┈┉High School

@(❊)Jeon Jungkook He blinked looking at the clock , yes he indeed had something to do, he looked at you drawing , noticing your focus wondering what you were drawing but didn't ask. He stands up gathering his things . not wanting to disturb you , he writes " It was nice meeting you kooki , you're really nice, I'll see you later bye draws a smiling face , waving, and slowly slid it to you. With one last smile he left to help in the library

@(❊)Jeon Jungkook Smiles " kyungsoo, nice to meet you" well , I love reading, drawing, cooking , that's all I can think of right now. I used to like camping but .. not so much. A sad look came and went cross his face as he cleared his throat;
I don't usually draw dreams , just this one, it was true he really didn't , but it seemed to call out to him, as he looked at you. "what about you?

@(❊)Jeon Jungkook "Kyunsgoo blushed for the first answer and blinked at the second , mythical? hardly seems he doesn't know that he;s a wolf, must be mixed blood . He cleared his throat " um this may sound silly but , I drew this from a dream I had " He said blushing, If He doesn't know who was he to tell him, right?

@(❊) Kim Kibum /the hum rises in my chest when you nuzzle into me, making my heart beat quicker than I was prepared for, the small, cute gesture quite satisfying and just more reaffirming of your presence as a kitten among wovles/
/the touch of your hands combined with the demand for a lesson sends chills up my body, the only thoughts for a lesson coming to mind easily falling into categories much more suited for my home, rather than here/
/the thought swirls through my head, wondering if you felt any other lines of art etched into me as your fingers danced over my skin, more a question of how perceptive you are than anything else, but a wonder that brings on a small grin anyways/
/wraps my arms around your waist when you stand and press yourself into me once more, leaning down to brush my nose over your throat, making sure my scent is still the only thing to cover your skin before humming with a nod/
Mhm~ I do belive I owe you more than one for everything you've shown me about yourself today.
/pulls away from you with a slight grin and a flick of my tongue under the choker you chose for the day, bringing our hands together as I take you from the school and to my car, not letting you more than a foot away from me nor out of my sight for a second/

@(✾) Yu Barom *with my head against your chest I sigh softly to myself, taking a moment to swipe my tongue over my lips, enjoying the taste left on my tongue from the brief kiss*
*shifts a minuscule amount, not wanting there to be space created between the two of us, my lips going from tingling to burning as they ache to feel your own plump lines on them once more*
*closes my eyelids, comforted as your hand slides over my back and shoulder, making me presses my head against yours torso that little bit more*
*hears more of a demand rather than a request from you, my eyes glancing up and meeting yours as my hands slide around the hem of your trousers, hooking into the loops at the back of them*
Alright...
*breathes out the response, my hands sliding underneath your shirt to follow the contours of your back up and up until they map out your shoulderblades*
Shall we go now? I still want that lesson tonight...
*slides my hands away all too soon, sliding off of the desk and as I stand back up, our chests press together, the difference between our physiques as obvious as daylight*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /bites my lips to suppress a groan when I feel your body melting and conforming to mine, matching the first time we met, yet somehow more intense than before/
/the first brush of our lips is hardly satisfactory for the melting effect the rest of your body has had against mine to this point, smiling as you say your peace and pull me back to you, eagerly accepting the second chance to taste your lips/
/my hands drop when you pull away - the taste not nearly enough for me but something I am willing to wait on - one sliding to your lower back, the other resting on your shoulder/
/hums as your head comes to rest on my chest, thinking to myself about what this all means, and how much more there is left to prove to you, letting my eyes slip shut for a while/
Come stay with me tonight.
/asks in a way that says I don't see any other answer but your compliance, nor will I accept anything less than that much/

