Jaebum and Jaejoong's

@Jaedaddy [H] "Yah jaebum! you keep making the wrong move." /mark tell me in annoyance when i just dance not in the right mood and i just snap back and look at all my members that stopping their dance move to look at me/ I'm so sorry guys..../heaves deeply as i rubs my face in a frustrated expressions, brushing back my long bangs which covering my forehead/ I think I will go out to take a quick walk...please you all continue.../smile softly and i just quickly get out of the room, I know I'm being a bad leader now, i just ditch them cause i have a crappy mood. sighs deeply as i walk while looking up to the ceiling, my hands shoved inside the pocket of my jeans then heaves again while i keep walking to get out of the building. There is a lot of things i think right now. I dont know which one is true and which one is not, but for sure is not a good one. Nothing good i think right now./
/Once i reach the entrance, the receptionist girl approach me and give a big bag to me, i take it while quirking my brow/ what is this? from who?
"Kim Jaejoong ssi left it for you, jaebum ssi" /my eyes widen in surprised/ huh? he come? where? /i quickly look around to find you/ "He is in hurry and just left that for you" /she bow after i said my thanks to her. I postpone my intention to have a quick walk outside and just go back to a certain empty room just to open what inside the bag and i see a beautiful bento inside it, suddenly i feel touched with what you do to me/ woah..../cover my lips as i try to hold a touched tear to come to my eyes, i just dont want to cry like a sissy, but this seriously makes me touched and warm inside./ Thank you,hyung..../i just realized that you always care to me. I keep staring at the bento, i cherish it so much and feel like dont want to eat it and just hug it tightly like if i hug the real you. Now i start wonder what are you doing? have you eaten something yet or not? since i know nowadays i'm so busy with my activities and you also busy with yours while when we meet at home, i always put a lot of suspicious to you that always make me unhappy, I always want to hug you, to cuddle, to kiss, and to pamper you but always feel afraid if what i do gonna annoy you since i feel like nowadays you seem bored to me that's why i always make a space between us. I thought you dont need me anymore..but this bento prove it's wrong. Just dont know what could i say to you later when we meet, i hope we meet at home and you wont stay over at somewhere i dont know. I quickly take out my phone and take a selca with a wide beaver grin while hugging your bento and write "Thank you so much hyung, this means a lot" then send it to you, my cold heart now slowly feel a bit warmer than before and it could shoo away all my worries at once/

@Jaebaby [H] /the cold water splashed on my face, I heave a deep sigh as I look at my own reflection in the mirror before grabbing a paper towel to dry my face/
Hyung, are you okay?
/Junsu's voice break the silent, snap me back to reality, I glance at him and flash a small smile, telling him to not worry before patting his shoulder gently and walk away to leave the rest room/
/I'm tired, so tired, no matter how much I sleep but I still feel tired, was thinking that maybe this is the symptoms of depression, i thought that i already passed those dark phase of my life, I thought with marry you, living with you I'll be okay, I thought your love and affection will cure me and make me forget about negative thoughts in my head, but i think I'm wrong, I don't know what I want and I don't know what happiness anymore/
/"Jaebummie, am I make you happy? Is this right? Is this okay?" those questions keep running in my brain, the fact that we're married secretly without none of our fans know make me feel like I'm just nobody, I can feel that soon my era will gone and be replaced with you and your generation, I'm going to be an ordinary ahjussi who drown into my business than showbiz/
/there's car honking at me right when I reached the parking lot, I turn around to look at the source and my eyes widens as I see someone waving at me inside the car, i walk hesitantly before approaching that person/
What took you so long, Jaejoong? Come on, get in! /there's a sweet smile appear on a pink shinny lips followed with a soft feminine voice, it's her Nam Gyuri, the woman who often visit me during my service, more often than you, she's like one of female friends who has no afraid to be related with me no matter how scary is my fangirls/
/weak smile form on my lips as i try to mirror her, i don't know how long I stand there like a statue but finally I get inside her car and leave the place/

