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@[i] wendy [sh] "Do you really want me to?" Jongdae asks, pulling away slightly to look at her teasingly, raising his eyebrow with a smirk appearing on his face. His hand is moving up her thigh, fingers becoming hidden underneath her dress as he toys with the waistband of her underwear. He leaves it at that, because he's focusing on his other hand which is starting to pull the zipper down, very slowly. He's halfway down before he suddenly stops, fingers lightly brushing across her back and gently pushing her closer to him as he leans into her ear. "Joohyun," he starts, "tell me how you want me to touch you."

His hand pulls the zipper down completely as he finishes saying those words, and within a few seconds the piece of clothing is taken off of her, revealing more skin. Jongdae couldn't help but to run his hand down her body, and he tilts his head up to capture her lips with his, pulling away as his other hand presses lightly against her clothed womanhood. He looks up at the girl, waiting for her to speak.

@[i] chen Wendy wraps her arms around the other's neck and kisses him back with much eagerness. She can't help but to wonder how Jongdae would react tomorrow when he wakes up but there isn't much time to think, not when Jongdae's hands are already on her hips and she can feel his semi-hard against her clothed womanhood. She'll think about this tomorrow.. or when she's very much sober but for now, she turns her attention back the other in front of her.

Wendy pulls him closer into the kiss as she runs her tongue against his lower lips and nips gently on it. She pulls away slowly and rests her forehead against while offering him a playful smile. It has never once crossed her mind that she would be with Jongdae in this current situation (even though it's not entirely the best situation), neither has she look at Jongdae in another light apart from regarding him as an older brother but God, look so hot now and it makes her feel like doing more things to him.

Wendy tilts her head to the side to allow the other more access as he kisses down to her neck. She shivers slightly as his pair warm lips leaves small marks against her pale skin - for once, she's glad that their promotions were over and that she didn't have to worry about covering up. "J-Jongdae." Wendy lets out a breathy moan as he continues to and on her sensitive skin. "Take it off already. pretty please." She say softly,

@[i] eunji The other's pair of soft lips against her heated skin made her sent shiver down her spine, almost igniting something within her. Honestly, Wendy was a tad bit shock at the other's action. She had not expect to see this side of Eunji - her doe eyed innocnet best friend. But again, alcohol did do wonders. Boy did she want to wipe that smirk off Eunji's lips.Wendy leaned in further, two could play this game if they wanted.

Wendy has had a fair share of guys in the past and perhaps a share of the same gender would bring a whole new experience in this whole 'relationship' thingy going on. "I'm sure they don't." She whispered dangerously close to Eunji's lip. Without thinking much into her next action, Wendy closed her eyes, pressing her lips against Eunji's own pair, then stopping there for a moment. So this was how it felt like kissing another girl, she thought to herself. Perhaps it was the alcohol clouding her mind or maybe, just maybe Wendy liked it.

Pulling away from the kiss. Wendy stared at Eunji for a brief moment, waiting for perhaps some kind of disgusted reaction, something else or a slap maybe? She didn't know. Having knowing Eunji for a pretty long time, this was the first time she actually thought she might have stepped over the line of friendship.

@[i] wendy [sh] Jongdae watches as Seungwan makes her way towards him not soon after he told her to come to him, letting out a small groan when she straddles his lap. He looks up at her lovingly as he relaxes in the warmth her hands give him, and he sighs softly as her lips meet his once again. He missed this-- her kisses, her touch, her everything.

He missed Joohyun.

It doesn't really register in his mind why they were apart for a long time already, and with his messed up mind and current situation, he doesn't have the time to think about it.

Jongdae kisses back, closing his eyes and placing his hand gently on her hip as the other made its way up her back, playing with the zipper of her dress. His lips travel down to her neck, and on some spots and he places his free hand on her thigh, thumb caressing the bare skin as he pulls down the zipper ever so slightly.

@[i] wendy [sh] Although the female had only taken a good 2 sips of her light drink, for the moment, as she notes how the music seemed to drown out the rest of her senses, her vision tilting drowsily and how Wendy's features seemed flawless under the colorful flashing lights. Now as she convinced someone had slipped a little something extra in her cocktail, but before her right sense of mind could return to shake her back to reality, she dips under, not fully intoxicated but not fully herself at the same time. Barely able to hear her friend's voice over the blaring music, she leans in closer, focusing on her lips as only the slight vibration of her vocal cords didn't appear to translate correctly in Eunji's ears.

