Jongkook's Apartment

@⚰Vampire⟡Jeongmin⟡ /for a moment, everything around us stills and the sizzle of the pain drains away as my whole self is focused on you: the soft curve of your eyes, your tender voice which holds a hint of sassiness that I can't deny that I love, the definition of your jaw that if I closed my eyes I'd be able to picture the first time I trail my lips across it and this is the point where I can feel my own little world merging into yours; I promise myself to take whatever you give me and to chase you to the ends of the world if I must, because as my voice catches in my throat and I in a sharp breath, I'm worried you'll decline and I just nod my head and my lips part in an inaudible "yes", adverting my gaze from your own as worry swims in my eyes as I finally find my voice - though it's hoarse and nervous/ Of course I do... Waking up to you every morning has been a dream of mine for a while...

@⍺Wolf Jongkook [LORD BLESS THAT POST-]

*feels the last lingering notches of tension along my muscles ease away as if never there in the first place, all at the mercy of your hands- my body following every movement as your fingers hike a trail down to my neck and leave sensations in their wake* Mhmm~ *murmurs softly through lips caught amidst my teeth* Though it wouldn't be like you to lie... You're too- *pauses suddenly, the truth in that statement, itself, nestling inside of my mind and laying waste to a slight disturbance- because all this time, you've only ever been honest and wholehearted about everything... and I've been a coward* *blinks back to the present as you continue, my heart just a bit more weighted, though the smile still exists on my face* Only chicken br- Babe, you've been torturing yourself. *feigns a look of worry, all the while knowing that you're probably one of the healthiest people I've met in quite a while* *parts my lips to make another pointed jab at your diet before your question spills forward- filling in the crevices between us and morphing into silence* I... Wait... *eyes widen, the blood in my face too busy debating on if it wants to drain away or rush to my cheeks* You... You'd actually want me to live with you? *unaware of how my voice cracks, my hand lifting to press a palm to your cheek*

@⚰Vampire⟡Jeongmin⟡ /having dropped my gaze for a moment when you laughed, not out of shame yet to hide the lingering amusement that they hold, I lift it once again, bringing up a hand when you lean forward and brush your thumbs across the corners of my lips; feeling a heat spread across my features, I close my eyes and breathe out a breath that I had seemed to be holding in and I allow my eyes to flicker open to watch it fluff your bangs before my long fingers run over your scalp and through your silky locks, cupping the back of your neck/ That's good, because then you know my feelings are all true and nothing but the truth. Of course there is hunger, it's my cheat day today so I can eat whatever I want which is a great change from chicken every day. /pulling my hand back, I allow you to ease us both closer, my fingertips pressed lightly against the small of your back, my hip pressed to yours; for a moment, a flood of confidence rushes over my but my words come out quickly, eyes widening for a moment before I allow my head to droop in disappointment/ Howaboutyoumoveinwithme?!

@⍺Wolf Jongkook *the weight of your gaze drapes itself along my shoulders, and I can't help but squirm a bit in how securely it holds me there* *your words strike a bout of laughter, prompting me to tilt my head back a bit at the strength of it* See? Point proven... *leans in closer to you, pressing a soft kiss against the narrow line of your chin* Biased... But I'm not complaining about it~ *a smirk tugs along the ends of my lips as I shake my head, wondering how the hell it is you manage to call ME the adorable one* Aww, but they're- *bites down on my lip to keep from chuckling at your precious, pouty gaze- realizing rather quickly that if you did that just enough times, it'd quickly become a weakness of mine* Your eyes are beautiful you know... It feels like I can see everything in them, no matter their shape. *cups your face, my thumbs brushing gently along the corners of your mouth* And right now... I'm either seeing some hunger or their just reflecting mine. *either way, I smirk softly, easing us closer towards the counter and the food, eyes searching to see what left needs to be done* Oh yeah! Last I checked, you were out of gochujang... *recalls the empty sauce bottle I'd tossed in the trash can days before* I meant to bring you some more but I think I've been crashing here more so than my own place~ Not that I mind... At all, to be honest.

