hyukri's apt.

@[p] dasuri He returned her smile, giving her one of reassurance and hoping to give her strength. Due to his hand being warm, the contrast of her cold one made him slightly flinch but he quickly recovered and composed himself. Then to further calm her down, he started to rub her hand and squeeze it tight from time to time. Once they were seated in front of the doctor again, he pulled her hands to his lap, holding them in his own. Facing the doctor, he patiently waited for the latter's instructions while continuing to rub his girlfriend's hands to warm them.

[it's okay.. ^^ I'm sorry too for being gone for a while and for this short reply..

okay ^^]

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@[i] eunhyuk She smiled when he offered her something to freshen her breath. She really needs that right now, it'd be too embarrassing to talk with a stinky mouth after all. She held the latter's hand tightly, so tight that she can feel his hand becoming really cold but for some reason, she needed to do that to calm herself up. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before shrugging amd sitting back down on the chair. She lowered her head and apologized to the doctor as well. "Im sorry... I couldn't help it" Dasuri reasoned out. Its true though, as a doctor, he should know that this kind of events will pccur at some point in his day.

(Sorry for the short and late replyyy Dx

Btw, ill ask Tiff now about what u asked me earlier :))

@[p] dasuri Hyukjae kept silent as she threw up the food that she ate while he held her hair away from her face and his other hand gently rubbed her back. 'Damn, it's starting to get on my nerves! I'm really worried now, I hope whatever illness she has will be cured immediately,' Hyuk thought to himself. He was starting to get alarmed with the situation but he remained calm so as not to add to his girlfriend's worries. After she washed the sink and , he finally let go of her hair and helped put it in place. Then he reached in the back pocket of his jeans for the small pack of breath mints he always brought with him. He took out a mint then offered it to her. "Here, this will help with the aftertaste," he said. Afterwards, he put the pack back in his pocket, nodded then they walked back to the doctor slowly, holding her hand tight. Once in front of the doctor, Hyukjae immediately bowed and apologized for his behavior.

@[i] eunhyuk She frowned when the latter immediately pulled her towardsnthe door, small movements made her really dizzy and with her holding her vomit in, she just can'r help but black out for a ond, although her body keot following the latter. When they arrived at the washroom, she took her hand off and as soon as she bent over the sink, her substance gushed out of with her gagging noises. Tears pooled at the corner of her eyes. It would be fine if she was just sick, but throwing up gave her pain too. She closed her eyes whole she the faucet to wash away the food she ate before. "Im sorry..." She mumbled before washing , rinsing it as well. She stood up then fixed her hair before turning to fave him. "L-let's go?" She asked hesitantly. Now that they walked out of him all of a sudden, she feels too embarrassed to go back there. Really embarrassed that even asking him to go back made her nervous already.

@[p] dasuri Eunhyuk slightly chuckled at her reaction, showing clearly that she was nervous. Sitting across from her, he kept a tight hold on her hands between them, lightly squeezing both to hopefully calm her. He patiently and quietly watched as the doctor stood up and approached her, thinking she was just going to be checked up. Suddenly she placed a hand on and looked like she was about to throw up. He immediately stood up, murmured an excuse me to the doctor then helped her up. Looking around the room, he looked for the bathroom and when he found it he immediately led her to it. Opening the door, he walked her to the sink. "You can throw up here Baby," he said gently while holding her hair away from her face. It troubled him to see her sick and he was starting to worry about her condition.

@[i] eunhyuk When the door opened with a click, she jumped slightly at the slightest sound which shows how scared she is. She took a deep breath while following the latter inside. When they sat in front of him, Dasuri couldn't help but feel slighrly light-headed. For some reason, her tummy keeps growling amd she feels like throwing up once again. When he stood up and walked towards her, she quiclly stoos up with wide eyes, startled by his actions. "W-what are you doing?" She asled with furrowed eyebrows and shaky voice. She placed a hand to cover when she felt sick to the point that she feels as if she will black out. Its probably because of the smell in his clinic. The chemicals, yeah, that must be the reason.