@(✾) Yu Barom *watches as you lean into my hands, my eyes tracing your features I've come to find a comfort these days, sighing as I look up into your eyes*
*is looking at the evening light glancing its colours over your hair whilst I sit on the desk in front of you, my legs raising to wrap around your waist*
*listens to the list of things, thinking its true, and that you do care, though I know it'll be some time before I can believe it honestly and fully*
*touches the back of my nape as you mention the bite, my eyelids fluttering shut at the sensation, biting my lower lip as it felt more than a little bit good*
*opens my eyelids halfway when you cup my cheek, staring at your lips before I feel you touching mine, stilling and letting your lips barely touch*
You're... you're a whole other world of different, Barom
*wraps my arms around your neck, tugging you in gently and pressing my lips to yours fully, the doll-like lines quivering as I can already taste you*
*shifts on the desk a bit, the bite having made me feel the itching need of my skin to be with yours, together without a gap between the two, though I know here isn't the place*
*pulls my lips from yours, my legs sliding down to dangle over the edge of the desk as my fingers curl into the bottom of your cardigan, thumbs drawing circles on your skin just below*
*leans my head onto your torso, my eyelids closing as I wait to hear your addictive voice once more*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /the satisfaction of your soft moan is nothing like what I imagined it to be, still finding more comfort and pleasure in the warmth of your scent than that/
/lifts my head and releases you from my grip as your body wiggles, giving into your whims since you were half-freed anyways, watching your hands come up to touch me, feeling only guilt that you could share such fragile words and still be so childishly needful of touch afterwards/
/turns my cheek to your touch, bringing up a hand to cover yours, cradling my face with both our palms that way, nuzzling to your hand like a content puppy/
Throw away those fears.
If I wasn't being serious, why would I keep going after you?
Chasing you, who I thought was a ghost?
Agreeing to teach you to keep you around?
Marking you with my secnt, biting your nape...
Tell me the list in these few days hasn't proved that I'm different?
/uses my hand wrapped around yours to pull you closer, the other cupping your cheek in turn as I dip down, brushing my lips across yours/

@(✾) Yu Barom *wonders how you expect me to be able to trust you easily, realising though that I still haven't told you about what happened before anyway, making it feel like its raining inside of me heart, wondering if you think about me like the front I put on*
*expects you to turn me around when you hold me like you do, though when you hold me in place and lean over me, I still, my body tensing up*
*my fingers curl into the wood of the desk when you bite my nape, bending to your will without a fraction of hesitation, the bite making me weak in my limbs, having to lean against the desk and rely on you holding me*
*as soft moan escapes me when you growl, the strength of your bite making a wave of heat rush up over my body, embarrassed since I don't think I'll be able to hold it in much longer*
*half collapses against the desk when you release my nape, panting with my eyelids hooded, never having been bit in my nape, only having heard the stories and now realising how strong the affect is*
*raises my head as much as I can, wanting to look at you but left where I am*
Because I'm terrified... T-Terrified you'll throw me away like the rest
I don't think I'd be able to cope with you doing that to me, Barom
*mumbles before managing to wriggle free, turning around and sitting on the desk in front of you, my shaking hands reaching up to ghost over your cheeks, much like when I traced your tattoo*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /my jaw sets as I watch you go back to being the arrogant rogue you first presented yourself to me as, arms raising to cover my broad chest/
Really...?
/asks in an exasperated drawl, feeling that you couldn't possibly be more transparent, and wondering how you think I could fall for this and give you what you expect/
/your eyes and trembling hands tell me all I need to know in the heat of this moment, and I watch, letting you go to the desk and seemingly forget about my presence for a moment before I act, taking advantage of your position/
/my hands come to grasp your shoulders as my body covers yours, lastly letting my mouth come to clasp on the back of your neck, biting down on your nape in a moment of desperation, not liking the measures but feeling like I have no other choice/
/keeps you pinned down as a growl grows in my throat, my grip of my hands and jaws not releasing or growing weaker for a second/
Do you really think I'd let you get away with saying things like that?
Undermining my words, and even worse, making me feel as though the effort I've spent on you was a waste?
/growls again, releasing my teeth from your nape and standing up, only to bring my forehead to rest against your back, hands still resting on your shoulders/
I meant every word I've said. How can you brush them away so easily?