@⍺Wolf Jongkook [I will answer this, I promise ; u ; I'm in the worst mindset to reply to this beautiful post... I won't ruin it with my bad mood and lack of sleep]

@⚰Vampire⟡Jeongmin⟡ /sinking my teeth into my lower lip as you murmur, I cross my arms across my chest momuntarily as I study you, eyebrows raised a little to question you but I do not utter a word and instead I smile, warmth spreading over my whole body when you tell me that we're both biased and funnily enough, that's exactly what we are; you never fail to surprise me nor to make me the happiest man in the vast universe we live in and the chuckle that passes past your lips -which are forever plump and kissable- makes me want to pull you into a hug, on that makes your form disappear against my chest/ You're adorable in everything you do... /shaking my head, a small exasperated laugh leaves my lips because Im forever in disbelief to how perfect you are in everything you do; hearing you start to question my action, I pretend to lock the side of my mouth and throw the key away, my arm curling around your waist when you curl against me, my own personal kitten who keeps me warm and happy/ Stop teasing me because my eyes are small... /pouting pathetically and mockingly, I turn towards you and flash you the best puppy eyes I can manage/

(The way you explain everything makes me combust ;; /sobs/)

@⍺Wolf Jongkook [Every time you describe the way he smiles I just- *spontaneously combusts*]

*takes me only a moment to realize that I've lost count of how many stuttered words you've drawn out of me, how many beats my heart has skipped, how many times blood has been shunted to my cheeks* *it's just that often- just THAT frequent around you... only ever you* Wishful thinking... *murmurs softly, my eyes fluttering shut as I lean against you once more* I... So basically we're biased towards each other? *chuckles a bit, completely seeing how that could be true* Makes enough sense, just... *softens my gaze at your words, feeling the weight of them- the plush security of knowing just how deeply you feel and how likely those feelings won't change... or at least how I hope they won't* *and again I'm reminded of how selfish I'm being, how little I care for that fact because it's worth it if you're here... by my side* *jolts as you laugh, a grin automatically setting in motion on my lips as I regard you in mock-displeasure, which is all too easily melted away at the touch of your lips against my hand* Gives me something to think about- Did you... Wait... *blinks in surprise as you go back to the food, still caught up on your adorable gesture* I think you tried to wink just now but... Aish, hyung you're too precious- *curls my arms around you, laughing softly because honestly I'd been scared for a good 12 seconds there- your 'wink' appearing more so like a dual-eyed facial twitch and it truly is the cutest thing I've seen in a while*

@⚰Vampire⟡Jeongmin⟡ /watching as your nose wrinkles, the little creases make the ones at the sides of my eyes appear also because I do nothing but smile around you, whether it's from how amusing you are or how happy you make me, my fingertips tingling with the urge to brush a strand of stray hair behind your ear, to press the pads against your chest to feel your heart beat beneath them/ I don't think you'll end up like that and as for learning from me, you don't have to follow everything I do. I'm not perfect, I'm far from it. But when you love someone, their imperfections appear perfect, and that is exactly how I feel about you. Seriously. /flashing you a dead on stare, the seriousness in my eyes almost intimidating, it shows how much I want you but it's not just want anymore, I need you, because without you by my side I won't be able to survive, you're my everything and I'd easily take a bullet for you; as for the way you grab the spoon and brandish it at me, it takes a while for my laughter to cut off and even then it still lingers, the inviting blush on your cheeks making me smile and I take your hand, kissing it softly/ Alright, later, okay? You never know, it might be a even better than last time. /attempting to wink and ultimately failng, I scoop the kimchi from you and place it in the pan, stirring slowly with the wooden spoon i hold/

