❝ eunjung's suite

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@Ham Eunjung "You don't need to worry about me, I'm fine," she smiled reassuringly and looked up after hearing her precious lover sigh. Jieun could sense that something was wrong and she was upset; the young girl thought back to the last few days, wondering what she had done wrong. "Baby...what's wrong?" she asked cluelessly, setting her laptop aside and pulling the older girl into her lap. As she looked into the eyes of the latter, she d her hair affectionately with one hand, using the other to hold Eunjung close to her. She sat there until the reason hit her; did the older girl know about Sunny? Yes, Sunny had kissed her, but it was under certain circumstances- the mobster was about to commit suicide, Jieun couldn't just let her die, and so she allowed Sunny to have her way. Eunjung was the only in the young girl's heart, Sunny was just a friend. The DJ didn't love anyone but her beautiful Eunjung. No one else had ever captivated her heart like the girl in her arms had. "Eunjung, you know that I love you and only you, right? I want to spend all my life with you. No one else. I want to be yours forever."

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung frowned slightly seeing as the younger was exhausted. She sighed walking over to her "Baby I'm worried about you. I think that your slowly killing your body." She sighed it wasn't exactly what she wanted to say. She had tasted something on the younger. It was driving her crazy but she kept a calm outside. She wanted to know if the younger had kissed another. It was eating her away inside slowly she was torn. Did she ask and be hurt by the answer? Or did she ignore and forget it hoping that it would go away. Her heart started to race and she thought it was going to burst. She needed to know if her lover had another one. Did she possibly love another girl?

@Ham Eunjung Jieun gave a small smile as she watched the older girl; Eunjung seemed so happy and bubbly. It was nice to see her like that. After a few moments of watching, the young girl climbed off her and stretched a bit before grabbing her laptop and resumed finishing the emails that she needed to send to her secretary. Checking the clock quickly, she realized that it was already past 3 am. That was not good. She still had to wake up at four to prepare for her work. It looked like tonight would be yet again, another sleepless night. For the last couple of weeks, Jieun had continued to skip most of her meals and had only slept seven hours total by the end of each week; not that she cared. As long as Eunjung was happy, nothing else mattered. She couldn't care less about her own health.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung smiled at her words. She was happy and warm. She loved how fast she bounced back. Finally, she was taking the time to get what she wanted done, it seemed like a good time. She was considering going back to school. She wanted her degree in psychology and she wanted to start a small business. But she was taking the week to get prepared. She grinned at the younger girl and pecked her lips. Before nuzzling against her nose.

@Ham Eunjung With a small grin, Jieun winked and flopped back on the bed tiredly. "I love you more, baby." Pulling the older girl down onto the bed with her, she wrapped her legs around the older girl's waist and her arms around the latter's neck, pressing herself against her lover, so that there was no space between their bodies. The young girl stayed like that for a while, enjoying their proximity and the other's warmth.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung smiled and turned to kiss the younger. EunJung was fine with being alone during the day. She didn't mind it, she had time to think and breath. What Jieun didn't know was that what she wanted to also do was write. She had a few ideas for books and writing made her happy. EunJung smiled looking down at their hands noticing their matching rings. "I love you so much princess."

@Ham Eunjung She nodded, happy that the older girl didn't object to her wanting to continue working at the nightclub. She also made a mental note to take a few days off and bring Eunjung out to a few places and spend the day out; the young girl couldn't imagine herself sitting at home all day alone. The thought itself set chills down her spine. "Thank you," she gave a small smile before resting her head on the latter's shoulder. "That's all I wanted to ask."

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) "Well, you know I'll be working and I'm usually home or just sitting around all day." She smiled "Thanks it makes me feel better to know that your mine. "I'll work it so that I'm awake every second your home and we'll make it work. We always do, Jieun it's up to you with the night club. If you want to continue than I understand, But I'll check up to you to make sure that you're safe." She smiled and paused "What else?"

@Ham Eunjung Jieun returned the smile and nodded. "You don't need to worry about me leaving you. I would never do that. I promise. And..." she grinned," You're pretty cute when you're selfish." Giving the older girl a hug, she kissed her neck lightly before planting a kiss on her lips. "Another question. Won't you get...lonely?" she asked tentatively, raising an eyebrow slightly. "I work at my office for the majority of the day and well into the night...and you know that I don't come home until early morning usually," she commented as she began playing with the latter's hair, entangling her fingers in the soft, silky strands. She decided not to mention her job at the nightclub for now; she wasn't sure of how Eunjung would feel about it.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung sighed playing with the younger's hair "Right after we broke up the last time." She sighed. She knew Jieun wouldn't want to quit fighting and if she was persistent EunJung would let her. She couldn't keep her princess from being happy. EunJung shrugged "I have a few in mind but I'm not positive yet, I just need to quit bartending. I'll be taking a week or so to myself." She smiled pecking the youngers cheek. "Just please promise you won't leave me? I need you in my life, I want you to myself and maybe that's selfish but I need you." She smiled a single tear falling down her cheek "As long as I have you, I can always heal." She smiled. She was ready for any questions the younger had.

