❝ jaejoong's office

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo eye-smiled, tilting his head and giggled a little to himself, happily skipping towards the haunted house more.

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong let the other take his wrist and grapped on to kyungsoo's hand before he'd lose him in the busy streets. He smiled and let the boy lead him in the right direction. It was good to hear others had better luck then he had. Or better morals.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo smiled brightly and nodded. "Mm. He's very loving. I like him a lot." He blinked then looked around, taking a turn and grabbing Jaejoong's wrist to guide him. "I almost missed the turn."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong nodded. "we're friends then. It's good to hear love has been kind to you. and that you got him as your boyfriend." Jaejoong said with a brighter smile already. having a new friend made him a little happier. "so where is this haunted house you wanted to bring me to?"

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo nodded. "Mm. He is. And I know I'm lucky. Though honestly I don't know...how he decided he loved me. He had a night with my alter ego and then I woke up and...he was very, very sweet and kind. No one has ever treated me like that...with so much love and care. It's nice. I feel wanted." Kyungsoo sighed at the words of him not being a man. He was twenty, and yet no one saw him as a man. It was disappointing to say the least. "No, I don't have any friends," he said softly. "Just my boyfriend. But I would like to be friends." He smiled.

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong's eyes widened. "GD is your boyfriend? lucky you. i met him. once. we made a business deal back then the way i did with you. don't worry i would never repeat that now but yeah i know him." then he chuckled to the boy's words. "well in all honesty no. you're not a man. Yet.. that doesn't mean you will never become one. how about friends? you have any? i wouldn't mind being a friend." he didn't answer to the last part the boy said to him. knowing he would never love anyone other then minzy anyway.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo scratched his head, not knowing if he should use his boyfriend's real name. "G-Dragon," he said slowly with a nod. "I know it's not an issue. He's very sweet. I know he only wants what's best for me." He smiled softly then shook his head. "It's okay. I'm not offended. I'm simply that, you know. A boy. You don't see me as a man, do you? I don't think anyone does. I seem like an innocent boy that everyone either wants to use, , or protect. Usually it's the first two though." He his lips and looked forward. "Well hyung. I hope you find someone new to heal your heart."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong smiled. "well probably for the best. I don't wanna piss him off any further. What's his name by the way? then i know if i should take it seriously if he threatens me on the phone." It was suppose to be a joke but it came out rather seriously. "Money is not the real issue here. If he's afraid of me using you... well let's just say that isn't going to happen again. Ever. Don't get me wrong. you're a nice boy. But i'm just... Not into those things anymore. kinda because of the woman that left me."

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo cleared his throat and blushed. "Um...I kind of already told him. You know, getting background information out of the way." Kyungsoo nervously his lips. "Yes, he was mad. He said he would pay for my college from now on, and that only he could touch me." Kyungsoo gave a small smile. "But I'd still like to be friends with you, hyung. If that's okay."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong nodded while he listened to the boy. wondering if it would have made any difference if he had a relationship with a man. He wondered if his heart may or may not have been so damaged if he had a relationship with a guy. But that was something he probably would never find out. "I bet he's going to be angry with me if he knows what i did."

@Kim Jaejoong "It's alright," Kyungsoo said gently. "You're paying for my college, remember? Even if you did that to me...I'm better off than I was before, so thank you, I guess." He smiled then nodded. "Mm. Just recently. He's very sweet, and very kind. He spoils me with things I've never even thought of having before and makes sure I'm happy. It's nice."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong looked to the boy smiling. "true. this is where i palmed you in to get that loan that brings you to college. Sorry about the way i did that. I'm not used to being nice to people without getting something from it myself. I'm trying to change that however." he nodded and then frowned. "you have a boyfriend?" the frown disappeared and he smiled again. "good for you, I hope he's nice to you. Relationship can be pretty painful." He sat down looking over the menu to something he wanted.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo nodded and smiled. "Ah...this is the cafe I work at." He nodded. "Hm...well I get employee discount!" he said with a happy smile, putting a peace sign to his eyes with a wink before lowering his hand sheepishly. "I met you here. My boyfriend too."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong shook his head. "i'm not cold but i could use some coffee. I believe the cafe is around the corner." And yes there it was. they turned the corner and when they stepped into the cafe it was a lot warmer inside then it was outside. The temperature change didn't bother Jaejoong though.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo puffed his cheeks out, glancing back at the elder. "Well...are you cold? We could have some coffee on the way." Kyungsoo nodded and offered another heart-shaped smile.

