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@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Well of course, I don’t see the issue with that. I wanna share everything with you.
grins in amusement to myself seeing how you hide yourself away with the pillow, I want to tease you but I hope myself back from doing so. pulling up the shorts completely before I’m leaning over to press a gentle kiss to your head, nodding my head lightly.
That’s without question, babe. I will always want to cuddle you. Let me change real quick.
stands up, gathering your clothes that was removed so I can toss it into the laundry basket before I’m ridding of my clothes, walking with just my boxers to the dresser so I can grab just a shirt and slips it on. returning to you and pulling the blanket over us, scooting myself close to you as I reel you into a tight embrace and tangling our legs together as well.
I love ending my nights like this

@ᵃ moon sangmin. As you begin to undo my pants my mind wanders and I can’t help but pull the pillow over my face. I knew if I even made eye contact with you once my cheeks would flare red.
Lifts my hips as your light pats, only resting them back onto the bed once the material of my jeans pool at my feet.
You’re gonna let me wear your brand new shorts?
I ask, pulling the pillow down to my chest, peeking over the side of it. I lift my legs and eventually my hips once more when given the direction to do so.
Can we cuddle when you’re done?

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. my heart can’t help but swell with endearment and adoration from how you respond to me. once you’ve laid back down I begin to undo the front of your pants making sure not to make too much eye contact just cause of how flustered I know you can get. giving a light pat to your hips to signal you to lift them before I can tug down your pants along your long slender legs.
I just recent bought these shorts so do let me know how comfy they are.
they’re black shorts, to the touch it’s soft though not as soft as your skin once I put one foot through each leg hole before sliding them up, giving another light tap at your hip to once again signal you to raise them.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. So encouraging, Sangda.
Croons, enjoying the head pats of praise.
Thank you
I let you help me out the shirt on, smiling up at you from my position on the bed. I’m filled with relief when the shirt is fully on, gently brushing my hands over it smooth it out.
Aye aye cap’in!
I salute you as I fall back onto the bed, my arms tucked beneath the cloud-like pillow as I inhale a deep, tired sigh.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. I know, I know. But it’ll be done before you know it.
says with a soft chuckle, you whining was rather adorable and I could tell I would become fond of it. once you’ve sat up to my surprise you start taking your shirt off, your missed shot makes a small chuckle to elicit and I give a small pat to your head in praise.
Im sure you’ll get it next time.
it was honestly cute how you covered yourself up, I first put the shirt on over your head and gently pulls it down, taking your arms and guiding them through the short sleeves and pulling the the rest of it to cover your waist.
Alright, now you can lay down and let me handle the rest.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I’m glad you don’t think it’s weird.
Turns my head and begins watching you venture toward the dresser. I won’t lie, my eyes did happen to glance down to your but not for long as I was curious to see what you were gonna grab out for me.
Ah, I’m so exhausted, I don’t wanna move…
I quietly whine while doing it anyways, bringing myself to sit up and peel my shirt off without wasting another moment. I ball it up and attempt to aim for the clothes basket, but I ended up failing.
Damn… I missed.
My hands immediately begin to covertly cover my upper body. Still feeling a bit timid when it came to this sort of thing.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. your surprised reaction to lifting and carrying you announced makes me chuckle softly with amusement, your arms wrapping around me was positive reinforcement as I know sometimes you may be too flustered to be carried like this.
Hm? I don’t think it’s weird at all. I’m glad to help you change, plus I’m sure you’re exhausted. This is the least I can do.
says with a reassuring smile, going towards the dresser to take out one of my white tee shirts and comfy sleeping shorts, bringing them over to you.
Alright you know the drill baby