"I'm sorry?" she feels her center of balance tilt to the side, only to be straightened upright as soon as Wendy's hand had s around to pull her waist, making hip-to-hip contact as their bodies mold together. Suddenly she is lost, her dazed eyes avoiding all eye contact until she feels herself being pulled even closer to her drunk friend. But once she met eyes with Wendy's lusted over, glazed look, Eunji feels her breath hitch in , at sudden lost of words. Once again, her friend had given her a moment of silence, rare of her to ever be at lost of words for the talkative female she was.

A soft gasp escapes her lips when Wen only leans in even closer, her lips brushing against her ear with a husky whisper than sent shivers dancing down her spine. "W-wen..." she trails off, her eyes darting to the other party-goers on the dance floor, but even the couples, didn't seem to pay much attention to him. "N-no. I don't." she stutters, her cheeks flushing a rosy pink. "Well if you don't care, then I don't either." she murmurs softly, finally mustering enough courage to meet her friend's steady gaze. "And as a matter of a fact, I don't think the rest of the people in this club would mind, would they?" she phrases the strange rhetorical question with a light smirk, leaning in to return the same gesture to her friend, the sudden surge of confidence almost surprising even herself. Her lips meet the tip of the latter's ear, before plants of light kiss on the side of her head.

@[i] chen Standing by the door way, Seunghwan chews her bottom lips nervously. She wishes she was more drunk than she is currently so she doesn't have to think twice about doing the things she was about to do with Jongdae. Seunghwan closes her eyes about to let out a sigh of regret instead the image of Joohyun crying her heart out in their practice room that night flashes through her mind and it makes her feel even more crappier than she already is. She can't help but to feel like she's betraying her own beloved leader. At this point, Seunghwan feels like maybe she should back out, run away or maybe even drive away considering she's still pretty sober. it's only the right thing to do, not to mention the guilt slowly eating her from inside.

But instead of turning and walking away from Jongdae like her heart is telling her to, Seunghwan finds herself making her way towards him. "Come sit on my lap." She hears him say shortly after. Seunghwan doesn't know why - since it's not exactly directed to her, nothing about all this is, she's suppose to be playing 'joohyun'- but she finds her cheeks reddening and the atmosphere getting a little too hot. As she reaches the side of the bed, she kicks off her heels and climbs into bed. Gracefully, she straddles his laps and cradles his face, leaning to kiss him on his lips.

@[i] eunji Wendy knows very well (or not) that she's intoxicated and not thinking straight. The alcohol was finally getting to her, it was finally making her mind all cloudy and fuzzy. Good, that was after all what she wanted or rather, needed. That was the whole idea of this outing wasn't it? When Eunji offers her a loopy grin, she offers her a loopy grin back. She doesn't care if the world is staring at them like they're both idiots or that they're both leaning a bit too close to understand what personal space is all about. Korea is just conservative, they can stare all they want and well.. Wendy doesn't give two s about that.

A brow is raised when Eunji scoots closer with a devilish smile on her lip and Wendy smirks in return. "hmm? "She hums in reply as the other calls her. "Does it really matter?" Wendy then questions her question, raising her hand to slightly brush the other's hair behind her ears, fingertips gently caressing the other cheeks. "Because I don't really care." She admits.

Wendy has never been really attracted to someone of the same gender but at this point, Wendy can't take her eyes off Eunji, not when she's so close. How did she not notice how pretty Eunji is. How her eyes are so sparkly and shiny under this bright lights or how she has such kissable lips. Without thinking much into it, she slips the hand that was resting on the other's hip a while back around the other's tiny waist and pulls her in. Their bodies are practically glue together and Wendy can feel the others clothed curvaceous figure against hers. Wanting to tease Eunji a little, she purposely leans in closer, lips brushing against the shell of the other's ear as she whispered. " Are you getting the reactions you want to see?" She asks.

@[i] wendy "Wen-" Eunji suddenly feels the strong need to steal the drink away from her friend and stop her from practically inhaling anymore of the strong alcoholic drink. She freezes as soon as her fingertips rest lightly over Wendy's wrist, deciding that she would have to allow her actions for now, suddenly worrying about the events that would proceed with tonight's outing. Now sure if the hangover headache and the struggle of waking up the next morning would be worth the pain. Heaving the nth sigh of the night, she reaches for her drink, only managing a small sip before the mischievous grin of her friend sets off alarms in her mind.

