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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,HYUUNG!!!

@Hoseok (( I... /coughs/ am not much work, come on ;p noooo I took it off on purpose so you won't have nothing yo grab on /sticks tongue out/ well... why not? /laughs/ I'm gonna go with second option, you sure do love to give me a hard life /grunts/ shuss just leave that /pokes your head/ ))

@Rain [it did...ill give you that but still XD that's still doesn't make me feel good, just better than before smh. You are you are~ /widens eyes/ yo! Put on a shirt then! XD so I can legit grab you /nods/ tho that's weird to not have a shirt on even in ooc convo XP maybe...or maybe I just like giving you a hard time~ XD /grabs and threatens to bite ur finger/ tho I'm not atm. I'm still ticked off that my lame replies are better than my hard worked replies XP yeah lol...sorry typo...and great! We're finished then! : D ]

@Hoseok (( well... in my head it must have sounded better /laughs/ and yes. I'm a piece of work? hohohoh if you say so . running from you not hoseok /winks/ you can't grab my collar... I'm shirtless ;P
you just look for reasons to be grumpy /pokes you/ you mean :"leave this rp to rest" right? and yeah, I agree, it won't be getting anywhere... ))

@Rain [and /that's/ supposed to make me feel better?! XD smh~ ur a piece of work, aren't you XP says the person who's running away rn... -_- /holds u by the collar bc I'm probs taller than you, laughing at you running in place/ XD ]

/the doctor's eyes darken at the word "lover." Not because he can tell you're lying but because he can't tell you much of the patient's condition since you have to be family or be under the contract to tell. Not even if you were married to him, though, could he tell you about the man either because South Korea still doesn't recognize homoual married couples/
/but because you look weary and almost pitiful waiting for this long-which is hours, seeing how the doctor came back with his face mask slid down and scrubs coating his figure, he figures he can at least assure you so that's what he does/
I can't divulge much, but I can assure you that Hoseok-sshi is fine. He's resting right now. I suggest you go back home and take a good rest before you come back when he's ready for visitors. /smiles as the nurse comes to you out/
N: right this way, sir. /smiles politely as she escorts you out to the washroom, widening her eyes slightly at her favorite childhood star right next to her though she keeps her professionalism/ let's get you washed up and then you can leave to your home /smiles nodding/

[/dodges like a ninja/ I'm grumpy for good reason so no stopping it /shakes head/ and I think it's best to live this rp to rest you think? : P ]

@Hoseok (( wow wow stay back dude /runs away/ but I only like your bad replies, no one elses u.u so noooo not going anywhere.))

/ I just sit there, in the empty hall, thinking about everything and about nothing. I'm tired, blurry and I don't even know what time it is, I'm not even sure this is really happening and not just a dream. I rub my temples, taking deep slow breaths inside, rubbing my chest in circle movements and just waiting- feeling like a robot at the moment/
/suddenly a man walks up to me, he approach me, starting to talk- I scan him, hit by the fact that he's probably a doctor and then his next question stricks me up. I blink a few times, squinting my eyes, nodding when he says that I was in the ambulance with you but the next part, 'what's your association with hoseok'. /
/I open my mouth to speak but nothing comes out, I gulp and try again- not sure what to say or what to answer/
we're... he's.... I am... we...-- /I stand up, rubbing my forehead and realizing there is still blood on my hand/ yes. we are... lovers. /I say that like each letter is cutting my tongue or something- awear of the fact that I am lying but also I want to know what's your state, and it's not like they will do anything if they catch me lying /
can you tell me what's his state? is it bad? is he ok?