@⍺Wolf Jongkook *wrinkles my nose a bit as you describe your diet, wondering where the fattening, delicious bits come into play* I should learn from you... *leans into you, knowing all the while there's no way I could give up cheap, convenient snacks... maybe* There's always a chance I could blow up and become a flabby pancake of a man and if that happens- *purses my lips, cutting the last strip of kimchi before settling the knife to the side* I give you every right to roll me into traffic- *cuts off for a moment as I catch the slightest hint of your humming, immediately soothed by the sound, a gentle smile splaying along my face because of how easily you're able to ground me* *this feeling of love and unspeakable pride towards you eases into something a bit more dangerous, something I've been fearing- possession* *I've noticed the way I can't get enough of you, how badly I want to show others that- even though I still don't think I deserve you- I have you* *so deeply engrained in my thoughts that I don't notice as you shift behind me until I catch your low laughter, jolting as you nip my ear* Y-YAH! *turns around abruptly, grabbing the nearest utensil- a spoon for heaven's sake- and wielding it at you as threateningly as I can manage... despite the blush... and trembling hand... dammit* Because we're both too hungry to do what my mind's easing into right now and the more I stare at you... *trails off, my own heat slowly fizzling out at the hands of adoration*

[RESPONDING TO THIS, RIGHT!? ; U ; ON IT!]

@Jeongmin Cooking? Um, I've always had to cook my own stuff because I follow a strict diet, like... I make my own protein bars and stuff like that, aswell as things like acorn jelly which are really good for you, I don't usually eat things like this but its my cheat day today. Plus making your own things is better than eating out. /stirring the rice that I have already placed in the pan along with the ham that I cut up, i puff my cheeks as the smell invades my nose, humming lowly under my breath as the gentle sound of music drifts through the room; turning my head slightly as I watch you cut, a small smile plays on my lips and I resist the urge to wrap my arms around you, to cherish you once again but I just look at you from a far, a loving gaze painting on my festures and I huff now, sulkily when you say you can look at me, creeping up behind you and pinching your backside, a deep rumble leaving my lips in the form of a chuckle/ Waeeeeyo, Jeongmin.. /leaning forward a little, I nip your ear lobe playfully/

@Kim Jongkook [Aww, okey bby ;u; And of course!!! <3 *weeps because dammit that song really is precious af* OTL]

*I have to close my eyes and breath for a second to fight down the shiver that threatens to trigger down the base of my neck, your implication already sending such vivid images of the 'work' you'd put me through* I'm sure... *manage to choke out, but force my hormones back, wanting to slow this down a bit and purely enjoy being with you... despite how badly my body aches for you, how much a simple touch by you has my insides screaming* Instead, I focus on the kimchi, snatching it immediately and making careful note not to touch you as I begin cutting the strips* How long have you done this? Cooking, I mean... I kinda thought I was one of the last men on earth who knew how~ *I tease softly, but there's so much admiration there* *it's great to see how well you take care of yourself, just how talented and resourceful you are.* I'm telling you, though, honestly... One of these days, we'll find something you can't do... Because right now, you're just- *remarkable... perfect... too good to be true, which is why I want to fight all the harder to keep you* Aish, I can't even look at you right now, let's just say that~.

@Jeongmin /it's amuses me how much you insist on getting me to admit I am cute but I still think different, shaking my head slightly but I still cherish the small kiss that you place on my lips when I pine for one, humming in disappointment from the lack of contact when your touch disappears from my back, having enjoyed the simple weight and the idea of you being there made my heart thump louder than ever before, because the fact I can now call you mine just adds to my feelings, my teeth sinking into my lower lip when you return those three words/ Alright alright, I mean... There are other ways I could put you to work but for now, you can just help cutting the kimchi. /allowing a small but playful smile to dance along me lips, I kiss your forhead gently before moving away from the cutting board, handing you a knife carefully/

(It's fine, I just worried about but it wasn't too long ^^ I know you're busy and completly understand and I don't mind if you only reply every so often, just as long as you're still here <3333 Saranghae /sings Jongkook's song/)

@Kim Jongkook [Omfg sweet babeh~ <3<3<3 ;3; I'm sorry! Though I can't promise that... But I'll definitely keep you updated, okay? Like the next time I know it'll be a while before I respond, I'll let you know ahead of time OTL]