@(✾) Yu Barom *lets out an embarrassed, short burst of laughter when you kiss away the tears, being shown this side of an alpha for the first time in my life, and liking it*
*stops pulling on my bangs to glance at you from beneath them, hearing you calling me out and my shoulders sag though I tilt my head up in that front I put on*
I.. wasn't thinking about running away
*sighs, inhaling deeply as you pull away from me, pressing my back against the wall of the classroom, my head tilted back and my neck arching as I do so, making the choker straight*
*covers my face with my hands before I lower them, folding my arms over my chest as I feign strength and a nonchalant attitude too*
You... You're not going to be there forever, Barom. They're going to come back, and when they do, you won't be able to do a thing about it
I can only imagine that they'll react to your scent on me but--
*stops, looking so frustrated that I might pull my hair out or throw a table in anger, my hands balling into fists at my side*
I don't want to have anything but you're scent on me... that's all I want
*reaches over, my hand in mid-air before I let it drop, only to raise it and chew at my sleeve, my fingers visible shaking as my chest heaves up and down*
I don't like relying on people
And I certainly don't like love being around you this much
*looks at you with desperation I hate in my eyes, turning away in the next moment, walking over to one of the tables and gripping the edges of it before I bow my head, my lashes wet with fresh, frustrated tears again*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /smiles and repeats the action of pressing my lips to your skin after you shake your head, although this time, there are two touches, one below each of your eyes on the glistening swells of your cheeks, cliché as it may be, kissing away your tears/
/the tension that had left your body returns when I feel you pull back, knowing that there is something more, something giving you pause in this moment, or maybe it's just the past that I know nothing about making you second guess trusting me ; either way, I allow you to put space between us, pausing as I decide how to cut my words/
If... You aren't thinking about running away right now...
Then tell me what you are thinking about.
Because I can already tell something is still wrong.
/says slowly, almost asking, knowing you have caught the better of my instincts before, and wanting to avoid the game repeating itself, even more so if it means you being in harm's way again/
/leans back against one of the tables, not keen on letting you go just yet, but preparing myself for the inevitable disappearing act you always seem to pull, especially given the distance you suddenly seem to crave/

@(✾) Yu Barom *shakes my head slowly when you ask about having lied, knowing its true though I also know you're just teasing me, unfairly, no less*
*sighs, closing my eyelids as your lips meet my forehead, a few of the tears slipping down from under my damp lashes, creating glistening trails down my cheeks*
*sighs as you tell me to calm down, my torso shaking a little bit but nothing terribly bad, nodding again as my fingers sooth your skin, tracing the nape of your neck*
*stills as I know when I return home, or anywhere near that motel they'll be there, lucky it wasn't an alpha this time like a couple incidents before*
*feels the need to push you away before I get hurt again, not knowing if you'll be there again like this, let alone if I'll be escaping once more*
*leans back, pulling my bangs down with shaking hands to try and hide the torn expression on my face, struggling though as I can't seem to hide things from you as time passes*

@(❊) Kim Kibum Have I lied to you yet, Kibum?
/asks in an almost snarky tone, teasing you for all the heartache you've made me endure already, but wanting you to know that underneath that all, my intentions are quite honest - they seemed selfserving until I heard the tiny note in your voice, feeling that you want this as much as I do/
/watches your bright eyes, making sure that you are being honest with me before I nod, a faint smile passing my lips before they come to rest lightly against your forehead, knowing now that I would give everything to keep you safe/
This was hardly your fault. I should have been there to protect you.
/looks away, thinking to myself : "As is, when I find those betas... they'll regret ever even looking at you."/
/your lips trembling against my neck and your fingers diving into my hair only bring me back from the thoughts of revenge to you, here in my arms, and I squeeze you tight for a second, one large palm rubbing circles on your back/
Kibum, calm down... It's all over, you're safe in my arms.
I can promise you that much.