(( / pinch your cheeks/ stop grumpy ))

@Rain [-_- cmere Bruh...lemme hit you a bit /bonks you hard/ that's what u get for saying it was actually good...go rp with someone else if I give bad replies! /kicks you, very offended/ XP ]

/he's the type to know people just by talking to them for a while since it helps him blend his own personality into the other's aura. It's called being a moodmaker. So yeah, he knows you-even if you doubt he does tho he just keeps his lips pursed at your unemotional eyes/
/no...he's never done this before because he knows his own type when he sees it. This is the first time he's let another person who he knows he wouldn't have any feelings for get close like this. Which he definitely regrets now by seeing how much he's hurting you/
/he can like you as a human though. As a friend? Yeah, that's possible since he's only forcing it to know for sure if it's not possible to like you as a significant other/
...
/a man also rushes along with the other bandmates and their manager, he walking two paces faster than the others and being led to a closer room next to the waiting room you're in as they all comfort each other/
Jk: Hyung's alright right? /the maknae asks, biting his lower lip, wishing Hobi Hyung's umma and Appa were here too but knowing there's a strict ban for idols or they'll get too homesick/
Jn: I'm sure our hobi's alright... Right Namjoon? /smiles with motherly tears in his eyes, looking at Namjoon who came back from talking to the doctor who's also approaching you/
...
D: sir? Are you the patient's brother or father? /the doctor smiles/ what's your association to him? You came with our paramedics in the ambulance, so you must be close to him right? /smiles politely, about to tell you the rest of the news once you affirm your relation to Hoseok/

[i shortened this a ton...Bc Yeahp, u like my half-a**ed replies, don't you...-_- ]

@Yugyeom Yes I am fine~

@Mark Well pick.. are you okay?

@Yugyeom Not really

@Mark So, have you decided what you want yet?

@Yugyeom Ah whatever

@Mark Sure I've seen it, but I don't think it's all that y

@Yugyeom Have you seen you're lip biting,smirking and y dancing?

@Mark *raises my eyebrow* Why do you think so?

@Yugyeom Oh yes you are *smirks*

@Hoseok (1/2)
/a sarcastic smile form on my lips when you say you know me, those words of yours- you couldn't be more wrong, how can you know me? You do not know me. Not even a little, I have no idea why you think that you do ,but you dont . I don't feel like I know you, so why would you know me? It makes no sense./
you don't know me. /I eventually say, glancing at you thru glassed eyes/ Not even my fans do.
/I press my lips against each other, clenching my jaw for a moment. I look at you, you don't seem to be bothered by me that much. I am sure you've done this a few times in your life. This can't be the first time, based on the fact that you knew just where to hit me. Just where it'll hurt the most. Yes, it hurts. I admit, never will admit it to you. I'll never show how painful it is to hear you saying those words to me. most painful part is that I can see the pity in your eyes, I've seen it all along but I shoved it aside. But there it is. Always there when I looked into your eyes. for once I can't ignore, it as much as I wish I could. I wanted you to like me, yes, not even as a potential lover but just as human but apparently I'm too boring for your own taste that you need to pretend, and force yourself to be around me ./
/if only the floor could have open into two and make me disappear... pity. Pity. You pity me. a venomous chuckle escapes my lips as I look at you, hiding the pain I feel/
Don't apologize... it won't change anything anyways. It'll just make everything worst.
/I mumble, looking away and letting you run- staying still before finally exiting the place and going to look for my car, Once I'm inside my car I grip the wheel untill my knuckles turn white and a moment after I let out a scream. Soon beginning to hit the passenger seat, punching it and taking all of my anger at it. Until my hands turn red and untill I'm out of breath./
/when I am calm enough, I put my seatbelt on and get ready to drive but then I notice the street is closed, my anger pop out again so I hit the wheel and storm out of the car- hearing people screaming, and a mixture of voices arguing about the reason for this accident. Understanding there was an accident and someone got hit by a car. /
/ I see people crowding around something, a person. I hear the ambulance siren and the people beginning to move to let the paramedics take charge on the situation. I can see it from where I stand. I see Someone laying on the black asphalt without moving - blood covering half of his face and his eyes closed, surrounded by a few paramedics/
/seconds later I'm hit by the fact that I know the person- before my brain has the chance to digest what I am seeing. I already hear myself shouting your name. You're the person thrown on the asphalt. Hoseok. My movements become quick, like I'm not the one who's controlling my own body, I run, being dominated by some force that draw me torwards you without my brain having a chance to react /
/I shout again, moving between panic and helpless, the blood on your face cause me to be taken back - reminding me of things I'd like to forget- I'm talking to someone but I don't know who that person is or what he's saying all I know Is that my hand is now stained with blood and that you're being carried into the ambulance /
/without thinking about it I automatically get into the ambulance as well, looking at your face and suddenly feeling like my heart won't take this... everything is moving so fast. one of the paramedics begins checking your signs, saying that they need to get you to the hospital as quick as possible and all I do is stare at your silenced body with eyes wide open and shock expression- not fully understanding what just happened /
/ I soon snap out of it, some tears forming in my eyes./ You... hoseok... don't...wake up...wake up
/I mumble quietly, leaning toward your ear - all of my anger fading away as I try not to think of the worst of all, a tear rolls down my cheek and I take your hand and squeeze it. / please... /the pain. I dont think I've even felt this kind of pain before - it's like I can't breath and as if my body is no longer mine but someone else's yet I still feel my heart aching so much just to see you like this and thinking that you're in danger/