@[p] dasuri Hyuk hadn't noticed the scared expression on her eyes and was oblivious to how she felt. Holding her hand, he quietly followed her to the room where the receptionist lead them. He pulled her to the chairs nearby and sat down then pulled her to sit down beside her. Smiling gently, he tightly held both of her hands and leaned close to peck her lips. "Sshh. There's nothing to be scared about. I'm here and I'll stay with you 'till the end," he said softly and pulled her hands up to kiss the back of it before adding, "If the doctor finds something wrong or sees that you're sick, then we'll ask for medicines that you should take. I'm here for you." He gently pulled her to him and hugged him tight, leaning her head on his chest and gently caressing her hair to calm her down. After a while, a nurse came out of the doctor's room and announced that the latter was ready to see them. Hyuk helped Dasuri to stand up then walked to the room with her, letting her lean against his body. Once inside, they sat on the chairs in front of the doctor's table and he immediately explained his girlfriend's situation. When the doctor got up, he let go of her but kept a tight hold on her hand then let the doctor give her a check-up.

@[i] eunhyuk After a couple of hours driving, they have finally arrived at the hospital. Dasuri is more nervous, now that they are here. What if they really find something wrong with her? What if she will have to give up her work? She can't do that. She won't be able to feed herself. Ahe bit her bottom lip as she watch the latter get off the car. She just want to stop him right now and ask him to go home but Dasuri is also scared of dying. She is still young and if there is sometjing wrong with her, if they dont treat it, she will die young and that is what she is afraid of too. She got off the car when he opened it with a smile. She linked her arms woth the latrer before leading them inside the huge building. She walked in and smiled at the receptionist who greeted them gracefully. "Hi... Uhm, im here for a check up, my name is Choi Dasuri" she stated. The lady typed something in the computer before standing up amd asking us to follpw her. Dasuri tugged Eunhyuk along to the room she opened for them. When they have both walked in, she excused herself and left once again. "Im scared" she finally confessed while lpoking back towards the other. "What if.. What if there is something wrong with me?"

@[p] dasuri While he drove, Hyuk took a glance at Dasuri from time to time. He was worried she would either faint or throw up. Also, he wanted to look at her as he drove because it's been a long time since they've been together like this, him driving for her and the day free for them to do whatever they liked. He parked the car at and empty parking space outside the hospital and then turned off the engine. He turned in his seat to face her and smiled then nodded. "Yes, let's go," he answered. He then let go of her hand, got out of the car and walked over to the other side. He opened the passenger door and helped her out then together they walked to the entrance of the hospital.

@[i] eunhyuk After quiet some time, she finally relaxed as she hold his free hand ehile he is driving. The truth is, she really do feel bad but instead of worrying about it, she just held his hand tightly. She thought that maybe she should just spend this special day with him properly instead of worrying about it more. Dasuri hummed when he parked the car on the sidewalk near the hospital. She wasnt really nervous when they talked about it but now that she is almost at the hospital, she is scared. She is scared that the doctor might find something wrong other than her Appetite and that wont be good at all. "Lets go?"

@[p] dasuri He took a glance at her before going out of the house and he frowned when he saw her expression. Just as he expected, it wasn't good to tell her the reason for his worries. Nevertheless, it was too late to deny it now. He kept quiet as she buckled her seatbelt, only opening his mouth to speak when she asked him a question. "Yes, it's okay to come with me. My members and managers understand. Also, I promised that I would work extra hard on the next practice," he answered with a soft smile. Once she was safely buckled up, he closed the passenger door then walked to the other side and got in. He the car and started driving to the doctor's clinic.

@[i] eunhyuk She frowned sadly when he finally told her the reason to why he looks really troubled. She suddenly felt guilty. He had never ever taken a day off just for her. Even when they celebrated their one month anniversary, they waited for each other to finish work before they went out to eat. Dasuri stood up when he did, her mind still occupied with what he had just said. It felt new and weird to have him pay attention to her and it is scaring her. What if Super Junior kicks him out just because he is making more time for her and not the group? She followed him outside, sighing deeply once again. She got inside the car when he opened the door for her before she quickly buckled her seat belt up. " Are you sure its okay to come with me? I can just... I can just go alone if you want"

@[p] dasuri He got up after her and wrapped his arms around her in a tight embrace. Eager not to let her know, he gave her a smile to hide that he was troubled, but apparently he wasn't that good an actor. Hyukjae leaned his head on hers, gently caressing her hair. With a sigh, Hyuk decided to simply tell her the truth. "Nothing's wrong Babe, I just got a call from my manager, well two calls. I wasn't present at practice today and he got mad. But I explained the situation and also asked permission to have the rest of the day off. Luckily he agreed and so I get to spend the day with you," he explained. After a while, he finally let her go then, holding her hand, walked to the front door with her. "I already got us a schedule at the doctor's so we better get going," he said. Once outside, he closed the door behind him and then lead her to the car, opening the passenger for her.