Before she knows it, she finds herself within the crowd of sweat bodies, all rolling and swaying in time with the music blasting overhead. Eunji musters a forced smile, after all, she did say that the both of time needed to just relax and set free, didn't she? With a hesitant nod, she moves in time with the music, matching the moves her friend was doing. But with the rush of blood coming suddenly to her head, and quite possibily the alcohol finally making its way into her system, she could gradually feel her original strict mentality of not letting loose starting to slip. Well , if she was here to have a good time, might as well go full out right?

This time, she nods with confidence, a grin spreading like a virus on her face, a bright expression coming across her face once a certain idea crosses her mind. With Wendy's hand resting on her hip, she leans in closer, matching the mischievous smile from earlier with her own devilish one. "So Wen.... what happens if people think we're lesbian? No one will notice us here right? Let's see what time of reactions we can get-" she presses herself closer to the other, suddenly losing all of her previous character. With the bass pumping and the flickering lights causing her head to take a swirl, she wasn't too sure of how her original plan for tonight would end up as.

@[i] wendy As soon as Wendy utters that word-- her breath hitting the side of his neck as she does so, and it only excites him even more-- Jongdae grabs her hand, standing up and gently pulling her away from the crowded space. He leads her into a corridor he swears he's never been in before, but he knows exactly what's behind the doors. Maybe it's his instinct that led him here, telling him to just get done with it and have his time with Joohyun, he doesn't know. This reminds him of their first time, with him leading her to his apartment and eventually becoming one, and the memory is still fresh, as if it just happened yesterday. The thought of her being bare in front of him once again has him blushing slightly, and he risks a glance behind him, giving Wendy a small smile. He finally stops in front of an open door, far from the entrance of the corridor and from the eyes of the crowd.

Jongdae only lets go of her hand when they walk into the room, not forgetting to close the door and lock it, and he makes his way to the bed, barely walking in a straight line. He kicks off his shoes, but he goes off-balance and he grabs to the bedpost for support, wincing once again as he remembers that his right hand is injured. Knowing that he would possibly use both of his hands later, Jongdae dismisses the option to support himself with one hand and do things with the other. Instead, he climbs onto the bed, scooting backwards until his back is leaning against the bed frame. He motions to Wendy, gesturing to come closer. "Come sit on my lap," he says a little breathily, patting the said part as he looks at her with dark eyes.

@[p] haebyeol Starting the car, Wendy snorted at the other's answer. They might not have been exceptional close the past few years but they have been once. Plus, Wendy wasn't the type to leave her friend in a lurch. " Of course I do." She said in a matter of fact tone. " it's almost ridiculous how you think I wouldn't care about you, especially in this state. Do you even hear the words coming out of you mouth. Do I look like the sort would just leave you alone to die." Wendy continued, at her tone, it was evident that she was starting to get really upset at the other. " Why are you inflicting this injuries on yourself? Self loathe? Self pity? You think someone is going to come running back if you do something like this to yourself?" She questions the moment the car comes to a stop at the red light.

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@[i] eunji Wendy spaces out when Eunji calls out her name, not that she can even hear her friend amongst the loud music playing in the club. Leaning forward, she props her chin up with her hand as she stares aimlessly into the throng of people on the dance floor, bobbing her head to the music. Heaving a soft sigh, she reaches out to out to grab the half filled glass, downing the entire content into , exhaling loudly once more. Wendy figured she could get use to the taste and how the liquid burns . It hurts a little but not as much as how her heart does. Oddly, it's comforting.

As she continues to stares at the people dancing to the music, a sudden thought appears in her mind. "Ji-ah." She calls out at her best friend, her lips forming into a mischievous grin. "Come on. Let's go" She doesn't wait for Eunji to respond before grabbing onto the other's hand, pulling her along towards the large crowd of people, not bothered if anyone recognises them or not. If she was going to let loose, she was going to go all out for it.

Reaching just slightly into the crowd, Wendy pulls Eunji close enough to rest her hand on the other's hip, she would hate to lose her best friend in the midst of so many people. "This is fun huh?" She says loudly, moving her body along with the music.