@(✾) Yu Barom *stills when your lips meet my ear, that natural instinct to bend to the will of an alpha I now trust, wish to be beside hitting me hard as I hold onto you quietly*
You... You meant that?
*asks quietly, feeling like I sound pathetic in my own eyes, not wanting to acknowledge this though and hoping you only hear the need in my voice*
*lets you tug my hand away, myself calming substantially as your scent overwhelms me in the sweetest of ways, my eyelids blissfully shut*
*smiles when you rub your cheek against mine, my hands returning to your cardigan, holding onto you and finally raising my head*
I'm... I'm okay, Barom
*nods once, the rest of the sentence in my eyes "I'm okay when I'm with you..."*
*nuzzles my face against your neck instead, my lips brushing against the skin as I inhale through my mouth, tasting you on my tongue and wishing it could engulf me entirely*
I'm sorry
I-It was my fault this happened, my fault. Its always my fault
*sinks my fingers into the ends of your hair, my lips shaking against your flesh, eyelids squeezed shut tightly as I try to ignore the prickling tears*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /my anger only grow to see the desperate measure of self harm that you're being driven to, the deep red marks crisscrossing your skin making me growl/
/understanding that I may not have marked you, but feeling so compelled to claim you, my lips brush your ear to tell you as much/
I've told you it will only be a matter of time until you're mine.
May as well get used to the idea now.
/tugs at your hand, getting more angry that you'd treat yourself this way, my lips trying to soothe every red mark you've left behind as well as erasing the scent of lesser wolves from you/
/soon, the effort becomes needless, between me holding you so tightly, and my marking over every scent, you smell only of me now, the way I feel it should be, and I lower my head to rubs our cheek together softly, wanting to offer you some comfort but not knowing what to say ; wanting to know what happened but boiling with anger at the aftermath/
Kibum... I want you to look at me.
Look at me and tell me you're okay.

@(✾) Yu Barom *coils in on myself as tightly as I can, smothering my whimpers into my arm and hands as I quake alone, my fingers pulling at my hair here and there out of frustration*
*ends up tearing up, the thought of you smelling me with someone else's scent almost too much, in fact it is too much*
*scrapes my nails along the skin exposed, causing the skin to go red as in my desperation I hurt the supple flesh, making it an angry shade of red*
*stops when I hear you, pressing myself back against the wall and hoping you go on, without seeing me or coming over, ashamed if you do*
*a small sob comes from my lips when you pull me up into your arms, you angered voice sending a chill through my spine, my fingers curling into your cardigan*
*tilts my head up when you sniff along the raw skin, the cross shifting along the choker a little bit before I look back into your eyes, my own shimmering with bright tears still*
How could I tell them I'm yours? When that's hardly the t-truth
I wouldn't even be able to lie about it
*takes a moment to breathe before I scratch at my beautiful skin again, poorly whines leaving my throat as the desperation rises to rid myself of their scents*
D-Don't look at me
*just about pushes the words out, giving up as I lower my head in utter shame, doubting I'll be able to look at you properly again*
*rests my head under your chin in defeat, my arms around your neck as I want you to snuff out all of their filthy stenches, only wanting to smell like you*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /the night ends up being cold in more ways than one as I arrive back home, if you could even call it that, the house being the only one on the street not lit up/
/crawls into bed, forgetting about everything else, save for the soft touch of your fingers and the rare smiles shared with me over dinner, the two memories ensuring my smile stays wide as I fall into slumber quite easily, having been so sleep deprived the past few days/
/the morning breaks with the same chill hanging in the air, and I rouse from sleep only to find my face buried against my left arm, the last place you touched and also where your scent is strongest, now thickly clotting my airways like pollen/
/shakes away the memory of you and begins to wash off your scent, afraid of how it may affect me during classes, or with interactions with my superiors, a few of whom I know have similar lineage as myself/
/dressed and heads out to the high school per usual, a thick sweater instead of a full coat wrapped around my muscular physique today, since you still hold the jacket I favor most and I'm too stubborn to go looking for another in my closet/
/classes are treated as a sort of study hall day, having neglected to prepare anything last night for the classes that were ahead, but going over the previous day's lesson as review for those that did not quite get it/
/my mind keeps racing back to you in the downtime I seem to have an abundance of today, the thought of when you'll come back, the things you'll have to say, and your demands to be taught all commingling in my head to fill it with nothing but you, letting myself get caught up in the feeling for a moment, something close to smitten/
/classes end for the day and I hang around, waiting, hoping to have you appear, if nothing else so I can have the coat back - or so I keep telling myself as an excuse/
/when you don't arrive as predicted, I give a sigh, gathering my things only to walk out into the halls to be greeted by your perfume, a scent I easily recognize and begin to follow, although something about it leaves a twisting knot in the pit of my stomach, knowing something is wrong since another smell lingers right underneath - but the closer I get to you, the more your own is lost/
/bursting into the classroom, I look around, almost missing you for as tiny as you've made yourself in the corner, lifting you up like a child and pulling you into my arms, the first words out of my mouth hardly even sounding like me, voice thick with anger/
Who dared to lay a filthy paw on you?
Didn't you tell them you are mine?
/buries my face in your neck, moving slowly across your collarbone and shoulders, sniffing out the place where each hand touched you and replacing the scent with my own, hardly acting human today - but something about the smell of an inferior wolf on you triggers me to act quite feral/