@Kim Jongkook *I shake my head almost too insistently at your denial, holding the phone up a bit more as if that would convince you* Clearly, you need to get your eyes checked, hyung... I've never seen anything so precious. I wanna go back in time and hug you... *smiles softly as I press my face closer against your warmth* But then again, I'd rather the 'current' you much more. *the soft melodious voice stemming from the phone's speaker is suddenly joined with another- a deeper, more baritone sound that I realize is you singing... the 'current' you...* *I smile softly and press a quick kiss against your searching lips, feeling my teeth slowly wear into my bottom lip as you dote on the skin of my arm* I love you too... *so much and so soon that it scares the hell out of me, but for once in my life it's a fear I don't seek to run from* *instead I manage to pry myself from your back so that I'm standing next to you, watching as the video draws to a close before turning to glance up at you* Lemme help, okay? *I peer down to see what you're doing, mentally organizing the next steps of preparation* I'm not really a 'guest' here anymore, so why not put me to work?

@Jeongmin (/pecks your cheeks/ Please don't disappear again eue I missed you and hope you're well<3)

/I watch your reaction closely, fingers carding through my mop of slightly damp brown hair because I accept at first that you might hate it becauses it's no where near as close to my manly image, wondering why my manager insisted on making such a record in the first place; it's shocks me when you call me cute, my eyes widening a little and I'm taken aback, because I never imagined hearing such a thing from the cutest person in my life and in general, not having eyes for any others around me/ Its not that adorable. /I mutter and it's my turn to be flustered, hearing you tell me such things causes me to swallow a lump in my throat and I find myself singing along and not even quietly, the idea of you wanting to wake up to my voice excites me and makes me happier than ive ever been before and I brush my fingers lightly over your forearm, searching for your lips/ Mmmm, if you insist. /taking your wrist in my hands, I pretend to do the dance with your arms, chuckling before i bring one up to kiss lightly, warmth flooding through my body/ I love you.

@Kim Jongkook [*whines* Omfg... I'm so sorry, love OTL]

*blinks as the screen of the phone changes, fading to black with a small buffer symbol swirling in the middle* *almost immediately after, a music video begins rolling and the air is filled with an upbeat tempo* Wait, what- *my mouth practically falls to the floor as I stare, wide-eyed and unabashed at a younger, pixelated version of you on the screen* *and from your precious, plush lips slips out a melody that, dare I say, sounds pretty ing cute...* I... Yah! You're adorable! You never told me you were this cute. *by then a beam has broken across my face, and I can't help but bob my head lightly to the music* I guess I'm just surprised! This isn't odd... Hell, it's... *before I know it, my feet are ambling over to the kitchen, my eyes still fixated on the screen, drawn in as you dance* Aish, it's adorable. *I approach you from behind and twine my free arm around your waist, tilting up to rest my chin against your shoulder and slipping my other arm around for you to see the video too* Mmm, don't be embarrassed of this, hyung... This'll probably be my ringtone for you now. Would you like that? *my lips ease over to your neck, peppering the nape with tiny, butterfly kisses* Every time you call, I'll know it's you immediately... Or perhaps I should make it my alarm? That way I start my days off hearing only your voice. *, this was incredibly cheesy, and by then the tingling in my cheeks told me I was well aware of that... but I couldn't seem to control it... this sudden urge to indulge a bit and be that gushy, romantic couple I used to roll my eyes at.*

@Jeongmin /starting to gather the ingredients I need, cutting the kimchi into the right size before cutting some ham in similar chunks, I put those aside and start with the kimbap, following the recipe I found on my own phone just for precautions, even though I know it off by heart none the less; glancing up as you lean over the speakers, I admire everything about you from afar, loving the way my shirt is to big for you and droops off your shoulder slightly, revealing the milky skin beneath the fabric and I purse my lips into what feels like a cheesy smile, my eyes squinting a little as I do so because it amuses me when you mutter my name, wondering why you're so shocked/ Did you think I was lying to you? /smiling softly and turning my ear towards the music, I groan at how embarassing it is, the title song being the worst out of them all and the only one I made a music video for/ Why did I ever make this song, it's so odd. /knitting my eyebrows together as I frown, I begin rolling the kimbap, my eyes drifting towards you with a loving gaze, constantly becoming distracted by you in general/