@[i] eunhyuk She rolled her eyes playfully before finally getting off the latter so they can leave. "What's wrong though?" She finally asked as she hold the older male's hand tightly. Dasuri pulled him up with a light groan before pulling him in a very tight hug. She wrapped her arms around his frame, her head resting against his chest. She hugged him like that until he answered. She doesn't know why but Eunhyuk is acting pretty weird. He isnt the same guy she used to go out with. He is always spacing out, and he worries more about her now. If the reason is her chesting on him then she doesn't want him to worry about her anymore. She frowned slightly when a lot of thoughts rushed through her mind and some of those thoughts are not really that good.

@[p] dasuri He had just gotten off the phone with his manager who had called him once more. He got scolded for not being present at the practice but luckily was given permission to accompany Dasuri. He decided to just make it up to them later, maybe buy them dinner or something. Thoughts preoccupied, he didn't notice her walking back to the living room until she sat down on his lap. He wrapped his arms around her waist and smiled back at her, guilty that he wasn't paying attention. "Yes, I'm ready. We can go as soon as you let me get up," he teasingly answered.

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@[i] eunhyuk After an hour and a half, Dasuri had finally finished getting ready. She is wearing her skinny jeans, converse and a shirt that ia really familiar to the both of them. It is the shirt that Hyukjae left her when he caught her cheating on him. She bit her bottom lip nervously as she walk towards him nervously. "Are you ready?" She asked while slowly moving closer to him, sitting on his lap to be exact when he didnt move from the couch. She pressed her forehead against his before taking a deep breath. She heave out a sigh before smiling as she stare deeply into his eyes. "Let's go?"

@[p] dasuri Hyuk nodded in agreement and simply offered her a smile, keeping his mouth shut. He watched her as she washed the dishes, confidenly leaning against the counter. Surprised, he wasn't able to react immediately to her challenge. It wasn't until she was at the doorframe that he answered, "As much as I'd want to, that would be a bad idea. You just go wash alone Baby. I'll join you next time," he said. Then he followed her out of the kitchen, stopping at the living room and sitting on the couch. He decided to watch TV while waiting for her. Just remembering, he picked up his phone and sent a text to his manager to tell him he would accompany Dasuri to the doctor's first.

@[i] eunhyuk "Alright, well then, I'll go wash the dishes then I'll take a bath, you are free to do anything for now.. then we can go to the hospital to get me checked up" She stated before she turned the faucet on to wash the dishes. She can sense that there is definitely something wrong because he looked pretty shocked when she spoke up but she just shrugged it away since she doesn't wanna force him. At least not now. After a couple of minutes she have finished washing the dishes. She walked towards him then gave his lips a peck with a smirk before pulling away. "If you want, you can join me in the shower... " She stated with a wink before walking away to head to the washroom and get ready so they can go to the doctor's already.

@[p] dasuri Hyuk was quiet while walking back to the kitchen, his mind preoccupied with his schedule. He promised to accompany her to the doctor's so he's trying to remember what time he is free, doubting if he even had the free time. Feeling guilty, he was determined to make it up to her and going to the doctor with her would be the first step, so even if his whole day was packed, he would find a way to insert that in his schedule. He was too preoccupied with his thoughts that he hadn't notice he already walked in the kitchen. Hearing her voice, he was snapped out of his thoughts and he smiled to hide what he was thinking. "I don't know, it was an unknown number. And no, nothing's wrong," he lied.

@[i] eunhyuk She finished eating the toast in a matter of seconds. She can say that she is definitely improving her appetite again so there is no need for a doctor's appointment and check up but since she had promised him already, might as well go and check it out for sure. When he stood up, she also stood up and grabbed the dirty dishes to place it on the sink so she can wash it later. She returned back to the dining just right when he had walked in too. "Who was that?" Dasuri asked curiously as she grab the other dirty dishes; only leaving the plate with Hyukjae's food. "Is something wrong?"

@[p] dasuri Hyuk sat down on the chair then pulled her to sit on his lap. "Feed you? Sure, but how? With my hands or with my mouth?" he asked back, teasing her as well. It's been months since he got to like this and he missed just hanging out with her. He watched her as she took a bite, pleased that she liked it. Suddenly he heard his phone ring from the living room. "Be right back Baby," he said then left the room after pecking her on the lips. He picked up his phone on the coffee table in the living room and it looked at the caller ID. Crap, it was his manager! Seems he's late for practice again. Knowing full well that he would jist get scolded, he chose to ignore the phone and put it on silent mode then placed it back on the table and went back to her.