@(✾) Yu Barom *once I'm out the restaurant I look back through the warm looking windows, so cold on the outside now, though nothing I can do about it now, just taking comfort in the jacket I kept from you*
*walks through the streets, no money on me so having to walk back to the cheap motel I'm staying in, having to push off more than a few drunken people in the process*
*sighs as I finally reach the small room, closing the door behind me and glancing around, rubbing my hands together before I move to take off the jacket though I pause*
*looks down at the material as it swamps my body, pressing my lips together with a small smile before I finally take it off, grabbing a shower afterwards*
It wouldn't hurt...
*whispers as I look at the jacket when I'm dried off, picking up the material, curling up into it, letting the jacket brush against my bare skin but more importantly, the scent to overwhelm me once more*

*wakes in the afternoon, often sleeping until this time due to mild doses of insomnia, though nothing a late sleep can't fix*
*sits up and groggily lets the jacket pool around me before I yawn, checking the time and seeing I have some time to come and see you, your lessons soon to be done*
*uses the bathroom, getting dressed to be able to go out after, trying to sort out my hair but just letting the soft waves frame my face in the end*
*grabs your jacket, holding it instead of wearing it since I'm sure you want it back by the time I see you, a small smile on my lips as I walk to the high school*
*my fingers glance over the choker on my neck, the cross shining a pretty silver in the light as I walk*
*is stopped not long after by a group of betas in the area, knowing these guys since they've been causing me trouble since I got here*
Let me go
*mutters as they push and hold me around in their circle, managing to break free when I bite one of their hands, making a run for it and luckily both quicker and knowing the allies better*
*sighs quietly, arriving at the high school not long after thanks to the running, though their scents cling to my body now, thinking about wearing your jacket but knowing you wouldn't want their scent on your things*
*stands just outside your classroom as I have these thoughts, suddenly wanting to cry both from the ghost feelings of their hands and their scent that reminds me of them*
*drops your jacket to the floor, running down the basically empty halls to the classroom at the bottom of the hall, bursting into it and curling up in one of the corners of the room, my hands on my head as I try to hide myself from the world in a moment of weakness*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /a slight nod passes from meals to toy at your words, listless hands moving into my lap to cover up the unease at the idea of letting you out of my sight/
/my lips purse and finds themselves in a line as I watch your figure without another word, knowing no protestations would have kept you with me anyways/
/a sigh breaks through my lips once you are gone, just another shadow in the night, and I sit at the table alone for quite some time/
/the daze that leaves me at the table proves beneficial as I end up staying just late enough for my aunt to come out and spend some time with me, catching up since these last few weeks have been ridiculously busy on my part/
/leaves the restaurant at a slightly late hour, catching a chill when I realize you kept my coat, the thin linen of my shirt, expensive as it may have been, is nothing against the night breeze, and I dash for the car, turning up the heat while I drive back home/