@[i] wendy "True." Eunji mumbles, suddenly doubting and silently regretting her choice of bringing her friend to the nightclub in the first place. The female continues to chew on her bottom lip thoughtfully, scrutinizing her friend's facials and expression in deep thought before giving a slight nod. "Oh alright- since this is our night out, I'll try to loosen up a bit for ya, k?" she answers back, biting a grin when Wendy swings an arm around her neck. "Seems like you're tell me to brace myself and stay sober for the show, right?" she giggles playfully and raises a bow, pretending to put on a cold persona, in stark contrast of her usual cheerful stance.

But once the drinks had arrive, she took a small sip from her cocktail before putting down the glass gently, pushing it away from her slightly. For a moment she gives her friend a curious glance, almost wanting to take the glass away from her to stop her friend from binge drinking. Or even taking the drink in the first place. "W-wen..." but her voice only gets drowned out by the increasing volume of the rock music being blasted in the club. Watching helplessly as her friend continues to drain her first glass, and despite her side comments, continues to gulp down sip after sip. "How- you're fast." she notes, when the first glass is empty and the bottles on the table appear to multiple.

@[i] wendy Haebyeol groaned as she sniffed " hotel " she grummbled in her awful state she hung onto the door sitting up straight her sleeves falling down showing her bruise arms she hissed in pain and sat down quietly " why do you care if I'm alright or not

@[p] haebyeol " I'm not letting you go. Look at what a mess you are." Wendy chided once more, pulling - or rather, dragging the other from the drivers side to the passenger's side once she had the doors unlocked. Settling her in, Wendy stretched out her hands. "Keys." She demands but seeing the other who was probably not going to budge, she snatched it from her. "No way I'm going to let you drive home in this manner, you'll get us both kill." Wendy mumbles then making her way towards the driver's side then getting into the car. "We either get you to a hotel or drive you home, though, I can't remember where you stay." She says honestly.

@[i] eunji Wendy chuckles softly at the other's question. "Well you said to let loose, so here I am." she answers. Truthfully she doesn't really know how much she can really handle, she can't really remember the last time she hung out in a bar, a nightclub or the last time she drank with her friends. Perhaps it was Junmyeon's influence (that drinking was unhealthy and bad for the body) that rubbed off her since the past but Wendy was never the one to drink much let alone drown her sorrows with the help of alcohol. But seeing the situation, perhaps this isn't much of a bad idea. "I would think so." She replies once more with a simple shrug of her shoulders.

Eyeing the other, Wendy scoots closer to her, swinging her arms around the other's neck." I'm not worried, however you are." She says, " You seem to be on the edge. Don't worry about me, plus, you're not really drinking anything strong. I'm sure if anything happens, you'll be able to take us home, if not manager-nim would." Wendy turns to her with a sheepish grin plastered on her face.

The moment the drinks are served, Wendy takes a huge gulp of it. "Oh god." She manages after exhaling loudly, face scrunching slightly at the after taste. "How... in the world do people take this thing?" She mutters to herself but despite the comments, it doesn't quite stop her from taking another sip from the glass, the feeling is after all something new and something she needed.

@[i] chen Any girl would have been happy hearing those three words coming out of Jongdae's mouth while he stares into their eyes but not Wendy. She knows her place and her heart breaks a little knowing those three words are not meant for her and never will - not that she's into her best friend. Wendy knows too well that Jongdae only has eyes for Joohyun and no one but her. For a moment, she feels nothing but envy for her best friend within her. How Jongdae could be still so in love with Joohyun despite she being at fault, how he could hold on to those feelings despite being cheated on. Why couldn't Wendy have someone just like Jongdae. For once, she think Joohyun is an idiot and has made a very stupid move but again, she doesn't blame her, everyone makes mistakes. The smile Wendy offers back is pained but nonetheless it's a smile. If posing as Joohyun brings Jongdae the slightest comfort, even for just a night, Wendy is willing to go all out for him.

