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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HYUUNG!!!

HAPPY 8 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY JJJB!!!!

@Joshua *Chuckles dryly.*
Yeah I'm here...
*Looks back at you and smiles back.*
And I am safe with you.
...
*Gasps softly and winces when you suddenly kiss me. Closes my eyes and moves my lips against yours but pulls away from you afterwards.*
...
*Looks away from you.*

@Woozi Yeah, hopefully.
*keeps my eyes on yours*
Well, he didn't find you and I'm here now.
*smiles lightly, trying to convince myself to be happy*
That is true.....
Anyways.....
*cups your cheeks and crushes my lips to you*

@Joshua Yes and hopefully it will go away.
*Presses my hands against your cheek and smiles softly.*
Of course I would call you. I was a little bit scared to tell you though but I was scared to be alone, thinking he would find me.
*Squeezes your hand.*
It is...
*lowers my gaze to the ground.*
But he did a lot of dark things to me...
*Remembers and stays quiet.*

@Woozi *nods slowly, sighing once again*
Alright, we'll pretend it didn't happen and maybe it'll hurt less
*slowly my lips as I rub my eyes, trying to calm down a bit more*
I'm just glad you're okay and that you called me
*brings myself up to stand with your help*
I am. That's a little dark, but if you say so.

@Joshua *Shakes my head and your head.*
No Jisoo...please...I'm not upset at you because it wasn't your fault. Don't blame yourself.
*Sniffles as I fight back my tears.*
*Laughs uneasy as I try to enlighten the mood.*
Let's just pretend it never happened, that it was just a bad dream.
*Pecks your cheek and rests my forehead against your shoulder.*
And I am so grateful that you are here.
*Gets up and pulls your hand while smiling tiredly.*
Come Jisoo. Nothing happened. He never existed. It never happened.
(No no no it wasn't. Don't worry okay. *Pats your head.* X3)

@Woozi *wraps my arms around you tightly and falls back on the ground on top of you*
But it is, Jihoon. It is my fault.
I still feel like it's my fault.
*sniffles once again as I look at you*
Yeah I guess you have a point there.
*hugs you back tightly and shivers*
I'm trying, but it's so hard not to. I just feel terrible about all this.
I love you too and don't apologize. It wasn't within your control....
*shakes my head and sighs shakily*
I'm right here, my love. Right here
(mehhhh I feel like my reply was a failure)

@Joshua *Chokes up even more and shakes my head swiftly. Grabs your shoulders and lifts your body up, shakes you slightly. *
Its not your fault, stop saying that and thinking that.
*Grips your shoulders harder.*
No one knew that he would do that, you shouldn't blame yourself. Its his fault, he needed help. All that matters is that I am free and I am here with you. You have never failed me, you've been there for me and gave me another chance when I screwed up. You are here now which shows you didn't fail me.
*Slowly wraps my arms around your neck and hugs you tightly.*
Yes he's gone...please stop crying...I don't know what to do when you are crying.
*Looks at your face and caresses the side slowly, wipes your tears away.*
I love you Jisoo and I am sorry someone else touched me. I-I just need you to be here with me.

@Woozi (Oh, okay. That makes sense)

*shivers harder when you call my name as I curl up in a ball on the floor*
What?! What is there for me to listen to, Jihoon?
*sniffles as the tears continue to fall, feeling as though I'm about to puke my heart out*
It is my fault. I wasn't there to protect you and love you like I should. I did fail you!
*cries even harder, my stomach turning as I rub my eyes, finding them to be sore and probably bloodshot at this point*
You should have, but you didn't know he was going to do this to you. H-he's gone?
*finally decides to look at you, the tears slowly starting to dry on my cheeks*
Are you sure about that?
Don't apologize. It's not your fault. It's mine

@Joshua (Yeah everything is okay. I told Sang's roleplayer I didn't want to continue because I felt uncomfortable and so we decided to stop and they switched characters. )

*Stares at you with wide eyes when you collapse to your knees, hesitantly reaching my hand towards you.*
J-Jisoo...
*My voice cracks as I try not to cry, my heart clenches when I see you like this and I feel so bad for making you feel and think like this. Winces from the sound you made and I lower myself to the ground.*
Jisoo listen...
*There was more that I had to tell you but seeing you like this already is too much for me, I don't think I could tell you the rest. I pet your head and wrap my arm around your back, resting my head on your shoulder.*
Its not your fault, please don't blame yourself. You did not fail me as a lover...please don't ever say that.
*Is about to kiss your head but stops myself.*
I love you too Jisoo, I should've listened when I was warned. I should've listened and this all wouldn't happen. B-but he's not here anymore...so I am safe now, he won't come after me. I'm sorry Jisoo...

@Woozi (You can if you want love. Is everything gonna be okay?)

@Joshua (I deleted all my posts, do you want me to rewrite my post for this one?)

