Vent

Strong yet weak

Resilient yet fragile

Calm yet scared

Independent yet reliant

Holding myself together yet breaking apart

I want to be able to depend on someone but there's no one to depend on.

I want to have a shoulder to lean on but there's no one there

I want to break down and give up so bad but I can't, my pride won't let me.

I want to be a kid all over again because my time as one was too short lived.

I wish there was someone to save me from my situation, from what I think and feel, from everything but I know that only I can save myself.

Why must life be so hard?