@(✾) Yu Barom *watches you as you laugh, not minding if its obvious if I'm doing so, willing to risk that embarrassment if I'm allowed to look at you*
*as you look back into my eyes, I find my lips pulling into a smile in reaction, my hand automatically reaching up and covering my lips*
*glances up when you joke, or I think you do, about showing me the rest of your artwork, shaking my head side to side with a small smile*
*lowers my hand, my eyes flickering around the room before they settle on the window beside the table, my chin tilting up so I can see the night view a bit better*
I suppose I better go home...
*the words merely me thinking aloud, though I realise I spoke these words, frowning and shaking my head as I doubt you'll be upset by something like this*
*clears my throat after pressing my lips together, knowing I should go but unable to find myself leaving the spot, sighing though as I do eventually stand*
I'll pay you back, okay?
*promises with a small smile before I hesitate, inclining my head towards as a sign of thanks*
Goodnight...
*stands from my chair, beginning to walk past you, throwing my hood up over my head and avoiding people like before, having to dodge more than a couple of near-miss touches, disappearing as I get further and further away*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /chuckles and shakes my head, the idea of a creature as unique as yourself still trying to make sense in my overly analytical mind/
/watches as your soft fingers come down over the inked portion of my skin, trying to read it as much as feeling it, my arm involuntarily twitching at just how light the contact is, unsure if it tickles or should raise goosebumps/
/my skin decides for me, a chill running through my body as your touch moves back towards yourself and away from me, the opposite direction I wish of your fingers at the moment/
/my eyes come up lazily to meet yours, the bright color once again drowning as it meets the midnight darkness encased in my own before a playful spark lights up in them once more/
Maybe if you're good, I'll show you the rest of my artwork.
/grins as my hand retracts from the table, the ghostly feeling of your fingers still dancing over my cross, even if only in memory, hoping you'll consider being just as touchy if and when the time ever comes that I do reveal my torso to your eyes/

@(✾) Yu Barom I've survived this far, haven't I? Barely, but just about got it
*laughs at this thought, also having thought a few times in the past I'm more like a cat than a werewolf anyway*
*gently pushes my plate to the side, giving me more room as you pull your arm from the sleeve*
*tilts my head as I look at it quietly, the ink on the skin and how the two are forever attached now*
*raises my aquamarine spheres from your arm to your face for a quick moment, nodding quietly, having had every intention of what you offer*
*lowers my fingers from where they rested, touching my lips, now touching your skin, my forefinger and middle digit the predominant ones to glide down the middle at first*
*my pinky ghosts against the side of your arm, tickling the hairs a little bit whilst I trace the ink much like I did the drawing earlier today*
*trails my fingers up to your wrist, feeling your pulse and feeling for a fraction of a moment that its like our pulses are in time with one another*
*glides the digits up to the fleshy part, just under your thumb before pulling away entirely, my gaze meeting yours as I have nothing to say in your presence again*

@(❊) Kim Kibum Curiosity kills cats, you know. I'm sure it doesn't bode much better for wolves.
/chuckles a little as the words come from my lips, watching as your lips purse and make themselves even more pronounced on your face/
Ah... Yeah...
/mumbles, caught up in thoughts better left unsaid about your Visage before looking down again, my right hand coming up to tug my sleeve higher on my left arm once more, laying my arm on the surface of the table for your inspection/
You can touch it if you like...
/adds as an afterthought, finding that most people fascinated by this form of art do half their seeing with their hands anyways, trying my best not to flex or seem as though I'm showing off the musculature that hides beneath/