The younger girl kisses back with much fervour as soon as Jongdae's lips are back on hers. Wendy knows where this going exactly, she's been in the same situation before she knows there's no point stopping. As soon as Jongdae's start trailing kisses down her jawline and onto the sensitive spot on her neck, a soft moan escapes her lips. Wendy tilts her head to the side granting him more access and presses her body closer to his - she wants to feel his warm body against hers but only to be a tad bit disappointed when the other pulls away hesitantly. Perhaps Jongdae realises that whatever he and Wendy are doing together is wrong but it doesn't quite cross her mind that they're in a public place, not when she's intoxicated and her mind clouded with lust. Wendy is about to pull away from him completely only to have him lean in once again, his lips brushing lightly against her ears, his voice low and seductive. "o..okay" Wendy barely manages to breathe out, not realising she has been holding her breath

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@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Jongdae smiles into the kiss when Joohyun-- no, Wendy kisses him back with the same eagerness and passion, feeling arms going around his neck to pull him even closer, and he feels like he's on cloud nine. He pulls away just slightly, resting his forehead against hers as he stares into her eyes and smiles softly. "I missed you," he whispers, and then Jongdae's lips are back on hers, tilting his head a little to the side to kiss her deeper. He runs his tongue against her lower lip lightly, and he leans forward just a little as her lips part and his tongue makes its way past her lips, exploring every part of her warm cavern.

His lips slowly travel down to her jawline and his hands move to her hips, nipping at the skin gently and trailing kisses to the side of her neck. Although drunk, he still remembers that they are in a public place where they can be easily seen, and not wanting to get caught, Jongdae moves back with a bit of hesitance. He looks around for a moment (even though his mind is hazy and his vision is blurry) and concluding that they were in a spot where they can be easily seen, he leans into Wendy again, lips brushing against the shell of her ear. "Do you want to move to somewhere more private?" He asks in a low voice, gently nibbling on her earlobe.

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Eunji blinks, momentarily shocked by her friend's sudden rough nature, the harsh contrast making the female jump slightly at the other's actions. "A-ah yes," she answers hesitantly, trying to regain her usual smile, "And I'd like a mango cocktail," a slight pause before continuing withm"....And that'll be it, thank you." she nods slightly at the waiter, picking up the drink menus and handing it back to the waiter. As the male departs, she turns back to her friend with a pout. "Wen, are you sure you can handle that?" she asks cautiously, still unaware of her friend's alcohol capacity and tolerance. "Gosh, now that I think about it, this is probably the first time I've ever went out to drink with you." she notes with a wry smile, "I take that you have a high tolerance... right?"

She tilts her head, letting a light, yet forced, chuckle. "But don't worry about anything alright, just let loose and relax. I even got my manager to keep an eye out for paparazzi for us, so we can just enjoy our girls' night out~" she continues, trying her best to maintain a cheerful tone, although it may had been laced with worry. Of course, she was happy to hang out with Wendy, but seeing that her friend wasn't quite the same nowadays, she wondered what she could do to bring back the old Wendy. Perhaps, drowning out her misery with alcohol wasn't the best choice, it would be the first baby step of the long journey.

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Haebyeol in her drunken state she slide on her shades and sniffed " let me go Wendy " she asked even thought sje didn't protest when the two were outside near her car she took out her key to press the button to unlock it as she cried silently whiping her face

@[i] eunji [h] “I’ll try.” Wendy scrunched her nose lightly in a not so approving manner. But just for tonight, just for Eunji and for herself, she’ll try. Sure, she had been mopping for waaaaay to long and Eunji was right. Maybe it’s time to stop, let loose and move on. Closing her eyes, she took in a deep breath. Was she ready? Was she really ready to let Zitao go and move on? Find someone or something new to devote her entire self in. Momentarily, she feels herself once again tearing up with the memories and flash backs of them when they were such a happy couple. This was such a bad idea. Wendy was sure she wants to move on and forget about it, but how?

Humming in approval as she got comfortable in the booth seat. Wendy set her clutch aside as she reached out to grab the drinks menu, eyes scanning through the list of drinks. Since there was no point of going and that they were here, there’s was no point in holding back. this, she mentally cursed, closing the menu before placing it back on the table in a not so gentle manner. “Get me your strongest drink.” She order looked up at the Waiter without a single hesitation in her voice. She was definitely going to let loose and drown her sorrows. Be it drunk or not. “Make that two since it’s on her.” Wendy turned to Eunji, poking her tongue out in a mischievous manner.