@Hoseok (2/2)
/half an hour later we already arrive to the hospital and they rush you into the surgery room while they leave me to wait by myself. I don't like hospitals. They remind me of things that I don't want to remember , days and days of begging... but nothing came out of it. Hospitals work just like any other government institution... if you have money you're good, if you don't? You will die like a dog on the street/
/out of no where, I begin to cry, closing my eyes I refuse to let the tears run down, I don't want anyone to see me crying. I don't want anyone to come up to me and ask if I'm ok because I am not. I am not ok and there's nothing they can help me with . I keep waiting for the doctor to come out, but he still doesn't come out and that only makes me worry more/

(( its was surprisingly good, I actually liked it ;p ))

@Mark Me? *blushes slightly* Nah, I'm not y.

@Yugyeom you're y too

@Mark *pouts* But hyuunngg *chuckles softly*

@Yugyeom Not always *chuckles and smiles up at you*

@Mark *walks in and sits across from you*
So, I'm "always cute," huh? *smirks*

@Yugyeom *enters into the cafe and sits at a window seat*

@Rain [probs the most crappiest reply I've ever written. This one. Since I'm literally tired outta my mind and writing this. But you said you wanted an answer fast so I shortened it down and here u go :P XD
Ah... /nods/ probs need testing then XD
I don't like saying thanks for things that don't seem like u should say thanks Bc of! Welp! U can tell I'm
Sleepy but at least u now know, non AU rpers-what's expected of them /nods/ :P ]