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I would do anything for you too, Sangda. Because I love you so mu-Uch!
I wasn’t expecting to be lifted, but I did find myself not minding it. I cling onto whatever parts of you I can while I’m whisked into the bedroom. Once on the bed, I stretch my limbs and groan.
Yes, please, I like it when you help me. Is that weird?
Haha.
Chuckles at myself for not changing myself.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. emits a soft endearing chuckle at how your body just flops against me, my arms wrapping around you to help keep you up, pressing a few soft kisses to your head.
I love you too, my sweet boy and I’d do anything for you. Pardon me..
i decide to loosen my arms so I can instead carry your bridal style, offering a soft smile as I begin to bring us to the bedroom; figuring you may want to lay down and relax. that is exactly what I do once entering the room, setting you down onto the bed and taking off the slippers to leave them near your side of the bed.
Would you like help dressing for bed again?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I follow along beside you toward the apartment. Relieved it will just be the two of us there. Down the familiar path, up the elevator and down the hall; that is where our apartment was. I’m thankful to be home, my social battery practically in the negatives at this point.
I allow myself to be tugged inside, probably needing the help anyhow. Slips out of my shoes swiftly and slides into the slippers, thank you for placing them in front of me.
Sangda, I love you, and I really appreciate you.
I part our hands and just plant myself into your chest, letting my body sag from the weariness I felt from the day.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. taking hold of your hand, lacing our fingers together for a secure hold as I begin to lead us out of the lobby area, taking our usual path towards the elevator and up to our floor. I open the front door, gently pulling you in before shutting the door behind you, slipping off my shoes and putting on my house slippers before I’m putting your pair in front of you.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. hearing that you didn’t think it was a silly topic to have brought up I feel a sense of relief and softly sigh out as well to myself to indicate my relief.
To hear you say that.. really makes me feel better. For a second I thought it was a mistake to bring it up.
as you continue to speak I listen intently, taking note everything you mention and I can’t help but nod in agreement, recalling the moments in which the both of us would yearn so much for each other; it was unbearable, it still is, well a little. Tolerance has been built up when it comes to your absence solely because compared to in the past when we weren’t really anything, yearning now as we’re in a relationship wasn’t so bad. I notice how your eyes avert towards my neck and I do the same hearing your explanation.
You don’t need to apologize, I get it. I really do. It’s safe to say that the both of us always feel the same whether it having been with our feelings towards each other or just merely wanting to be together. We share all of those feelings.
my gaze raises back to yours, a tender smile on my lips and I lean forward to press a soft kiss against your lips, my forehead then pressing gently against yours.
I love you, Yugyeom and I just know with every cell of my body that you are the only one I want to be with. You’re the only one I want to be mine.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I rest my free hand beneath my shirt, resting it upon my stomach to try and thaw it as you warm my other one. I’m thankful for your kind gesture.
My gaze is shifted to your side profile as you begin explaining it and eventually say it was silly of you to bring up.
I don’t think it’s silly, I’m happy you did bring it up. I’ve been looking into it and have discovered more of its meaning. Everything I’ve read to is so… accurate to what I experience with you. I’ve read that it’s only supposed to be so much more intense after being mated through a bite.
My dark eyes drop to where your scent gland is.
I just feel that.. we would be so infatuated with one another if we committed our entire beings to each other. It kind of makes sense, right? The need to be close often, practically losing our minds being away from one another during our cycles, the rush of serotonin that we get from seeing the other person. I swear that our souls are already bonded. I’m sorry if this is too much for you, it’s just, I can’t help but feel so attached to you, Sangmin.
Lifts my eyes back to yours, wanting to know how you felt about it.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. when you’re next to me on the couch I let go of your hand so my arm can loop behind your waist, my free hand soon reaching to take one of yours, but I don’t hold it completely in mine, that is until your statement about your hands and my touch has me grasping gently on your hand to try and keep it as warm as possible.
Oh yeah, I remember that. It’s just a theory and/or myth that I’ve heard about. It’s something rare that happens, in most cases fated mates never meet each other in their lifetime. It wasn’t silly of me to bring up.. right?

@ᵃ moon sangmin. My smile stuck to my lips as I wait for you. Happy to just exist with you in these moments. I willingly follow behind you once you’ve put on your slippers and decided to take the lead further into the apartment.
I allow myself to be tugged down beside you, keeping myself close to you.
Me too, it’s so nice. My hands are kind of freezing.
I’m tempted to slip them beneath your shirt.
Anyway, you messaged me asking about soul bonding / mating and if I believed in it? Do you remember that?
I ask, finding this to be a little more pressing as it had been on my mind the last few days.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. as we walk back to our apartment my hand is giving a few gentle squeezes to yours when you look back at me and I mirror the smile on your lips before I know it we’ve headed inside and into the foyer of our apartment. taking off my sneakers and slipping my house slippers on, finding it adorable how you still held my hand in the process of us removing our shoes. This time I take the lead, heading towards the living room and taking a seat in the middle of the comfy couch, gently pulling you down next to me.
I’m glad it’s nice and warm in here

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I decide to take the lead to our shared home. Occasionally, I glance over to you, offering a warm smile each and every time. Even beginning to swing our conjoined hands to-and-fro.
It doesn’t take much longer and we’re entering our home. I slip out of my shoes and still hold your hand while slipping into some house slippers and waiting for you at the landing.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. I just got a bit too excited to see you… We’ll have to keep an eye on that. I hope it doesn’t bruise too badly.
nods softly with a tender smile at your words and I get up from the bed, changing out from my day clothes and into my regular sleeping attire of a solid plain tee; this one being white, and some comfy shorts. After putting my clothes into the laundry basket I slip under the covers with you, instantly attaching myself to you.