@Kim Jongkook *the sweet confession sits heavily against my ears but even more so on my heart, yet I feel so... light... as if the weight of the world has been zapped from my muscles* *for a long moment, I'm merely dumbstricken, and my only solace comes in the form of my brain rewiring itself, forcing me from your arms and towards the laundry room... where my heart is safe from imploding* Oh, right! *my eyes light up and immediately, I have to refrain from bouncing on heel, nodding instantly at your suggestion* *I'm honestly uncertain what about the prospect of hearing you sing has me so excited... perhaps it's the fact that I've become quite addicted to learning everything there is to know about you...* *regardless, I know that this is yet another trait I can add to your growing list of perfections and quirks, each one more astounding than the last* *retrieving my phone before dumping my pants in the wash, I head to your living room and hook it up the small speaker system you have set up, idly wondering if you use this so often* Got it~ *I call back, turning on my phone and scrolling through a music app* *immediately, I enter your name in the search engine, raising a brow as it buffers before a handful of 'searches' are seen in the results* Woah, you're actually... here... *my eyes widen as I gaze down at smaller, pixelated, but definitely younger versions of you splayed out on album covers* Jongkook... *I murmur in shock as my finger randomly clicks one of the album thumbnails, a song immediately filtering through the padding of the speakers*

@Jeongmin (#gocrazy;;)

@Kim Jongkook [SAID NO ONE EVER ;U;]

@Jeongmin (Huehuehue ;; YOURE JUST AS BAD)

@Kim Jongkook [YOU'RE SO RUDE ;U; Do you enjoy the thought of killing me with Jongkook's cuteness!?!]

@Jeongmin /when you stare into my eyes, I sink deeper into your sea, my fingers curling against your side and I think Im addicted because everything feels so perfect, you're perfect in general and a smile creeps onto my lips when you stutter; I have every symptom of love, the thumping heart and goosebumped skin but it's a feeling I adore, just like I do you and I hear those three words slip past your lips once again, i breath a sigh of relief because everything just feels more real when you say them/ I love you too, baby... Never forget that. /drawing you closer to me, breathing in your lingering scent, i huff when you pull away as if I'm small child whose favourite sweet has just been taken from them but I find myself entering the kitchen, carding a hand through my hair and opening my fridge/ Yes, something meaty and then I said I'd sing to you, as long as you don't ask me to dance. Connect your phone to the speaker, if you want, it's under the tv. /humming as I begin taking out the ingredients to make a kimbap for a side dish, aswell as kimchi jiggae and some korean style meat to fry/

@Kim Jongkook *my fingers play along the fabric of your shirt just as I register your touch, a shiver automatically dancing down my spine* *your dark mocha eyes burrow into mine and I realize just how much it takes for me to regard your words- my focus too heavy on the slim bridge of your nose* I... O-okay... *I manage to mutter, ashamed that you'd seen my insecurity but determined to return to my usual self so as to not worry you* *my eyelids descend to a close so I could enjoy your kiss all the more, the beating of my heart willing itself to the forefront of my ears* *for a moment, I'm still too stunned to move- taken yet again by your kindness and the gentle nature that drew me in from the start- before the present comes flooding back* *shaking my head a bit, I slip on the shirt, and snatch a pair of gym shorts from your drawer before pressing my face to your chest, ensnaring you in a hug* I love you... *I pull back, my eyes aimed at the floor* Just wanted to make sure you knew that~ *and I pray silently, FERVENTLY, that you miss the color of my cheeks as I skirt to the laundry room, plucking your clothes from your grasp to take them with me* U-Umm... What are we cooking again? I think we mentioned something meaty? *I opt to change the subject before we get too intimate- before I'm swept away by you and your beauty and your sheer perfection*

@Jeongmin /seeing the way you pout at my clothes, my eyebrows knit together for a moment and after you have finished choosing, I take your hand and pull you towards me, my fingers brushing across your cheek before both my hands come to cup them and I meet your gaze, my own soft and loving/ Jeongmin, you don't need to work out, I'm just a gym freak and that doesn't make me anymore special than you. You have a beautiful body and you're lean, and fit and just perfect in general. I won't be able to live with myself if you feel self concious. Now shush and put they shirt on so you can look adorable. /pressing a soft kiss to your forhead, then your nose and then your lips, i linger for a moment and I still cannot fathom how you accepted my confession when you could get anyone you wanted, and I close my eyes for a moment to relish your presence before I grab a pair of clean shorts, to pull on, tugging on a long sleeved shirt, waiting for you to dress/ put your jeans and things in the laundry room, I'll wash them for you.