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong let the boy pull him out of his office and onto the cold streets towards the place the younger wanted to go. He sighed and thought that some distraction would be nice. He thanked the younger for coming to his office today because had he been by himself any longer he might have done something stupid.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo blushed lightly and cleared his throat. "It's okay if you can't pretend. I can though, so it's alright. Maybe if I remembered I wouldn't pretend it never happened but...ah well." He shrugged and took Jaejoong's hand, smiling. "As for clubbing...it's not really my type of place. Let's go, hyung."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong chuckled. "i don't really agree. a club is different but not exactly worse. I could take you to one sometime. if you want." He let himself be pulled up by the younger and grabbed his coat. "Though you don't remember i'm not sure i can pretend it never happend. I clearly remember" He mumbled nealry getting a visual of D.O. on his desk. He shook his head pushing the image away. now was not the time to be thinking of that.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo smiled brightly and nodded before laughing softly. "It's okay...I don't remember the most part of it, so it's easy for me to pretend it never happened." Kyungsoo took Jaejoong's hands, pulling him up. "Then let's get warmer clothes and we'll go." He nodded, leaning up to kiss Jaejoong's cheek gently. "In my opinion, a haunted house is much better than a club. Well, I've never been to a club. But adrenaline and screaming is always better than alcohol and random people grinding on you."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong sighed deeply on hearing the younger's words. "Forgetting her won't be so easy. But for your sake i will try. you seem to take much care in me despite how i treated you and what i did to you." He smiled when he heard the mention of halloween. "I have once. i don't get out much to other places then the club. but if you want me to go to a haunted house with you i will." He smiled softly. The younger lifting hope for him to move on with his life.

@Kim Jaejoong [[ it's fine ^^ ]]

"Hm...if it's impossible for you to fix it, then it's a sign you should move on. This may be the best thing that's ever happened to you, just in disguise." He smiled softly and nodded. "But. You'll never move on with this attitude, so make sure to stop thinking about it after a week. Preferably a few days. And we need to get you out of the office, and somewhere that won't remind you of her." Kyungsoo got off of Jaejoong's lap, taking his hands. "Halloween is coming up soon." He grinned. "Have you ever been to a haunted house?"

@Do Kyungsoo [so sorry. i didn't see you replied]

Jaejoong laughed to the boy's words. "you? a teddybear? ... well you do resemble one somehow." He sighed and rested his head against the chair. "that picture you put away was the picture of the woman who caused my heart to break. I feel she no longer loves me even though she claims she does. It's my fault though..." He sighed deeply. The stinging always being present with each breath he took.

@Kim Jaejoong "Much better," Kyungsoo said with a nod as he held Jaejoong once more, petting his hair and rocking them back and forth with a smile. "It's fine. You can cling to me all you like." He smiled brightly and kissed Jaejoong's cheek, nodding. "Don't worry, okay?" Kyungsoo pet Jaejoong's hair again, letting the silky strands fall through his fingers. "Want me to stay with you? I've been told I make a nice teddy bear."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong laughed and nearly choked because of it. "oh please. the last thing i need is acting like a girl right now when a girl is the exact problem." he sighed. "I wish i could. but i can't just take a holiday like that... or.. maybe i could." he readjusted the younger's position on his lap so he could reach his laptop. Sending out a mail to his assistant with a mail she should send to all the parties he had meetings with this entire week. Cancel them all. He didn't want to work. He instructed her only to get him to come to work if it was an emergency. "there. Better? I guess i should take your advice" He smiled weakly and hugged kyungsoo again. "i feel like a fool for clinging to you like that. But it helps... a little."

