nightclub

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HYUUNG!!!

@Taecyeon [ I`m so sorry if its short.../bow]

/But then suddenly my dream become black, i see Jaejoong hyung turn around and approach me with a kind of smirk, all i can see just his smile while his face is dark cz my surrounding become black/ Jae hyung? /murmur his name when you start palm my mouth, i smile softly under your palm but still deep in my dream, doesnt have a clue with what you gonna do to me, until-/ arhhhhmmmmmm! /my scream muffle as i squirm and wriggle in pain in my sleep once you start biting my neck deep. All I see in my dream that suddenly jaejoong hyung start me like vampire right on my flawless neck skin. My body kinda struggle as i move my head right and left to avoid feeling the pain on my neck. Jaejoong hyung...its hurt...I said that in my dream but try to hold it cz i dont want him to think im a week boy. My body start tremble and shudder under you cz of the pain and also the fact that the night skin hitting on my bare lower part/ uhm..cowld../ I feel cold yet i feel all my body is so tired and my neck is sting. The coldness makes me awake slightly as i see someone hover me, i cant see you clearly but then i kinda drown with my previous dream and thought you as jaejoong hyung/ jae hyung.../call you with that name in slur and weak tone. i smile still under your palm, i raise my hand lazily to push your hand away from my lips, i cup your face as i smile lovingly and stare at you with my drunken longing stare/ I miss you jaejoong hyung.../say it softly then hug your neck/ ugh...my neck...thats hurt...dont bite me...and im cold...warm me~ /coos as i both hug your neck and wrap my legs around your waist too so then my bare JB rubs against your clothed crotch, smile happily with my lidded stare since im still drunk/ hyung../slurs/ i feel so tired and sleepy...whats wrong with me..na na na navillera~ /sings it then chuckles/ agh..so sleepy../ then slowly i close my eyes and slowly loose my hugging around you and just sleep soundly on the seat/
aghn..so cold.../my hands cover my bare Jb in reflect as my whole body tremble, but then back to sleep again/

@Taecyeon /squirm when you spank my , hiss in profanity in slur but then not really care if you lift me up like a sack since all i feel is spinning and the urge to vomit but fall asleep first. When you lay e down on the passengers seat, you can see that im already like a knock out person, laying there helplessly. Thats why i cant hear anything you said to me at that time. Once the car move, i feel itchy and hot around my neck, i scratch it and leave a red mark on there, but in other minutes, i shudder and tremble when the night air hits my whole skin and body, i curl like a ball as i mumbles some random inaudible words while sleeping. Its kinda long i could sleep peacefully on your car until suddenly i feel the pit of my stomach crumble and i feel like going to vomit, quickly get up and sit as i casually open the car door and vomit it out on the road/ hha... /let the car open as you speed up while i just chuckles and wipe my lips after that toss myself back on the seat and sleep again like there is nothing happen. The car still hanging open as you speed up one of my foot can be seen hanging on the seat/ hmmm.../hums something as i my lips and scratch my hair. at that time i dream about eating something good, a homemade food that cooked by my hubby, i smile in my sleep as i mumble his name softly. BUt then the next dream flash when all i can see just his back walking further, leaving me behind, i sobs softly in my sleep, i feel like in misery now, but then chuckles softly when i dream about him being lovey dovey to me, but then the next dream i moan in my sleep as my hand kinda rubbing my crotch when i dream about my intimate time with him, but then the dream stop and i see the back of my hubby that leaving me behind again, the dream stuck there and by the time he is going further away and it makes me cry in my sleep/

@Taecyeon /I keep struggling to get free but suddenly they pushed me and i bump to someone. i hear you shout at me and just growl in anger/ hey! mind your own business! /hiss as i push you away while you help me to get on my feet and shake my body, ignore you as i walk wobbling and stumble, one hand hold the wall as i walk in all my effort and the other hands hold my dizzy head, i try my best to look on the road but all i see just blur and spinning scene on my eyes/ aishh../hiss under my breath as i keep brushing back my bangs that keep rolling down. busy on walking as i bump here and there and curse profanity whenever i bump on someone. Not really care on you or my surrounding, just busy to look for lift that goes to the parking lot, once im inside the lift, i slip down while leaning on the metal wall in the corner side. I hug myself while sitting on the metal floor./ niga hamyeon da manneun mari dwae..../sing in slur slowly/ niga hamyeon nan igiji mothaneunde..../pause then chuckles as i look like talking to myself/ gapjagi neon ttan sarami dwae..../suddenly stop then sobs as i cover my face, stay still like that until i calm down then rubs my face to wipe my tears away, look up to the ceiling with a blank stare expressions/ ding! /crawl in struggle to get out of the lift then hold the wall to help me get on my feet again. eyes look around to spot my car, goes here and there with a blank and drunk expressions/ ARRRGHHH!!! STUPID CAR!!! /kick the wall then wince in pain as i fall on the floor/ my foot...stupid my life!!! arrghh!!! /screams madly to the world in my usual loud and high pitch voice but in slur tone. decide to lay on the floor and stay still while slowly drift to sleep, doesnt mind that the car honk me cz basically i sleep on the exit way of the car/ yah!!! cant you see if I sleep?!!! /hiss as i still close my eyes and curl into a ball/stupid! why people are stupid?! /chuckles to myself/

@Jaebaby [H] *blinks and eyes widening a bit at what you said
causing me to almost choke on my drink lightly*
*pats my chest a bit as i cough lightly*
*shakes my head lightly and chuckles nervously*
haha...nah~ i'll be fine right here..