@Ham Eunjung The young girl sighed as the bartender mentioned that she didn't want her to return to street fighting; it was like her home. She loved it and couldn't leave it. But she would try to abstain for Eunjung; after all, the older was so willing to give alcohol for her. It would only be fair if she was willing to give something up for her lover as well. But the next part caught Jieun off guard. Eunjung...wanted to start a business? The young girl blinked a few times before nodding slowly. "What type of business will you be running, baby?" she asked softly, making a pros and cons list in her head. She would be happy to have her girlfriend safe and at home with her, but she wondered whether the older girl would get lonely. Jieun worked at her office for the majority of the day and well into the night...and she would usually go to the club and be the DJ there until early in the morning. At that moment, another question popped into her mind; would she have to leave her job as the DJ in the club? She pondered over the thought until the latter's voice broke the silence of her mind, telling her that it was her turn. "When did you get an alcohol addiction?" the young girl asked.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung frowned as she downed the wine. She made a mental note to stop drinking it. She would stop now if Jieun was upset by it. "First of all my drinking is stopping now." She smiled slightly. "Already took Tylenol." She smiled. She knew there was a lot to talk about. She hated what had happened. But it wasn't Jieuns fault. Not even in the slightest. "Jieun I don't want you to return to street fighting. I can't see you get hurt. " She smiled and entwined their fingers. "Also, I have a trust fund, and I'm going to quit my job and take a piece of it to start my own business, that's a lot less dangerous. I'll be able to work from home and I'll be home at night." She smiled at the younger again. It had been a long time thinking about it but it was necessary after what had happened. "Your turn loves." She smiled at the younger.

@Ham Eunjung Jieun gently d the older girl's face as she listened to what she had to say. Frowning as the latter took yet another sip of wine, the young girl glared at the wine. It was irking her; she felt as if she was competing with the wine for Eunjung's attention. She swiftly snatched the glass out of her lover's hand and downed the glass' contents in one shot. Now that the wine was out of the way, they could talk properly. "Are you sure you don't want some medicine, baby?" she asked, her voice full of concern. It was sweet that the older girl felt better being in her arms, but Jieun was worried about her psychical condition as well; the bartender couldn't push away the pain that her body felt, otherwise her body would never heal. As she heard the last part of what Eunjung had said, a faint blush appeared on her cheeks and a rare giggle escaped her lips. "I guess you'll always be fine, since you will always have me. Now and forever," she smiled and kissed the other girl's lips softly. "But we have to talk." The younger girl still had a lot of question for the other, but she would let Eunjung talk first.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung pulled her closer and laid down in the youngers lap. She sighed they needed to talk about so much, EunJung didn't know where to start she took another sip of wine. "First of all, I'm okay." She smiled up at the younger before pecking her lips. "I'm a bit hurt but I'm okay with just being in your arms." She smiled again. "As long as I have you I will always be fine." A single tear slid down her cheek. She would be okay. She just needed to stay in Jieun's arms and have her there. As long as she had that she could find reasons to smile. She was an emotional wreck but she could still find so many reasons to smile.

@Ham Eunjung Frowning as the older girl said she was nearly immune to it, Jieun sighed, unhappy that she had allowed Eunjung to get hurt so many times that she had developed an immunity to it; this was all her fault. "It's nothing," the young girl shook her head again. Her own insecurities and such were minor compared to the problems her lover was having. She pouted as the older then took a glass of white wine. Just how much wine was there in her suite? Blinking, the DJ decided she would need to ask about this new alcohol addiction. "Yes we do," she nodded, agreeing with the older girl's statement before following her to the bed. Taking a seat at the foot of the bed, the young girl sat cross-legged and met the gaze of the other.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung nodded slightly. "Yes, but I'll be fine, I'm nearly immune to it anymore." EunJung pecked her lips. "Baby you can always tell me" EunJungs s were slightly sore, but she didn't need to say that. She was okay she had Jieun in her arms. "Princess we have a lot to talk about." EunJung smiled pulling out a glass of white wine. EunJung had decided to break into her trust fund and quit her job. She wasn't safe and she didn't need Jieun to worry about her. She led her to the bed and sipped on the wine. She moved further up on the bed realising that she was . She pulled a blanket over herself and turned facing Jieun.