@Kim Jaejoong "Then I'll stay with you," Kyungsoo said with a nod, one hand rubbing Jaejoong's back, the other moving up to pet the silky dark hair. "It's okay. I'm here." He leaned against Jaejoong slightly. "I don't have college for a few days since we're on holiday. I think it would be best if you took a short vacation and stayed at home. I'll stay there with you, if you want me to. I'll take care of you." Kyungsoo gently pressed his lips to the elder's cheekbone, soft and sweet and gentle. "I can stay with you as long as you like. And if you want, I can go pick out a few cartons of ice cream, a scary movie, and lots of chocolate. I heard that works with girls. I think it should work for guys too, though."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong chuckled weakly between his sobs. causing it to sound more like a choking sob. "Kids shouldn't patronize their elders" he said in a weak voice. But of course he was grateful for the younger's attention. The only bad part was that it didn't make him feel any better. in fact it may have had him feeling worse if it wasn't for knowing the younger's personality and who he was and why he was in Jaejoong's life. He sighed and finally admitted the younger may be right. if he ever could he should try to move on. "I don't have many true friends or any one to help me. And right now i think being alone isn't good for me. I might do something stupid" he admitted. Pushing his head further into the younger's shoulder. He didn't want to show his tear stained face with puffy red eyes because he cried so loud. he just clung to the boy like it was the only help he had. and maybe that was just the case.

@Kim Jaejoong Kyungsoo tightened his arms around Jaejoong, closing his eyes. "It's okay," he whispered, settling himself into Jaejoong's lap for a better hug. He rubbed Jaejoong's shoulders and back, nuzzling his cheek gently. "It's okay hyung. Let it out. It will be okay. Whatever you're going through must be hard if it's broken you like this. But I promise time does heal all wounds. It will leave a scar, and like a scar, the memory of the pain will come when you touch it. But it won't actually hurt anymore. You'll be okay. You just need to cuddle, watch a movie, and eat some junk food, and let yourself cry for a good few days. Then you should pick yourself up and do your best to move on. I'm available for cuddling," he said softly as he held Jaejoong tighter. "I'm here."

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong hummed as an answer and he froze for a second when he felt the boy's arms wrap around him. Slowly with hesitation he wrapped his arms around the younger. such warmth he hasn't felt for weeks and the only comfort he ever got was temporarily relieve when he was sleeping. but even then nightmares haunted him. And this... hug. the warmth the younger tried to give him. it made his heart only hurt more. Without meaning too Jaejoong automatically gripped tighter on the younger and started sobbing. crying with tears dripping from his face. heartbroken he didn't even tried to stop it. He kept crying. his body shaking shamelessly against the boy who hugged him. he as an adult sought comfort from a teenager. a boy. He as a grown man was crying like a kid in the boy's embrace. It hurted so damn much.

@Kim Jaejoong "It's fine," Kyungsoo said with a shake of his head, a tiny smile gracing his plump lips. "He hasn't bothered me recently. Out of sight, out of mind, type thing I guess." Kyungsoo shrugged and puffed his cheeks out a little, scrunching his nose up before leaning towards Jaejoong. He bit his lip, reaching out to touch Jaejoong's cheek. "You look so tired, hyung," he said softly. "Tired in a lot of ways." He tilted his head, thinking for a moment. Then, hoping he would help whatever it was Jaejoong was feeling, Kyungsoo moved around Jaejoong's desk and slowly wrapped his arms around the elder. He was hugging him. Hugs always made Kyungsoo better. Hopefully they would have the same effect on Jaejoong.

@Do Kyungsoo Jaejoong smirked. he used to be like that. just taking it that someone called him names. if the situation were to happen again in the personality he head now he would have the guy as punishment. Since that was what was expected of him anyway. Tiredly he leaned his head back in his chair. "i see... just like the rest of them then. either afraid to come out of the closet or he hasn't seen the light yet. or worse. maybe he's really just straight." He chuckled weakly. so tired all of a sudden. In the time of his breakup there hasn't been a night he slept well. he was an emotional wreck and it made him extremely tired. Not in a sense he wanted to sleep. but in a sense that it was just hard to do his daily routine. Like it had no meaning at all but he had to do it anyway. "if he bothers you too much you could always send him to one of my assistants. No doubt Bo Hyun will know what to do with brats like that." he suggested with a smirk.