@Jaedaddy [H] ---------
Yes, he said "I want to show our pda in public,jaebummie" /mimicking the way you say it in funny way/ but in the end we only stay here, on the same place, there,on the lonely apartment of his who seem so sacred for him on hiding my existence in the world../tell that in an emotion expression to my got7 members since they do know our relationship even they come to our wedding party/ "OH MY GOD HYUNG!!! IF I'M BEING YOU, I'M OUT!" /jackson jokes with it/ "2OUT!" 3OUT!" /bambam and mark get along and I just growl in mad and stay silent for awhile just staring on them with my madness stare/ "I think if it's not because he gets bored to you then he has someone else out there, hyung, perhaps a women? a pet? a ? or someone that could satisfy him ually..." /jinyoung said that in his soft tone,i know he was trying to say it carefully/
I dont think he has someone...../shake my head but then pause as i frown/ wait- i do know some rumors about him with gyuri sunbae, but when i ask it to him he said that they just friend.../say that while thinking/ but you also true jinyoung ah...I havent beend doing intimate things with him like for years, he is usually a really on the legs kind of guys....if...if he is really done that, I dont think i could always trust him back...he also seems so busy nowadays...but i know one thing that he always smell like a woman perfume when he was back..../goes limp on the floor right away and doesnt have any motivation again to continue on practicing the dance/ i dont know...i want to give up...but i cant because i still love him deeply...do you know this kind of feeling,jinyoung ah?

@Jaebaby [H] /i was in the kitchen to make some French toast when I see you walk passed me/ Hey, Jaebummie... Where are you going? /My brows furrowed together as I see you just walk away and leave the house without say anything/
Hey, baby! /i attempt to call you but the way you run in hurry and that expression in your face make me thought that you're in your period again, you must be mad at me right now though I'm not sure if what's happened in the bathroom affect your mood so much/
/i just shrug nonchalantly, continue cooking the food decides to make a bento for you and send it to your company later since right now I'm also in hurry/

@Jaedaddy [H] /quickly dress up and not in any secs i would glance at you, i feel like seriously mad at you, like being played when i seriously want to have an intimate time with you but seem you are not as interested me, so why should i care and get along with what you want? better i finish it fast and go to the company to practice more of my dances and performance, guess i need to be focus on my work more since i know you also in the phase of focusing on your work./
/done dressing up i quickly put my shoes and run first to get out and not care to say anything to you, its better to keep silent rather i say something hurtful to you/

@Jaebaby [H] Yaah, Jaebummie where are you going? /i said a bit startled and couldn't help but blink repealedly when you pushed me away, mouth hang open like a fish feels the water from the shower on my mouth/
Hey, wait why you lock me outside! At least give me a towel! /i shout at you loudly, my chubby fist banging the door roughly as I suddenly feel shuddering when the cold air conditioner hit my soaked skin, somewhere inside there I can hear you vaguely, thinking that you must be continue to ing inside there/
Tsk... /i flick my tongue before shaking my head in amused, leaving the bathroom then go back to my bedroom, decides to dry myself and go get dress, preparing myself to work today though my own semi hard also still kinda bothering me right now but i think it can go back to limp during time/

@Jaedaddy [H] Fine fine..just say hyung doesnt want to do that with me..i understand.../roll my eyes but then gasps at the way you scrub my / Ugh..you keep teasing me silly.../whines as i wiggle my body. The way you scrub me there just makes my body getting hornier but i know you dont want to continue it further, tilt my head to look at you with a serious glare but biting my lips at the feels your brushing on my crack there/ yahhh..hyyuuung! Dont tease me if you dont want to do me! /turn around and push your chest to keep pushing you out of the room and lock you out/ tch..it feels like my body is his only but his body isnt mine..geez../mumbled under my breath and make sure you wont hear it as i continue to have my quickie to and moan in pleasure before i clean myself and get out of the room and quickly run to avoid you and change into my clothes quickly/

@Jaebaby [H] Hey, but if you do that then how about your responsible as the leader, huh? And me, i have meeting with my management... /i said softly as I slip my hand between your side to brush your front before lowering my hand to brush your crotch, leaving your hard covered with foam, chuckles secretly to myself as I hear you whining in protested/
Yah, I did it gently...stop whining like that, Jaebummie... /i coo softly, places a soft kiss on your shoulder as i lean forward, the tip of my accidentally brushes against your crack, i purse my lips to hold my moan so you can't hear it/

@Jaedaddy [H] Please do that again...touch me hyung...please../give you a begging puppy eyes while you can see me massaging my own down there, once more sigh in disappointed when you pause and stop masaaging me,it feels like you are ignoring my need, turn around and let you see my back while i pout more because losing the contact with your ,keep squeezing my own while pouting/
I could always say if there is an accident that makes a traffic jam../shrugs/
Ahh! Do it gently hyung! /protest at the way you scrub my back and it feels hot tho/