@Ham Eunjung Jieun's eyes flew open when she felt the latter's arms around her. She didn't want the older girl to be worried about her. It was supposed to be the other way around; Eunjung was the one who was hurt, the DJ should be worrying over her. Quickly wiping away her tears, the young girl cleared her mind of her thoughts, instead replacing it with concern as the bruises on her lover's face caught her. With a shake of her head, Jieun gently pushed the bartender off of her to take a careful look at her face; it was bruised, swollen, but was healing. "Does it still hurt?" she asked, caressing the other's cheeks, observing the rest of her body, checking whether Nichkhun had hurt her elsewhere.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung got out of the shower. She dried of and wrapped herself in her towel. It didn't matter what her face looked like anymore EunJung knew Jieun would still love her. She frowned that the younger had taken her wine but noticed she wasn't there. She looked around and found her standing in the kitchen. EunJung could here her crying and EunJung ran over to her turning to embrace her in a hug. In the midst her towel dropped so she kicked it aside. She kissed both of Jieun's cheeks. "Baby what's wrong?" She frowned at the younger not carying that her beaten face was now exposed. It didn't matter Jieun was crying and that was rare. She looked worriedly into Jieuns eyes cupping her face.

@Ham Eunjung Jieun nodded and laid on the latter's bed, sighing every so often. She was upset that someone, again, had hurt her beautiful Eunjung. And, yet again, the young girl wasn't there to protect her lover. It made her feel like she wasn't good enough to be with the bartender. No matter what she tried, the older girl ended up getting hurt. But Jieun was the one who hurt most of all. She pouted, deep in thought, as she took away the wine bottle and glass, bringing them both to the kitchen. The DJ placed the wine bottle back in the fridge and washed the glass absentmindedly while singing softly. It had been a while since she had last sang at all; she avoided it most of the time because it brought back painful memories of her now deceased mother. It was her mother who had encouraged her to sing and taught her at first. Tears slowly began streaming down the young girl's face as she leaned against the kitchen counter, closing her eyes.

@Lee Jieun (hiatus) EunJung took a large drink of the wine and nodded after kissing the younger's forehead. "I'll go do that." She sighed and got up walking to the bathroom. She needed to wash the boy of off her. EunJung's drinking habit was new and she could see that the younger didn't like it. EunJung sighed and got up before undressing and getting in the shower letting hot water pour over her. Her face hurt but it already looked better. EunJung sighed knowing that she would need to show the younger her face. She would have to face this. Part of her just wanted to let go and completely forget about everything but her face wasn't going to let this happen. It wasn't that she didn't think that she could come back from it. She always did no matter what else happened. She could be okay as long as she had Jieun.

@Ham Eunjung Sighing for nth time, the young girl stubbed the cigarette and shoved it into her pocket before following the older girl into her suite. The suite was pretty nice, but very different from her own. She watched as the other walked into the kitchen and assumed that she was getting water or something. Jieun then flopped onto the couch and opened her laptop; after logging in and checking her email, she quickly tried to respond to the most urgent ones- it seemed that the negotiations for the merger were not going well. After replying, she pouted and shut her laptop, looking around for where her lover had went. Wandering into the latter's bedroom, her lips curved downwards slightly as she saw the latter drinking a rather large glass of wine. The young girl was never a fan of alcohol, unless it was a glass of fine red wine. And she usually only drank one glass of it every so often. That was all she ever drank. She walked over to Eunjung and then gently set herself down onto the waist of the older girl, her hands resting on the other's taut stomach before speaking. "You should shower, dear. You'll feel better, I promise. We can take care of everything else after that."

EunJung hid her face as a small tear slid down her cheek. She loved the younger. The words could easily take away any pain she ever felt. "I never expected to love someone this much." She smiled slightly. She didn't think the cousin was that great of an influence. She wouldn't want Jieun to street fight. She was stable and stable was good for Jieun. She walked in and went to the fridge pulling out a bottle of wine. She needed to tell Jieun about her quitting her job about her alcohol addiction. Her mind was good at pushing feelings back and she let them. She was still from the drug. What an awkward family story that would make. But all in the same she had met a part of her family. That was intense she grabbed a large glass of wine and started sipping at it. Her face was still hidden and she laid back on the bed. She would talk and then shower. Her lip was split but she healed fast. Her cheeks were read and she had bruises covering her body. EunJung was getting close to immune to pain. She had to be. She had a plan but it wasn't the best.