@Lu Han Jiyong soon nodded off with a comfortable warmth surrounding him. He hoped that the younger wouldn't have nightmares. He hated them but sometimes being in a nightmare is better than having to face reality. He wasn't ashamed to admit that he was a cuddler in bed,it has its perks...like right now. It was amazing how he knew which people to interact with,who would give him the most enjoyment and benefits and also...who would give him happiness.
(So...end of RP? Or how would you want to continue?)
@Kwon Jiyong Luhan nodded. "Mm. I'm tired." He looked at Jiyong again, nodding slightly. He reached up to cup Jiyong's jaw, tracing the shape under his eyes. "Sleep," he whispered. He slowly placed a gentle kiss onto Jiyong's cheek, hugging him close, resting his head on the elder's chest.
@Lu Han Jiyong chuckled and kissed Luhan's forehead before closing his eyes as well. "Hey lulu? Are you tired...? Because I am pooped." He sighed and relaxed into the bed. His shoulders seemed more sunken and his expression was that of weariness.
@Kwon Jiyong Luhan nodded and closed his eyes. He cuddled closer into Jiyong's chest, hugging his waist. Luhan closed his eyes, inhaling Jiyong's scent and tracing random shapes on his back. "Like I said. So long as you don't me. In which case you're fine." He let out a soft sigh and looked up at Jiyong for a moment before closing his eyes again.
@Lu Han Jiyong chuckled and held the younger close again. "Of course I wouldn't. Hey I may be a gang leader but I still have my morals alright? is only for willing parties. is a big no-no for me." He smiled and pecked Luhan's nose. He wondered if his touch was making the younger feel repulsed in any way. "I'm just glad that I'm not scaring you."
@Kwon Jiyong "It's alright," he said softly, leaning in slightly to Jiyong's arms. He pulled back and looked at him. "I'm...getting used to it. Now, I'll be right back." Luhan ducked into the bathroom to change. No one had ever seen him , or even shirtless, so he wasn't going to let that change yet. He came back out and crawled into bed, pulling Jiyong down with him. "I forgive you. And you touching me...it's fine. So long as you don't try to me."
@Lu Han Jiyong stripped and changed while the younger was speaking. No wonder he hated touches. Oh well,that was going to change. He was a skinship monster,he liked touching people and Luhan was no exception. He pulled the younger to him and hugged him close,kissing the top of his head. "I'm sorry for being such an earlier on Lulu...forgive me? Although I can't promise not to keep my hands off of you."
@Kwon Jiyong Luhan pulled Jiyong up from the couch and led him to the bedroom. Luhan walked to his closet, looking for pajamas. "I killed my dad because he me," Luhan said softly. "Every night he'd come home with the stench of brandy and whisky on his breath. He would touch me. Beat me. Leave a cut on my arm for every tear I shed, and a cigarette burn for every cry, every whimper. My back and stomach have scars still, though there aren't as many as I thought there would be. But...he came home one night and I had stolen his gun from under my parent's bed. He didn't just touch me...he started to me. He didn't actually get around to getting completely inside. Because I shot him." Luhan tossed Jiyong sweatpants and a shirt to sleep in, grabbing the same for himself. "And then I went into the bedroom and shot my mom. She knew what my dad was doing. But did nothing. So I killed the . And then I ran." Luhan looked at Jiyong and blinked. "Perhaps I'm saying too much but...after I ran, I got involved in some drug smuggling. Then I got clean and worked at as an engineer's assistant. Found out I was good at making things, especially weapons. And that's how I'm here today."
@Lu Han "Then I guess we do have something in common...we both killed our dad. Well,I killed my family but that's just cause they were in the way of getting things done right. Whole bunch of corrupted people...almost brought the Dragons down with the-Excuse me. I think I've leaked more information than I would to the police." Jiyong chuckled as he took the younger's hand and stood,thinking that Luhan was going to lead him somewhere else.
@Kwon Jiyong "I don't think we should have to rely on others for our own happiness," Luhan said, slowly getting up to stretch his arms. He blinked at Jiyong and held out his hand. "Though happiness is a bit of a stretch for me. I don't recall ever being truly happy. Well...perhaps once. The day I finally shot my dad. Though it was only part happiness. It was mostly fear and relief."
@Lu Han "Aish you're no fun. Well,my dongseang seems drugged off of love. He seems...happier. And I haven't seen him that happy in a very very long time." Jiyong stated. He pecked the younger's cheek and chuckled. "If you don't want to it's fine~ I didn't befriend you just to you after all." He joked,eyes twinkling with mischief.
@Kwon Jiyong "Love," Luhan repeated, tone flat. No wonder, no curiosity. Just a word. "Love isn't necessary. You don't need it, so don't worry. I don't believe you're missing on anything. Then again, I've never been loved. So I couldn't tell you." He glanced at Jiyong and blinked. "Experiment...how? By kissing? We're not in love, so it wouldn't do the same thing now, would it?" He blinked his doe eyes at Jiyong before looking forward again.
@Lu Han "I think they're exaggerating. Although I wouldn't know myself...I've never been in love." Jiyong mused. So the smaller had still not been exposed to much intimacy,or so he thought. "Do you want to see if it's true or not? It'll be like an experiment." He winked and inches closer to the younger's face.
@Kwon Jiyong Luhan felt those arms wrap tightly around his waist and shrugged a little, his arms wrapping around Jiyong's waist too. "Mm...I don't know. I guess I was curious as to if kisses are really supposed to be like that. The fireworks and what not. It seems a bit unrealistic to me."