@Johnny then go get `em tiger../slur more as slowly feel sleepy
you could ...hmm.....and anything../chuckles
poor me..i will be alone for awhile../sobs without i realized
i will head home later after i deal with this../hint to my sleepy eyes

@Jaebaby [H] *looks at you then back the guy next to you*
I don't know....your friend.. *hums lightly*..he's
alright.. *laughs lightly and gets other bottle and drowns myself in more alcohol*
mmm...my type is someone who is cute and...someone that..loves me for who i am.. *mumbles a bit enough for you to hear* ..ahh- though its rare to find someone like that.. *puts my bottle down on the counter a bit loudly*
*looks at the guy as you poke his cheek with the tip of the bottle; chuckles softly and shakes my head at you lightly*
your too drunk.. you should probably head home.
Your friend can take you. *smiles not noticing that im sluring my words slightly*

@Johnny you dont know what? /put my head on the table again, feel like my surrounding start spinning/
all you need just to try..there is a lot of people here
and its so noisy../sighs as i close my eyes
how id your type? perhaps i could help you? /chuckles
and hey this guy is good..look carefully../poke his cheek without looking if i actually poke his cheek or not/
he has a teddy bear body that can warm you and many things../hiccups loudly/ aghh...why i feel tired now? /whines

@Jaebaby [H] *pulls my hands back to my sides and just chuckles at you*
*nods lightly as i sip my bottle* yeah..i hear you..
though i really don't have anyone to do it with..
*mumbles*
*looks at you and stares at the guy next to you; raises a brow slightly*
hmm...I don't know... *drinks my bottle until its done*

@Johnny yah! /pry your hand away that poking my head then open my eyes lazily/
I said that you need to someone../chuckles, rubs my head that feel dizzy
here..look..look..this giant sunbae hyung i have../talk in slur as i lean to taecyeon
do you want to date him? he is curios of dating a guy../make a funny face
you may not lonely again../chuckles as i poke his cheek using the bottle/

@Jaebaby [H] *presses the tip of the bottle against my lips and looks at you; my lips and blinks when you called him an ugly old man; chuckles a bit*
Hmm he's probably very busy..I don't know.. *shrugs lightly and drinks some more of my vodka*
*blinks when you ruffle my hair; stares at you fir a bit before staring back at my bottle*
i don't know...i just feel lonely.. *chuckles a bit and feels a bit tipsy after taking another sip*
*eyes widen at what you said and when you slam your head in the table*
oh..uhh... *pokes you lightly to see if your still alive and not passed out*

@Taecyeon /already occupied talking with someone about what i feel, i keep hiccuping as i rubs my face, wondering why everything get blur, keep thinking that im alright not drunk, until i just realized you are there beside me/ oh? who are you? /blink my eyes many times to confirm that i correctly recognize you before i beam my beaver smile to you, when the music turn into 2pm-hands up song/ ahh..this song../chuckles/ everyone put your hands up...and get your drink up! /start standing up in slightly wobble as i take the bottle and down to the dance floor, dancing as i want, slightly bump here and there but busy singing in slur, dancing and jumping as i want/ haha..yeah put your hands up baby!! /put my hands up carelessly until the drink accidentally pour on my head and makes my hair wet/ woohooo!!!!! / the remaining drink that drool on my face as i laughs happily like nothing happen like if im really happy but inside i feel sad and lonely thats why i do this to cheer up myself and forget what i actually worry for awhile/ yoo..y~ /let a girl dance with me as i hug and lean closer but once i smell her perfume, that makes me get dizzy and want to vomit, instantly push her hard until she fall on the floor, dont mind to say sorry as i ruffle my hair try to get rid off the dizzy/ you smell like a ..go away! yah! change the music you stupid! /walking slowly and wobbling here and there to approach the DJ, want to protest to change the music cz it hurts my head/ are you deaf?huh!? /grab the DJ collar as i glare to him/ why you glare to me?/say it in slur as i glare back to him/ you want to fight huh? /raise my hand that actually still holding the bottle of vodka, i cant think straight, all i know i feel mad and want to smack that DJ head using the bottle i bring, all people start paying attention to me as they pause from dancing, not really realized that i make such a scene there, getting angrier cz i get nothing answer from the dj i toss the bottle on the floor/ !!! YOU!!! /screams it on that DJ face as i let him go when the security of that place start grabbing both of my hands/ YAH!! LET ME GO!!! /struggle to get free when they drag me out of there in force/ ARRGHHH!!! LET ME GO!!!