@Jaebaby [H] Please what? /arches my brows as I pause my actions from massaging your scalp/ oh, don't say that you're again.../i said chuckling as I look down to your , smirks and shakes head in amused at how easy you get again, no wonder since you're still teenage boy after all/
But you're the leader, what are you gonna say if you're being late? /i said as i drop my hands, turning you around so your back facing against mine, my twitches at the sight of your perfect back and your smooth milky skin , i grab a shower puff and pour the soap on it before brushing your back like a Dad to their boy/

@Jaedaddy [H] /you can see my drooling expressions staring on your but then you lift my chin and i shift my gaze to stare on your eyes,nod softly at your question. I know that this side of me that never feel satisfy on you doing me could never been found out by my fans of any public media, it's just between us, it's just you who know how i am and how hungry i am toward you/ meeting? ugh...i know.,/nods and sighs loudly in disappointed and let you know about that/ i have an interview, yes. But I dont think i can hold it.../look down at my own while at both the massage on my head and the contact between our sword dancing, my eyes get sparkling so excitedly seeing how the way our meet and brushes toward each others, bite my lips hard when i feel and see the way our tips rubbing toward each others, send the worst shiver in whole of my body and make me whimper automatically/ I cant...hold...this any longer..hyung...please.../my hands already sprung down to massage my own balls and direct it to rubs more against your , i my dry lips while my eyes linger to stare deep excitedly with lust on our dancing /

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@Jaedaddy [H] /thinking that there is no party around here but still let yoh drag me and lead the way since i barely can see through this helmet/ okay,hyung..but slowly..i cant see it clearly with this helmet..

@Jaebaby [H] Ah, alright then come on let's go to the party then... /nods gradually as I grab your hand, drags you to get out of the house/

@Jaedaddy [H] but I feel way better wearing this helmet../nods and blink/ i could still breathing fine../nods my head as you can see my helmet nodding/

@Jaebaby [H] Hey why you covered your handsome y face with that Bart helmet? /laughs/ can you even breath with that, silly?

@Jaedaddy [H] there is no party here as much as i know../shrugs/ but yeah i could always dress in costume for you, bart simpson, right? /chuckles/

@Jaebaby [H] You have no idea? I saw you wear Bart Simpson costume with your group! /pokes our forehead/ Then why don't you come to a party with me? /sides eyes you/

@Jaedaddy [H] hallowen party? where? /blink as i see right and left/ i dont have costume hyung...what should i wear? /pout

@Jaebaby [H] Hey, where's your costume? Come on we gonna join Halloween party... / my head to the side as i fold my arms over my chest/

@Jaedaddy [H] /jolt in super shocked when you kick the door/
y-yes hyung?
/say that in a bit scared tone

@Jaedaddy [H] /jolt in super shocked when you kick the door/
y-yes hyung?
/say that in a bit scared tone

@Jaebaby [H] JAEBUMMMIEEE COME OUUUUUTTTT! /kicks the door harshly/

@Jaebaby [H] /I hum softly, parting my lips allowing you to taste the remain of your on my mouth, I glance down to see your semi hard that hanging on your crotch, it's still swollen red from being milked before/
what you still want another round? /my eyes widens as I guide you to stand with me under the shower stall/ Tsk..Jaebummie... you seemed never feel satisfied huh? /pulls your chin to look at me so you can shift your gaze from my , chuckles as I grab the bottle of shampoo then pour the amount on my palm/
You'll get what you want later, baby... but right now we have to hurry up, I have a meeting this day and you also have an interview today, right? /I said in hurry tone as I place my palm on your hair, start to massage your head until the foam of shampoo fill your head, take a step closer to you until our semi hard brush against each other, my twitches at the contact but i purse my lips to hold my moan so you won't know if I also still hungry over your body/

@Jaedaddy [H] ahh.../ when you my finger, you plump lips wrap nicely around my finger, make me part my lips and gulp down at the sight, seeing that unconsciously makes my twitch suddenly, i close my eyes and try to hold myself from getting more/
hyung also always makes me ....my twitching again hyung../say that as my lips nuzzle your lips, giving a soft kiss on your lips to taste my own taste from your lips, grunt disappointingly when i feel empty without your finger inside my hole but it way better so i wont get hornier/
ugh../nod when you say it time for bath but i cant lie when i feel my body still feel hot and somehow i still want to continue this on the bed, i still have this urge of neediness to feel your inside me and make me fully complete inside, hums at the thought of your big ,but i just following you to take a bath right now while my eyes keep glancing at your on your crotch/ hyung..i still want that../i take your hand while you can still see my eyes staring at your big down there/