No... /laughs shaking his head/ it's somethin cooler...unfortunately... /grins teasingly at you, pointing his finger towards you/
Why didn't ya tell me sooner? An I legit would've texted that to my bandmates if I didn't search it up myself! /chuckles turning off phone/
/but he becomes unamused. Completely. When you didn't use your last chance to make him turn back from his decision to only view you as on a stick/
/if you /just/ used it and showed him your stage greeting and showed him that you were fun, you probably wouldn't have gotten this far away from him in such a short time. But because you even refused to play along, it foreshadowed a constant downhill from there/
Strange? /chuckles restraining himself from attacking you/ w...what strange? /that's before his eyes widen then smile relieved at you humming that it's a magazine or whatnot/
Yeah.. /chuckles nodding as he rubbed his nape, refusing to tell you that when you had given him a valentines-and a sweet one at that-he was also using the Internet and found out your birthday while making the card. That'd hurt his pride a lot. For you knew he searched about you to make that card but in the end, stuck with using "brat" instead of your real name/
...
/the only reason he's gripping your collar is because that's the closest he can get to you without actually kissing you-which he wants to do so badly because of his immense ual attraction towards you...that never became romantic no matter how many chances he's given to prove to him that he wouldn't mind actually dating you instead of ing you/
Normally... /chuckles looking away then back into your eyes/ but I know ya...even though I never tried to, I knew you...
/chuckles bitterly as you talked about one night stands/ if only it were simple as that... /but he's seen the way you kissed him even after . Is that normal? To him, it sure isn't...but he says nothing else knowing it's probably better not to say you're wrong in this situation. For once. For once, he's holding down his own pride by not pointing a thing out to you/
/he doesn't even correct you when you start lying to him to save your own pride. Wow...he's always wanted to see you not composed and not hard-hearted but never like this...this was a whole new different story, letting you let your collar go as he looks up at you going berserk/
/the only thing going on in his head is why him. Why'd you fall for him..., what's so good about him anyways...As he steps forward, too to show you he'll let you talk as if you felt nothing for him when he knew you did. But he hella won't let you intimidate him or raise a hand on him, fierce eyes meeting your own despite his smaller shape/
/didn't hear your fair enough because he's still talking about how much he tried at least to give you a chance/
/his eyes look up at you as you basically shout at him/ no but... /you did...he mutters internally, not planning to add more fuel to your chaotic fire. Since in the end, you were the one who wanted Hoseok to like you so he had taken it up on himself to do just that. but the rest was all hoseok's obliging to follow through and try again in hopes he'd end up liking you on his own will/
/maybe it was a bit of pity but it was more empathy of not wanting another person to lose their love just because he didn't get his/
/and even though he knows exactly what you're saying and what you actually mean, and he really doesn't wanna leave, he knows it's best to leave/
/and that's what he does with teary eyes of empathy that he couldn't do anything for you, that when you said to stop, he realized he shouldn't be here as he stared at you then just walked right out of the building, refusing to look back, until-/
SCREECH! /the cars honk but it's too late. His body had flopped over the hood then rolled down before splitting down on the road like a pancake, he knocked unconscious/
?: oh my god! Is he dead? /a crowd of people gathered around the person, some calling for an ambulance once they find out that the person had a pulse though faint/
?: I swear I didn't even see him until the last minute...! /the truck driver's trying to defend himself as the others glare at him/ I'm so sorry!

@Hoseok (( makes us both x_x don't know either ,that just came out..
and you should say thanks ofc. what's wrong with this one? I think it's ok. had no idea what they were called until you said it ))