@Johnny ugh..i know.../whines childishly/
but he can do a call right?
how hard is it to just say hello to me? /rubs my red face then hiccups/
argh...that ugly oldman..he torture me now../slightly sobs
why you are lonely,boy? /ruffle your hair,pause then hiccup
go date someone and ../slurs as i chuckles with a happy face but in a sec feel sad/
ing make me remember that oldman again..he likes to me..ohhh../slam my head on the table/

@Jaebaby [H] *chuckles and nods as i hold the bottle a bit*
i need this anyways.. *drinks some more*
*looks at you when you rest your head on the table*
yeah...i know the feeling of loneliness.. *mumbles
as i stare at the bottle of vodka*
*blink and looks at you as i listen to you*
oh?...maybe he's just busy...really busy..
*orders another vodka*

@Johnny good good..drink more../chuckles as i pats your head
/my head feel heavy and i rest it on the table/
hmm,,,do you know the feeling of lonely?
you know i have a handsome hubby...
but he is ugly cz he doesnt take my call
/start talking nonsense in slur tone

@Jaebaby [H] *blinks at you when you slur your words; chuckles
a bit*
aigoo...your so drunk..
*looks at the bottle and takes it from you
drinks the remaining*
*slightly makes a face from its strong taste*

@Johnny Yo, bro..you are here? /say it in slur
here here../chuckles/ drink this.../give you my remaining vodka
say ahh....ahahaha...

@Jaebaby [H] *walks into the nightclub and sees you at the bar
drinking your vodka*
*walks up to you and takes a seat beside you*

@Taecyeon /walk in and seat casually on the bar chair, order one alcoholic drink as i take out my phone, still no news from jaejoong hyung, sighs, i massage my temple slowly, feel tired after doing that JYPN but cant sleep because there is no jaejoong hyung around. The bartender serve my drink, stare at the drink, thinking how if i suddenly get drunk without noone i know around me, feel worried if my fans or media knows if i do get drunk in the nightclub like this, sighs loudly, why my life is so hard? decide to send you a message and tell that im in the nightclub, invite you to come to accompany me besides i know that you love nightclub party, once i send it then take back my phone inside my pocket and start gulping the drink in oneshot, make a face once it goes inside my throat, that feel bitter but fresh inside my mouth/ hha.../heaves deeply then order the drink again but once i get it, im not gulping it down but i sip it bit by bit, its nice that i havent gone drunk, but i feel slightly dizzy by the loud music i hear there, its so noisy, i hate noisy place tbh, just chuckles, perhaps i get slightly tipsy./ Jaejoong hyung.../sip the drink again then rest my chin on the bar table/ call me.../put aside my drink and take my phone then stare at the screen/ why dont you call me? should i call you? /decide to make a phone call but your phone isnt active/ yah..get the call you kim jaejoong!! /whines as i sip my drink again, i call you over and over but then sighs cz the result still same/ i miss you pabo...you promise to call me..why is like this? /ask the bartender that give me a confused look/ order the drink again but the bartender prevent me to get more cause he sees i get a bit tipsy as my face get redder and hotter/ oh why dont you just give it to me? I will pay it..aisshh../slam my phone on the table until its crack cz tho that if its not working/

*walks in, my hand pulling a little at my turtle neck, my legs taking me straight to the bar, ordering a hard drink as I fold my hands together in my lap. Soon once my drink was in front of me I drink it in one shot and asking for another, alreasy feeling a burn in my throat*

HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY JJJB!!!!

@herSSi Leave me alone jen I don't need your help nor care or pity!
/ walks away and stumbles at the exit/
/goes to my car and went home/

/ walks inside with bruises and cuts in my face and lips/
/ didn't mind the constant stare at my direction and orders a whiskey /
/ sits on the stool and drinks it in one go then orders another glass/
/keeps it going until I can't feel the stinging pain in my cuts/

/get in the club/
/gape/
Woah, someone gets married, who are they ?

@Rain [moving it to over here Bc only makes sense XD]

/had arrived late and was kicking the groom awake before chuckling shaking his head and deciding to keep this bottle of soju in the fridge, turning back only to stiffen at a familiar voice/
/turns around and bites back a laugh because how ironic/ funny, I'm goin too! /chuckles though he wouldn't brag as to what his own was position was out loud, of course/
Hmm... /hums not thinking much and chuckles shrugging/ hey, why not! It's not like it's a legit date anyways...
/was planning to go by himself since it only seemed reasonable to/
I gotta go put this in the freezer though, join me or we'll meet at the basketball court? /smiles politely but casually and friendly/

@Jaedaddy [sorry, fell asleep before I got this...orz]

/laughs and gets dragged to the party to see u drunk outta your mind passed out on the floor, snickers/
Yah... Wake up, dude! Ur weddin's today! /kicks you gently/

@Jaedaddy /grabs it and lets you drag me/
/drinking a little and looking around with a smile on my face/
I hope you had a great time ,tomorrow it will all end. /jokes/

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@Jaedaddy /nods a bit before blinking a fee times blushing/
Ah.. I'm not to sure...
I'm not even sure if he wants to get married or not, he never talked about it