upset that Chanhee avoided answering the truth; it was out of line for a new friend to poke their nose in sensitive matters. He was upset, because he was glued on the idea of someone hurting someone he cared about, he didn't want anyone to go through such pain and he would do anything to make sure it wouldn't happen.
His rosy lips purse thinly, his silence spoke more than he would.
Once Chanhee made the connection, Bayi grew more intense, the gentleness fading, getting consumed by the anger. "Chanhee, if someone is hurting you, I can take care of them, we can take care of them. They can't....You shouldn't be hurt like this, you are too sweet and kind for this world...."

@α┊xue bayi Chanhee’s whole body tenses at the time of his new friend. And slowly lifts his head eyes wide before he frowns, brows knitting together. “W-what? Why-. No no no, no one’s hurting me. Why would you ask that?” He shifts pulling his light cardigan over his lap. “No ones hurting me Bayi, I’m fine.. that’s.. a random thing to ask-“ biting his lip chanhee looked away and picked up half a sandwich till it clicks why bayi may be asking such a ridiculous thing. He looks down at his leg and subconsciously covered his side with his arm. “I’m fine-“

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ "well I am relieved to hear that." He sat there all pretty and still, allowing the omega to show the contents of his food but his eyes are caught by the wounds on the frail omega.
His body turned cold, and anything else that Chanhee said was drowned out, his mind racing with thoughts as he studies the bruise. Did he get into an accident? Or did someone hurt him.... His brow furrowed a bit, he was silent the whole time while the urge to protect the omega grew extremely apparent. "Chanhee..." He called out, voice stern and cold . "No one is hurting you, right"

His dark, black eyes fixated on the omega, his own scent becoming intense and foul.

@α┊xue bayi “Oh hush bayi you’re not taking up anything of mine~” Chanhee shook his head getting on his knees to reach over and bring the food closer to bayi; in doing so exposing the bruising around his leg and red cut along the side of his stomach. “No, no one~ just me myself and I. Was gonna sit out here and relax for a little bit but I was missing company before I knew it. So I’m happy for you to join me”

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ He hesitated at first, feeling bad if he intruded though Chanhee insisted on staying.
"Thank you, I won't take up much of your time."
He lowers himself down, legs curled underneath his bottom, his curious eyes shifting to check all the food the omega made.
"My...what a feast. Where you expecting someone?"

@α┊xue bayi Chanhee squeaked turning around on high alert at the call of his name only to relax seeing the sweet kind alpha in front of him. “Bayi, hi! Hm? Oh no no please take as much of my time as you want~ just having a picnic..” Chanhee glanced behind you seeing you alone and motions at the food laid out. “Would you care to join me..? I could use some company always~ and there’s plenty of food here to share. I kinda over did it in the kitchen this morning.. sometimes I just lose myself in cooking..” he laughed sheepishly and rubbed the back of his neck shifting on the blanket to make more room

@Ω┊choi chanhee ⁿᵉʷ Bayi was taking his stroll; best way to keep his mind at bay was to enjoy the outside world and watch people live in their little worlds. He stops in his tracks when he notices someone from the distance, someone he is familiar with. There was a tug at his heart to meet his new friend, another part of him whispering he was best to watch from afar.

But...sometimes the heart is more potent in its battle, and he approached Chanhee, admiring the pretty outfit he had on, and smiled to himself.
"Hi Chanhee, it seems you are having a good time at the park." He motions to his picnic assembly. "I won't take too much of your time; I just wanted to say hi."

@α┊xue bayi Chanhee found a perfect spot at the park for his personal little picnic. He was off today, his lovers gifts all wrapped bows and hiding neatly in his closet. Deciding to take a day for himself Chanhee laid out his picnic blanket under one of the large shaking trees kneeling on the blanket he bug to pull out his treats from his basket all while smiling to himself humming a Christmas song. He gets comfortable putting on Christmas music on his phone. Tilting his head back he sighs definitely needing this after the night he last a few days ago.

@α┊jeon wonwoo () Works for me~!

@Ω┊song hyeongjun (I'll move us to walls yeah? as your place location)

@α┊jeon wonwoo *watching you with a smile, leaning closer to hear your whispers, my face heating immediately* I'd like that, actually... I'd like that a lot. *watching you take the bag, smiling* I'd love your help~

@Ω┊song hyeongjun (/sighs in relief after hearing your remarks as he nodded and proceeded with the payment using his card) okay then. perhaps if you don't mind. (/leans into your ear and whispers) i could lend a hand during your heat later on. heh. (/pulls away and took the bag ) let's go.

@α┊jeon wonwoo I take suppressants but sometimes they don't work entirely and I have to take care of myself... I don't ask anyone for help. *humming softly* It's always just me and my little nest of pillows and blankets... *taking my items to the counter happily*

@Ω┊song hyeongjun ah i see i see. it's pretty long way to go. did you usually takes suppressant for that or — you have someone to help you? (/somehow he's not liking the thought of it, as he clears his throat and looks away ) let's pay for this then.

@α┊jeon wonwoo Mmmmm... Maybe? I do enjoy cuddles more when it's freezing out. *tapping my chin with a soft hum* My cycle doesn't start until the 5th of January~ I'm not close enough yet. *tapping my chin* My cookies~! *reaching for a package of my favorite ones*

@Ω┊song hyeongjun perhaps it's the weather makes you acting like that? you feels all cuddly eh? (/smiles back as he nodded) ah so you like them too? what else should we get ? ive got all of your healthy snacks already. wait — are you nearing your cycle or something?

@α┊jeon wonwoo Is that weird? I feel like it's weird that the cold makes me so tired... *patting your hand with a smile* I would definitely enjoy having you around me more often~ *scanning the shelves* Ooh. *grabs some salted almonds, humming softly*

@Ω┊song hyeongjun ah i see how it is... I'll take note on that as well. I'll try my best to be around you, when you're tired. especially during this winter. (/reached the snacks place as he looks for your healthy snacks first)

@α┊jeon wonwoo Mhmmm... I do. Especially when I'm cold? Which... Is weird but yeah. When I'm cold I get tired really quickly. *sticking close to you, smiling when your arm wraps around me* Okay~

@Ω┊song hyeongjun ah you get tired easily? i see i see. that's good though. (/hold around your waist with his other empty hand when you walk next to him , trying to be protective ) I'll take notes on that, let's get that yeah?