@Hoseok /letting out a light chuckle as you search thru the internet I look at you innocently when you say it's not raindrops/
oh, it's not? /I say playfully, shrugging my shoulder and glancing at you, listening to you speaking/
Well, I don't know, you tell me. have you seen yourself? you're acting really strange.
/points at you, making a circle with my finger , pointing all over you /
you're acting like someone who is hiding something. Are you?
/I nod slowly, humming and trying to remember if my manager set up something for me for tomorrow-- getting back to you I nod/
Oh ok, if you forget then you forgot. Probably a magazine or something.
/when you refuse to sit again, that's when I know this date is over - and I have no intention to stop you if you want to leave ,now that you've made it clear. When you gripp on my collar , that action itself makes me look at you with disbelief, soon an amused smile appears on my lips because you remind me of those kids who think they are tough/
/as you begin to speak, the smile dies and I just look at you blankly/
You should know better hoseok...just because you slept with someone it doesn't mean you know that someone.
I thought you knew that One night stands aren't meant to know people, they are meant to use people for your own needs.
/i say, feeling impatient from some odd reason, and the more you speak I get mixed feelings of frustration and an urge to laugh all at the same time. I feel like fliping the table and crushing a few glasses against the floor but instead I stand up and look at you. Moving my gaze to your hand that is on my shirt. I move your hand away from me, taking it off of me quickly - before you can let go of my shirt.
I step a bit closer to you. staring at you while you speak and letting out a mocking chuckle. Can't believe what I am hearing right now/ what do you think I am?
didn't I already told you that you aren't exactly my type? Or did you miss it when I said it? I don't know if it's the age gape or not but I don't look at people as objects. I've passed that area. You... /points at you, shaking my head slowly/
Don't live like that. Nothing good comes out of it.
/when you say I am boring all I'm hearing inside my head is: second time, second time, second time, second time, second time. I am not even paying attention to what you're saying because that word only has one meaning for me which is rejection. You're boring. You're boring. You're boring. The funny part is that I don't feel hurt, maybe because I am used to it or maybe because I am to emotionally disconnected right now to care. It'll probably sink in a few hours and then I'll throw my anger by boxing. Right now, I just look at you with a blank expression- refusing to give away even one tiny drop of what I'm feeling inside of me/
Fair enough. /I say, not sure how to react without giving away how I feel right now, just when I thought this couldn't any worst you keep talking. You keep talking , saying you don't see me as more the a potential partner, that you /tried/ to like me- seriously... you're just making it worst and that only makes me come into my shell more and more./
who asked you to look at me as more then someone who ed you? Did I?
/my voice comes out harsher then I meant it to be, my hand clenching into a fist and my breath fastening as I try to control myself/
did I ever asked you to like me?
Did I force you yo come here? Did I forced you to stay? Did I?!
/I shot a question right after the other, not really expecting or wanting an answer from you but more like just letting out all my frustration thru those questions- forgetting where we are and truth to be told not even caring that much anymore/
/ I pause for a moment, thinking to myself that maybe I wanted someone to talk to so much to the point where I convinced myself that I might like you... I'm going crazy -- /
I know that you don't want anything from me and I was never the kind to force myself on other's so if you want to leave then leave.
/when you say you're sorry I chuckle bitterly, waving a hand at you dismissively not wanting to hear you saying sorry, and just asking you to stop by that hand gesture/
just stop.
/the thing is that I don't feel broken, why? Probably because I always knew deep down that this is what will turn out of the two of us. You said you tried, if you don't feel like trying anymore then I can't do anything about it. Even if I could, why would I even want to try after what you said? for someone people when they feel like their being pushed against the wall they push forward, I am not one of those people, never was. If it's time to get pushed - I'll get pushed without fighting. I know when to give up so when you run out I stay still, staring into the air blankly for a while and only a few minutes later I take of my green strain from my wrist and leave it on the table before exiting the cafe/

@Rain [/shouldn't say thanks/ glad u get it now XD tho why are most of ur dps whack tho? I only liked two outta all the ones you had for some odd reason XP
Oh! And I meant to say "as he endures through all his killer aegyo" /nods/ XP
But wait-seriously? Rain's fans are raindrops?! *_* /laughs shaking head/ ah korea...u never cease to amuse me...
I literally just guessed that at the top of my head /cracking up so hard rn XD/ oh! Nevermind, I searched it! It's a better fandom name tho still amusing /nods/ :P ]

@Rain [part 1/2]