@Kim Jongkook [* yew* I'M SORRY! I LUB YEEEEEW ;A;]

*I peer around for a second, debating on where I should dislodge my shirt, until your footsteps draw forth my attention* *I still immediately, my breath bated as you step toward me, and I can't suppress the shudder your fingertip draws past my lips- the muscles along the flatness of my stomach clenching in response* But then... What would you have later for dessert? *I challenge just as you lead me to your room* *blinking, I head to your closet, finding it quite a feat to pry myself from your side seeing as I feel so... so /WHOLE/ with you...* Dammit, seeing all your clothes makes me wanna work out... *I don a slight pout as I rummage through your wardrobe, my brows furrowing as I notice just how much larger your clothes are- made to snug the lean, toned body that I don't have... a body nowhere near as beautifully-sculpted as your own* *I choose the smallest shirt I can find, one that still swallows me a bit, and nod in gratitude, suddenly a bit more self-conscious*

@Jeongmin (I MISSED YOU)

/hearing the way your words cut off, i panic for a moment and turn my head to capture your eyes and i breath a sigh of relief to see that you're okay and i release a soft chuckle because we're both as bad as each other; i dont even hold back when i watch you remove your shirt, the light sheen of damp causing your skin to shimmer, drawing me in as i take a step forward, tracing the definition down the middle of your sromach with a hum/ i might just put ice cream on you and consider that my dinner. /grinning in amusement, i allow my thoughts to drift to the idea of you wearing my clothes and i know the reality will be better, my heart thumping against my chest as i tug you to my room, carding a hand through my brown locks, my hand resting protectively on your lower back and even though no one is around, i feel like someone could steal you at any moment/ take you pick.

@Kim Jongkook [tHREE DAYS WTF]

*though I try to keep my gaze steadfastly before me, I can feel the warmth of your own- and as always, it's a guiding light, something pure and beautiful that I selfishly long to cling to* *Though I try to bite my lip and don a mask of mischief, the blush staining my cheeks betrays me as I hear your words, riddled and laced with your former intentions* Oh, I believe you... I was pretty close to begging you to do those 'other things'. *by now, it's become less embarrassing to admit, because honestly I'm sure you realize just how much you - just how easily I am roused by you... surely...* *as we enter your apartment, I stretch a bit, pursing my lips at the thought of food and mentally gauging my hunger* Yeah~! I'm up for som- *my words are halted with a stutter as you peel off your shirt, and my eyes are free to feast on your form- mesmerized by the lithe musculature of your body* Um... I'm up for something to eat, sure... *though my mind is clearly muddled, I still find the will to obediently lift my shirt off as well, wrinkling my nose at the way the dampness clinging on my skin reacts to the cool air* I'll probably have to borrow some of your things if you don't...um... mind.

@Jeongmin /chuckling quietly as the only word that leaves you lips is a "wow" uttered between laughs, I watch you with bright eyes, warmth spreading through my body like hot coffee on a cold morning and it brings to my attention to effect you have on me, the instant small that appears on my features whenever you are around and I glance at you sheepishly, wondering if you've noticed such actions/ It was... And oh god, Jeongmin, I was pretty close to doing other things than just telling you the truth. Believe me. /it's my turn to laugh now as I recall the moan that I drew from your lips, folding it away in my mind as a smirk dances playfully across my lips, pulling you close to me as I unlock the door, pulling you in with a hum, letting go of you momuntarily to lock it myself; turning around, I guide you through, rubbing my shoulder when a small bout of pain rushes through, telling myself I should be more careful at the gym/ Do you still was to eat then? I have the ingredients. /humming quietly, I grip the hem of my still wet tshirt before pulling it over my head, a sheen of damp flashing along my tanned skin/ You should take those off, you'll catch a cold.