@[i] chen [sh] “Jong…” Wendy starts as she looks at him, a puzzled expression written all over her face as he smiles at her. This makes her feel worse than she already is. Kissing back was definitely not the greatest idea, not when Jongdae isn’t thinking straight. Seeing him in this state makes bring a slight pang of heartache to Wendy. She vaguely remembers the only time seeing him in this state of disarray was his first break up with Seulgi. Yet another member of her group.

Wendy closes her eyes and takes in a deep breath before opening them once more. Jongdae is still smiling, this breaks her heart even more. Wendy wish she could wipe that smile off his face. It’s okay to cry. Wendy wants to say. “What?” She hears Jongdae’s voice amongst the loud music, instead of replying, Wendy simply shakes her head in response. The corner of her eye catches Jongdae’s left hand raising, reaching out to caress her cheeks. For a moment, she’s distracted and gives in into his touch missing the words that were coming out from his mouth. There was no doubt she misses this kind of affection but again. This was Jongdae, not Zitao.

By the time Wendy knows what’s going on, she doesn’t have time to pull away. Jongdae inches in again, capturing her lips in another sweet passionate kiss before she even has time to protest. There’s minimal resistance in the kiss as she tries to push Jongdae away only to have him pull her closer. “This is so wrong. Wrong, wrong, wrong.” She can almost hear her own voice screaming in her head yet her heart tells her otherwise. But it’s wrong, she finalizes but this doesn't stop her from anything.

Jongdae’s kisses are slow and sweet, almost similar to Zitao’s in a way and Wendy finds herself falling in. Momentarily, she forgets the person she’s kissing is her best friend. It’s been awhile and she as desperate as it sounds, she wants – no, she needs those kisses. Wendy then finds herself kissing him back, arms slowly going round the other’s neck.

@[p] haebyeol "What the ." Wendy muttered seeing her friend's bruised arms. The worry on her expression had then changed into something like fury, anger. Why was she tormenting herself, what was she treating herself like some worthless human being? Most of all, Wendy wanted to know why in the world she was doing this. "You, now. We're going." The shorter girl said firmly, grabbing onto the other's arm, dragging her out despite her protest after dropping a couple of notes on the table. "God, look at you." Wendy mumbles to herself.

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Although she knew that the smile wasn't a truly genuine one, Eunji knew that it would take a lot to bring out Wendy's true smiles again. But then again, this would be apart of that slow healing process as the aftermath of the break up. Well- multiple break ups that is. But for tonight, Eunji kept a single goal in mind. To get Wendy's mind off of things. Maybe bringing her friend to a nightclub wasn't the greatest idea, given the fact that she had never seen her alcohol tolerance level, or even remotely seen her bestie drunk before, it was going to risk she was willing to take. "I feel ya," she responds with a concise reply paired with a curt nod. "But for tonight, just let all the thoughts melt away and let the negative thoughts disappear, alright?"

She leans over to squeeze her friend's hand reassuringly, giving a quick smile before waving the waiter over to order. "Alrighty, just you and me then~" she responds with a sing-song tone, bowing her head slightly at the waiter in a sign of acknowledgement. "So what do you want to order?" she asks, glancing over the drink menu. "Order away Wen- it's all on me, k?" And of course, she wasn't sure which drink to get either. Greatness, so maybe she didn't have her plans for tonight /completely/ figured out.

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Jongdae sees nothing but darkness with his eyes closed as he kisses her, but his mind is filled with colors-- memories. Memories, all of them with Joohyun in it. When they first met, when she confessed to him, when he accepted it with no hesitation at all, when they first kissed and he realized his actual feelings for her, their first date, and all of the times they spent just cuddling on his couch. He feels like there's something missing, that everything is too bright and there's no darkness to balance it all out, but he's too caught up in the moment to think about it. He isn't that all too familiar with the pair of lips that are on his right now, but when he feels her kiss him back, even for the slightest moment, all doubt he has is thrown away. Wendy pulls away, and fortunately her words don't go unheard by him, but Jongdae only laughs softly.

"What?" He smiles foolishly, looking at her in his obvious drunken state. Jongdae raises his left hand and brings it up to her face, cupping it gently and stroking her cheek with his thumb. "You are," he mumbles quietly, too quiet for it to be heard by anyone. He only sees a blurry figure in front of him, and the first person who comes into his mind is Joohyun, the fact that it's Wendy who's with him completely forgotten. And then he's leaning into her again, kissing her once more but this time with more passion. He moves his hand to her waist, pulling her closer to him yet doing it gently as if she was fragile.