@[i] eunhyuk She looked At him, confused as he pulled away and went back to the kitchen. She took another sip out of her tea before standing up and following him. She really feel light headed, her feet feels like its as if its floating on the ground but she kept pushing herself to check out what Eunhyuk was doing. When she realize that he was cooking for her, a smile formed on her lips and her heart skipped at the sight of his back turned to her. She walked up to him then she wrapped her arms around his waist while she rest her chin on top of his shoulder. "Feed me?" She asked teasinglt before raising the bread up to her lips. She took a bite out of the bread before humming softly at the taste. "This is good... Its better than what I made!"

@[p] dasuri He could sense her lying and it pissed him off but he decided to hold his anger down, scolding her would do nothing. Upon hearing that she could at least eat bread, he decided to prepare some French toast for her. It wasn't a heavy breakfast but healthy enough so he reckons she would be able to eat it. He looked through her food storage and took out bread then a couple of eggs. He heated up a pan on the stove and beat the eggs in a bowl while waiting. Once the pan was heated enough, he put butter and spread it on the pan then took a slice of bread and dipped it in the egg before placing it on the pan. He continued to do these steps until he made enough toast then he put the toasts in a clean plate. He turned off the stove, put the pan and bowl in the sink then walked back to her. "Here, eat this," he said and offered her the plate of French toast. He watched her intently, waiting for her to pick up a toast. "Okay, but only after you eat."

@[i] eunhyuk "No I didn't... I dont have time for that... I said I'm fine. So dont worry alright?" The latter stated, trying to convince him that she is actually fine. She is definitely not fine though, its been months since she ate a full meal and this might kill her. Starvation is not really an option for her, now that she is actually a dance teacher at a local small dance studio. So she is burning more calories but the only problem is she doesnt have any calories to burn so she sometimes pass out while instructing. "But I can eat bread.. Thats it..." She whispered softly before resting her head on his shoulders. An idea then suddenly popped into her mind. Maybe her sickness is also a chance for her to make Eunhyuk take care of her unlike before where they are separated. "But... If you can come with me.. I'd like to visit the doctor"

@[p] dasuri He kept looking at her, knowing full well that she was lying. It made him furrow his eyebrows because she never lied to him before, not even once. He was just about to press the issue when she suddenly spoke again, this time telling the truth. This information cauht him by surprise and it also made him guilty and sorry. It seems he did not only hurt her emotionally but he also caused her such a hard situation. "So that's why you've been losing weight," he said - more to himself. Hyuk put his cup back down on the table and approached her. He wrapped his arms around her waist and pecked her lips then asked, "Did you go see a doctor?"

@[i] eunhyuk She took a deep breath before looking away when she felt his gaze locks on her. The attention is nice but something like this is making her feel uncomfortable and anxious. "Im just not a morning person..." She stated, lying, although everyone knows she isnt good at lying. She always state the truth and even with the problem they had before, about hooking up with Taeyang. She didn't lie about it. She stated the truth because she knows that lying will make everything, every situation much more worse. She finally heaved out a sigh before looking back at the other with a sad expression. "Actually... I'm not sure Hyuk..... Ive been like this since you left, I cant eat... It makes me throw up..." Dasuri confessed before standing up and walking towards him with furrowed eyebrows. "But dont worry okay?.... Ill be fine..."

@[p] dasuri Hyuk let out a deep sigh, nodded and reluctantly ate the food. He went back to his seat and continued to eat, finishing all the food she put on his plate. Afterwards, he picked up his cup of coffee and leaned back, watching her seriously. "What's wrong? Why did you not eat?" he asked sternly. He doesn't like it when she doesn't eat because it's not good for the body. Even more so, she lost weight so she must eat a lot.

@[i] eunhyuk Dasuri won't say that she didn't like the attention he is giving her but she is definitely loves how he cares and how he takes care of her in a such sweet gesture. She bit her bottom lip slightly as she stare at the spoonful of fried potatoes before looking away with a sigh. Her breathing fasten once again as her tummy curled up in a knot. "Babe... You eat oksy? I'll be fine with just tea...." She whispered before leaning in to give his lips a peck. She smiled when she pulled away to make sure he wont worry anynore. She took the hot cup on her hands before raising it up to her lips. She took a sip out of the tea and she sighed in relief as she feel it making her feel better than the food. "Finish everything okay?"