Really? /chuckles sitting back down after stopping a half second more at your wink, he just nodding as he looks at the table/ guess that's why ARMYs think its cute, too... /nods biting his lower lip as he thought about it/
When BTS was a rookie, though, they called it gross-my bandmates an ARMY...basically, everyone...though I still kept doin it since I'm the hope right...?
/he hums chuckling before lifting his head towards you with a shrug with hands in his lap/ guess a lot's changed throughout the years... /breathes before he had changed the subject towards you to do your own greeting now/
/is just teasing you about the raindrops fandom name but he hears no back talk of it, smiling at you before blinking, smile falling with eyes widening/ Wait... /bites back a chuckle/ seriously? Your fandom name's the raindrops?!
/has been leaning forward all this time then sits back against chair, shaking head incredulously as he pulls his phone out/ I gotta search this up... /mutters smirking/
/it takes a while but then he pouts slightly when he discovers it's not your fanbase name/ aw...an it's not...
/frowns before his eyes slide back to you, kicking you lightly/ yah, why'd ya not tell me sooner?! It's "cloud," not raindrops! /leans forward grinning while kicking you/
/then leans back, bummed out/ Ya got me so hyped for no reason at all... /frowns looking at the webpage then locks phone, pushing it back into his front pocket/
/then looks at you uninterested since you're still not giving him his rain greeting, shrugging casually/ don't /all/ kpop stars do?
/laughs shaking head lightly/ the first thing they teach after the trainin an findin your stage names an whatnot, is the greetin, pabo! Welp...I'm sure yours'll be cooler than mine since mine's the most out there one in our band /nods acknowledging that with a chuckle/
So? /lifts brow crossing his arms over his chest/ ya gonna perform it for me like I did or what?
An why would I be watchin your concerts? /chuckles lifting brow because he's not understanding what's going through your head now. He knows some information but he ain't that avid about it.../ I'm not a cloud-or Idve not suggested raindrops for your fans' name /chuckles rubbing nape as he looks around at the coffee shop surroundings. Hm, not bad at all.../
/blinks at you raising a playful eye and realizes the cake still is near him since he forgot to give it back, now sliding it back to you since one bite of that much chocolate's enough anyways/
...
/automatically is aware of himself and what he's doing, chuckling as he rubs his nape, trying to outta this situation/
/that's until you legit are narrowing his space to move in as he continues lying, at least able to move around. For now./
So maybe it's the Internet or a news show... /chuckles shrugging as he can feel his palms heating up/ how would /I/ know?
I told ya I forgot, didn't I...? /chuckles trying to find a way out of it and deciding the date's over anyways/
/is frantically making sure everything's on his person as his ear tips turn bright red though all he keeps doing is chuckling it off, though nervously/
/but then you talk and he stiffens before scooting his chair embarrassingly loud that everyone would notice/
W...what...? /chuckles swallowing it back as he scoots it in more/ why'd I be scared of...ya...?
Nervous? Pfft! Course not...!~ /laughs shaking his head, teeth about to chatter at the many lies he's telling through his teeth as he smiles at you strained with a chuckle till his eyes widen at where you're pointing/
/like /hell/ is he staying longer than this...his eyes glare at his hand gripping the chair before he lifts his head at you with a lift of his brow/
...Don't ya think we've past that point of gettin to know each other already...? /asks in a more serious voice then walks over to you, gripping your collar up to meet his eyes as he bent down/ yah...
/looks around to make sure no one could hear/ We in ed...! /glares at you with a harsh whispering but incredulous chuckle in his voice/
/leaves your collar roughly/ an I have no idea how /you're/ holdin it but ever since we've met here, all I've been thinkin bout is draggin ya to /that/ bathroom over there /glares pointing to the bathroom in that corner/
An makin ya moan my name 'till we turn into the next gossip...! /his ears are red, flustered an irritated/
Nothin else! 'Cause you're borin as ...!~ /hates to break it to you but it's true, letting the cat outta the bag with a deep breath of relief/
/rubs nape looking around because he's never been good with breaking peoples' hearts/ I tried my best on this date to make it feel pretty fun but what's the use...
I can't see ya as more than jus some one night stand /chuckles dryly to himself/...an I wanted to like ya as someone I wouldn't mind datin...but I only see ya as some friend I accidentally had with... /mutters feeling really bad now/

@Rain [part 2/2]

I'm sorry for everythin... /tears threaten his eyes as he walks out in a rush, knowing how hurtful heartbreak is since he's experienced it himself/

[i have /no/ idea what I just did; if it's my headache or not. But one thing's true: at this time, Hoseok still hadn't felt anything for you other than ual attraction /nods slowly/ ]