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] Haebyeol groaned slightly as her sleeves where being tugged on " i-dont want to go home Wendy " she tilted her head as she pulled her arm away causing her fore arms to show and expose her niddle bruises on her arms and cuts she sighed deeply as she tried to get up on her own

@[p] haebyeol "Hey." Wendy's voice was soft but also worrying. " What happened to you? what are you doing here." She looks down at the latter's table filled cigarette buds and empty glass which she pressume was filled with alcohol before. "You've been drinking too much, Haebyeol-ah. I don't know what's going on but I think it's enough, you've had one too many." She chides, though not really quite close to when she's upset. "Come on, let's go. I'll take you home." Wendy continues, tugging on the other's sleeves.

@[i] chen [sh] Wendy didn't know what other words of comfort to offer him as she listened on. She was never much of an adviser but a listener, Wendy was the type of person who could go on for hours listening to her friend if they needed someone to talk to. Just like someone Jongdae needed right now. A part of her was glad that he was finally speaking up instead of cooping everything up inside, it wasn't much but at least it was something. "Joohyun loves you. She still does." Wendy said shortly after that, fingers playing with the edge of the glass, unsure if she should continue considering he wasn't paying much attention to her. "you might not think so right now, it might sound absurd because why would she have done something like that if that she did love you. But I'm sure she regrets it." Just like me. "For all those years I've known her, I've never seen her so down before, Jongdae-ah. You've been the happiest point in her life and also the saddest." Saying that to Jongdae almost brought tears to her eyes, remembering the how she too had slept with someone else, causing the downfall of her own relationship because she never really got a chance to explain herself. Having face it once herself was enough, she didn't want the same thing happening to both her best friends.

Seeing him down the next shot, Wendy took hold of his empty glass, placing it alongside with the other empty glasses. " I think you've had enough, Jongdae-ah." She said, turning away to push them aside entirely, only to feel Jongdae's attention on her. Looking down instead of him, she fidgeted with the hem of her dress. "I.. Well, I don't think so, Jooh--" Joohyun's much better than I am. Wendy wants to say, instead the moment she looks up, Jongdae's lips are already on hers.

Eyes wide and shock, Wendy knows that she should be pushing her bestfriend away because this is just wrong, because she's kissing her bestfriend's boyfriend and because she knows that Jongdae isn't thinking straight, not when he's intoxicated and he doesn't know what he's doing. But Jongdae's lips are warm and soft, not to mention how it feels really good to be kissed after such a long time. For a brief moment, Wendy gives in and kisses him back, only stopping when she finally has her thoughts gathered. 'Jongdae isn't thinking straight because he's drunk but you're sobber and you shouldn't be taking advantage of his state or doing this to Joohyun as a matter of fact.' she tells herself. Slowly, she pulls away from the kiss. "You shouldn't be kissing me, Jongdae, I'm not Joohyun."

@[i] wendy [hiatus till 04/03] "Two years, Seungwan-ah," he started, grabbing another shot glass and downing it quickly. "Two years before I met her, there was someone else in my life. I gave her all I had, and she gave me a crushed heart in return. It's funny, how Seul— that woman was the reason why I gained interest in her." Jongdae stopped momentarily there, hesitating if he should tell her the whole story; he remembered that Wendy was there when he experienced his first heartbreak, but nobody had a clue of what was really going on in his mind. It only took him a second before deciding to drop the topic completely by not saying any more words, instead just gulping down another shot. He wanted to ask one question, but he couldn't bring it to himself to say it- did he need to wait for two more years before he starts to believe that he was alright again only to be met with another heartbreak?

Jongdae was beginning to notice the effects of the drink on him, by how lightheaded he began to feel and how it felt like a weight was lifted off of his shoulders-- he knew that he was one shot away from reaching his limit, but he felt like he needed that extra push, whatever it was that he was going to do. And with that thought in mind and the needed glass already in his hand, Jongdae drank his last shot for the night. He shifted in his chair a little bit so that he faced Wendy, resting his head on his hand but wincing when he suddenly remembered that his right was injured. He settled with placing his hand on his lap instead, chuckling at her question. "It's not that," maybe it is. "You just.. do." Unconsciously, he leaned closer to the girl, closing his eyes as his lips found hers.