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I can’t help but softly smile when you rush over and cup my face. Admiring the way you examine my cheek so carefully.
It’s alright, Sangda. I know you didn’t mean to. It doesn’t hurt a lot, but I do think it’ll be bruised internally tomorrow.
Winces slightly when your thumb brushes along the tender area. The kind kiss pulling a coo from me.
Get into your pajamas and let’s cuddle before I fall asleep. I wanna hide in your warmth.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. with my entrance your reaction was granted and I gasp softly before rushing over next to you on the bed, reaching my hand up to gently cup at your jaw.
Oh gosh, I didn’t mean to scare you like that. I’m sorry babe, does it hurt a lot?
a small pout forms on my lips as my eyes scan over your cheek in which your phone had fallen on, my thumb lightly brushing across the area before leaning into press a soft kiss to your cheek.
My pretty boy

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I had been silently scrolling on my phone while waiting for you to come home. Occasionally laughing at silly videos that appear in my feed.
Aah!
My shoulders instantly scrunch up, dropping my phone on my face from being surprised when you burst through the bedroom door.
Ow- Hi, Sangda
Moves my phone up and sits up properly in the bed. My index and middle fingers lightly tapping at the top of my cheek bone.
I missed you, handsome.

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. once opening the front door I’m quick in kicking off my shoes I quickly run to the bedroom, bursting through the door comedically.
BABE!!

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Mhm, I remember holding your hand while telling the scary stories. I loved, and still do love, any of the physical affections I could do with you. Oh! Studio ghibli movies are the best. The music is amazing too.
Which one should we watch?
-Let’s you adjust the shirt so it sits properly on my body, as properly as it could anyhow-
-I try not to look at you when you begin removing my jeans, not wanting to get worked up from the way you looked at me-
-Once you’ve finished, I climb onto the bed and lay down beneath the hefty comforter. I rub my limbs over the cold spots on the bed to try and warm up the space quickly-
Mhm! Thank you, Sangda.
-pulls the blankets back for you, patting the spot beside me-

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. You have no worries there, since yknow I’m not a big fan or horror and the such. I’ll find a nice relaxing movie.. hm studio Ghibli movies are rather calm. How about one of those?
I make sure to help straighten up the shirt once it’s on your body, adjusting the fabric at the shoulder before you react to what I had said, it makes me chuckle softly and the appearance of the blush that spreads across your cheeks makes me grin. shifting a bit closer so I can first your the front of your jeans, fingers hooking at the waist band of your bands and once your hips lift I slowly pull them off, my eyes watching how the jeans slide off your legs.
Nice and comfy?
I toss your shirt and jeans into a laundry basket near by, plopping myself beside you

@ᵃ moon sangmin. ( aye aye (￣^￣)ゞ )

Hm, I’m fine with anything, just nothing scary. I’m not a big fan of scary movies, I just like scary stories.
So like… maybe a cartoon movie? Should we watch a Christmas one? Or maybe just a regular one?
-Only extends my arms once you begin removing my shirt, my hands immediately going to my chest and stomach, rubbing them lightly. The blue shirt is quick to cover my upper body, happy at the cool sensation that will soon be warm just from my pure body heat-
I- Sangda!
-My cheeks have dipped into a pink-ish red territory from your remark, but I couldn’t say you were wrong. I cup my face and slowly fall back onto the bed, using my feet to push my lower half off the mattress so that you could remove my jeans-
Don’t make me stay like this for too long…
-mumbles-

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. () idk what that ,m is ignore it

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Hm, what’s a comforting movie you like? That could be good.
smiles fondly as you work your way to sit up and seeing how you lift your arms was adorable in my arms, hands grip at the hem of your shirt and carefully takes it off you, grabbing the dark blue shirt and slipping it on you.
Next up, lay down and lift your hips. You should be good at that, right?
says with a little teasing tone and a small grin to pair along with it,m

@ᵃ moon sangmin. I’m fine with anything, honestly. Thank you, you’re so lovely.
-smiles at the kiss to my forehead, enjoying the affections-
Okay…
-patiently waits for you to return with something I could borrow for the time being. My eyes glance to the dark blue shirt and I hum in contentment-
Okay~
-groans as I bring myself to sit up, lazily holding my arms up for you to have an easier time removing my shirt-

@ᵇ kim yugyeom. Of course that’s okay, babe. What did you want to put on? It’s also alright if you fall asleep, I’ll be right here with you.
your request makes me chuckle softly in amusement but it’s in an endearing way, nodding before pressing a soft kiss to your forehead.
Wait right here and just relax. I’ll grab that for you.
standing up from my spot I head towards the dresser, opening a drawer and taking out a plain dark blue shirt, bringing it over and sets the shirt beside you.
Can you sit up, just a little. So I can take your shirt off

@ᵃ moon sangmin. Sounds amazing, should we put something on to watch? I like some background noise when sleeping. Though, I can’t guarantee I’ll last for long. My eyes may just close on me.
So sorry to ask but… would you help me change? I just need a big t-shirt. I really wanna be a lazy boy.
-chuckles at myself, plopping down sleepily on the bed-