@(✾) Yu Barom *wonders what you're thinking about when you look like you're contemplating a few things of your own, though funnily enough I have been compared to an anime character on more than one occasion*
*as I come to the last morsel on my plate, sighs, thinking you'll want me gone as soon as I can anyway, though i don't mention this to you of course*
*is contemplating on how to leave without sounding rude or hurt, snapped out of the thoughts once again as your voice filters through my ears*
No--
I mean, its not the food
The food was amazing
I was just wondering about some things is all. Things I most likely shouldn't but...
Well what can I say? I'm curious by nature, as you know
*tries to smile brightly, rubbing my arm with my hand before my eyes flicker to your arm again, then back at your face, my doll-like lips forming a small 'o' shape*
Could... could I see it again, please?
*nods my head in the direction of the tattoo, my fingers twirling some of my unruly hair before pushing it back behind my ear*

@(❊) Kim Kibum /chuckles as your eyes seem to find a new light, the bright color paired with the sparkle in them reminding me for a moment of an anime character, wondering if you've ever had that comparison made to you before/
/thinks about how stupid it sounds and silences the words before they can come out with a slight shake of my head/
/recovers with another satisfied smile at your nod, figuring that no words are necessary, and that I should let you get on with your meal, seeing as how mine is already halfway gone/
/parts my lips as I go back to my bowl, eating a bit slower this time, wanting to drag out the time I keep your company, although I cannot say for sure why ; looking up after a few more bites, I catch the look in your eyes, wondering to myself what it's about before voicing my thoughts aloud/
You know... When there's food like this in front of you, it really doesn't do well to look so troubled.
What's on your mind?

@(✾) Yu Barom *looks up, a flash of what looks like delight in my eyes when you say you'll remember my birthday, whether its on purpose or not I don't know or mind, the thought alone making me happy*
*covers my mouth, looking down as I feel embarrassed and like an idiot for having laughed like that in front of you, berating myself internally*
*glances up when you mention it being as good as it is, the tips of my ears pinking as I realise I might have looked like a pig with how I eat in front of you*
*smiles a bit, covering my mouth once more before I nod, clearing my throat and sipping some of the water brought to us*
*glances at your arm again, remembering the tattoo that's there, how I wanted to touch it as well, thinking its a shame we were disturbed from it*
*lowers my hand from my mouth to my lap, pressing my lips into a thin line before I eat a bit more, seemingly a little dazed as I stare off and think about the words and look in your eyes earlier as well*

@(❊)Jeon Jungkook He just stares at the portrait of him , he drew him perfectly , every detail , even better, he was considered worthy enough to be a subject. " Is this really me? it's beautiful , I blinked in awe , can;'t really believe this is me . " You're really talented , He looks at you " why are covering up your face?

@(❊)Jeon Jungkook He waves it off, " it's alright I don't talk much myself .It was fun writing notes like that , but Im happy your feeling well enough to talk to me , He smiled at you , tilts his head to the side , " Um is it ok If I see your drawing, you don't have to show me Im just curious? He asked and he really was ,

@(❊) Kim Kibum Interesting, At least I won't be able to forget that...
/hums to myself, eyes darting around your face as it changes, your giggle something quite rare and enchanting, but not more than the way it lights your face up, much to my surprise/
/the way you perceive my own adornment brings a smile to my lips, although how quickly you flinch away gives me some pause, wondering why the presence of another makes you quite so jumpy/
/the meal - hot and delicious as I may find it - is nothing to my senses until I can see you eating with fervor, taking a moment to breathe out in a soft chuckle/
Pretty good, right?
/smiles as I ask, still satisfied by how you seem to enjoy eating enough that it would serve as an answer if you didn't see fit to offer me proper words/