@Jaebaby [H] /my eyes widens in awe while watching you rode your , the sight of you so arousing as I unconsciously parted my lips to taste a bit your that spurt to my face before grabbing your coated finger and it seductively/
You're so y Jaebummie... you always know how to entertain me.../I said smiling softly as I slid out my finger from your , knowing that it must be feel uncomfortable for you as I feel your muscle clenches and unclenches around my finger/
Alright then... /I heave a loud sigh, giving a light pat on your and a small kiss on your now already limp before getting up from the bathtub/
it's time for us to take a bath come on, baby.../I look at you over my shoulder, reaching my hand for you to take as I plan to take a shower/

@Jaebaby [H] (ah yeah I see but before he has an abs but not anymore, maybe he's not work out again since that injury)

@Jaedaddy [H] [ FYI :Jaebum's abs is not well tone but so gay i mean feminine
http://66.media.tumblr.com/b7b8498c32eded331b2a71521c08c8fc/tumblr_ofcthdRWiE1t3oz0so1_1280.jpg ]

/I could see you are staring on my body with that lips keep and that impatient shaky breath that like a hungry wolf, i just give you a pleasure confident smile while i keep stroking and squeezing my own to the maximum level./
ahh..hhh...ssshh...ha../i arch my neck up as i keep and panting while my sweats keep trailing down from my forehead, necks, and my flat white abs, i clutch my jaw as i part my lips while you can see i grit my teeth./
i-im- ugh...nghhhh...hha..ha../grunting slightly when i feel you keep urging me while shoving your finger inside my hole forcefully. In no time I feel something clutching hard inside, I feel all my blood suddenly running so fast on my /
AURRGGHHHHH!!!!! /I jolt and spurt my while roaring in my high pitch pleasure, and you can see the white cream substances spurt out abundantly from my slit/ https://youtu.be/K4ICq4GR4qw/
hha hha../i pants so hard with an open wide mouth as i keep blinking in pleasure then i keep squeezing my to milk it dry. It starts getting back to slowly to the limp shape half hard/
hmm~ I love it,hyung.../show you my hand that covered with my as i keep humming, feel so relieve and satisfied after i , but it's indeed all my energy out as you could see all my whole body covered with sweats, i feel like wanting to bath again now, and i do smell the scent of my own getting mixes with the smell scent of the soap and you/
uhmm..get it out of there, im tired../showing you my red pleasured command face ,hinting that your finger still inside my hole and it makes me uncomfortable and i dont want to get another cause already feel tired by , my pink dry lips and now i stare at the on my hands and blushing sheepishly by myself, caused knowing you actually watching me pleasuring my own self/

@Jaebaby [H] Ah, alright then..just do it by yourself I'd love to watch it.../smiles brightly as I allow you to push me down sitting on the bathtub again, I look up to see your y face can't help but my lips lustily before my eyes traveling down to your chest, , that well tone abs and that beautiful red swollen that standing up the air between your crotch/
hmmm... yeah... squeeze that ... let me see you baby.../I hum softly as I watch you start to your right in front my face, I place my both hand on your thighs stopping you from doing that silly dance as I see the the vein in your hands getting visible when you used the force to squeeze out the from out of the tip of your /
Hurry up...! i have no forever to wait you Jaebummie.../my words is like command as I lock my gaze on your half lidded eyes, at this moment I was torn to just watch you e or the milk out of your beautiful which is so tempting me, I couldn't help but my lips hungrily as I run my hand to your back, slipping a finger between your cracks before circling my fingertip around the soft skin of your puckered hole and it in, just to add more sensation so I can see you soon/

@Jaedaddy [H] [ ahh sorry...i supposed to get mix with the other we do on confession room i guess../sighs/]

ahn! /jolt my body at the hard slap you give on my cheeks, aish bet my skin is as red as chili down there, sighs as i rubs my but cheeks, the sting feeling of your slap is still there/
but hyung, im not finish yet...I need to ../point to my front lower part as i face you and show how hard my is caused being squeeze on the ball and get fapfap by your magical hands/
I want to get fapfap.../arch my neck up as i trail my hand from my neck down to my chest, my y abs then stop on my ./ If you dont want to do that then at least you can watch me do that. /see you with my lidded eyes as i play my tongue so ily in front of you/
sit down there hubby, and enjoy the show /wink as i push you to sit on the bath tub again and my is hovering right in front of your face as i wrap my fingers tightly around my shaft/ hmm.../humming as i start waving my body in a dance while stroking my / ah....hha...yeah..nice.../look down as i twirl my tongue around my lips as my eyes meet your eyes/