@Woozi Y-your welcome but....
*finds myself at a loss for words, my usual mantras of comfort leaving me because my anger is so great*
*feels myself shake even more, perhaps more from shock than anything else as tears gather in my eyes*
*the tears finally fall from my eyes when you pull away, the only thing holding me together leaving at the moment as I collapse on my knees, my hands grabbing the floor for purchase as I listen to you*
*my tears fall down my cheeks and onto the floor, my eyes turning red as I shake violently*
I could have stopped this. I could have done something but I was gone!
*lets out a scream of agony as I curl up on the floor*
I could have freaking saved you or protected you but instead I left you to be deceived and harmed when that was the last thing I wanted.
You may thing you've failed me but I've failed you as your lover
I just.....I love you so much and to lose you like that....and for him to take what's mine. You're mine dammit! Not his! You fell in love with ME and we made love goddammit and he dared to take you away.
*clenches my teeth as I tighten my hands into fists and dig my nails into my hands as I try not to do something stupid like almost kill Sang or something*

@Woozi Sorry?
For what?
*tightens my arms around you, pulling away to look into your eyes after a few moments*
You can't help it when you trust someone baby.
*my eyes search yours as I think of who you're talking about, the answer hitting me like a freight train as my heart falls back into my stomach*
I-it was Sang, wasn't it?
*places a shaky finger against my lips as I try to stay calm, feeling halfway between crying and wanting to scream in anger and agony*
I promise I won't tell a other soul

@Woozi *slowly walks inside when you let me in, my eyes staying on yours as I try to figure out what's going on*
So what's been happening?
You look startled, like you saw a ghost a while ago
*closes the door behind me and pulls you into my arms*

@Woozi *steps into the resort with hesitant footing, my eyes filled with concern as I take in the familiar surroundings*
*my heart pounds as I remember when we came here together*
*takes the elevator to your floor, leaving when I hear the loud ding*
*blinks as I step out and head to the room you told me to go to as I gently knock on the door*

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@Woozi Yes, of course I can
*nods against the phone, a frown on my usually smiling lips*
I'll be right there. I promise

@Woozi Jihoon?
*my eyes widen when you mention being scared as I feel my heart drop into my stomach*
Scared? What's wrong baby?
What happened?

@Woozi *blinks as my phone rings, pulling it out of my pocket and answering when I see that it's you*
Hello my love

@Jaebum [H] /I was sitting in the airport lounge and staring at my phone, you may don't know that checking my phone every morning just to see the message from you is become my habit, but now there's nothing from you in my mail box/
Jaebummie... I guess I miss you... I hate you, I love you and I miss you.../mumbles to myself as I look down at my phone screen which is your picture that I haven't deleted, my fingers shaking hesitantly as I was about to click the dial button, I chew my bottom lips and inhales deeply as I encourage myself to call you, I don't know what will I say to you but right now I just want to talk to you maybe for the last time, I swallow hard my lump as I wait for a moment hoping you to hang up the phone, but what I heard is only "the number that you're calling is out of coverage", I was about to call you once more but the sound of the boarding call echoing the room, it's my flight, I grab my belonging and rose from my seat before walking away to the boarding pass, in my imagination I was hope that you are here to stop me, calling me to not go, but it's all only in a drama, yeah a silly romance drama, real life is more bitter than drama, Jaebummie...I smile wryly to myself and sigh/

/book a reservation because i think i really need a vacation/

@Woozi (I've come back to youuuuuuuu. I missed you too oh my gosh. *hugs you into the afterlife* it was great actually. :))

And chocolate?
Hmmm chocolate sounds good too
Oh my gosh
*blushes when you mention the chocolate song as I remember it in my head*
We can go hiking and pack a picnic too
*shifts on the bed to face you, smiling when you my hair*
That might be better. I'd like that too
*reaches over to cup your cheek, thinking of what it would be like if we lived together in our own place*
I missed you too
*comes in closer to you, leaning into your touch*

@Woozi Your welcome. I mean, I don't mind waiting so umm
*rubs the nape of my neck, unsure what else to add to that*
*smiles sweetly when I pull away from the kiss, chuckling at your shyness*
Your welcome once again
And I think I'd like that. Candles, maybe some soft music, I could buy you roses too.
*smiles still, imagining all the different things we could do*
We could do so many things
*follows you inside, taking my key and continuing after you with an excited expression on my face*
I haven't either, so this should be fun
*steps in the room with you, my eyes wide as I close the door behind us*
Oh wow, this is amazing!!!
*covers my mouth with my hands, soon laughing as you run around like a kid in a candy store*
*hops onto the bed, laying on my stomach with a happy sigh leaving my lips*
Ahhhh this is so comfy
*turns to look at you, shrugging at your suggestion*
Sure, why not~
I wouldn't mind living here

@Woozi (Pssst I made it back to you in one piece!!!!)

@Woozi (It's true :3 *hugs you back* thank you <3333 *wipes away your beautiful tear*)

@Woozi (Alright :P I wish I had magical powers so I could actually hug you. Otherwise, no xD if you sayyyyy so)

@Woozi (Are you sure? :/ I'll try my best to :3)

@Woozi (I'm gonna be out of state for a few days so I'll be MIA if they don't have wifi there. I'm sorry lovely. I hope they have wifi so I can reply :/)